im sorry. this is to all of my friends that i have treated like crap the past few days.  i have a lot of things going through my head right now and i have been a real jerk and not even thought how i might be treating the people around me.  idk im just so confused and crushed right now.  i just have not seen God ne where in my life at all lately. i know that sounds really bad but im sorry that is how i really feel.  if you all didnt know thats why i havnt been at church n a long time.  i dont think i need to be there when my mind isnt going to be on him. it would be on everything going on. like i said i am very sorry if i have hurt you. if you dont know why, then ask me and ill try to explain it you all deserve to know. but ill see all of yall later -forrest