happy birthday Ab?y!!!!  <3

we had a little get-together at Espresso Joe's after school. that was nice.

except... i saw her there. and my suspicions (sp?) have been confirmed. i have been ditched. and not only did she ditch me, but she's hanging out with this dude she always told me she hated. a lot. but i mean, whatever, cause i was studying her, and i decided that i don't like her anymore, we've changed, and i don't think she'd be an ideal friend for me any more.

it's funny how far apart two people can get in three weeks...

and i really hate myself sometimes, cause i'm never good enough for myself. ie: i saw these two really cute guys in really cute clothes walking out of Jade Dragon, and i was upset with myself because i "don't dress enough like them" which is not true, i just need the outfit on one of the guys. but i was really hard on myself about it, and it sucks.

i wish i wasn't so pms-y today, cause it's Miss Abby's birthday... sorry babe.

love you guys.