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November 17 2005

i went to the murder mystery thing at Riverdale and it was awesome. got to see Emily-and-Travis, and Jessy, and Carly, Abby, and some others. i wanna go to Riverdale real bad... <3


Buddy = awesome. he's DEFF my new -buddy- haha. he's gonna be a good friend, i can tell.


and then we went to Starbucks, and that was fun. i saw Olivia. and then i saw Paul... <3 :sigh: it's weird, cause i've known him (not well) since like 4th grade (we used to go to church together) and i have the hugest ... well, not hugest... but sort of crush on him... but he's straight.


i think i just really need a boyfreind right now. but good ones are hard to come across.


i also decided tonight that i'm happy with me. for some reason i haven't been good enough for myself lately, but it's just cause of what i think other people think "good enough" is. and i realized that i am good enough for me. for the most part. ... if that makes sence.


yup. 3 tests tomorrow... whoo hoo.


l:o:v:e

chelsey blair

November 18 2005
I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you + me = shopping soon seriously!

Melinda

November 18 2005
aw emily and travis rock!