Well, it turns out again plans have been foiled.  No fungi last night, just green, which again doesn't do anything for me except make things taste better and calm my sporadic swings of emotion down, which is cool, but not really what I wanted last night.  Only having one cup of hunch punch, cause my system's weird about drinks of that nature, I wasn't tipsy either so that last night was more of a disappointment than anything else.  Ah...experimentation...or something like it...

I got my Ion Dissonance cd in today but I can't get it b/c (a) I got the email twenty minutes before the package pick-up closed and (b) I'm in a hotel room with my dad right now about to finish another gay chem 1310 lab.  Man, I hope I do well in these classes; I just wanna fix my grades and be able to springboard off of that to something else so that I can figure out what I want to do.

My birthday's comin up and looks to be another drag, although I'm not sure if my mom's planning anything yet.  She keeps asking me, but I don't know what I want to do.  Personally, I'd sooner forget it than anything else.  Earlier, she even asked me if anyone I knew would wanna come down.  I'm like what the hell in my mind.  The only one who would want to would be my ex and that would just be awkward.  Whatever...I'll try to think of something...