Very depressed

August 06 2005
I have realized how much he means to me, he's my everything and i don't think these feelings will ever go away..never. And yet, I don't want these feelings to go away, never. These are feelings i can deal with, and i love them..just like i love him.

No matter what happens in my life..he will always be my number one Love of my life..never will that change. I would absolutly love to spend the rest of my life with him..oh yes i would..

I love him dearly

I love him so much, this will just take some time to heal, and i know eventually it will be the same..

but, i love him

Woah My My
I'll see you on the other side
If I make it
And it might be a long hard ride
But I'm gonna take it
Sometimes it seems I don't have a prayer
Let the weather take me anywhere
But I know I wanna go
Where the streets are gold
Cause you'll be there

liNDs

August 06 2005
im sry.. yah it is hard when u hear bad news..especially from ur bf..but if he really loves u and u really love him everything will be ok..

Donald Allen

August 06 2005
i don't know what happened..... but i hope things work out for you two.... you'll smile again....lol

Megan

August 07 2005
If you don't mind me asking what happened? Hope everything works out though!

Donald Allen

August 07 2005
sounds like he must have done something terribly bad..... i wont ask, because i don't need to know........ but yeah, there's nothing i can say otherwise to you that you haven't already heard from others....... take care!

Megan

August 07 2005
Atleast they will never meet!

liNDs

August 07 2005
ya..i understand how u feel..cuz i dont know if this is similar..but back when we were in school and me and aj were together..well he went to disney world for a band trip..and i mean i really trusted him..and im not sure if i loved him at the time but i liked him a lot..but anyways he told me when he got back that he made out with this other girl and went down her pants..so yeah..i mean it was very upsetting..but i forgive ppl easily too cuz everybody makes mistakes..and yeah it hurt for a lil while..and i even considered saying its over..but i decided not too..and i jus wanted to let u know that i know how that feels..but everything will be ok after a while..and true..it will bring ur relationship closer together!..o and about the riverdale thing..i am so excited..and thanks for bein there if i need help or anything..ur awesome!..and about maybe being closer..that sounds great to me..cuz i like making new friends..and ur cool so..yeah ok well im gonna go ..bye

Bekah Thoe

August 07 2005
hi and thanks for hte advice..you said you saw me this morning...at church? do i know you (dont take that in a bad way i swear im nice!!) but yeah i love your picture that is really kool you kinda look like avril lagvine (i cant spell worth crap) anywho ttyl! leave me somethingn sweet! loves yas! B.

Bekah Thoe

August 07 2005
OMG!! heather krajic ( i know i spelled that wrong..i cant spell) omg!! yeah yeah yeah! anywho or thats awesome! i thought for a second like you were stalking me! omg i am dumb!(im kiding about the whole stalking thing) but yeah i feel stupid...well ttyl! B.

MyRiAh

August 07 2005
awww im sry bout all ur depression! i hope things get better..life is horrible for me too right now..but nyways thanks for the remark..im nervous bout this week.."freshmeat" gah! how sad..lol..well keep ur head up..t2yl bye love love love you..hehe =)

KatieBug

August 07 2005
WHA HAPPENED?! :(

Donald Allen

August 08 2005
that's good to know, because depression is very bad!

MyRiAh

August 08 2005
thanks..that is good to hear..lol..hmm not sure bout mornings but ill be on 84 in the afternoon! lol..well glad things are getting better..wish they would for us..life is a big pile of poop for me right now but i guess just trying to keep happy..o n do u know what we do on our half day..the 11th? well sry to ask another question..just curiousity.lol..t2yl..bye love love love you.. MuAh =) MyA

Donald Allen

August 08 2005
nope, i can't say that i know him....... i might, but i might not..... a lot of people no of me, but i don't know of them..... you know?

MyRiAh

August 08 2005
lOl..hah thanks! ur a big help..omg my sis told me that ppl are gonna tell me there is an elevator..hah i may be new but im not that dumb..ive been in riverdale..many times..lol but yeah she said there isnt but i know that..lol nyways what i was bringing this up for was did ny1 ever say ill sell you my elevator pass? jw..lol mk thanks again..

liNDs

August 08 2005
yeah..and he told me that she came on to him too..but i dunno..cuz he lied to me at the time..but i found out now the whole truth..so yeah..and she was a whore too..

♥somewhere in the memories.♥

August 09 2005
gah. completely know how you feel. its the same with me and justin. err. how about no one thinks we can make it. no one thinks we'll get married and all this stuff. but i think we will. its just a feeling i have. anyways ♥ love

Bekah Thoe

August 09 2005
ha your funny! haha! but anywho yes i am a dork but i didnt reconize you in that pic! you look really good! wow! but anywho..ttyl! B.

Max

August 10 2005
Hey Heather! hope I see ya at school tomorrow..take it easy!

♥somewhere in the memories.♥

August 10 2005
hey babe. well. i want you guys together. :). not that i count for much. but. you seem like you really love him and care for him. so. you should be with him. and that's totally crazy that your mom is making you choose. well. good luck and all that. my sn is xwritingshadowx if you ever need to talk or anything. i'm pretty much always on cause i am a loser. heh. love.♥

chelsey blair

August 11 2005
wow i know exactly how you feel :(