I have the horrible habit of making a huge ordeal out of the smallest situations. I know....its a curse. But its what I do. I can be a little compulsive at times. I'll get caught up in the heat of the moment, say or do something that I thought was the right thing at the time.....and the minute I do, that feeling of regret fills me. I hate that feeling. And I don't let it go. Oh no, that would be to simple. I dwell on it for days. I worry myself over it, and waste so much time and energy. I have discovered that I am a person very much in need of reassurance. I need someone to look at me, understand what I'm feeling, and tell me that it will all blow over, and later in life I will look back on this and laugh. That sounds so needy, and I am really not a needy person. I'm just a girl who needs a little reassurance from time to time. Ok, well I have rambled on and on about a very random topic. I'm done for now....