So this week hasn't been the best week. Come to think of it, the last 2 weeks haven't been all that great. Alot of crap has happened and all my friends are getting mad at each other and i can cut tention with a knife....i'm a little confused. The things i thought were solid...i'm not so sure about anymore. People you get close to, as a close friend of mine would say, start to "wither away". It's hard sometimes. I know who my real friends are, but i still wonder how and why all this change has to take place. I don't like change sometimes...but i've learned to become good frieds with it. It makes me think of people in the past that i was close with, and now its not so much as a glance in the hall and thoughts running through my mind of..."what in the hell happened to him...". Now i know what you're probably thinking...Garrett just cussed in his entry?!?!? OMG HE'S SO GOIN TO HELL!!!! Well get over it....that is just the honest thought running through my mind. I'm a pretty honest person if u haven't figured it out by now. But still....i wonder. Why does God put people in your life that are seasonal. Do we just learn from them, and then move on? Or....maybe he does it to protect us.