Disapointment

July 13 2006
The relevant parts of Jewel's "Foolish Games":

Always felt I was outside looking in on you

You were always the mysterious one with dark eyes and careless hair

You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care

Then you stood in my doorway, with nothing to say

Besides some comment on the weather

Well in case you failed to notice, in case you failed to see

This is my heart bleeding before you, this is me down on my knees

These foolish games are tearing me apart

Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart

You're breaking my heart

You were always brilliant in morning

Smoking your cigarettes and talking over coffee

You philosophies on art, Baroque moved you

You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones

You'd teach me of honest things

Things that were daring, things that were clean

So I hid my soiled hands behind my back

Somewhere along the line I must've gone off track with you

Excuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else

Somebody who gave a damn, somebody more like myself

These foolish games are tearing me apart

You're tearing me, tearing me, tearing me apart

Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart

You're breaking my heart

Significance

July 13 2006
words put into perfect perspective.

andrew

July 16 2006
mai is my beautiful mermaid that much i can tell you is so shes everything i'd ever hoped for and definately isn''t a ho

andrew

July 16 2006
i want you to want me <br> i need you to breed me

andrew

July 16 2006
when i think about you i need paper towels

andrew

July 16 2006
i love you<br> you are my shmizmar<br> you are the one thing in my life that makes sense<br> and i love making you feel like the most special girl on the planet<br>