Okay, so computer is messed up again, gosh, I need like...a virus remover. Hm...I can't wait till' school starts, wow, I can't believe I just said that. Kill me now, Bang Bang Bang. haha jk. Well anyway, I think i've got this whole phuse box figured out. GO ME! August 20 is Lindsey's concert thing. It was going to be august 6th but She decided to do it the 20th for the memory of Bruce. It has almost been a year since he left us. But we've made it through that tough time of losing him. And he is always with us.If you would like to come to our gathering for Bruce,GO. Feel free to IM  Linz;; KiLLeRxDrEaMz, I think that's how she spells it. lol. Well anyway. School is coming up. YES. And NO. Summer was really fun, I hung out with Linz the whole time.

I've been thinking alot lately, I have been with Linz all summer, And i'm shuting some of my other close friends out of my life, and I realized that, that's not a very good thing, I love my friends to death, I don't know what i'd do without them, Thank you so much for being my friend, And if you're not my friend, i'm sure that we'll be friends in the end.

So about school. I'm going to be a sophmore, wow. I am so glad that i've mad it to the second level of Highschool. Gah 3 more to go. well Since I have to go to school. might as well make an efofrt and try to do my best, Last year [freshman year] I didn't do so well. Yeah I came from Kittrell and we didnt get away with most things. So when I started Oakland I took advantage, such as skipping 4th period english to be with my friends at 3rd lunch. Yeah it was fun being with them, but I only hurt myself, because I could use some English, so there I will be in another Standard English class. Again. Pathetic huh? Yeah. I'd say so.
I made so many friends last year in 9th grade I mean A LOT I felt like I knew the whole school. I was really proud of myself for making friends, because in 8th grade, I really didn't have any friends, Maybe 3-5 friends, but that didnt bring me down. Because I kind of realized, knowing most of the whole school, kind of sucks, because..well...things go around quicker and I have like...6 cousins that go to Oakland, Not a good thing.

Wow, this is alot of typing, Haha I doubt that anybody just read that because it's too much. But hey, i'm not finished yet.

Ever since I started going to Oakland, There was so much preasure coming at me like 100 miles per hour. I changed. I think everybody did, but everybody changes...well...I changed A LOT. But changes is good. The way people looked at me at the beginng of the year was like "ew, look...trash." Yeah, better believe it. So I changed, not to fit in. Let me tell you that. If I wanted to fit in at Oakland Highschool, I would wear jerseys and dou rags. and on me, that's a big no no. because well..look at me. Anyway. The preasure at Oakland is hard, I found that out the hard way.But did preasure stop me of being who I was. Nope. It may sound like Oakland is a bad place to be, But it a really good school, the people are amazing..well some. I was gunna go to another school, how retarded am I, leaving my friends behind? NO WAY.
Okay, sorry to stop in the middle of a sentence..sort of, but my hands really hurt, so i'm gonna go ahead and submit my post.

<3Ashley