well today i found out that my baby cousin died.  He was only 17ish weeks old.  Through all of that his mother almost died as well.  They had a c or sea or see idk anyway that section thing where they take out the baby.  I got to see him.  He was the most beautiful person i have ever seen.  He could fit into the palm of my hand, and at the same time the day before he had a heartbeat, his fingers and toes were formed and you could also see what would be his nose, eyes, and mouth. 

My parents asked me before i went to see him if i actually wanted to because his figure may be a little disturbing...

but what i have realized is that he is the exact same as i am.  He has a heart and thats all that matters.  He has everything that he has now so he must have a creator.  

How can anyone say that the baby i saw today... even though he might have been 5 inches long.... not be a human being?

makes me want to kick anyone in the face if they oppose me