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Social
Relationship Status
Married
Highschool
IS BIG
College
Juilliard (I HOPE!)
Interests
God, music, drama, writing, dance, photography, art, reading, Steele, mime, horses, computers, being hilarious, watching movies, looking at the stars, horseback riding, clothes, germ-x, anti-algebra clubs, piano, emailing people, hanging w/ friends, talking to my friends, tennis, golf, athletes (mainly baseball players), singing, playing volleyball, talking, smiling, laughing, (lol)
Favorite Music
My mom, WAVORLY, Beethoven, Craig Morgan, Faith Hill, Brad Paisley, Taylor Swift, Carrie Underwood, Nickleback, U2, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Skillet, Chris Tomlin, Everlife, BarlowGirl, Superchic[k], Enrique Iglesias (lol), Alan Jackson, bluegrass, Alison Krauss, Loretta Lynn, LeAnn Rimes, Broken Heart (my parents), Lonestar, Jackson 5, James Brown, Aretha Franklin, Green Day, Hinder, All-American Rejects, Shania Twain, Lloyd, Will Smith, The Isaacs, Claire Lynch, Dolly Parton, Tim McGraw, Kenny Chesney, Jimmy Buffet, The Beatles, Rolling Stones, Vanessa Carlton, Evanescence, Mountain Heart, Steven Curtis Chapman, Phillips Craig and Dean, Rascal Flatts, Rhonda Vincent, Brad Russell, MercyMe, Casting Crowns, The Fray, Mat Kearney, Rebecca St. James, The Darins, Panic! At the Disco, Patsy Cline, Rascal Flatts, Shania Twain, Bon Jovi, Eric Clapton, Diamond Rio, Leeland, Kristian Stanfill, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Terri Clark, FM Static, Linkin Park, Fall Out Boy, Boys Like Girls, Fleetwood Mac
Favorite Movies
MOULIN ROUGE, Princess Bride, Benny and Joon, Benchwarmers, Napoleon Dynamite, RV, Back to The Future, Star Wars, Lord of the Rings, Flicka, Facing the Giants, Sahara, Stick it, John Tucker Must Die, The Wizard of Oz, The Cat in the Hat, The Spongebob Squarepants movie, Bring it On, Bring it On All or Nothing, The Three Musketeers, Chasing Liberty, Forrest Gump, Drumline, Remember the Titans, Kingdom of Heaven, Pirates of the Carribean, Cars, Meet the Robinsons, Day after Tomorrow, War of the Worlds, Forrest Gump, Center Stage, The Ghost in the Darkness (thanks Amber!), Delta Farce, Spiderman 1 2 and 3, Ice Princess, Uptown Girls, Miracle Run Myspace Graphics- At Myspacejunks.com
Favorite Books
Bible, Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Loser, WHEN HITLER STOLE PINK RABBIT, Lord of the Rings, Junie B. Jones (lol), and so many more...i just have a lot of "random reads", To Kill a Mockingbird, Bridge to Teribithia, Dragon Rider, Chicken Soup books, Don't You Know There's a War on?, Boy at War, The BFG, George's Marvelous Medicine, The Witches, pretty much anything by roald dahl, The Horseshoe Trilogy
i don't understand
November 09 2007
i don't understand when stuff like this happens
you are best friends (good friends, anyway) with someone and then one day they decide that you annoy them and that you are to be enemies, sworn to battle. i don't like this. people change and i don't understand that. i've decided that change is my only enemy in life. well, besides satan. and evil...and etc... but anyway, i have a lot of people i totally disagree with.
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totally off subject, but have you ever 'loved' someone and then one day it hits you:
the side you didn't know they had was the one you didn't want to see. the one you didn't accept.
i feel like that. it's like i didn't know this person had a bad side, but i really did, i just didn't want to acknowledge it. sorry..random.
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back to story. i have lots of people i totally disagree with, now. but i do not consider them enemies. i just disagree with them (one STRONGLY). i've had close friends to completely turn their lives around in the last little while...good and bad. some i feel as if i've helped, some harmed. but then i realize that i didn't make them change. this is something they brought upon themselves. back to the other random thing...maybe it's the same with yourself. have you ever had someone tell you that you are different and you snap and say NO I'M NOT I HAVEN'T CHANGED WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT BLAH BLAH BLAH? well...maybe you do realize that you've changed but you don't want to accept that side of you. this is not making much sense.
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i've found that i am considered one of the guys amongst my friends. deven says it, chandler says it, meatloaf says it, jake and jesse say it, winston, levi...etc. wow. well, at least i fit in. i kinda enjoy being fun. that's the real me and i'm not scared to act all crazy. tonight i was really tired and deven asked me what was wrong and i said I'm tired. he said, but where's the fun carmen, the sunday night carmen (long story) the REAL carmen! this isn't you! and it really made me think...you're right i am not a sad person. i'm happy and cool! yes. i am. woo. see, on sunday nights we always go out to eat and there are never any girls to hang out with. so, i eat and talk with the guys and it's FUN! it's the highlight of my week. haha for those of you that know my cousin courtney, deven tells me to be a carmen, not a boring courtney. lol he said that in front of her! i felt kinda bad. but oh well.
golly gee that's long
