Through with it all!

April 13 2006

im done with making everyone happy.im going to do things for me and if that means spending sometime alone then that means spending sometime alone.i don't understand why i can't make people happy anymore i think im just giving up. you know you either like me or you don't so yeah whatever im done with it all.


do you guys ever get the feeling that you really need someone to talk to and you just can't talk to anyone because really no one is there. yeah pretty sure that is how i feel.


im just through with it all.


whatever.

Becky A.

April 13 2006
Hey. I did get your note. I don't want to end our friendship. You are one of the people who made me glad to stay at Oakland through the whole split. We both helped eachother through those times and all I remember sophomore year is english class. We have so many great memories and I don't want to lose those. I know things are different now because of Ben and I know that that upsets you. I'm also sorry about misinterpreting your actions yesterday. I just got worried at work because you didn't say much and when you did it was all very short. I just know that we don't talk much anymore and then I got really worried when you sat at a table by yourself. I wish I had known you just needed to focus. I'm sorry. I guess we both need to communicate more. You know that anytime you want to hang out I will plan something with you. Please just let me know. Ben will understand, despite that fact that you think he's controlling and what not, he does know that friends are very important to me and if he has a problem with that then he will take it up with me. Please forgive me for all this trouble. I'm terribly sorry and I don't want to lose a great friend like you.