I've decided I'm  just going to let God handle all my problems. Friend and dad problems. I've done all that I can humanly think of, and I'm really tired of trying to fix things that apparently don't want to be fixed. I should have gotten used to that things just go wrong for me. I mess the best things up. I can't keep a friend to save my life. I guess I'm just a horrible person or something. I don't know. Well I'm just going to have to pray long and hard about it. Maybe things will get better. I really want them to. I really do. Just be praying for me that I can handle all this and get things back to normal.