i never really get on here anymore.

its honestly...kinda lame

i myspace more so you can catch me on there.

sooooolong phusebox...

i hate being grounded.

i cant do anything but just lie there on my bed.

bleah

so sunday night at around 9 or so....i was taking pulling my cell phone charger out of my bag. Well the part that plugs in to the cell phone got hung so what do i do....i jerk it. and what does it do....comes back and pops me right in the eye. i had to go to the ER and everything. They told me that the metel part on the end on the cord made a severe abarsion to my right cornea. which means that i cut my eye ball really really bad. So they hooked me up with some eye drops and lortabs and sent me home.

before there was drugs.....

after there was drugs.mmm.

so do me a HUGE favor and never jerk a power cord.

having the worst time getting over him.

it wasn't a really long relationship.

but,

he still kissed her......

and i have no closure from it.

he chose her over me.

even though....she was the other girl.

so i was taking my last, final midterm yeasterday and when i got done with it, i turned it over. When i did that i saw a cute little drawing that had the words "Merry X-Mas". They had plenty of room to write "Merry Christmas" i mean it was a whole sheet of paper. then it occured to me on how many people leave out "Christ" in Christmas and focuses on the "X"...meaning the presents and the worldly things. Yeah! the gifts are great! but some forget the greatest gift of all....Christ dying on the cross for our sins. THAT. is the most important to me. so remember...its CHRISTMAS not "X"-mas.

So who thinks that we should have gotten out for the massive flooding in the english hallway?

i do. anyone else?....

i finally figured out who my real friends are. i have been searching for an answer for a while and God showed me. big time showed me. i wasn't expecting it at all. and the friends i didn't think that would have cared.....they were so nice and sweet to me today.i love you guys.

thanks....haha

iv'e been doing some thinking and i came to the conclusion that i should live my life the way i was meant to live it. and not trying to live up to the standards of other people. i kind of caught myself doing that lately and i don't like it. not one bit. Life is way to short to be worrying about what I look like, what my weight or height is, what people think of me, and what....this guy thinks of me. to much worrying. gahlee.

Live life to the Fullest!

Praise God every day for it!

I got my permit.YaHEEEEE!!!

hehe i know most of you are probably like" Isn't she 16?" and you are right but its a lonnnggg story on why i just now got it.

but im excited.i can drive now. welll....somewhat.lol

hurtfull.

i pulled a muscle in my back at work. i brusied my elbow to the point i can't move it.......and my parents are out of town and left me here to rot during fall break while they are having fun in Disney World.hmph.

its kind of okay. cause i can do stuff i normally can't do when my parents are here. hehe...

Well, it's one in the morning and I can't sleep at night-
I hear wolves around the doorstep -
They're circling outside.
I count 'em jumping over fences, and landing on the sheet
Now, it's two in the morning and I can't fall asleep.

It's two in the morning and I can't fall asleep-
There's a wind in the willows
And it's a howling down the street
I hear it picking up the garbage, gon' fly it to the moon
Now it's three in the morning better get some sleeping soon.

It's three in the morning better get some sleeping soon-
I'm gonna count the numbers in the counselor's room
And if I miss a beat, well, then it's off with my head
Now it's four in the morning and I'm twisting in my bed.

It's four in the morning and I'm turning in my bed-
I wish I had a dream or a nightmare in my head,
So I drop my imagination and get some sleeping done
Now it's five in the morning and I'm wishing it was one.