Revelation
March 06 2006
So I was watching Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind just a minute ago, and as cheesy as it sounds, I used the restroom after it ended and wept...
And you know what? Fuck all of you. Fuck all these people who tell me how critical I am, how judgmental I am. God, you infernal bastards! You have no idea who I am or what I'm about. You imagine and generalize out some monotonous motherfucking piece of carbon. Tack on nicknames like the fucking walking Bible or some fuckin entertainer. I hate you all. I've always hated your hypocrisy. I tried to be like you...to be liked. Half of you wouldn't give a damn if I died. I'm so tired of my charades...this bitterness is only getting worse. I've tried to forget the Spirit. I've tried to forget all I've known. All I seem to do is push everything away...I'm just recounting these memories of mine...all these memories...
Why'd I even bother with this shit......
The Capn
March 06 2006
you bothered because you knew it's the truth. you knew it was right. i don't know if you know that any more... it's not really my business.
i never tacked on nicknames.
yes, i thought you were critical, but i never thought it was a fault. i never thought you were judgemental
i am not a hypocrite.
you'll never forget. all you can do is run if you want to get away. you'll never forget.
