Im in Dallas right now! :)

do you ever feel that you are only friends with someone because they are always around you?  a friend of convience or even if you will a single serving friend (little Fight Club for you!)? If that person didn't go to church with you or was on the same sports team, or in the same class with you...would you still be friends?  Could it be that you are just searching for someone to entertain you?  In a world where if you aren't being entertained for a second you get completely bored and search out the next thing to do?  Why is that we don't care enough about a person to keep in touch with a person after they aren't in your life as much as they used to be? Why does it have to be that we constantly have to have that person around for us to consider them our friends..?  Why can't we call that person we are in class with to do something else other than share funny stories as the teacher bables on?  Why is that each year we are so open to throw away the relationships we half heartedly built over the summer just to create the same type next year?  Is this why no one ever knows any of their friends after high school? they are just to lazy to call them because they are used to seeing them everyday.  I don't know what else to say so there is my rant for the next couple of weeks....

I really shouldn't be up still... its 2... I have to run at 9.... I am sore from rafting... Mandatories start Tuesday.... Im scared... I think I am more scared this year than last year because I actually know what is coming.... I don't want to hurt... I don't want to not be able to breathe in the heat.... I don't want to run in heat advisories... Yet I am going to do it... I really have no idea why...

oh and btw I watched Shaun of the Dead tonight...hadn't seen it in about 2 years... and I still love it... so if you havn't seen it you should def check it out if you don't have a weak stomach.

so uh... who wants to move to Chicago with me?

so school is over, Im now a senior and the days of D-Bo are over.  This summer will be great.  Im excited about next year, but I can't help missing what I had mere hours ago.

So I have my AP English language and comp test tomorrow so thats exciting... at least it will be over with and I won't worry about it anymore.  But hey if I don't pass I have another chance next year, I just have to survive the jurgenator.

a throw back to 7th grade mission trip and that crazy little girl.

wow so many things have changed.....

so if anyone was wondering why I wasn't at school for the majority of the day today....^^that is why.... I fell in the stairwell and landed on my forearm because of the books in my hands... no its not broken just really swolen, and yes that sling is too small and I now have a bigger one..

going to see Ben Folds tomorrow! 

So if you couldn't already tell, I was the Easter Bunny for my church's Easter egg hunt.. except for burning in it, not being able to see or breathe, and have my cousin almost cry when she saw me (she's 4) it was great... it really wasn't that bad... only a couple kids cried but alot of them really liked me... so its all good... :)

I can't go to Bonnaroo this year and I want to go to
the Rites of Spring festival next Friday and Saturday... I may only go
Saturday considering it's the day Ben Folds is playing.  $40 for both
days and 25 for one.  both start @ 3.  talk to me and let me know if
you want to go.

www.ritesofspring.com

alright homies! Ben Brown is having another show tonight and I would be extrememly excited to see you there.  He is playing at Bonhoeffer's (www.myspace.com/bonhoeffers) with LackLuster @ 8

so be there...you know you want to. 

 I had so much fun! I would describe it in SO much more detail right now but I better be heading to school... I got to stay home and sleep because be go back late.

:)

my poor car has so many dents....
my parents van is even worse...the windshield is screwed up.

21 things ...whoever reads this I wanna know these 21 things about you. Fill in all the blanks ... leave no question unanswered! just make it a remark and answer every question!


**PLEASE SEND IT BACK TO ME THAT'S THE WHOLE POINT**

1. Your Name:
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2. Age:
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3. Single or Taken:
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4. Favorite Movie:
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5. Favorite Song:
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6. Favorite Band:
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7. Kinky or Clean:
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8. Tattoos and/or Piercings:
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HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...

1. Do we know each other outside of myspace?
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2. What song reminds you of me?
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3. Would you have my back in a fight?
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4. Would you keep a secret from me if you thought it was in my best interest?
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5. What is your favorite memory of us?
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6. Have we ever been drunk?
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7. Would you give me a kidney? (it doesn't have to be your own) ;o)
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8. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you?
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9. Would you take care of me when I'm sick?
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10. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before?
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11. have you heard any rumors of me lately?
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12. Do you/have you talk(ed) crap about me?
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13. Do you think I'm a good person?
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14. Would you drive across country with me?
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15. Do you think I'm attractive?
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16. Are there ever times when you want to call me but don't?
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17. Would we go to Disneyland together?
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18. If you could change anything about me, would you? What would it be?
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19. What is the best advice you can give me?
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20. Would you come over for no reason just to hang out?
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21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?
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I was bored on the way home from FL on Spring Break so I took some pictures of the trees, while we were stopped in the massive amount of traffic outside of Atlanta.  It is now the background for my myspace.  Man I love editing pictures....its become an addiction.

amor!

cz

wow

http://www.maninthedark.com/

I really really liked this movie,  I dare say its Paltrow's best, Hopkins also plays the center role and cause of all the conflict greatly. Gylenhaal also does a great job. 

need I say more?