well.......i'm dealing with a lot right now.  stuff i really don't like dealing with...but i guess you don't ever really like problems, huh?  my uncle and his family left today.  i am so scared of high school...oh speaking of high school i think i might end up going to creekwood instead of DCHS...yup.  i would be fine if i just stopped life right here and fast forwarded to when i'm out of college...i don't think i've ever been so scared in my entire life.  and i don't have too many friends left to go through this with.  i think i might give up phusebox for good now...if you haven't noticed, i'm just typing whatever pops into my head...except for some things because i don't want to offend anyone.  maybe i should just say it...naaaah.  all this seems to be doing is frustrating me.  i miss a lot of people...like my best friend and keri and megan...but i miss people that i still see a lot too...i miss the way they used to act, the way it used to be.  but i guess everyone's changing and that's something i just have to deal with.  but i don't want to lose the few friends i have left.  i'm tired of it and i wish there was something i could do to stop it but there's not, is there?  well...je suis dans l'amour...and it's making me confused!

I get carried away by the look by the light in your eyes
Before I even realize the ride I'm on baby I'm long gone
I get carried away

Nothin' matters but bein' with you
Like a feather flyin' high up in the sky on a windy day,

I get carried away...

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NOTHING MATTERS BUT BEING WITH YOU