Andrew and I have decided to set the wedding date back quite a bit for financial reasons.

I'm going to be completely honest - right now, my life isn't the most enjoyable thing in the world to face every day. I'm quite optimistic, and I can stay in a good mood just thinking about stupid little things like the fact that I just dyed my hair for the first time in months or that there are only 3 more weeks left in the semester. Then, there are the big things like the relief of putting the wedding off for a while and the prospect of getting a studio at the same place where Andrew has band practice. Oh, but if I take five seconds to think about the biggest things going on in my life right now, it takes everything in me not to cry. It's just one of those times when a lot of exciting things are happening, but just as many horrible things are happening. Whether I'm optimistic or pessimistic, I just have a lot going on.