Random....
Life may not always be the party we hoped for

But while we are here we might as well dance

Sam just got back from China lastnight!! :)
It is so good to have her back... but i could live without the teasing :P...

She said it was amazing!!!! :) I want to follow in her foot steps, i want to go to China and Africa!! :)

She is such a FANTASTIC row-model!!!!


She is going back next year...... i am pretty sure! I wish i could go with her, but i'm not old enough :( I hope i get to go when i am older :P :) :P

Well i better be going! :) Have a FANTASTIC rest of the day!

So Lane and I went out with Angelina to have some fun!!:) oh boy did we!! HAHA !!

We got a bunch of weird stuff and tryed it on then took pictures with Angels camera phone..... man i need one of those! :) lol

And Angelina tryed to kill me! :) lol
But we had lots of fun.
Oh, and i found out bowling and glow golf are not one of my many many talents!! :)
How was your weekend????

I have found another really cool soung.... i guess its a cool song. I really like Keith Urban, and i like his song
Stupid Boy!! :) lol, but its kinda sad.
He has a really good voice :)
Hee-Hee
i just thought i would tell you its a pretty cool song

Hey, so lot has happend! lets start with i get to go to camp 86 hours! :) lol i can't wait to get away for a little while. Everything that has been happening lately has been putting my down :( But something pretty cool is, yesterday i got up saying "this is going to be a good day!" and everytime i got peeved or sad or anything i would walk away and pray! And that day was fantastic....tell that night....but thats a different story!
MOVING ON
Tamara got me listening to the best song ever... Walking Her Home!! It is so sweet!! :)
its like my new favorite song :P lol i change my favorite song all the time. 
school has been OK!! i was bored the other day and just started writing a paper... i'm not finished but i love to write so it's fun for me :) lol
Well thats about all i have been doing, i haven't got to see my horses in a long time 
:( but maybe this weekend i can go out there and ride!! :P i hope :)
Thanks for listening...or reading...

Grace***

...He was walking her home
And holding her hand
Oh the way she smiled it stole the breath right out of him
Down that old road
With the stars up above
He remembers where he was the night he fell in love
He was walking her home...

Random Sayings i got in an E-mail

"Christ must be the light that shines through you, and the people looking at you must see only Jesus. You have a challenge from Jesus to meet: He has shed the light, and you will take His light and lighten every heart you meet."
~ Mother Teresa

"You're not ready to live until you are ready to die."
~ Chuck Swindoll

"It's never too late to be who you might have been."
~ George Eliot

A wise man **Austin** once told me...
.......people can think what they want and they can be wrong until they are man enough to come and ask for the truth......

RANDOM  pictures

Lilly and I love this red dress..... :)

For some random reason i wear these jeans like 24/7 (not REALLY, but i wear them all the time)

Angel on her 20th birthday, Lane and i took her out :) It was so much fun!! :P lol times we will never forget *for more reasons then just taking her out!! :P lol ha ha ha
BASKETBALL BASKETBALL!!!.... (lol)

DID YOU KNOW...this picture has 'cased so much truble.... "247"

FUN TIMES!! :)
lilly and i where REALLY bored so we put on weird close and took random pictures!! :P

My sister is going to China tomorrow!! She will be gone for.. 12 days i think!! I am going to miss her but i am sure she will  have fun!! :P
But yeah, if you could keep her in your prayers that would be FANTASTIC!!

Moving On,
So nothing much has happened with me since my last post. Other then getting my braces tightened, working with my mom.. oh yeah and getting to go to youth-group, nothing has changed!! :)
I am taking no change as a good thing b/c the last time i had change, it wasn't to swell!!
But i am making it through.

Does time seem to fly, i mean its like just yesterday i was starting to ride a horse, i can still remember my first day at BHSE like it was 10 seconds ago. Its so weird..... IDK.... i just wish time would SLOW down, way down!! if only there was a shooting star, i could make a wish!! Oh, maybe i should stay outside tell i see a shooting star and make a wish!! I know just what i would wish for!!! :) Maybe i will go do that!!

Bye Bye

I was sure by now
That You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say "Amen", and it's still raining

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear Your whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away

Ummmm... i dont really like asking people to help me, but if you guys *and girls* could pray for me... theres just a lot going on, and i am starting to want to just give up. And the devil is doing EVERYTHING and takeing away EVERYONE he can to make me want to run away from God, and i hate to say it but i am starting to listen to him (the devil that is) i just dont see why all this is happening! Its like after i get over one heart brake my heart shatters!! I need all the help i can get!!
thanks

***  And your life can change drastically in just one minute.... or in my case one phone call.... So live like theres no tomorrow, and love like theres no such thing as heart brake ***

Oh my gosh... i just got back from Lane's house.Ok so on Friday i helped clean the house and got Lane ready for her Dinner Thingy.... When Lane left i worked with Kate *My Horse* and then i played with the kids. Did You Know, that kids can be kinda fun if you really talk to them, i mean, instead of telling them what to do and telling them they're wrong and NO!!! If you talk to them like they are people and not kids, they can be pretty cool. Anyways i thought i would just tell you people that.
MOVING ON,
So later that night we had to go pickup Lane, Lane tells me that Carmen,Tyler and Austin are going to come and ride the next day. I know, I know i should be happy and all..... but i had to ride MY horse... and Kate isn't to swell with other horses + i had only had 10 hours of sleep the past 2 nights. (No not 10 hours each night, 10 hours put together *for all you smart people out there i only had 5 hours of sleep each night!! :P *
Anyway, the next day turnded out pretty Dandy, All though Austin didn't make it and my horse tryed to kill me a few times, it was FUN!! We had a water fight... Oh My Gosh.... ha ha it was so cold but so much fun! Oh, yeah and Tyler had a brush that had scum from the bottom of the horse troff on it, and he preceded to rub it down my leg... yeah so i had green scum on my pants all day long. I got to soak Rilee... and then Lane soaked me (i mean head to toe soked!!) It was a day i wont forget, for many different reasons.... :)
Well this is pretty long and i dont think anyone will read it, but i still.... :)

Grace~~~

i love you buddy.....
we're gona make it...
daddy knows the way home....

*** for some weird twisted reason i really like this saying.... i guess it was the Bible Study that went with it... but i really like it!! ha every time i get scared or sad i repeat it... i know i am a really odd person, but it helps!! :)

I GET TO GO TO LANES THIS WEEKEND!!! YES!! MY SISTER HAS TO WORK AND SO I GET TO GO TO LANES!!! YES YES YES!!
LOL well just thought i would tell you!! :)

I don't think i will ever be ungrounded from seeing my best friend :( Grrrr
I have been home for a month, i have gone to Tylers church like 2 times in that month and went to the movies once..... but other then that i have been home!!! And i am going to have to spend this weekend with my sister instead of seeing if i can go to Lanes house.... Grrr not cool :(

moving on,
nothing else has happend, b/c i haven't gone anywhere!!! Blah.
This month has vaccumed for me

How are you people??

so i got nothing to do...
my spring break hasn't been very good so far... but at lest i dont have to do school! :) I am happy about that :P My best friend just got back from Hawaii, i got to hang out with her tonight and that was really good!! AND i got to see all my other friends, so that was nice!! But i haven't got to go anywhere on my break!! maybe i will run to Mexico and become an ALBINO (lol inside j/k) lol anyways... Well yeah just thought i should  up-date! :P

Grace~~~

i watched ALL 6 Star War movies!!
1-6 in one day! It was 13 hours in all!! But how many people can say they have watched them all in ONE day!! Yeah well now i can!! :P lol
I started watching them at Noon Saturday and finished at 1 am Sunday!! :P lol

Weird i know....but so much fun!! :P lol

So yeah ALL my friends are in Hawaii... well there are like 3 friends still here in TN!! So i guess it's not THAT bad.... but still, their in HAWAII!!!!
LOL well anyway... just thought i would tell you people!! :P
Oh, and my braces don't hurt anymore!! YES!! lol well it makes me happy so thought i would tell you people!! :P

I took this quiz to see what diseny movie i was and my highest score was Cool Runnings!! lol
i used to L-O-V-E that movie!! I haven't seen it in so long now... maybe i should go rent it!!
So yeah.... lol just thought you people would want to know!! :P

i am making a list of my favorite songs:P You can tell i have nothing to do :P lol

1~ My Little Girl (By - Tim McGraw)
2~ Work (By - Jars Of Clay)
3~ From Sunrise To Sunset (By- Paul Wright)
4~ Tears Of The Saints (By- Leeland)
5~ Watching You (By - Rodney Atkins)
6~ Wild Horses (By - Natasha Bedingfield)
7~ Just Breath (By - Anna Nalick)
8~ Should Have Said No (By - Taylor Swift)
9~ Tim McGraw (By - Taylor Swift)
10~ Teardrops On My Guitar (By-Taylor Swift)
11~ Does Anybody Hear Her (By - Casting Crowns)
12~ The Last Night (By - Skillet)
13~ Dreamer (By - Bethany Dillon)
14~ Let It Rain (By - Jo Jo)
15~ Jealous Kind (By - Jars of Clay)
16~ Our Song (By - Taylor Swift)
17~ Wreck Of The Day (By- Anna Nalick)
18~ Anything But Ordinary (By- Avril Lavigne)