read this one, guys

i'm really disapointed lately, because everything i like that i thought made me origional is becoming mainstream. i.e. Harijuku and Asian fashion. in Teen People, there was a page of people in Shanghi and their styles, and on another page, there was a hoodie from L.A.M.B. and it said "for Harijuku lovers" next to it. at first, i admired Gwen for being J-Pop, but this is all her fault, so i think i'm mad at her. AND there was a thing in Teen People about taking anime styles (they used SSX charcaters) and turning them into actual outfits.

not. cool.

mainstream is turning into me. which means one day, i will be mainstream. which sucks.

i guess i could look at the positive side, and think that i might be considered a trendsetter, and someone who contributed to this J-Pop movment... but still. it's not cool.

things come and go i guess. and this won't stay forever. ~it doesn't match enough for scardy-cat Americans~

i think i'll just quit reading popular magazines. they always depress me.