Ben Moser
Relationship Status
Single
Highschool
Blackman High School
Interests
God, Pride of the Southland Marching Band, Tennis, Business, Computers, Music, Movies, family, friends, movie-making, musicals, theatre, theater, photography, outdoors, camping, hiking, sleeping under the stars, laughing, starbucks, coffee, new york, broadway, italy, france, life, love, hope, pictures, cookie dough ice cream, poetry, my iPod, sleeping, art, graphic art design, graphics, design, entreprenuership, media, hopefully webdesign
Favorite Music
The Fray, Michael Bublé, Hawk Nelson, Yellowcard, Rascal Flatts, Andy Davis, Dave Barnes, Glenn Miller, Benny Goodman, Chris Botti, Ray Charles, Louis Armstrong, Miles Davis, UT Pride of the Southland Band, Frank Sinatra, Natalie Cole, Relient K, Switchfoot, Barlow Girl, Todd Agnew, Lifehouse, Coldplay, Brad Paisley, U2, Jack Johnson, Shane and Shane, Passion, Chris Tomlin, Charlie Hall, David Crowder Band, Beach Boys, Earth Wind and Fire
Favorite Movies
Lord of the Rings, Star Wars, The Notebook, How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days, The Italian Job, Saving Private Ryan, The Matrix, Catch Me If You Can, Phantom of the Opera, The Princess Bride, Remember the Titans, Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl, Pirates of the Caribbean 2: Dead Man's Chest, Gone In 60 Seconds, The Incredibles, Bad Boys II, Gangs of New York, Ferris Bueller's Day Off, Moulin Rouge
Favorite Books
The Bible, Mere Christianity, The Da Vinci Code, Angels and Demons, Harry Potter, The Partner, The Last Juror, Wild at Heart
Other Websites
http://tnjn.com/beta/staff/bmoser/
Au Revoir, First Love
May 26 2006
You won't read this.
You dont know.
But you have influenced me incredibly over the past year.
Tonight I, for the first time, began to write a new chapter in my life since then.
Tonight I cried the last time for you.
Tonight I thought back for the last time for you.
Tonight I remembered for the last time for you.
Tonight I will move on. For the first time in...
One year, three months, and six days.
Five Hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes and more.
Tonight I "give up".
I will never forget you.
I will always care about you.
I will always listen.
But it will never be the same.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me. I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out. I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while. Even though going on with you gone still upsets me, there are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok. But that's not what gets me.
What hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away, and never knowing what could have been and not seeing that loving you--is what I was tryin' to do.
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go...but I'm doin' it. It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone. Still harder--getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret. But I know if I could do it over, I would trade...give away...all the words that I saved in my heart--that I left unspoken.
What hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say and
watching you walk away, and never knowing what could have been and not
seeing that loving you--is what I was trying to do.
Not seeing that loving you--that's what I was trying to do.
::b
You dont know.
But you have influenced me incredibly over the past year.
Tonight I, for the first time, began to write a new chapter in my life since then.
Tonight I cried the last time for you.
Tonight I thought back for the last time for you.
Tonight I remembered for the last time for you.
Tonight I will move on. For the first time in...
One year, three months, and six days.
Five Hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes and more.
Tonight I "give up".
I will never forget you.
I will always care about you.
I will always listen.
But it will never be the same.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house, that don't bother me. I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out. I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while. Even though going on with you gone still upsets me, there are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok. But that's not what gets me.
What hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say and watching you walk away, and never knowing what could have been and not seeing that loving you--is what I was tryin' to do.
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go...but I'm doin' it. It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone. Still harder--getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret. But I know if I could do it over, I would trade...give away...all the words that I saved in my heart--that I left unspoken.
What hurts the most was being so close and having so much to say and
watching you walk away, and never knowing what could have been and not
seeing that loving you--is what I was trying to do.
Not seeing that loving you--that's what I was trying to do.
::b
♥ inthemiddleofabreakdown.
May 26 2006
that song makes me cry every single time i hear it. but i am really glad you are "getting over" whoever this girl is. because i know what kind of pain loving someone from the past brings, and no one deserves that kind of pain. i hope you are strong enough to pull through this. and i hope it gets better.
<3
Danny
May 26 2006
That's an awesome song, though it's really sad. First, I didn't know you were a senior, but then again, I didn't pay much attention. Second, I hope things get better for you. I'm sure you've heard it many times, but you will find that person someday, and she'll be just what you needed.
Danny
Bethany Bratcher
May 27 2006
I wish I knew who this mystery girl is...I know it is absolutely none of my business, but you write about her a lot and I always wonder who she is...
Sara
May 27 2006
wow.
i think we both know you need to just talk to her. the entire situation is heartbreaking in itself, but the last thing i want you to be thinking about when you go off to college is 'i should have told her.'
you know i'm always going to be here for you.
Jessica Goss
May 27 2006
Ha. So that was an accident and I couldn't figure out how to delete it.
Woooops...
Danny
May 28 2006
SMALL crush? Not from what I heard. But oh well. I won't bother you about it. I thought she was the one you keep talking about in your posts, but I guess I was wrong.
Danny
AbS BLaBs
May 29 2006
ooopppsss...ya I did that at like one in the morn and now its fixed so there lol thanks for pointen that our see ya later
yourcandytears
May 30 2006
wow. that was incredible. very sad though. however, i think we can all relate. it does work out though- somehow. I promise you that.
Kimberly
May 31 2006
rascal flatts!! that's an awesome song but the video makes me cry almost every time...
