It was such a good day..... up to a few hours ago! A lot is going on and i just pretty much broke down! I dont cry and i think all of you know that, but i cryed! ;( I need all the prayers i can get right now! Thanks

Random paper i wrote... so i put it on here :P lol i am bored     

                                     Race Against Time
There is always a race against time. Your ether trying to get somewhere or your thinking of the events that you have to pack into a 13 hour day. 
     My question is why are we racing time? Time is not something to be afraid of, more along the lines of exciting. We get to live as long as God wants us to and in that time we get to fulfill all the things that He has planed. I see so many people rushing from one place to another just to get a few things picked up and dropped off. 
     For instance Sunday is supposed to be a day of rest, not worrying about what time it is or where you have to be. But do you see soccer mom, baseball dads, working parents and teens resting and not looking at their watch very 10 minutes? No. You see them running from one game to another or trying to keep their boss happy and hoping their watch is 10 minutes slow. Shouldn't we all remember what rest is and forget about our watches, not only resting and forgetting about that stupid little thing on our wrest ticking the time away, but also family time. Yeah your kids are going to have things that they are going to want to do and that's great, but shouldn't you still get together at the dinner table and talk. Not "Hi how you are doing" kind of talk, that's what you say to someone you pass by while your rushing through your day and you don't have time to talk. But sit down and listen to one another.
Time isn't something we should run from or race with. Time is something to be cherished and remembered, not lost and forgotten.

There might not be enough time for you to get done what you want to get done, but there is plenty of time for you to get done what God wants you to get done.
                                           
                                          

So, the Sounds Game Fridaynight was fun, kinda cold but fun. I eat a lot of food :P and took a bunch of pictures, well till the cameras batters died on me :( it was sad! The FireWorks after the game was my favorite. I used to cry when FireWorks went off ( like years ago ) lol but they are so pretty :P Other then the Sounds Game lastnight and the yard-sale my sister is doing today nothing big has happend.
Oh yeah the test i took... i think i might get an F but i really hope not. I know i didn't get an A but maybe a B or C would be nice. I dont know. Anyways i am going to go
~Grace~ 

So nothing much is with me or my fantastic life! Other than school and working at the Bakers things have been the same old same old! My sister wants to go camping this weekend and my mom said we have to go to some baseball game fridaynight so i guess i will have a fun weekend! :) Sorry Tamara.... i wanted to go to your mime presentation but i think we will be camping :( :) maybe next time. Oh yeah please pray for me.... i have a test in Physical Science tomorrow, and i pretty much suck in that class so, i am going to need all the prayers i can get! :P Thanks

So i think my mom had a pretty good Mothers Day! My oldest brother *Shawn* came in and we eat and played games :P It was fun! Today is a FANTASTIC day to go riding so i hope my mom lets me go to the Bakers!! :) I need to ride... i haven't been up in the saddle in way to long. I miss my horses! Ahhh :P
Anways, i hope you have a FANTASTIC rest of this FINE looking day!
*** How Was Your Yesterday ***

It seems like everyone is doing the whole " If You Knew Me " thingy-ma-bob! So i am going to do one... i know, way to much fun :P  ( not really everyone, but i am really bored so i am going to do it anyway )

IF YOU KNEW ME YOU WOULD KNOW....

I am a Christian

I long to be in Jesus arms

I have a messed up family

I LOVE horses

I am shy ( around people i dont know )

I LOVE to laugh

I can fake a smile like no other

I have random words i say

FANTASTIC and STRIVE are like my favorite words

I have 3 BEST friends and then a bunch of really good friends

I have a lot of problems with my dad... i pretty much just dont like him

I like to write how i feel done and then read it a year later and think WOW i was stupid :P Its kinda fun

If you tell me something... i will most likly tell Lane or Tyler.... but if you ask me not to then i wont

I Strive to get As in school (although i dont always get As :(

I dream of the day i can DRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yeah thats about it :P

* Some fantastic person ( hint hint Tyler ) sent this to me, i think he found it on myspace or something like that but i thought it was pretty niffty *

Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae.

The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt!

                             Ok i give up!
I am so exhausted, B/c i am so exhausted i'm not doing well in school, B/c i'm not doing well in school i am up-set, B/c i'm up-set i have a bad audited, B/c i have a bad audited i get in trouble, B/c i get in trouble I am so exhusted! Is it to much to ask for Happiness?? I mean i feel a little bit of everything BUT Happiness, i just want to be Happy, for a little longer than a second. Is that to much to ask? Yes i Laugh, but Laughing is a minute or so of something being Funny, its nothing compared to Happiness!!! Happiness is longer lasting, joy, peace, love, kindness... Happiness is... is something pretty much everyone longs for. Don't get me wrong.. Laughter is a wonderful thing, but Happiness is a FANTASTIC thing.
Happiness Is Something I Strive For

What Makes A Legend?
Is It What Someone Did When They Were Alive?
Or
How Their Rememberd After Their Gone?

Quote From The Second Best Movie Ever ~The Guardian~ ( ~Knights Tale~ Will Always Be # 1 In My Book )


* If you cant read it.. it says " Movie Hero "

;)

                         Do Not Worry
"Therefore I Say To You, Do Not Worry About Your Life, What You Will Eat Or What You Will Drink; Nor About Your Body, What You Will Put On. Is Not Life More Than Food And The Body More Than Clothing? Look At The Birds Of The Air, For They Neither Sow Nor Reap Nor Gather Into Barns; Yet Your Heavenly Father Feeds Them. Are You Not Of More Value Then They? Which Of You By Worrying Can Add One Cubit To His Stature? So Why Do You Worry About Clothing? Consider The Lilies Of The Field, How They Grow: They Neither Toil Nor Spin; And Yet I Say To You That Even Solomon In All His Glory Was Not Arrayed Like One Of These. Now If God So Clothes The Grass Of The Field, Which Today Is, And Tomorrow Is Thrown Into The Oven, Will He Not Much More Clothe You, O You Of Little Faith? Therefore Do Not Worry, Saying "What Shall We Eat?" Or "What Shall We Drink?" Or "What Shall We Wear?" For After All These Things The Gentiles Seek. For Your Heavenly Father Knows That You Need All These Things. But Seek First The Kingdom Of God And His Righteousness, And All These Things Shall Be Added To You. Therefore Do Not Worry About Tomorrow, For Tomorrow Will Worry About Its Own Things. Sufficent For The Day Is Its Own Troubles"
Matthew 6:25-34

I have a wonderful, amazing, super fantastic friend named TAMARA. You should meet her : )
LOL *** Is that what i was supposed to say Tamara? :P ***

So i am a lot better then yesterday! :) Thanks for all the prayers. Today was under the *OK* category. Its not *FANTASTIC* but its better then the *bad*. Lane is back so maybe i can go over to her house soon and just hang out! Maybe get a little peace for a while. I don't know why but hanging out with friends helps me breath in and out and know why i am here! I know i am weird but its true!
Other then my life getting a ( little ) better, nothing big has happened, no new news, no big outbursts of anger or happiness. But i'm not sure if thats *good* or *bad*. Anyways, i well say Good Bye and hope next time i write there will be something exciting to tell :)

Today is one of those days that i really want to just get a bukect of chocolate ice-cream, find a spoon, and put A Walk To Remember! BLAH :( sorry its not a good day! please just be praying for me

So life has been ok, but today was bad. It was under the "bad day" category. I'm not going to go into why it was so  bad but just please keep me in your prayers! Ok, now we are going to move on to more important things...... have you ever asked why life has to be so bitter-sweet?? I don't get it! It seems like everything has to be bitter-sweet. I wish things just were SWEET! O well, i am going on and on about something you people probably don't even care about. So i think i shall go now :P

1. Hi my name is...... Stephanie Grace Bradley
2. Never in my life have I...... Killed someone ( and i hope i never do )
3. The one person who can drive me nuts is.........HaHa a bunch of people
can drive me nuts but they also are my friends so its kinda a bitter sweet
kind of thing
4. High school........ is waiting for me next year
5. When I'm nervous........ I usually pray and sometimes i'll just start talking :- )
6. The last time I cried was......... a few days ago, it must not have been
something big b/c i can't remember why & personally i think that's a good thing! :P


7. If I were to get married right now my wedding party would be..........
full of family and friends with a bunch of food :P haha
8. My hair is.... wet and up like it always is!
9. When I was 5.......... i was 1,780 days old :)
10. Last Christmas........ i got the best thing ever
(besides asking Jesus Christ to be my savor ) i got a video camera :P
YES haha
11. I should be.... smart, but i'm trying to be!!
hopefully i will be brilliant some day
12. When I look down I ...... usually am sad or up-set....
OR i'm just looking were i'm walking
13. The craziest recent event was.... i can't remember any craZy recent events!
and i'm telling you i would remember if it was craZy b/c most likely one of my
friends would be the cause of it being craZy! haha
14. If I were a character on 'Friends' I'd be... i haven't really watched
it to know who i would be. But my sisters used to watch it ALL the time :P
15. By this time next year...... i will be wishing someone was back in TN :(
16. My current gripe is...... i am not sure what a "gripe" is, so i'm not to sure
17. I have a hard time understanding... why love has to be so bitter sweet,
why can't it just be sweet?? Grr love
18. There's this girl I know who... * i know a BUNCH of girls *
but there is this one *lane* who is craZy!! haha but i am just like her so i
can't say anything! :P lol
19. You know I like you when... i talk to you! :P i don't talk to just anyone!
20. If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be...... i have no idea! l
ol probably my mom and then i would tell all my friends and family
21. Take my advice... Life can change in just 1 second so live your
life like there's no tomorrow
22. My most wanted item is... a cell phone
23. If you visited the place I was born... you would be in a hospital
24. I plan to.... grow up and train horses! OR become a photographer
25. If you spend the night at my house... you would be at my house
when it was day out and dark! I mean what kind of question is this! lol
26. I'd stop my wedding if.... God told me to ( but i hope he doesn't )
27. The world could do without... people gossiping and people talking behind
other peoples backs :( not cool
28. I'd rather lick the belly of a cockroach than... *first of all that's just nasty
in its self but....* kill someone
29. Most recent thing I've bought myself... a t-shirt
30. Most recent thing someone else bought me... a t-shirt :P lol
31. My favorite blonde is... uhmm let me think about that...
you know idk! i mean i know a bunch of blondes, i would have to say Tyler
( but his hair is darker when it is short, so is he technically a blonde? idk )
32. My favorite brunette is... LANE
33. My favorite redhead is... i only know 2 but i would have to go with Angelina
34. My middle name is... GRACE
35. This morning I... took care of 11 horses, 2 dogs, and 2 cats
36. The animals I would like to see flying besides birds are... elephants
37. Once, at a bar... *there never was a "once" b/c
i was never there in the first place *
38. Last night I was... thinking about my life and what's to come
in the next few months :(
39. There's this guy I know who... is like the BEST ever
*hint hint, his name would be Tyler*
40. I don't know... why i am here
41. A better name for me would be.... FANTASTIC :P lol no...
i don't really know
42. Tomorrow I am... going to do what i did this morning
( take care of 11 horses, 2 dogs and 2 cats )
43. My birthday is... August 9th 1993
44. What I really want for Valentine's Day is... a box of chocolate
and some flowers :P lol haha
45. I am allergic to.... HAY! you darn hay you

Whats up?
The past few days have been packed full. Lets start with Saturday, Saturday Lane and the Baker family, left for SC so my mom and i have to take care of their animals. OMGosh i didn't realize how long and how da-gum hard it is to take care of 11 horses, 2 dogs, and 2 cats. But yeah its all good, its kinda fun. I mean it gives me something to do and its something i look forward to b/c i get to see my baby's ( Kate and Mocha Man ) Moving on to Sunday, Shawn showed up and Sarah came over so EVERYONE was home on Sunday. Mom, Shawn, Sarah, Sam, Seth, & ME :P lol we did a bunch of yard work and talked for like ever but it was fun. We haven't all be together in a long time :) so it was good :P Other then that i have been just doing school and working on a project for a friend ;) Yeah you can tell i have a fun filed life... not! Haha I better go b/c i have to wake up early to go take care of the Bakers animals :P Have a GREAT week.
Talk To You People Later

Whats up?
My life has gotten a little better since my last post! :)Thanks for all the prayers and encouraging words. Last night i went to some Ice-Cream party thingy-ma-bob... it was pretty fun. LOL some of the pictures were.... "haha" is all i can say, but yeah it was fun. Lane left for SC this morning so i am going to have to take care of all her fantastic horses,dogs, and cats....sounds like fun right there :P Well as you know its Saturday and i am home alone. Everyone is gone, my mom is working and my sister... is somewhere but she left at 5:30 in the morning and i almost killed her.... and Seth is at his soccer games! Yep Yep! And all my friends are  presenting and i can't go :( BLAH!! I guess i will go find something fantastic to do! :) Have a FANTASTIC rest of this fine looking Saturday.
                              ~*~Grace~*~

Why Me....
Why Now....
*** I mean i can't handle this anymore... i need people standing by me not pushing me to do things i shouldn't do! Do people not understand i am trying to get on track with God??? Why do i have to go through this.... It comes to me doing something wrong or losing someone i love. *** Austin dont say a word*** I need all the prayers i can get right now!! PLEASE

Whats up my people?
Nothing much has changed in my weird and twisted life. Other then trying to please everyone and get through school with out driving myself craZy, i think i have been doing pretty Dandy. But it seems like most of my friends are going through these horible storms and i can't help. Its like watching someone on the brink of dieing and you can't help.... i know i sound like i am just rambling on about nothing but its something thats been driving me craZy. I guess all i can do is pray! Well thats probably the best thing i can do :)
MOVING ON
My best friend is going on vacation this Saturday, she will be gone for a week or so and i have to take care of all their fantastic animals while their gone. LOL that should be fun. It will give me something to do while she is gone i guess :) On Sunday i got 2 surprises, 1~ My oldest brother Shawn just showed up to hang out for the day. Its not normal for him just to show up given he lives in Memphis ;) So it was good seeing him & 2~ Tyler showed up at church. Yep Yep it was a fun filled day thats for sure. Well i am going to go write a paper :)
fun fun....... not!! Leave me remarks :)

Hey,
OMGosh i had a really long weekend! Fun & Painful! ( Lane knows what i am talking about, she probably feels the pain too...haha ) Ok so this kid hit me with a stick right on my spine!!! I'm not saying this kid just hit me and its all good... this kid hit me with everything he had!!! DANG that kid is strong!!So my back KILLS right now. On the good side, i got to ride me horse Saturday! :) That was fun, although she was being a pain in the rain in spain. Today i did a yard-sale with my mom. It was pretty fun, but my face is burnt!! :( not cool. OH something else REALLY good, i sold 8 of my flower things i have to sell for camp 86 hours!! So i almost have all the money i need!! I really hope i get enough. My brother had to soccer games today, so i wonder if he won.
What else can i talk about, Uhmmmmmm
Oh i found a BUNCH of really cool sayings!! I'll have to put some of them on here later. But right now i think i shall go eat something :) hee-hee i'm hungry!!
Have a FANTASTIC rest of this nice hot day :P
***Grace