So last night I was thinking. I was wondering why some girls are always worrying why they don't have a boyfriend. I mean I wouldn't mind having one, but if I don't thats OK. Then I was wondering why so many girls have had too many boyfriends to count, and I've never had one. I've come to realize maybe why I've never had a boyfriend is because it's God's will for me not to have one. Dating just isn't what's right for me right now. I mean I have so much more stuff to look forward to right now. So much more things I need to worry about right now. Like school work, family, friends, dance, reading. The list goes on. It's like the Diary of a Teenage Girl series (and you haven't read these you really need to. They are awesome!) or Barlowgirl's song, Average Girl. The perfect guy WILL come one day. I just have to wait. Until MY time. Not every other teenage girls'. And if you're wondering why you don't have a boyfriend right now, there's probably a reason. And not because you're ugly or fat or anything else like that. A deeper reason. It's just not for YOU. So stop worrying. Your day will come. I like to think of it this way: I'd rather have five great relationships rather than 500 meaningless ones.

"Average Girl"

So what I"m not your average girl
I don't meet the standards of this world
Chasing after boys is not my thing
See I'm waiting for a wedding ring

No more dating
I'm just waiting
Like sleeping beauty
My prince will come for me
No more dating I'm just waiting
'Cause God is writing my love story

Boys are bad that's certainly not true
'Cause God's preparing one for you
If you get tired waiting till he comes
Gods arms are the perfect place to run

Sleep that's the only thing
For me 'cause when I sleep Gods
Preparing one for me