For the first time in a long while I feel...optimistic and HAPPY! I can't wait for the New Year because I feel like it's going to bring great things. New friendships. Greater friendships with my friends now. And other thing I can't put my finger on. I just have that feeling that something good is going to happen. I've actually noticed that I'm starting to not hate the things in my life I have hated for a long time. I'm not going to say I'm happy about certain things, but I know that I still have it good no matter what. I mean look at everylook I have and all the things I've been able to do in my lifetime that not a lot of kids my age have had the oppurutunity to. I just feel great. And hopefully I'll stay this way for a while.

Love, Megan