so....have you ever seen someone and you can't get them off of your mind?  and it goes on for a while, but you are way too much of a chicken to talk to them?  and then, for some strange reason, by some wierd twist of fate, you drum up the courage to say something to them.  and then, you start talking to them.  you wonder why you were so scared...and you think it stupid that you waited so long when you should have just gone ahead with it.  because now that you've talked to them, you crave it.  because they are so easy to talk to.  you don't feel nervous around them, even though you think about them constantly.  you have butterflies, but it's not a scared feeling.  you just love being around them and talking to them because you don't have to try to be someone you aren't.  they are....just....like....really cool.  you aren't just obsessed with their looks (like i used to be) but you really are interested in who they are, what they like, and so on.  you get irritable when you don't see them.  time seems to go so slowly when you know that you will see them later.  and then you see them, and this feeling of relief comes over you.  you feel like a little kid.  it's crazy.  this may sound so random and wierd...but i feel like this.  before, i was only interested in this person because i thought they were "cute" but now that i've gotten over myself and talked to them, i am so glad i have.  i...don't really know how to describe it.  it's cool though.