I feel like complaining.
I'm kinda confused...
not really confused, just anxious I guess.
not many people know how I feel
or why I feel it
but I still do.
I feel selfish
but I also need to have some standards
so I don't get hurt.

do you ever feel young & old at the same time?
I hate when people discriminate me because of my age.
I'm always too young for everything.
either that or too old.
too young to be in love
too young to make my own decisions
too old to be irresponsible
too old to be a kid
too young to experience heartbreak
too young to even know what love is
too old to depend on anybody
too old to cry for stupid reasons
too old to be young
but yet, too young to be old.
I'm stuck in the middle.
I'm too old to be "immature,"
but yet, when I try to be the opposite,
I get criticized.

1 Timothy 4:12~ Do not let anyone treat you as if you are unimportant because you are young. Instead, be an example to the believers with your words, your actions, your love, your faith, and your pure life.

Love is patient
& comes to those who wait
no matter how old or young you are.

iyiyi.
I need something.
I need to pray.
I need some coffee...

he's the kind of boy
that blue eyes are made for. <3

"I can think of a million reasons why we shouldn't be together, but you know what? I don't care..." ~~Guess Who.

I'm liftin' you up,
I'm letting you down,
I'm dancin' 'til dawn,
I'm foolin' around,
I'm not givin' up,
I'm makin' your love
this city's made us crazy & we must get out<3

Sean got a ticket yesterday.
88 in a 70.
pssh.
school was yesterday,
& yesterday was great.
I love you muy mucho.

so i'm loving icons again.
sue me?

i'm really happy for all the right reasons.
God is still amazing.
& so are you.

my dream is to be the only ones at the drive in movie,
sitting bare-foot in the bed of your trunk,
hand in hand under a blanket,
and have it start pouring
and you asking me if i wanted to dance.

my dream is to be the only ones at the drive in movie,
sitting bare-foot in the bed of your trunk,
hand in hand under a blanket,
and have it start pouring
and you asking me if i wanted to dance.

my dream is to be the only ones at the drive in movie,
sitting bare-foot in the bed of your trunk,
hand in hand under a blanket,
and have it start pouring
and you asking me if i wanted to dance.

it's not the friends that stay true to your face...it's the friends that remain true behind your back.

you can't stay mad at somebody who makes you laugh:)

RTA is today.
Why yes, I did say RTA & not RTfreakingA. Why?
Because I figured out that there's more to life than hating my school.
I'm stuck with it for the rest of the year, so why not make the most of it?
I have some wonderful friends there, & get this, I actually like it.
For the first time in a while, I have true happiness.
It's that simple "wake up in the morning & you smile" kind of happiness.
It's amazing what a simple talk with God can do.
I love you, Have a wonderful day, It's BEAUTIFUL outside<3

:-D

really upset & i don't know why.
emotions are raging,
confusion is making life miserable.
i just wanna get away.

happy new year.

i love you

i failed
i'm not going to public school next semester
i'm staying at rta
& i'm happy.

no regrets at all.

you know
i'm really thankful of my life
sure, there are sometimes where i wish some things were different
but a lot of the times, i have an amazing life
& i have an incredible God here for me all the time.
i'm so thankful for that.

i watched this show last night
it was about this shipwreck
& how these 5 people were trying to survive on a zodiak(a raft)
they had no water or food
& they were in the middle of the atlantic ocean
they were stranded for about 5 days
3 of them died
two of them starting drinkin the sea water because they were so thirsty
they became delusional & they jumped off the side of the raft
sharks were all around them because one of the girls had a huge gaping wound on her leg
& it was bleeding into the ocean
so the sharks smelled it
the two delusionals that jumped off the raft got eaten by the sharks
the other one was the girl with the wound
she had a bad infection that spread throughout her body
& she died on the fourth day
the other two were left on the raft by themselves
finally a cargo ship found them
& they both lived
but they had to watch 3 of their friends die
gah
that would freak me out
they were starving to death.
geeze.
so i'm really thankful
God provides me with a lot.

this my friends, is miss haylie's new hair:)
don't you love it??
it actually looks darker in person
so don't be fooled:)

i died my hair.
& i think it looks fantabulash.
if i do say so myself.
tell me if you like it or not when you see me
& be honest
i don't want any liars:)

ahh i love you

so i'm ready for christmas break.
yeah sure we just had thanksgiving break
but i'm ready for a long break.
thankfully, it's in 2 weeks for me.
& thankfully, i don't have much schoolwork in those two weeks
so yayy for me.

how are you guys?
i lovve you

so everybody else is posting about thanksgiving
so why don't i?!
hehe<3

hmmm
company is in town
haven't seen them in 3 years
we've been having fun
yayy<3

thanksgiving is tomorrow
i can't wait
it's one of the best holidays
i mean
what other holiday do you get to stuff for face
for free?

love love love it.
what are you guys doin' for thanksgiving?
i've kinda been sick.
i almost threw up yesterday
ick.
that woulda been bad.
anyways.
i love you guys!

i hope you have a fantabulash thanksgiving<3

so i might not be on phusebox that much for now.
number one, because i don't know what to do.
number two, myspace, xanga, & phusebox take a lot of time.
& i need that time desperately for schoolwork, God, & my life.
i'll try to get on sometimes but i really need to take a break.
<3i love you guys<3

so i don't really know what i'm doing right now.
i wanted a phusebox 'cuz they look fun.
can you people help??
<3iloveyouall<3