I guess the best thing to do in this sort of situation is just to move on. I don't exactly mean move on to other guys, because I still think he is the one for me, at least for now. I just mean that I can't dwell on what can't be--I just gotta put all my focus on positive things.

I mean we are really good friends right now.
I know he's not going to leave me.
He claims he'll care about me forever.
We're probably going to become best friends.
And he promises to always take care of me.

I guess I'm pretty lucky just to know a guy like him huh?

So I get a snow week. That's right people--no homework--whole friggin' week. Pretty amazing huh?
Too bad we didn't get snow...bummmmmer.

I'm tired and I think I'm gonna hit the sack.
You all are wonderful.
Thank you Sarah for supporting me through all of this.
You're amazing beyond all else.