okay i'm just going to say...i am very hurt right now. this is no one's business except mine elizabeths and maybe austins. there was no need for everyone else to get involved...yes i know about my post but everyone else didn't need to make it a big honkin deal. thanks yall i just want to say i'm sorry for being immature. i'm not going to put up something on dating because i know where i stand and thats...whatever. my heart is broken right now so if you could find it in yours, please pray for me. thanks...for real. i've never been like this before...i don't honestly care about too much. i feel very apathetic and a tad worthless. i miss my friendships that i've destroyed and possible relationships that i've messed up and couldv'e possibly been in...so please. this is no cry for attention or anything just please i'm so sorry you guys don't know how sorry i am for causing all this and i'm so tired of it...i'm so hurt and confused right now i don't think i'm exactly conscious of what i'm doing. so please forgive me and pray for me... please.