*so things were good. i got 2 extra hours b/c Weston needed me to cover him. yes!

*someone asked me if i was dating John Barron... that one still puzzles me?

*i miss Amber already!!! i'm heartless for the next week! oh well.. i guess i will live..

*i dunno why but twice this week i've been asked about sex before marriage. i guess it's good tho... b/c i want people to trust me enough to ask.

*i must confess... i need patience really bad... i mean... it's bad enough when you're just a team member w/out patience... but when your a team leader... it's worse... b/c people like to drive you nutts... it's like... a hobby for some or whatever.. besides... i think that it shows poor character on my part.

*i'm finally beginning to set myself free of a few things... and it's so nice. i'm learning to talk to people about what's on my heart and how i really feel about stuff.

*God, thank you for a great day. thank you for all people who love me. God, you see how unlovable i am... you see the deepest part of me.. and yet you still show me mercy... you still show me grace. thank you. be w/ my friends... help them to seek you and depend on you. and for any of my friends that may not know you... reveal yourself. Father, help me to be a testimony to them. especially the one that is on my mind. God, help me to love others like you do. give me your heart. use me. in Christ's name. amen.