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August 26 2007

When trying to hide my deep pain, I somehow always end up thinking of you

...how you left without even a last trace of a smile or...anything

While trying to fight the feelings I can't stand, I remember the times we used to have together

...knowing we could have had something good but now it's...gone

Forsaking my smile to work on my frown, it's harder each time I laugh out of pity for myself

...hearing people's real joy and sadly finding that I have...none

When I see your sweet smile every single day, I look back and think about how childish I am

...thinking how I could have possibly been depressed when you were....mine

But, now, you're not mine anymore and I can't seem to see the present for what it is

...imagining that you are still here, that this can't possibly be

reality.

 

 

Kaelynn Malugin

August 26 2007
he must be a boy!