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February 02 2006

I'm feeling quite down. I hate the feeling of liking a certain someone and them not really knowing you exist. The feeling of thinking you know someone for years and then waking up to see they are suddenly a stranger, of having a life long best friend that turns out to be just an aquaintence(pretty sure I spelled that wrong), the feeling that your life will never be the same because you ruined it, that you are the one that caused all the feelings you hate. Feeling of failure, disapointment, and brokeness, of being lost in a world you used to know so well, of not knowing what to do or where to go. So many feelings that I hate and they've all been flooding me for like 6 months or so. I'm gonna go cry now. Maybe talk to God for a while.

Jessica Jo

February 02 2006
Even though I don't know you, I can relate to what you are going through somewhat. You think over and over the what ifs or what might have beens and you want to beat yourself up for it because you believe its all your fault. The only thing that you can do is move forward and believe that one day your heart will be healed. It's a very long and hard journey but with God and some tears, you can get through it. I'll be praying for you.

Rebecca Jensen

February 03 2006
Even when things go wrong... it isn't always what you have done... do not let guilt keep you down... that can be one of the biggest things that bind us... the guilt we won't let go, the things we've done wrong that we let define who we think we are... If you have repented than he has forgiven you and you have to forgive yourself... also the things you've done... they don't tell you who you are, You are God's child.

Rebecca Jensen

February 03 2006
Even when things go wrong... it isn't always what you have done... do not let guilt keep you down... that can be one of the biggest things that bind us... the guilt we won't let go, the things we've done wrong that we let define who we think we are... If you have repented than he has forgiven you and you have to forgive yourself... also the things you've done... they don't tell you who you are, You are God's child.