another day another wait i didnt earn any money :(
June 06 2005
well hawaii was really cool we went to the beach almost everyday!! i swam with some sea turtles and my sis acted like the diva she is or lack there of the whole time.the plane ride was a killer though 16 hours of pure enjoyment or completely lack there of. i got a bob marley hat and a pair of vans not the slip ons though :/ i got to go to church thisa week and it was really fun. me austin and nelson were talkin bout wierd fat people that go on shows like Morey. and it was purty darn hilarioso. i learned "hear you me" on my acoustic guitar and im so glad i get to go to my guitar lessons again after 4 weeks without it. over in hawaii i met my new cuzin jarome hes like 4 and puts the McWIZZZ back in Purple. i met my other cuz named Egi or sum10 they called her alot of stuff so i got confused. i saw starwars a 2nd time in hawaii it was cool cuz we saw it at this theater that looked like a ginormous hut. well thats all for now
-drew "the yellow dart" smith
-drew "the yellow dart" smith
Oil Storm!
June 06 2005
so i am watching this movie called oil storm. i watched a bit of it last night and it is sick that people who think about these bad things would happen to the US. I also think it is a wakeup call to us as americans to get out of our bubble! if you happen to see this before 9:00 then you can turn your tv to FX (CABLE CHANNEL 70) and watch it. ENJOY!
*groggy*
June 06 2005
My first day of Customs was today, and what a day it was. I rolled out of bed at 6:00 and was out the door by 7:15. Got to MTSU, took the Spanish placement test, and got a random score on it. We went to several assemblies and meetings, and then Mom and I ate lunch in the KUC. Did something else, and we finally got to get our classes together. . . I can't take Spanish until ((at least)) 2nd semester because the advisors were all like "You would probably be on an overload, etc." because I'm taking Science as well. . . but I've got a semester class that I may fill with Spanish next semester, and. . . I don't know. Whatever, lol. I'm so tired.
I also set up a checking account today, woot woot. There's like, no money in it, but that'll just motivate me to get a job, lol.
But yeah. . . aside from being insanely tiring, today was pretty neat. Met some cool people and all that jazz.
I also set up a checking account today, woot woot. There's like, no money in it, but that'll just motivate me to get a job, lol.
But yeah. . . aside from being insanely tiring, today was pretty neat. Met some cool people and all that jazz.
My First
June 06 2005
This is my first entry!! I heard of the new blog from Ben Moser. And hen I found out that my own brother has one that I did not even know about! Well I hope that this turns out to be a long relationship!! leave me a comment if you find me!!
Day I of the Governor's School Expedition
June 06 2005
So we're sitting here in the computer lab (the GOOD one, that actually sends email and follows links you click) debating how Winnie the Pooh is an acceptable reference for the public speaking class, but The Little Engine That Could is not. *Rolls eyes* Silly boys....
And now they're considering Bill Clinton as a source. I love this place.
I may never come back.
Only kidding. No one else plays with swords, so I can't stay THAT long. Sigh-dom.
Pretty sure we had our first round of classes today. Dr. Brown is the token philosophy teacher. Soft-spoken, physically nervous, and strokes his goatee. But it's the eyes that betray all. They're very distant, incredibly detached from reality, but with a certain intensity behind it all. We wound up taking notes during his discussion of class procedures, because he went off on so many philosophical tangents. Followed immediately by, "and the grading scale...." *We stop writing* "We were taking notes on the grading scale?" "I don't know. It sounded more like how we were related through space." "Didn't we just meet yesterday?" "Yeah, yeah we did." But he already presented so many interesting points of view and concepts. I'm really going to like this class, and hope to grow and stretch as a "material object." Some of the stuff sounded so much like The Matrix, I had to refrain from bringing it up. I was afraid he'd smite me. But.... Wow.... One of the things was how God in fact does not know himself, or his infinity, and therefor creates in order to make mirrors of his self and limit his infinity. It was really interesting, and makes more sense in my notes over on the third floor of the dorm. Regardless, we escaped with massive headaches.
In Geography we were guilted about Starbucks!! *Shock and horror* A peasant farmer in Columbia spends hours harvesting coffee beans to fill a 150 lb. sack, which Starbucks buys for $50. That bag of coffee beans nets Starbucks $23,000. Twenty-three thousaaaaaaand. And then we were told to name cities in France -- other than Paris. Hahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaa. So owned that. :D But yes, Mr. Wenz is interesting. He grew up in Germany during WWII, so I'm going to try to get some stories out of that. Joyous moment of the class: He's describing how we sent a massive satellite into space engraven with the Vitruvian man [or so I guessed, given his description] and the recording of a whale's sound "in case we meet Spock." At which point, I flash a Star Wars sign. So he thinks I've got a question and calls on me. At which point I had to explain just what exactly I was doing. *Ahem* ANYwho....
Oh! We ate lunch with a Ukraine business lad. He thought we didn't know where Europe or Greece were. So Elizabeth [superfantastic roommate who loves soy milk and the Democratic view] and I played it up, "Yeah! We're taking geography!" But he wanted us to go off-campus and help him find "where the people dance," which we informed him was forbidden. And we had to define "humidity," and explain country music. But he was really nice, and might come back for lunch tomorrow.
Anywho, I should probably run. Yay for free time!
Might emcee "talent show" here. Yay for emcee-ing! Considering Vaudeboro fell through. Oh well. It happens.
And hopefully learn to develop photgraphs in a darkroom.
And work the newspaper.
This month is going to be freakin' awesome.
But I still miss you all.
Holla!
And now they're considering Bill Clinton as a source. I love this place.
I may never come back.
Only kidding. No one else plays with swords, so I can't stay THAT long. Sigh-dom.
Pretty sure we had our first round of classes today. Dr. Brown is the token philosophy teacher. Soft-spoken, physically nervous, and strokes his goatee. But it's the eyes that betray all. They're very distant, incredibly detached from reality, but with a certain intensity behind it all. We wound up taking notes during his discussion of class procedures, because he went off on so many philosophical tangents. Followed immediately by, "and the grading scale...." *We stop writing* "We were taking notes on the grading scale?" "I don't know. It sounded more like how we were related through space." "Didn't we just meet yesterday?" "Yeah, yeah we did." But he already presented so many interesting points of view and concepts. I'm really going to like this class, and hope to grow and stretch as a "material object." Some of the stuff sounded so much like The Matrix, I had to refrain from bringing it up. I was afraid he'd smite me. But.... Wow.... One of the things was how God in fact does not know himself, or his infinity, and therefor creates in order to make mirrors of his self and limit his infinity. It was really interesting, and makes more sense in my notes over on the third floor of the dorm. Regardless, we escaped with massive headaches.
In Geography we were guilted about Starbucks!! *Shock and horror* A peasant farmer in Columbia spends hours harvesting coffee beans to fill a 150 lb. sack, which Starbucks buys for $50. That bag of coffee beans nets Starbucks $23,000. Twenty-three thousaaaaaaand. And then we were told to name cities in France -- other than Paris. Hahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaa. So owned that. :D But yes, Mr. Wenz is interesting. He grew up in Germany during WWII, so I'm going to try to get some stories out of that. Joyous moment of the class: He's describing how we sent a massive satellite into space engraven with the Vitruvian man [or so I guessed, given his description] and the recording of a whale's sound "in case we meet Spock." At which point, I flash a Star Wars sign. So he thinks I've got a question and calls on me. At which point I had to explain just what exactly I was doing. *Ahem* ANYwho....
Oh! We ate lunch with a Ukraine business lad. He thought we didn't know where Europe or Greece were. So Elizabeth [superfantastic roommate who loves soy milk and the Democratic view] and I played it up, "Yeah! We're taking geography!" But he wanted us to go off-campus and help him find "where the people dance," which we informed him was forbidden. And we had to define "humidity," and explain country music. But he was really nice, and might come back for lunch tomorrow.
Anywho, I should probably run. Yay for free time!
Might emcee "talent show" here. Yay for emcee-ing! Considering Vaudeboro fell through. Oh well. It happens.
And hopefully learn to develop photgraphs in a darkroom.
And work the newspaper.
This month is going to be freakin' awesome.
But I still miss you all.
Holla!
Dang it...
June 06 2005
So yesterday I was going to be cool and make a "group", and, in my infinite wisdom, I put the name in the comment box. Since you can't delete a group, I made another one and gave it a name, but no description...do me a favor and pretend like neither one exists.
Maybe someone should make a "help raise money for Xavier so he can have brain surgery because he obviously can't do anything computer oriented" group.
...and yes. I realize that won't fit in the name box...
ARRRRRGGGGGHHHH!
*explodes*
----*EDIT*----
So apparently the non-nameless group is a hit. Just ignore the other one, then...
Maybe someone should make a "help raise money for Xavier so he can have brain surgery because he obviously can't do anything computer oriented" group.
...and yes. I realize that won't fit in the name box...
ARRRRRGGGGGHHHH!
*explodes*
----*EDIT*----
So apparently the non-nameless group is a hit. Just ignore the other one, then...
hello
June 06 2005
hello guys!
yeah cheer camp is in 20 days yay! i get to go to panama city yay!! kayla is a very happy person
yeah i feel like i have lost a couple of my freinds...mainly just on & i hope everything gets better between us
love you
Kayla!! : D
yeah cheer camp is in 20 days yay! i get to go to panama city yay!! kayla is a very happy person
yeah i feel like i have lost a couple of my freinds...mainly just on & i hope everything gets better between us
love you
Kayla!! : D
School's *almost* out for summer....
June 06 2005
2 days...
then exams....
then i'm free!!!!!!!
then exams....
then i'm free!!!!!!!
laaaa
June 06 2005
i have to go babysit in a little bit.
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June 06 2005
so all the cool kids (i.e. aimee and me) are going to be at starbucks tomorrow night @ 6.
then we will be going to the fair or the mall, depending on the weather.
any questions... my number: 481----6423
come or die.
love you guys!
Stuff
June 06 2005
photo from SingAHappySong
This is my cousin Emma. Isn't she so adorable?!
So my life is boring. Hey, what happened?! I was watching opera on the arts channel and all of a sudden some stupid local announcement came on! We're talking something typed up on the computer and put on the TV with jazz music in the background. But yes, opera! Very enriching!
I'm reading this book called Captivating and it's awesome! Everyone who is a girl or knows a girl should read it... and yes... that does mean everyone!
Inagural Address
June 06 2005
Friends, Romans, Countrymen (and women for you feminists out there) i am very glad that i have become apart of nathan's phusebox family. I more than likely won't update or add posts very often, but if you leave me a remark about my pictures i am more likely to respond to you.
Just thought i would let you all know that i got a futon today, i am going to try to make a group for futon owners, once i do that i would like for people to join only if they actually own a futon, to my knowledge sarah, nathan, and i are the only ones i know of, however if you own a futon take a picture of you on it and leave me a remark about and i'll check it out.
Thank you, i'll be back later.
Just thought i would let you all know that i got a futon today, i am going to try to make a group for futon owners, once i do that i would like for people to join only if they actually own a futon, to my knowledge sarah, nathan, and i are the only ones i know of, however if you own a futon take a picture of you on it and leave me a remark about and i'll check it out.
Thank you, i'll be back later.
So I
June 06 2005
I want to be swept off my feet. I know this sounds very melodramatic. That is what I want. I am not going to make it hard for anyone so below are some easy steps to sweep me off my feet.
1.Sweet talk me, and play fight with me. I like to argue. Nothing mean or evil just over things.
2. Take me to the park. I like the outdoors. I am not afraid to get muddy. If there is any type of sport to go along with it. I would be overjoyed. Don't laugh when I trip over myself.
3. Give me a book so we can discuss it. I like to read. I want to be able to share my opinions.
4. Take me to the movies and buy me a popcorn. Don't laugh at me when I get excited when the Harry Potter preview comes on. I know I am a dork.
5.Just be yourself. That is only thing a girl can hope for.
May I ask where is my Mr.Darcy?
1.Sweet talk me, and play fight with me. I like to argue. Nothing mean or evil just over things.
2. Take me to the park. I like the outdoors. I am not afraid to get muddy. If there is any type of sport to go along with it. I would be overjoyed. Don't laugh when I trip over myself.
3. Give me a book so we can discuss it. I like to read. I want to be able to share my opinions.
4. Take me to the movies and buy me a popcorn. Don't laugh at me when I get excited when the Harry Potter preview comes on. I know I am a dork.
5.Just be yourself. That is only thing a girl can hope for.
May I ask where is my Mr.Darcy?
ME AND JANEY
June 06 2005
photo from relientkhiphop
Haha, ok, yeah so maybe it LOOKS like we have drugs... but WE DON'T... lol. Me and Jane had our lil emo day on the last day of school! QUITE FUN!
So yeah! I love life! Tis excellent!
Gloria Patri (Glory to the Father)
~The OTHER nathan
the hap- happiest season of all . . .
June 06 2005
it's that time of the year again, people . . .
yes, that's right:
TENNESSEE SECESSION DAY!
. . . is this wednesday.
this year festivities, however, will NOT include cramming 20 people in my living room.
at this point, i'm thinking a picnic at old fort park at noon. eat, hang out, frisbee, kids kastle, etc. this would require everyone to bring a foodstuff. so if you can come, call me (890-7454) and tell me what you can bring so i can try to get a fairly rounded meal prepared.
happy holidays!
yes, that's right:
TENNESSEE SECESSION DAY!
. . . is this wednesday.
this year festivities, however, will NOT include cramming 20 people in my living room.
at this point, i'm thinking a picnic at old fort park at noon. eat, hang out, frisbee, kids kastle, etc. this would require everyone to bring a foodstuff. so if you can come, call me (890-7454) and tell me what you can bring so i can try to get a fairly rounded meal prepared.
happy holidays!
just let me go...
June 06 2005
is it a bad thing if you can't let go of the past? i try so hard not to but i keep looking over my shoulder...
hotel keys and the contents of my wallet
June 06 2005
so im goingthrough my desk drawer where i put all my crap after i cleaned out my wallet and this is what i found
and opryland hotel card/key (i didnt even stay there, tyler did)
a servicio real card/key (didnt stay there either, its from seth's hotel in cancun)
and excel card (????)
my metro card
a ramada card/ key (dont know where its from)
a welcome to south carolina hampton inn card/key
a blak bear jamboree card/key from some hotel in gatlinburg
a dixie stampede card/key (another hotel in the mtns...if you have the chance, go to the dixie stampede...its fun)
hotel hawaii card/key
2 old insurance cards!!!! what fun!!!
**if you dont like to brush your teeth...get the new colgate 360!!!! it rocks...i love to brush my teeth...it feels cool**
(not the i didnt brush my teeth before but ive already brushed them twice today!!!!)
and opryland hotel card/key (i didnt even stay there, tyler did)
a servicio real card/key (didnt stay there either, its from seth's hotel in cancun)
and excel card (????)
my metro card
a ramada card/ key (dont know where its from)
a welcome to south carolina hampton inn card/key
a blak bear jamboree card/key from some hotel in gatlinburg
a dixie stampede card/key (another hotel in the mtns...if you have the chance, go to the dixie stampede...its fun)
hotel hawaii card/key
2 old insurance cards!!!! what fun!!!
**if you dont like to brush your teeth...get the new colgate 360!!!! it rocks...i love to brush my teeth...it feels cool**
(not the i didnt brush my teeth before but ive already brushed them twice today!!!!)
I am the best canine rock climber ever!
June 06 2005
Hi. This is my first time to blog. I don't know what blog means but it rhymes with dog so here I go. Right now I am, well I'm biting my leg, but my master is watching a rock climbing video where a blind man, a paraplegic, and a BLE ( bilateral lower extremities) amputee are rock climbing spires in Utah. Those dudes are impressive. For a dog, I am a pretty good rock climber too. I got sweet scampering skills. And of course, I only climb free solo which means I use no gear. Duh! I'm a dog. So anyways, bark.
DAY DREAMS
June 06 2005
If I had my own gas planet, I would call it Jupiter. this is what Jupiter would look like if I spelled it with my chin: jmnup-[itderft
weird...
June 06 2005
okay so I can post pictures on myspace but not on here. weird. but yeah, if you want to see some of my pictures, go to http://www.myspace.com/smiliekay.
well, that's all for right now. Maybe I'll post a real post later.
-Kaylei :)
well, that's all for right now. Maybe I'll post a real post later.
-Kaylei :)
123 Users
June 06 2005
Ok. The site is picking up some speed. We are currently at 123 users, which is great for a site that has existed only a little over one week.
Keep them coming.
Post a link to your PhuseBox page on other sites that you have. Link to
http://phusebox.net/user/whatever your user name is
(get your custom link on YOUR "blog management page") - eventually this link will become simpler, i promise.
or simply link to http://phusebox.net
the more people, the better. PhuseBox will continue to get better as more and more people join.
Thanks for all your help spreading the site!!!
Keep them coming.
Post a link to your PhuseBox page on other sites that you have. Link to
http://phusebox.net/user/whatever your user name is
(get your custom link on YOUR "blog management page") - eventually this link will become simpler, i promise.
or simply link to http://phusebox.net
the more people, the better. PhuseBox will continue to get better as more and more people join.
Thanks for all your help spreading the site!!!
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June 06 2005
i feeeel, happyyyyy
Got tryouts for a youth paintball team coming around sometime, which is gonna be awsome finally having a team with a backbone.
AND THEN......
gotta job at the new DQ starting tomorow, monday-friday 10-7; so no-one show up so my day will be a little easier
PROPS to nathan, who's made this site pretty roxin good
Got tryouts for a youth paintball team coming around sometime, which is gonna be awsome finally having a team with a backbone.
AND THEN......
gotta job at the new DQ starting tomorow, monday-friday 10-7; so no-one show up so my day will be a little easier
PROPS to nathan, who's made this site pretty roxin good
rain showers
June 06 2005
i love it when it just randomly starts raining for a little bit during the day in the summer months (ok ok i know it is not summer yet, but you get my point). i like to just listen to it fall...
didn't sleep worth anything last night. too much on my mind= no sleep and a headache.
saturday is big stuf! i love big stuf! it is amazing. however, we have a new speaker this year... i hope he is good. though, do not be discouraged all of you past big stuf kids, louie is still gonna be there... just not stuart hall.
i feel like watching a movie... yep, i think i might just do that. i hope that everyone has a terrific day. seek after God and glorify Him with your life. adios mi amigos!
*edit* watching home videos... the old times, the good times, the best times. love it. i always had that old video camera in my hand making something. ah great times.
didn't sleep worth anything last night. too much on my mind= no sleep and a headache.
saturday is big stuf! i love big stuf! it is amazing. however, we have a new speaker this year... i hope he is good. though, do not be discouraged all of you past big stuf kids, louie is still gonna be there... just not stuart hall.
i feel like watching a movie... yep, i think i might just do that. i hope that everyone has a terrific day. seek after God and glorify Him with your life. adios mi amigos!
*edit* watching home videos... the old times, the good times, the best times. love it. i always had that old video camera in my hand making something. ah great times.
Untitled
June 06 2005
Ted Leo + Pharmacists...fun CD. For the month of June I will be working every day except Sunday. 4 days/week babysitting Jonah and Ezra, 2 days at the Rutherford County Adult Education Center. But July...Florida hopefully, and New York, and other places!
God is funny...I say that a lot...but He is still sovereign, still faithful, still in control when I am just a silly little girl trying to deny and become numb and drown in this ocean I have created for myself.
God is funny...I say that a lot...but He is still sovereign, still faithful, still in control when I am just a silly little girl trying to deny and become numb and drown in this ocean I have created for myself.
You as Your Friend Bug
June 06 2005
*** EDIT: THIS BUG HAS NOW BEEN FIXED! ***
I have had several people tell me that they are showing up several times as their own friends (ex. you show up in your own friend box 18 times)...
This is a bug caused by logging in (or going to a user page) with the user name case wrong (Such a NaThAn instead of nathan)...
Currently, I do not know exactly why this is happening, but I will look into it. For the time being, just make sure that you login with your user name in the same format as when you registered.
I will fix this bug as soon as I can figure out the root of the problem. Thanks everyone!
-nathan
I have had several people tell me that they are showing up several times as their own friends (ex. you show up in your own friend box 18 times)...
This is a bug caused by logging in (or going to a user page) with the user name case wrong (Such a NaThAn instead of nathan)...
Currently, I do not know exactly why this is happening, but I will look into it. For the time being, just make sure that you login with your user name in the same format as when you registered.
I will fix this bug as soon as I can figure out the root of the problem. Thanks everyone!
-nathan
spiders bite
June 06 2005
well, thinking i'm going to have to go to a doctor today. yeah, the spider bite isn't going away.
{that bites. heh. silly kid}
and jazmin has an awful spider bite so i read. it sounds pretty bad. so remember her in your prayers.
hoping i get to go to 6 flags thursday. that would rock my face.
how about....Spamalot won 3 Tonys last night including best musical of the year!! and they did an act from it!! that was the best show ever. ugh, it was awesome. made me happy. whoop.
but it made me miss new york. what doesnt?
The Ring is on TV tonight!! yay!
have a great day. God Bless.
{that bites. heh. silly kid}
and jazmin has an awful spider bite so i read. it sounds pretty bad. so remember her in your prayers.
hoping i get to go to 6 flags thursday. that would rock my face.
how about....Spamalot won 3 Tonys last night including best musical of the year!! and they did an act from it!! that was the best show ever. ugh, it was awesome. made me happy. whoop.
but it made me miss new york. what doesnt?
The Ring is on TV tonight!! yay!
have a great day. God Bless.
boring!
June 06 2005
I'm so bored right now! i like never do anything. oh well. i guess I'm gonna go now! Love y'all and God Bless!~ Julia
wrong time
June 06 2005
so uhh...yeah i have my TEE done at 12 and not 1230 so if you decide to pray right on that time, pray at 12! thanks so much!
update and photo from bee136
June 06 2005
photo from bee136
hey look its nathan's moving billboard. something new in the moore household. how much did you pay for that billboard.
so i was asked to update so i am. so nathan is off to nyc on tuesday. we are defintly going to miss him in the tech booth on wednesday. i can't remember when we didn't have nathan back there to help us along. thanks man for all the help. so pray that everything goes smoothly on wednesday night in the back!!!! ttul
-hambone
Photo From ben
June 06 2005
photo from ben
what was that you said about short people? care to repeat it to my short, green friend? . . . yeah, that's what i thought.
Untitled
June 05 2005
you love me but you don't know who i am. .
MY LIFE BY MICHEAL JACKSON
June 05 2005
There i was in NEVA LAND RANCH when i was shot.
jp hey guys well leave me some lovin
jp hey guys well leave me some lovin
5 days of freedom
June 05 2005
so, the dance recital is OVER!!! it was sooo much fun, even though i hate them and stuff, it is fun to get to hang w/ danelle and summer and courtenay (who's kickin it in da' "wood")
5 more days until we leave for big stuf....kinda a little nervous about the whole thing cause sarah's not going and well, i dont really have any friends that are going. there is evan, but we arent really gonna hang out that much...actually, we are both kind of dreading having to see each other for 5 days in a row!!! gah! i think im going to get sick of him....
well, i love you all! bye bye bye (n'sync anyone???)
_bekah
5 more days until we leave for big stuf....kinda a little nervous about the whole thing cause sarah's not going and well, i dont really have any friends that are going. there is evan, but we arent really gonna hang out that much...actually, we are both kind of dreading having to see each other for 5 days in a row!!! gah! i think im going to get sick of him....
well, i love you all! bye bye bye (n'sync anyone???)
_bekah
Answered Prayers
June 05 2005
I love it when God answers prayers! - and He often does it in such creative ways. For instance, as most of you are aware, I have been praying about a particular situation for quite some time. The following lines from the last few pages of "Captivating" seemed to be directed right at me:
"You have an irreplaceable role in your relationships. No one can be to the people in your life who you can be to them. No one can offer what you can offer. There are many things God calls us to do, but loving well always comes first. And don't your relationships feel opposed? Of course. They must be fought for. . . You have been sent by the Trinity on behalf of love, of relationships. Fight for them."
"You have an irreplaceable role in your relationships. No one can be to the people in your life who you can be to them. No one can offer what you can offer. There are many things God calls us to do, but loving well always comes first. And don't your relationships feel opposed? Of course. They must be fought for. . . You have been sent by the Trinity on behalf of love, of relationships. Fight for them."
sadness.
June 05 2005
man...Nathan, i barely even know you, and you leaving has depressed the crap out of me. which is weird, since i don't get depressed by much. maybe i'm having sympathy sadness for other people...or maybe i've gone crazy (which is a very good possibility). oh well. i miss oakland, which i never thought i'd say. i miss my posse. finished Ethan Frome, which was probably the saddest book ever. Next on the list...Fahrenheit 451. and later, Silas Marner. oh joy. but at least i have Big Stuf to look forward to. i've been really sad lately. i think i may need to fix some things in my life. i don't know what's got me down. i think Nathan's departure has triggered something in me. for one thing, i want to live in New York and have a career there w/ NHNY (not to follow Nathan, i just love NY). also though, i just feel like everyone's leaving without me. oh well. i guess my life and surroundings are not as stable as they used to be. Or maybe i'm just noticing them. Maybe they've never been stable, but i was to content to notice. anyhow, i think i'm going to bed. nite.
Hey... I
June 05 2005
At my mom's wedding yesterday I was about ready to kill myself... it had started an hour and a half late and I was overheated and still stuck in that dress and not feeling well.
I pushed play on the cd player and cranked it up (apparently my 5 disc changer is too hi-tech for the horde of computer programmers who attended the wedding).
Then I got this urge to go stand in the driveway and stare longingly down it, as if it would make my friends rescue me faster or something. So I start walking over there.
"Sarah, turn it up more!"
Why? It's loud enough, bitches. But I didn't say that. Because it was my mom's wedding. And I'm not completely hearltless.
So I trudge back to the CD player and give the volume another crank. I had to wear flip flops under my dress because the ground was too soft for my heels - prolly would have broken an ankle.
I'm fuming. I want to burst into tears. I want to go away. I want to hit one of the computer geniuses with a brick and say "SEE THE PLAY BUTTON? GUESS WHAT IT DOES. SEE THE VOLUME KNOB? GUESS WHAT IT DOES! NOW LET ME GO STAND IN THE DRIVEWAY UNTIL MY LEGS GIVE OUT BENEATH ME!!!!"
I turn around.
Jane and Michael are standing right there in my driveway.
I'm saved.
I pushed play on the cd player and cranked it up (apparently my 5 disc changer is too hi-tech for the horde of computer programmers who attended the wedding).
Then I got this urge to go stand in the driveway and stare longingly down it, as if it would make my friends rescue me faster or something. So I start walking over there.
"Sarah, turn it up more!"
Why? It's loud enough, bitches. But I didn't say that. Because it was my mom's wedding. And I'm not completely hearltless.
So I trudge back to the CD player and give the volume another crank. I had to wear flip flops under my dress because the ground was too soft for my heels - prolly would have broken an ankle.
I'm fuming. I want to burst into tears. I want to go away. I want to hit one of the computer geniuses with a brick and say "SEE THE PLAY BUTTON? GUESS WHAT IT DOES. SEE THE VOLUME KNOB? GUESS WHAT IT DOES! NOW LET ME GO STAND IN THE DRIVEWAY UNTIL MY LEGS GIVE OUT BENEATH ME!!!!"
I turn around.
Jane and Michael are standing right there in my driveway.
I'm saved.
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June 05 2005
stupid non-commercial advertising
Hmmm.......
June 05 2005
Howdie.... What's up homieG-dawg-skillet-tetrahedron................yes...... Hope you guyses weekends was awesome... peace out!
prayer request
June 05 2005
please pray for me tomorrow at around 12:30...that's when i get my TEE (trans esophageal echo) done and i'm really nervous b/c they aren't putting me to sleep because i have to swollow the tube! i appreciate it more than you will ever know!
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June 05 2005
mmm, since i am very impressionable, and dana and a bunch of other people said i needed one, i got one...
yay, i say we throw a party!
yay, i say we throw a party!
Firsts and Lasts...
June 05 2005
Well, today was full of firsts and lasts... which I have noticed is a large part of growing up and becomming an adult. Last time in my senior Sunday school class. Last Sunday to see Nathan. First time to see cousin Jana in ten years. First time to ever see cousins Emma and Cole. The week after Big Stuf will be my first time in AO. Saturday will be the beginning of my last Big Stuf. Life is full of these first and lasts. Unfortunately, however, sometimes we are not always aware of the significance of that event. Any day I walk away from my Mamaw and Papaw could be the last time I see them alive... but I have no way of knowing that on a normal day. The true can be with any of my friends. Any day can be the first of something else new and wonderful in my life as well. That may seem scary and intimidating, but it's also makes life more exciting. Lately I've been thinking A LOT about what's in store for my future, and I am reminded of what Job said to God: "I know that you can do all things. No plan of yours can be thwarted." I know because of Jeremiah 29:11 that God has great plans for Him, and that I should embrace every first and last that comes my way. Sometimes it may be tough, but it's for my betterment as a person and as a young woman of God. I am far from where I need to be though... I struggle with worry and anxiety when it comes to my future. But more and more God is showing me that He has nothing but good things in store for me... even if they don't seem so good at the time. And knowing all this should make me very excited.
YAY!
June 05 2005
Got this today. Went to the lake. It was fun. Was expecting at least 1 phone call when I got back but alas, no missed calls. Bummer. Shows how reliable guys are...
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June 05 2005
hmm this is different
picture?
June 05 2005
do you like the profile picture? i know it's sideways...i couldn't flip it to the right way. o well.
awwww.
June 05 2005
wow. I have a ton of people asking me to be their friends. I feel so looooooooved.
Hi Yall
June 05 2005
Hi yall! Well this is quite new! Nathan Moore got me started on this! He says it is better than xanga! Well we will see!
Ali May
Ali May
Photo From BeautyFromPain
June 05 2005
photo from BeautyFromPain
never a dull moment at graham's . . . apparently hanging upside down out of a chair is hott . . . according to anna . . . *shrug*
This is me.
June 05 2005
I'm not entirely sure how to start this, so I'll just jump right in.
I haven't updated my Xanga in...over three months now, so I guess someone out there needs an update on my life.
So I finished my first year at MTSU, and, since word has probably spread by now, grades were well below expectations. We're talking bad. I'm scraping by (somehow) working a fourty hour week and paying my parents rent, and it's not the best situation in the world. I wish I could (and might have) figure out a solution, but that's only the tip of the iceberg of my life.
I just got back from a week long vacation to New Mexico (not Arizona, Amy Amonett), where we (we being myself, my mother, my aunt, uncle, my uncle's sister and his mother) celebrated my aunt's birthday, Memorial Day, and finally, my 19th birthday, last Thursday. It was a welcome escape from the crushing reality that is my mental state.
If you followed my Xanga (and honestly, who did?), you'd know that I previously had feelings for a certain person, and that I was trying to forget them, because I saw it as a lost cause. Thankfully, I've been able to do that, and move on, just as I thought I had six months before that, and I haven't had my joy crushed yet (then again, there isn't too much joy to be had).
But there's another gaping hole in my stomach (or, also, my heart) that I don't know if I can patch. It's really nothing I care to talk about right now, but I can only hope it will reveal itself in due time...before it's too late.
So yeah, done boring you people, I'll let you go.
I haven't updated my Xanga in...over three months now, so I guess someone out there needs an update on my life.
So I finished my first year at MTSU, and, since word has probably spread by now, grades were well below expectations. We're talking bad. I'm scraping by (somehow) working a fourty hour week and paying my parents rent, and it's not the best situation in the world. I wish I could (and might have) figure out a solution, but that's only the tip of the iceberg of my life.
I just got back from a week long vacation to New Mexico (not Arizona, Amy Amonett), where we (we being myself, my mother, my aunt, uncle, my uncle's sister and his mother) celebrated my aunt's birthday, Memorial Day, and finally, my 19th birthday, last Thursday. It was a welcome escape from the crushing reality that is my mental state.
If you followed my Xanga (and honestly, who did?), you'd know that I previously had feelings for a certain person, and that I was trying to forget them, because I saw it as a lost cause. Thankfully, I've been able to do that, and move on, just as I thought I had six months before that, and I haven't had my joy crushed yet (then again, there isn't too much joy to be had).
But there's another gaping hole in my stomach (or, also, my heart) that I don't know if I can patch. It's really nothing I care to talk about right now, but I can only hope it will reveal itself in due time...before it's too late.
So yeah, done boring you people, I'll let you go.
more pics!!!
June 05 2005
i think the title says it all, lol.
the little girl is my cousin's daughter, Lydia. she turned one a couple of days ago. the young man wearing glasses is my cousin Nathan.
the little girl is my cousin's daughter, Lydia. she turned one a couple of days ago. the young man wearing glasses is my cousin Nathan.
Still a Xanga Girl...
June 05 2005
mmm yeah... i'll update this occasionally but yeah... check out my xanga if you want to read my day-to-day ramblings.
cus you know how amazingly wonderful those are...
cus you know how amazingly wonderful those are...
I'll Bet You Think This Song is About You...
June 05 2005
ick. i soooo do NOT want to go to church. i'm not even catholic, or even christian for that matter, so why do i even bother? oh yeah... haven't told my parents i've converted yet. grr. this is gonna be harder than i thought...
anyway, kal's going to brendan's grad party so it's all good. kal better tell bren this: "i never told him but hes kept me on the team for the past 2 years. i watched how dedicated he was even though he never got into the top boat and i always wanted to be like that." that is the cutest thing i've heard in my LIFE. brendan... you are seriously a hero.
respect that bitches.
anyway, kal's going to brendan's grad party so it's all good. kal better tell bren this: "i never told him but hes kept me on the team for the past 2 years. i watched how dedicated he was even though he never got into the top boat and i always wanted to be like that." that is the cutest thing i've heard in my LIFE. brendan... you are seriously a hero.
respect that bitches.
...
June 05 2005
*exitement* tee hee
Dreaming..........
June 05 2005
Do you ever find yourself day dreaming all the time?! I do it all the time! Last night, I was on my way home from the movies, I was riding in the back of the car.........with the window down and the summer breeze blowing in my face! *I love those kinda nights* And I just found myself dreaming and thinking of all the stuff God has in store for me, not only me, but promises that He makes to each and every one of us! God has so much in store! And it's an exciting plan....if I will just lay it all down, trust Him, and follow WHEREVER He might lead! Hummmmmmmmmmm....it's a very interesting thought! Where God might place me in a year or two from now! What new surprises He has in store! Even though I'm excited to know about them, I also know that I can't live in a dream and waste my life living for the future! I gotta live for today! And make the best for what God has for me right now! To soak it up and have fun! Right now God has so much stuff in store for me and later, on His timing, everything will fall into place! Hummmmmmmm.......what a GREAT and AWESOME God we have..........
(I thought I'd add a song on here! to make this even longer! lol!! anyways...this is to my one and only, my hero, my best friend, my husband, my love, my Savior.....Jesus! ;)
..........Wonderful Savior, my heart belongs to Thee. I will remember, always the blood You shed for me. Wonderful Savior my heart will know Your way, so let me embrace You always..as I walk this earth. Be blessed, be loved, be lifted high. Be treasured here, be glorified. I owe my life to You my Lord, Here I am!........Beautiful Jesus, how may I bless your heart? Knees to the earth, I bow down, to everything You are! Beauiful Jesus, You are my only way. So I will embrace You, always, as I walk this earth. Be blessed, be loved, be lifted high. Be treasured here, be glorified! I owe my life to You my Lord, Here I am!.....Beautiful Jesus, how may I bless your heart? Knees to the earth, I bow down, to everything You are! Beautiful Jesus, You are my only way! So I will embrace You always, as I walk this earth. Be blessed, be loved, be lifted high! Be treasured here, be glorified! I owe my life to You my Lord, Here I am! Here I am! Be blessed, be loved, be lifted high! Be treasured here, be glorified! I owe my life to You my Lord! Here I am! Here I am! Here I am! Knees to the earth, Here I am!
(I thought I'd add a song on here! to make this even longer! lol!! anyways...this is to my one and only, my hero, my best friend, my husband, my love, my Savior.....Jesus! ;)
..........Wonderful Savior, my heart belongs to Thee. I will remember, always the blood You shed for me. Wonderful Savior my heart will know Your way, so let me embrace You always..as I walk this earth. Be blessed, be loved, be lifted high. Be treasured here, be glorified. I owe my life to You my Lord, Here I am!........Beautiful Jesus, how may I bless your heart? Knees to the earth, I bow down, to everything You are! Beauiful Jesus, You are my only way. So I will embrace You, always, as I walk this earth. Be blessed, be loved, be lifted high. Be treasured here, be glorified! I owe my life to You my Lord, Here I am!.....Beautiful Jesus, how may I bless your heart? Knees to the earth, I bow down, to everything You are! Beautiful Jesus, You are my only way! So I will embrace You always, as I walk this earth. Be blessed, be loved, be lifted high! Be treasured here, be glorified! I owe my life to You my Lord, Here I am! Here I am! Be blessed, be loved, be lifted high! Be treasured here, be glorified! I owe my life to You my Lord! Here I am! Here I am! Here I am! Knees to the earth, Here I am!
as days go by
June 05 2005
yesterday wasn't a good day.. many things went wrong
today's alright, just finished some US History homework... it's not too hard, it's just time consuming!
i suppose that's all for now.
later gator
today's alright, just finished some US History homework... it's not too hard, it's just time consuming!
i suppose that's all for now.
later gator
life and living
June 05 2005
despite the circumstances, i've actually been enjoying myself recently. very odd. shows what trying to focus harder on God can do for you.
not to say everything is great . . . it isn't. but much closer.
on a lighter note, drama today, kids.
not to say everything is great . . . it isn't. but much closer.
on a lighter note, drama today, kids.
mmf
June 05 2005
my brother came in fourth at st. kits. and i got some really crappy pictures on a school camera that i don't know how to use. and my shoulders are sunburned cus for some reason, buffalo and canada decided to go up to 82 degrees and sunny.
but on the bright side....
I HAVE 3 SCHOOL DAYS LEFT!!!! and then exams. and then i start at mike's. and then onto getting money and being able to pay for concert tickets!!!!
this makes me very happy....
but on the bright side....
I HAVE 3 SCHOOL DAYS LEFT!!!! and then exams. and then i start at mike's. and then onto getting money and being able to pay for concert tickets!!!!
this makes me very happy....
dah dahh dahhhhhhh
June 05 2005
eating broccoli after church (yum) and thinking about stuff. like, how big is GOD (so big, and so awesome!!)....today may I realize his awesomeness in new ways.
True Fulfillment...
June 05 2005
Hello dear friends. Well, I still can't put pictures up on this site yet, but maybe I'll be able to soon enough.
You know I've been thinking about something.
I wonder why we look for fulfillment in having a boyfriend/girlfriend, or best friend, or other things.
God is truly the only one that we should be desiring
to get to know, because he desired to know us first. But I keep on remembering how many times I have failed to do so. I have wanted a human-love relationship for so long and yet I still don't have that. But, I know this one thing to be true. I won't always have a significant other or have my best friend around, but God is always there and His door is never closed. He loves me just the way I am and accepts me no matter what. I only hope I can love with no end like God does one day.
"Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart." Psalm 37:4
-Kaylei:)
You know I've been thinking about something.
I wonder why we look for fulfillment in having a boyfriend/girlfriend, or best friend, or other things.
God is truly the only one that we should be desiring
to get to know, because he desired to know us first. But I keep on remembering how many times I have failed to do so. I have wanted a human-love relationship for so long and yet I still don't have that. But, I know this one thing to be true. I won't always have a significant other or have my best friend around, but God is always there and His door is never closed. He loves me just the way I am and accepts me no matter what. I only hope I can love with no end like God does one day.
"Delight yourself in the Lord, and He will give you the desires of your heart." Psalm 37:4
-Kaylei:)
What a night
June 05 2005
Last night is def. a night worth mentioning. I went to my cousin's wedding in Clarksville, TN. Lol that was the first time I have ever worn a suit...and I had to go out and buy one! Well we get there and the wedding is good and boring and all but the great part was the reception. We go to my cousin's house and just start drinking all the punch and helping ourselves. Before I knew it i'd drunk about 4 glasses of this really good punch before somebody told me it had alcohol in it. LOL but luckily it didn't affect me any. They had free flowing beer there b/c my cousin works for budweiser so like half of my family was drunk and they wrote perverted things on the wedding car...lol it was pretty funny. I have never seen my cousin drunk before and it was quite a site. Well that's pretty much what happend last night. Later yall -
Garrett
Garrett
love love love this song
June 05 2005
Kelly Clarkson- Because of You
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
Thanks: 108,000 hits in June
June 05 2005
Hey everyone! Thanks for making the first week of PhuseBox a huge hit! In just one week of the beta launch, we have 107 users and the PhuseBox website received 108,000 hits already this month (its only June 5th) and received 32,657 just yesterday.
Keep up the work. Keep spreading the site! I placed a registration link on the main page now so you can just send anyone to phusebox.net now and tell them to hit REGISTER.
As always, we are still in early beta testing so let me know of any bugs or error messages that you come across especially when posting an entry or uploading photos. And, if you think of features that you would like to see, let me know.
Thanks again!
-nathan
NEXT UP: Advanced User Searching, Blog Search, New Friend Photos Page, Photo "Grabbing," an Intelligent Find People Page, an Intelligent Main Page, Password Changing Pannel, and I am fianlly going to fix the post-time bug (+2 hours).
Keep up the work. Keep spreading the site! I placed a registration link on the main page now so you can just send anyone to phusebox.net now and tell them to hit REGISTER.
As always, we are still in early beta testing so let me know of any bugs or error messages that you come across especially when posting an entry or uploading photos. And, if you think of features that you would like to see, let me know.
Thanks again!
-nathan
NEXT UP: Advanced User Searching, Blog Search, New Friend Photos Page, Photo "Grabbing," an Intelligent Find People Page, an Intelligent Main Page, Password Changing Pannel, and I am fianlly going to fix the post-time bug (+2 hours).
:)
June 05 2005
Charles and I went out last night with two friends of ours that live in Antioch. We went to the mall out there and had a good time. Charles looked at wedding bands, because we have already bought mine but we haven't ordered his yet. We discovered that you can get wedding bands made out of tungsten, and he is very intrigued by this. So we looked around for awhile, saw things I wish we could afford (I need a new purse, because Hello Kitty is getting rather ratty!), and had a good time hanging out with our friends. Then we went back to their apartment and watched a little TV about serial killers. We came home and researched tungsten wedding bands on the internet, and Charles found one that he really really really wants- its engraving matches mine, so I really like it too. It is a little expensive so we are gonna start calling places to see if we can get it any cheaper. Then I went to bed and had nightmares about serial killers. Then I had a dream that Charles and I went on our honeymoon and neither of us could remember getting married, and it turned out that we had decided to skip our own wedding. :/ I guess the stress is maybe getting to me in real life? I can't wait to be married, but I think planning a wedding in my first semester of grad school was overly ambitious. Don't get me wrong, I am happy and things in life are far more good than bad. I just don't want to buckle under the stress. Grad school looks so easy for everyone else. Everyone just smiles through it like it's no big deal. Maybe I'm not cut out for it. Oh well, we'll see.
Tomorrow we pick up Kenobi from the vet, and we are going to Knoxville for part of next week, so I will have lots of time to think about things. Have a good day everyone. :)
Tomorrow we pick up Kenobi from the vet, and we are going to Knoxville for part of next week, so I will have lots of time to think about things. Have a good day everyone. :)
How am I really doing?
June 05 2005
well apart from the fact that phusebox won't let me upload my pictures...*tear* I'm doing pretty darn good.
Recently, I've talked with more people that I haven't been able to talk much to, I've formed more friendships, and I'm beginning to get more perspective.
Life has been good to me....or better yet, God has been good to me.
when no one else cares where I've been...you run to me.
Recently, I've talked with more people that I haven't been able to talk much to, I've formed more friendships, and I'm beginning to get more perspective.
Life has been good to me....or better yet, God has been good to me.
when no one else cares where I've been...you run to me.
Leavin
June 05 2005
I'm leaving now.
It's exciting. *Excitement sparkles* See?
All the cool kids will write to me. I was even nice and gave you an address.
Kelly (Sulli) Sullivan
Governor's School for the Humanities
Ellington Hall
The University of Tennessee at Martin
Martin, TN 38238
But email is faster.
Champagne_And_Stars@msn.com
Not that I'm insinuating anything, that is. *Wink*
It's exciting. *Excitement sparkles* See?
All the cool kids will write to me. I was even nice and gave you an address.
Kelly (Sulli) Sullivan
Governor's School for the Humanities
Ellington Hall
The University of Tennessee at Martin
Martin, TN 38238
But email is faster.
Champagne_And_Stars@msn.com
Not that I'm insinuating anything, that is. *Wink*
Carnival
June 04 2005
photo from nathan
So. I went to the carnival for the first time tonight. The rides made my stomach a little uneasy, but I was able to survive.
It turned out to be a really fun night, and I even ran into Kyle Scoble at the mall.
Fun times. Sad times. Because there will be no more "fun times" in the Boro for me. :-(
NYC: 3 Days
Photo From carla
June 04 2005
photo from carla
yes naima, this WAS one of the best nights ever! for those of you who can't tell...that is the wonderful Jason Mraz that we are standing with at Vanderbilt U...monica couldnt' understand why naims and i were so giddy after this picture was taken. but if you notice, he didn't have his arms around her!!! ;)
early birthday surprises
June 04 2005
tonight i got treated to all sorts of fun things... due to an absence on my real birthday (june 22nd!!!), i got an early bithday suprise. we had a little picnic, went to a carnival, watched a movie, and just talked... one of the greatest nights. [i never got suprises before you]
sandy, the dog, yep, she is in love with me
well, now that i officially feel like there are little spiders crawling all over me... i think i will go to bed. and for those of you still up, you can always go outside look up to the stars, realizing just how small you are and just how BIG God is. great quiet time right there. God is amazing--- and that doesn't even begin to describe him.
[beautiful isn't a bad description--- in the english language that is one of the few words that even comes close... and that still doesn't even measure up]
sandy, the dog, yep, she is in love with me
well, now that i officially feel like there are little spiders crawling all over me... i think i will go to bed. and for those of you still up, you can always go outside look up to the stars, realizing just how small you are and just how BIG God is. great quiet time right there. God is amazing--- and that doesn't even begin to describe him.
[beautiful isn't a bad description--- in the english language that is one of the few words that even comes close... and that still doesn't even measure up]
DoNt KnOw WhAt Im ReAlLy DoInG
June 04 2005
yea so i just made this to comment on elizabeths site and so thats all i guess.....
PEACE OUT HOMIE G DOG NIZZLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PEACE OUT HOMIE G DOG NIZZLES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
la lala...
June 04 2005
i just got back from Opry Mills. Percussion XS had to perform for the Dance Works recital. it was pretty fun. but i had no money so i couldn't go to Jillian's afterwards...oh well. it's good to be home, i suppose.
cameron's rather happy lately, for several reasons.
i'm probably getting a job at the Boy's and Girls Club again. it won't pay much but it's a great job and a lot of fun. it looks as though i'll be getting a car by the end of summer, which is really good. i've also somehow ended up with several very good and fun games to play in my spare time, my story's getting further and further along without any trouble, i've discovered several scholarships to help pay for college that i didn't know about before...and one of the things i've been praying for for over 3 years now is finally looking like it might happen...
it pays to trust God in hard times, no matter how bad it is or how long it lasts. even though you may stumble, if you can keep your focus on Him, He'll bless you for it, and when you're out of your hole, you'll find that life never looked better.
God bless,
-noremac
cameron's rather happy lately, for several reasons.
i'm probably getting a job at the Boy's and Girls Club again. it won't pay much but it's a great job and a lot of fun. it looks as though i'll be getting a car by the end of summer, which is really good. i've also somehow ended up with several very good and fun games to play in my spare time, my story's getting further and further along without any trouble, i've discovered several scholarships to help pay for college that i didn't know about before...and one of the things i've been praying for for over 3 years now is finally looking like it might happen...
it pays to trust God in hard times, no matter how bad it is or how long it lasts. even though you may stumble, if you can keep your focus on Him, He'll bless you for it, and when you're out of your hole, you'll find that life never looked better.
God bless,
-noremac
Photo From bee136
June 04 2005
well this is me and nathan. sad sad...he'll be leaving in three days and it's really sad. no more random trips to starbucks. no more i'll show you's. no more creative signs for student council elections. no more cool movie nights. i'm sad. i will miss my brother! i love you, nathan!!!!!!!!!!
SEASON PASS
June 04 2005
hey guys!!
today I got my season pass 2 six flags kentucky kingdom. I can't wait to try out the new water ride thing. Oh yea when I go to the mission trip in texas I get to go to six flags there too.
later
nat
today I got my season pass 2 six flags kentucky kingdom. I can't wait to try out the new water ride thing. Oh yea when I go to the mission trip in texas I get to go to six flags there too.
later
nat
arrgh
June 04 2005
and here i am...wasting time (seems to be the story of my life)
i feel kind of sick of myself...anyone ever feel like that? i wonder how God could continue in his love for me. the thing is, he never stops and there is nothing i can do to make him. i was spending time with him today, reading "my utmost for his highest" which i've recently begun...well anyway, check it out:
"We have the idea that God is going to do some exceptional thing--that He is preparing and equipping us for some extraordinary work in the future. But as we grow in His grace we find that God is glorifying Himself here and now, at this very moment. If we have God's assurance behind us, the most amazing strength becomes ours and we learn to sing, glorifying Him even in the ordinary days and ways of life."
i find that quite amazing...my life is wrapped up in his purpose...glorifying himself. i keep looking forward to next week, or tomorrow, or whenever, but God is right here with me now! i don't know, a lot of thoughts...
i feel kind of sick of myself...anyone ever feel like that? i wonder how God could continue in his love for me. the thing is, he never stops and there is nothing i can do to make him. i was spending time with him today, reading "my utmost for his highest" which i've recently begun...well anyway, check it out:
"We have the idea that God is going to do some exceptional thing--that He is preparing and equipping us for some extraordinary work in the future. But as we grow in His grace we find that God is glorifying Himself here and now, at this very moment. If we have God's assurance behind us, the most amazing strength becomes ours and we learn to sing, glorifying Him even in the ordinary days and ways of life."
i find that quite amazing...my life is wrapped up in his purpose...glorifying himself. i keep looking forward to next week, or tomorrow, or whenever, but God is right here with me now! i don't know, a lot of thoughts...
THE START OF AN ERA
June 04 2005
and then there was the 1st entry...
it's been an interesting day....interestingly good Dance Starts Monday...ohh i have two of these things...and i only want this one so dont even go to the other one cuz i'm not gonna do anything with it. I like this one a lot better than that other one...ohh and for all the people who like to judge to ppl on 1st impressions...just to let you know ppl might not like me after this statment but it is a totally true statement...
Barbie is awesome.
well have a good day!
it's been an interesting day....interestingly good Dance Starts Monday...ohh i have two of these things...and i only want this one so dont even go to the other one cuz i'm not gonna do anything with it. I like this one a lot better than that other one...ohh and for all the people who like to judge to ppl on 1st impressions...just to let you know ppl might not like me after this statment but it is a totally true statement...
Barbie is awesome.
well have a good day!
some people
June 04 2005
some people are weird. i got online and some random person i dont think i know instant messaged me. the first thing they said was what is in my profile thingy. i asked who is was and they put my profile thingy up again. i asked who it was again. they put my profile thingy up again. then they put up (what i think were) other peoples profile thingys and/or away messages. i dont think i know any of the people who's profile thingys and/or away messages were being sent to me. eventually i told this person to stop. then this person said "im sorry. i was being gay. im (put name here)" i dont remember the person''s name. (i think the last name was stalk or something) then the person says "do you have a xanga" i asked if i knew the person. they asked if i had a xanga again. i waited a minute and asked if i knew them again. then they got off line. it was weird.
well..
June 04 2005
so i've gotten some grief about my favorite books. if you haven't noticed i like to read the babysitters club books and DO NOT make fun of me because if you've read them you KNOW they are good and you CAN'T put them down until you're finished. haha no seriously i really have read a lot of them and i enjoy them...while curled up to a nice fire sipping hot cocoa and esp laying out next to the pool feeling the wind in my face and the smells of honeysuckle. lol i went a little off the edge with the pool, but i hope everyone feels the need to go read them now. have a good day!! love you
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June 04 2005
hey hey**
*Bahhhh*
June 04 2005
Pretty sure I friended half the world without messaging prior to such a dastardly deed.
You know you love me.
So friend me. [*heart*]
Hey, it's that or die.
I'm pathetic.
I did it -- I succumbed. I got one of these maddening little doo-hickeys.
That makes a total of FOUR internet journals for me.
FOUR.
Gah.
I'm pathetic.
And this thing is confusing. *Neurons fuse*
Ouchies.
[LATER] Okay.... I think I've got it.... You can't warp the HTML. Drat. Oh well. Brian's right [yes, you heard me] -- this thing IS like the lovechild of Xanga and MySpace. Freaky.
Well, I'm off. Pizza is beckoning. Stuffed crust, no less. I'm a lucky girl, I am. *Grins* More ramblings later.
You know you love me.
So friend me. [*heart*]
Hey, it's that or die.
I'm pathetic.
I did it -- I succumbed. I got one of these maddening little doo-hickeys.
That makes a total of FOUR internet journals for me.
FOUR.
Gah.
I'm pathetic.
And this thing is confusing. *Neurons fuse*
Ouchies.
[LATER] Okay.... I think I've got it.... You can't warp the HTML. Drat. Oh well. Brian's right [yes, you heard me] -- this thing IS like the lovechild of Xanga and MySpace. Freaky.
Well, I'm off. Pizza is beckoning. Stuffed crust, no less. I'm a lucky girl, I am. *Grins* More ramblings later.
Photo From bee136
June 04 2005
photo from bee136
aww it's 2 of my favorite people!! they are soo cute (as is the whole family! i love you guys!)
listen to MY music...IF you want
June 04 2005
www.MySpace.com/RachelPearl
^^^That is the link.
What's Your Story?
June 04 2005
Every part, and every detail of our lives is a part of our story. Our story describes the path, the roads, we have taken in this life. As Christians, our stories are about our encounters with God and how He has changed our lives. These stories are for us to share for the sole purpose of bringing glory to God, for only He can take us as lowly beings and turn our lives into something beautiful.
Photos
June 04 2005
Hey-some of the photos are uploaded...more to come later
:)
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Photo From SingAHappySong
June 04 2005
photo from SingAHappySong
Callie and me... Callie seemed to have a fun time at the party... It looked like she was smiling all night!
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June 04 2005
does anybody else just love the chase credit card commercials?