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August 06 2006
it's three AM & i've been thinking. i think it's late in the night when my mind runs wild & is at it's peak in thoughts.
they say you know you're in love when you don't need your dreams to paint the perfect picture of your ideal love affair because your reality is so much better. well, truth be told, i think i'm in my own kind of real dream world of love.
in my personal opinion, i think there are many different kinds of love. there's love for your families, love for your friends, love for your god, & just plain old love. & also, i can almost break down plain old love into two categories. i think you can fall in love with somebody & it not be true, but it's also love. understand? like, you can fall in love with somebody who isn't your true love. i believe you can only have one true love, & that's your significant other. that one person you belong with; the one you're created to love. & i think you're made to love only them. but sometimes i think we fall in love with not necessarily bad people, but the wrong people. people we're not supposed to spend the rest of our lives with. & that's love, but not true love.
i think it's very important to guard your heart so you can prevent yourself from the heartbreak that may follow as a result of falling in love with the wrong person. every time you fall in love you give the person you love a part of your heart that you will never get back. everyone you love has pieces of your heart that belong to them because you gave them the right to take it from you. so if you find your true love but you have also previously fallen in love with somebody else, it's going to be a tough obstacle to overcome. just think, if you had spent all your life waiting for your one true love & had protected your heart all those years & were ready to give it to someone special, & you got to that point but your significant other can't give you their whole heart because somebody else has already taken it from you. i don't know about you, but i would feel robbed. that's my love, not theirs.
i think it's important to think about these things.
so maybe this love is my true love. maybe it isn't. i'm not sure right now. but i don't think it's always a good thing to be sure this early. i think i'll grow to be sure of what my answer is. & that's okay with me.

i think i'll go to sleep now.