hey people
well i am tried
that's not new though
but anyways
i am living in like two and half weeks
for pa....
and i'll be going for a mouth^^
me sooo happy
i hope everyone summer is awesome soo far
well later

            meg

looking for a friend

.im huggable

.i laugh alot

.im single(lol)

.im bored

.i have no friends on phusebox

so yea went to the rennisance festival yesterday an it was amazing....
if i had had mor money i would have gotten more stuff....
anyways had fun and got cool earrings and a tan......
on the way back kim, lisa, & ml wouldn't shut up about some hot guy
they didn't even know his name or even talk to him but they were totally obsessed with him....
said he looked like a vamp and was almost as hot as the phantom.....
and was hangong around these firy girls... so if you know him tell him to runnnnn as far away as he can :}
then after we got into town we stopped by sonic and i got an ocean water....44 ounces of yummy goodness......
oh yea if you have never had a deep fried snickers you have missed out on life because it is amazing!!!

Emo is short for `emotional', a subculture (really, really down there..subterranean culture) of punk rock. Recently, it has become a fashion trend and sadly, a way of life. Emo kids are often mods who realize they can't be cool being mods because they don't know how to dress and can't fight very well. Emo fashion is similar to punk fashion, but with many distinctions. All of a sudden, it is cool for spoiled white suburban rich kids to whine and write pretentious, annoying, and cheesy poetry. The individuals who first established `emo' are now very upset because their little secret has become widespread to TRL proportions. Also, like the first rule in the movie Fight Club, the first rule of being emo is don't talk about emo however for the sake of this write-up we will speak its name.

Running from the Paparazzi is harder than it looks.

Hi

     yea... >>> I've been spending WAY too much time on myspace.  idc, though... >>> b/c it's better than this & xanga.  (to me, anyways...)  but I'll continue to have a profile on here I suppose...

     oki day... >>> take it easy kids... & HAVE A GREAT SUMMER!!!!!!!   <3    -Chelsea

I have decided to use my newly acquired funding to purchase a laptop.  I realized I needed one after noticing that in the various movie scenes where the enemy base must be infiltrated, the lovable, comic relief computer hacker never uses a desktop.  In Independence Day, I believe a laptop is actually used to take down the alien mothership.  I cannot think of even one example of a desktop computer performing so heroically.  I asked myself:  self, what if in the course of your religious studies at Belmont you were called to, for example, hack into Hell's computer system (of course Hell uses computers; what could cause more anguish than a hard drive crash?) to find out what Satan and his lackeys are up to?  The only answer I had to that question was that I must acquire a laptop.  The laptop must be Windows-compatible because Hell would naturally choose Windows as its operating system.  So, which laptop would be suited best to my plans?

I know this post is a little delayed but last night i went to go see X-men The Last Stand... it was ok... i guess... it went the way i expected it to go.... but now i can't wait until superman and The Fast and The Furious Tokyo Drift... it is gonna be so awesome....!!!

well... thats pretty much...Oh...

usually i will have my birthday party on my bday...June 24th. but because this year emily has to get her way because her friends always leave in july and don't return until the end of school she will be having girls spend the night on June 23rd and having her party on my bday. So that means for me... the first year ever.... i haveto have my bday party on the 16th or 17th... i would love to have it on the 15th since this is my 15th bday but i have a dental appointment...lol...well will write more later..

}{The Cheez Stands Alone}{

"We do not have a High Priest who cannot sympathize with our weaknesses,
but was in all points tempted as we are, yet without sin. Let us
therefore come boldly to the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy
and find grace to help in time of need." (Heb. 4:15-16, NKJV)

The Bible emphatically reminds us of the holiness of God; that He is a God to be feared. Yet the same Bible encourages us to confidently come into
the awesome presence of this God. This is no contradiction; it is rather a confirmation of the radical opportunity for access to and relationship with this Holy God; access that is made possible only by the sacrifice of His Son and our great High Priest, the Lord Jesus Christ. Indeed, we are invited to "come boldly to the throne of grace"
- grace, not judgment! That is because our Judge has also become our Redeemer.

As I was checking my email this email came in from Dean how awesome is this. That the God of the universe will let me come before his presence as fility and sinful as I am in grace and love and not punishment and judgment as I deserve.

And then God has a cool way of doing this. I was listening to itunes on my computer and this song pops up. Its Chris Tomlin's "I Stand Amazed." Its such an awesome song about stand in the presence of God! So yea God
has really been rocking my world this past couple of weeks. Rock On!
Stephen

I stand amazed in the presence
Of Jesus the Nazarene,
And wonder how He could love me,
A sinner, condemned, unclean.

O how marvelous! O how wonderful!
And my song shall ever be:
O how marvelous! O how wonderful!
Is my Savior's love for me!

He took my sins and my sorrows,
He made them His very own;
He bore the burden to Calvary,
And suffered and died alone.

When with the ransomed in glory
His face I at last shall see,
'Twill be my joy through the ages
To sing of His love for me.

We Found this kitten at my grandma's. she must me only like a few weeks old. if anyone wants her let me know. here are some pictures.

 

"Wonders of the Mediterranean" Crystal Cruise

June 18 - Rome, Italy

June 21 - Florence, Italy

June 22 - Portofino, Italy

June 23 - Monte Carlo, Monaco

June 26 - Taormina, Sicily, Italy

June 28 - Corfu, Greece

June 29 - Dubrovnik, Croatia

July 1 - Venice, Italy

Leave July 4

Ooooohhhhhh baby.

Seriously, dude, you're fuckin' ugly, and I'm gonna' kick you're ass. I know you were talking shit, so don't act like you don't know what the fuck I'm talking about. Why the fuck are you so ugly? It looks like someone stuck your face outside a car door, and dragged you for 80 miles. FUCK YOU BITCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

iv been watching inked for like 4 hours 

and it makes me look like this

       i really have nothing to say

nite

-emily

 

So this summer i have decided will be a very "mellow" one. i am  not going to stress over done stuff- i am going to do some stuff i have never done before and didnt expect to, sleep as late as possible, do some theatrical stuff, and hang out as much as possible with as many friends as possible. one thing that my chamber kids have taught me is that its not fun to be uptight all the time.... thus im laying back a little. here's to summer time... =)

this is Kelsey Shearron... and i am the very concerned friend of dear emily windham...

if you havent heard shes been forced to go to a Nazi camp held at MTSU for the remander of the week! (aka GIRLS STATE)

first you must understand that emily DOES NOT like her own sex at all ...she does not understand the concept of make-up or girl talk or socializing or the color pink

two, you must know.. there isnt a drop of testosterone in this Nazi camp

three, if you know em...you know that singing and politics are NOT her thing at all! emily cannot carry a tune...she doesnt enjoy singing in front of large groups of shiny clean barbie-like girls and she most definitely does not want to sit in a meeting all day discussing the means of politics!

she asked me to also inform you that she has forgotten the sweet feeling of what summer is supposed to be like and can no longer remember what a computer looks like....

pray hard kids!

love-kels

not only for his painting style..but ive come to realize that he had the right idea when he cut off his ear...mine are both dying..i have an ear infection..plug your ears with your fingers and youll have a good idea of how well i can hear..

so may 28th came and went much too fast...and im 17 and beginning my time on my actual 18th year..i feel like time is flying by..soon ill be living in a dorm at mtsu for a month..then comes senior year at oakland..

i had a good birthday.

keaton gave me moonstruck and elizabethtown
mom and dad- easel and brushes(which i reeally needed)..and new clothes
emily -sidewalk chalk, playdough, and stickers for my lovely car
grandparents -$
we went to shopryland (as my dad calls it) and then to the spaghetti factory..me and keaton walked around..came home and rachel swift, ron moore, and my grandparents ate lemon cake or chocolate pudding cake..mm. i hope you saw my sunset last night ..it was beautiful.

-kels

-oh and remember to pray for poor emily...shes dying in girls state at mtsu hah.

Hay Yall,
Well getting all set to leve on sat. to go to California and I just can't wait. But anyway I hope that all of you are having a good weekend and have been in the swimming pool at some point. I"ve not been in my pool, so I'm going to get in it befor I set off to CA. Well Have asome summer.

Live:Life-Joshua Cragg

I don't believe existence to be entirely dependent upon physical perception.  If that were true, then when I was first conceived, then it was not until I was able to perceive my own existence that I in fact existed.  If God knew Jeremiah before he was formed in the womb, then obviously Jeremiah existed before he had the capacity to perceive his own existence.  And if the bible is not a source for you, then a fetus will suffice.  All of us were at one point the initial conception of an egg and sperm cell.  Meaning our existence began there.  Had we been aborted, we would not be here, we would not exist, because our existence would have been halted. 
So obviously, some type of existence had to have been there. 

But in response to something chris asked, if someone was born without senses.  Once again, just because they couldn't perceive their existence does not mean, in my opinion, that they exist.  Why?  Well, if there is a God, ( which there is, and His purpose of making us with relationship with HIm, is an apologetics spiel I don't feel like going into right now ) and He is all powerful, totally supra natural, then He is capable of anything.  Meaning He could, if He desired, create someone to be born without a perception of their existence, and then heal them so that they could perceive their existence. 
The question is, if they existed before they were healed.  I would say, yes, because we have a spiritual perception.
You can say that spiritual perception is somehow related to a physical feeling.  In feeling God's presence, I relate it to a physical feeling.  I say no, it is a feeling in and of itself, one beyond the natural, one not capable of being described in the natural, because it is SUPER natural.
You can't naturally describe an emotional healing that from that point on is proven through how I behave differently.  I really don't want to go there, but if you don't believe that something beyond your natural perception can happen when you experience God's presence, then I worry if you believe you can ever experiece His presence.
Go to a camp service and mean it if you disagree.
But anyway, every person is God's child, His creation, and so capable of experiencing that. We are spiritual as well as physical beings.
NOw a bit complicated....
For that person to exist, they have to have a spirit. People are not strictly physical.  I don't want to go here either, but the simple mechanical workings of your body components are not what give you life.  God is the life behind it ( the whole.. two cells through sex made YOU )
So that person does have a spirit, as any one else does.  But their physical being isn't aware of anything.  So God heals the physical, so then they can perceive the natural, but the spirit has always been there. 
You say "no" for whatever reason.
So I ask this: If that person died, wouldn't they go to heaven or hell?
No, they weren't really a human being...
Right.....
So there's my argument.

so today, i was thinking a lot on the way home from McMinnville. and i thought a lot about war and soldiers and all the ethics involved in it. now, don't get me wrong, i haven't been "indoctrinated" or anything, and though i support our soldiers, i'm not too sure how i feel about the war right now. i think that there were good intentions in the beginning, and now i'm pretty sure that we probably can't get out of it, but i think it needs to stop. but i'll guess we'll never really know what might've come, but it could've been horrible and the war stopped that....i dunno. i just wish it didn't have to happen. cause from what i hear, war is so terrible, and though i know that currently they choose to go over there, i still wish they didn't have to. i just think about all of the families of fallen soldiers, and i look at some of the crap that our country quibbles about, and i almost think maybe we need to be shaken up a bit...America has taken its freedom for granted far too long. when our founding fathers drafted the Constitution and the Declaration of Independence, i doubt they figured there would be a need to write in a clause or amendment about gay marriage or abortion, because such things just didn't happen. people like Cindy Sheehan march through the capital and bash our president (who is not perfect, but i'd like to see her do his job...), who is doing his best to defend her very right to do so...and spreading that same democracy to other oppressed countries...now granted, some tension in government is good, because absolute power corrupts, but c'mon...i'm so tired of seeing nothing but protests and pundits blowing hot air up each other's arses and going on and on about how crappy Bush is, and what a shining, moral, and compassionate party the Democratic (or liberal) party is....gahlee...we need to stop worrying so much about our "rights" and start respecting our leaders. when President Bush sleeps with a White House intern, then you can start bashing him. until then, LAY OFF!!!

this is exactly what's wrong with the U.S. ---the good stand down and stay silent, while the corrupt and wrong are the loudest...if anything is to change in America, we have to stand up and defend our way of life. i'm tired of being called intolerant and closed-minded because i don't accept lifestyles or other things that are not right. i believe that there is forgiveness for all, including myself, who needs it just as much as the next person, and i believe that God loves all. but He is a holy God and cannot accept sin. and that means gossip just as much as murder. so, stand up, and defend what you know is right!

ok, thus is my political rant for this Memorial Day ....GOD BLESS AMERICA!

I'm still proud to be an American.

much love ----Cari 

anybody want to go to the beach one day soon?

i think i like myspace better.......................lol

*Damascus Road concert Friday night at 7:30. This will be held at Salt and Pepper's garage (yes, they have a garage) and The Garrett Shaw will be filling in as bassist.
*Belle Aire's drama "The Hiding Place" will be Saturday at 7 and Sunday at 6. I have two parts and only one line between them. But it's a great story, and Brian is a very mean Nazi soldier. Ashley screams a lot in one scene. So come check it out!

"Revolution 1" - The Beatles (All from memory! Eat that!)

"You say you want a revolution?
Well, you know
We all want to change the world
You tell me that its evolution
Well, you know
We all want to change the world

But when you talk about destruction
Don't you know that you can count me out
Don't you know its gonna be, Alright
Alright, Alright!

You say you have a real solution
Well, you know
We'd all love to hear the plan
You say you want my contribution
Well, you know
We're all doing what we can

But if you want money from people with minds that hate
All I can tell ya is brother you have to wait
Don't you know its gonna be, Alright
Alright, Alright!

You say you'll change the constitution
Well, you know
We all want to change your head
You say that its the institution
Well, you know
You better free your mind instead

But if you go around carrying pictures of Chairman Mao
Your not gonna make it with anyone anyhow
Don't you know its gonna be, Alright
Alright, Alright!"

Well thats my brain power for the day. I like that song, besides that communist reference...but details details..

it's time to meet some hot and sexy guys lol or just nice ones well it's summer so it's time to make things happen well that's all i have to say for now...

kay, so i saw x-3 and i have only two words to say: freakin' amazing!!!!!!  i loved it. i hope that  they make another one b/c they totally set it up for another x-men movie. went to the renn fest today and had a great time, i bought a kool trinket box. it has an egyptian queen on it. woooooo.  afterwards i went over to lisa's and we swam. i had dinner over there and watched the telly a bit with her.

lylas

So yesterday my mother awoke with the wonderful idea of dragging me to Cleveland,ignoring the fact we'll be there in 2 weeks to register me for classes. Why we went I have yet to understand. We rode around the town, driving down every road in existence. And just for the record, none of them were all that exciting. And then we went and stayed in a rather creepy hotel. If I don't know that town by the time I go to college then God help me because I'll never learn it. We woke up this morning and rode to downtown Chattanooga hunting for a so-called wonderful zoo. Well we found it, and what do you know it's a little dumpy looking hole in the wall place. So we opted to go to the aquarium for the millionth time in my life. I got really cool pictures if that counts for anything. We made it back home about 5, and now I'm looking foward to a fun-filled night of nothing. I know this is negative, but this is officially been the most boring and pointless weekend of my life, and I'm still rather angry at my mother for her overwhelming amounts of ridiculousness (don't ask. long story). But yea. That was my exciting memorial day weekend.

Things went sour with Chelsey today. Actually they have been for a while now, but that's ok. It's a chapter in my life that I will not soon forget and have learned much from.  I think I'm better for the experience and regret nothing other than the fact that we couldn't have ended things in a more friendly state.

But hey, that's all done now. I think that I'm gonna play it safe for a while though. I don't have enough time for another significant person in my life at this point in time. I need to devote the little time that I have left to the things I already have time invested in to make them better.

Well ladies and gents, we're gonna start recording this week I think so be prepared for some new material from Sound Presidential.

Hope everyone has a happy Memorial Day! Remember the troops.

-Marshall

Life is better. All I needed was some time with a friend, so thanks Caitlin!!!

We're on break..and there is absolutly nothing to do...my curfew is extended and i still cant think of anything to do that long...so i've returned to being a internet whore... dang.

Would you mind if I held you? If I held your head close to my chest to hear my heart beat the song of my devotion?

 

Would you mind if I took your hand? If I took your hand and never let go of the grip connecting your life to mine?

 

Would you mind if I fought for you? If I found my hearts content in protecting your honor?

 

Would you mind if I said "Yes ma'am", pulled out your chair, and opened your door? If I refused to let chivalry die whilst I still had breath to serve you?

 

Would you mind if I sang a song about you? If every note was so off pitch that it would resound in glorious failure?

 

Would you mind if I wrote poems to you? If prose and verse could some how disperse my inner most feelings on cue?

 

Would you mind if it was only me? If it was not some actor, athlete, or rock star?

 

But I guess one question still remains.

 

Would you mind if this was written about you?

-Jeff

I have a misquito bite in my beard..... HOW DOES THAT HAPPEN?

-Jeff

jealousy
ew
i hate it
but i can't help it when i see those gorgeous girls...

What happens when we elect a president because of his religion? Funding for sexual education is reserved for abstinence-only programs. In an age where Hello Kitty makes thongs and Jenna Jammeson has a best selling novel, we deny teens information on condoms and birth control. Porn is easier to access than information on safe sex, and, more than that, porn is being accessed more than info on safe sex. In fact, porn doesn't even have to be "accessed" because it's everywhere. Half naked women acting like strippers and porn stars is the center of advertising, TV, and movies. No one can deny how casual sex is in today's society, and the fact that kids are starting to have sex younger and younger, and yet, we are still hanging on to the ignorant fantasy of teaching our kids to remain virgins until they're married. Nevermind the enormous ammount of pressure on teens to lose their virginity as soon as possible. Rather than telling them how to protect themselves if they do decide to give in to the peer pressure, lets instead make them feel even worse about themselves for giving into the message they are getting absolutely everywhere they turn. Furthermore, why not educate teenage girls how to make the choice in the first place? Why deny the fact that they have sexual desire and not teach them how to direct it? Why not teach them about the difference between their sexual desires and the pressure of society? We are all so stuck on this impossible idea of all teens saving sex for marriage that we're not willing to teach them the realistic information they need, and we're certainly not willing to do anything about how screwed up the messages in the media are.

Welll yesturday Beka spent the night and today she is leaving around 2:00pm and then i am going to baby sit and all that!! well this should be fun!! love ya

Love

Candace

you know what it's like
to stand still for so long
to push against force
but you're only so strong..
when you look at the girl
with strength in your heart
but you're stuck here
just taking the hurt
for there's nothing you can do
though you think that you can
you go on with the pain
just to prove you're a man

i wanna say all those words once again
just can't tell you enough
i wanna prove all i say
just to see you lit up
and in the heat of your smile
take your breath away
and remember this moment
for the rest of my days..

uhhh....

bored...sooo...ARG!<==thats a pirate.

peace out homeslice's...

Have you ever had something to tell your best friend but don tkno how to break the news to them?  Idk if I should tell her and loose a good friend or not and save the friendship? What do I do??
~Karus

so...we went on a field trip on friday...we went to lahainato be tourists at front street

and yeah it was pretty borin cuz we could only stay by the banyan tree so we decided to be idiots while we were there

 

we made a new friend...

and yeah

ummm yeah...dont ask..i couldnt resist that guy...

after that we went down to whalers village to check out whales...but instead we wound

up doin more stupid things..

ummm yeah again...dont ask...but you know i just had a great time bein dumb so yeah heres more pics wit my buddy

yeah...goood day...thank god

I throw up my hands

"Oh the impossibilities!"

Frustrated and tired

Where do I go from here?

Now I'm searching for the confidence I've lost so willingly

Overcoming these obstacles is overcoming my fear

Never underestimate my Jesus

_relient k

im home! it was awesome....

how was everyones weekend?

Leah

hah, underoath concert tonight at rocket town.

you can bet your butt i'm there.

btw, it's $16 and at 7pm at rcktwn.

rawr.

My friends and family r M-AZING!

YAY!

i love Angelina Jolie. she is an amazing woman.

darn it guys. my cell phone is broken. it's dead. it is no more. so i'll have to get another one. hopfully they can transfer my numbers. if not. i'll have to track everyone down and get them again. oh well.

in other news, some things just really make me sad. or mad. one of the two. i hate it when you think you know someone, but then you figure out what they are really about even though you've thought it for a while, but then you cant say anything because it just wouldnt be good. oh well.

these past few days have been awesome. garage selling with jessica, which didnt turn out profitable as we had hoped. then two different parties with church were a blast and i met alot of new people. i also got to hang out with my two sisters amy and rachle. rachle made it back from china finally. i'm glad she's back safe.

piece

Obviously, it's been a while since I last posted.  Currently, of course, Josh is off in Colorado, careening down a raging river of death.  I suppose it's all right, so long as he doesn't have to kiss a llama.

Since Josh is on the other side of the country, I'm spending the week with my parents.  I've been here since Friday, and it's been relatively uneventful.  Daniel is having a great time - he loves all the attention!  His second tooth on the top finally cut through yesterday afternoon, to much relief from both of us.  He has been a bit crabby the past couple of days, I'm guessing due to the sharp jabby thing doggedly pushing its way through his tender gum.  Hopefully, the crabbiness is in the past now for at least a little while.

In some ways, it's a lot noisier and yet also a lot quieter here.  There are two additional people, which makes it much more vivacious, but my parents like quiet a lot more than Josh does.  It's very peaceful here, especially when Daniel goes down for a nap.  (At least if the TV is off - Dad does love the war history shows and anything where they are rebuilding some type of vehicle.)  I doubt that I'll have too much of interest to report over the next few days, but we'll see.

And so it is.
Just like you said it would be.
Life goes easy on me,
Most of the time.
And so it is.
The shorter story.
No love, no glory,
No hero in her sky.

I can't take my eyes off of you.
I can't take my eyes off you.
I can't take my eyes off of you.
I can't take my eyes off you.
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is.
Just like you said it should be.
We'll both forget the breeze,
Most of the time.
And so it is.
The colder water,
The blower's daughter,
The pupil in denial.

I can't take my eyes off of you.
I can't take my eyes off you.
I can't take my eyes off of you.
I can't take my eyes off you.
I can't take my eyes off you.
I can't take my eyes...

{Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?}

I can't take my mind off of you.
I can't take my mind off you.
I can't take my mind off of you.
I can't take my mind off you.
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind....
My mind...my mind...

'Til I find somebody new.

The Blower's Daughter- Damien Rice

i think by having curly hair i got the mist comments one post im my phusebox history

for this i think you all

getting and and seeing that i had 8 comments was wonderful

i love you all 

good morning everyone!  well its midnight here right now.  and i must say im tired.  between shopping and doing nothing ive worn myself out.  lol  k, well i hope everyone has a safe and fun memorial day tomorrow.

I love my brother.

|------------------------------------|  <--this much

I hardly ever see him anymore since we both moved out of our mom's house around the same time.  He turned 18 and moved in with his fiance; I was going crazy so I moved in with my dad.  Since then we're just hardly together anymore.

Luckily, a few months ago we got into the habit of me, my dad, my brother, and my [future] sister-in-law eating dinner together every Sunday.

Well, today my dad and I went to go pick up Brian and Koren [brother and brother's fiance] because their car is totaled.  Also, they are in the middle of moving and shuffling in some of my late grandfather's library - so the attic is opened up and there are boxes and bookcases and shelves everywhere: providing evil monsters plenty of places to lurk.

When we get out to the car, I sit down in the passenger seat, look down, and see a monster.

This has got to be the biggest house spider in the history of the universe.  I don't really know what kind it was because as soon as I realized there was a big ugly brown eight-legged thing about the size of my palm crawling up my leg I SPAZZED.

Me = hella bad arachnaphobe.

I still say that it was trying to eat me.

I managed the kick the spider off of my leg and into the floor of the car.

My valiant brother, springing into action to protect his little sister, grabbed the nearest napkin / kleenex like object and squooshed the evil monster in twain before it had the chance to attack again.

Where there was much courage and valor on my brother's part, there was much crying and hyperventilating on mine.

Brian said that if he'd seen a spider that big crawling up his leg, he probably would have freaked out as bad, if not worse, than I had.

Brian Phillip Mogensen-Vermillion is the person of the day.  Because he is my hero.

(My dad is the vice-person of the day, for he hugged me when I was freakin' out and then removed the squooshed spider carcass from the car.)

everyone must meet my 2 friends that have been hiding in my room

I don't like bugs.

did you know that mountain dew has more caffine than Dr. Perpper or Pepsi? well it does... so That's why i'm really hyper right now... i'm trying not to hit the wrong keys... cause i'm hyper...

So summer is here!!!!!!!!!!! oh and its already been a great one.... This is gonna be a summer I never ever ever forget and I can't wait to see what happens.... hanging out with my coolest friends in the world, maybe gettting a truck soon!!!, and sleeping in... oh I can't wait so anyways I hope everyone is doing well.... Leave some comments guys!!!!!!!!

To succeed,
we must first
BELIEVE
that we can.
- Michael Korda

Hello It's Been Awhile But I'm Back. Ok Here's The 411 On What's Happened Since The Last Post:

1: Got Out Of Daniel McKee The Gayest School Yet

(ask Chris Slate) It's Wayyyyy Overrated

2: Got A Job YAyyyyyyyyyyy

3:Got A New Computer (At Least 4 Me) He he

4:Fine Arts, Didn't Advance, O Well Always Next Year

And Other Things But That's Another Post.

Fine! A blog! Hahaha! Well life is horrible, but I'm feeling good though. My philosophy is there is always something good in life, no matter who or what it is. Well the next few days are going to be some of the most important days of my life. I'll see later! I like to randomly mess around with the subject of my blog. It keeps a reader interested and leaves them fitting the pieces of the puzzle together, the question is which parts are related to which? You figure it out, have fun!

Also, a random question. Can an object in motion have a constant acceleration and a constant velocity? If so, why? If not, why? Answer will be posted later.

Tell me, when will all this end?  I want to know.  I just can't take much more of it.  It's going to drive me crazy!!!!  I can't help but wonder why I try to make everything seem fun and exciting when all people try to do is pull you down.  I just don't know what I'm going to do.  I just don't know...

Why...

There is No Encounter Service this Tuesday. We will have service on  Tuesday June 6  at 7:07 pm God Bless!

Something inside me is empty. I am missing something. I don't know what it is or how to find it. I am not as depressed anymore, but I am not myself. At least not my self I enjoy being, the happy and hyper one. I feel very empty and I really need it to be filled. I don't think I have a heart anymore, I think it was broken too many times.

Practiced today.

One of my keys is messed up. Along with my playing.

Practice, practice, practice- says Mr. Lawson.

Saw a guy at O'Charleys who looks EXACTLY like Chris Lawson except shorter, and has brown hair. He even had the same Chin hair.

Happy Birthday Megan McDonald!

Creating a comic. Starring Jessica and Me.

Had a dream I was shot in the head.

Summer is boring. Now begins the Second week.

Need to steal a rifle from the Guard room. It'll give me something to do.

Happy Memorial Day tomorrow.

J'adore Grace.

Boy do I need to brush up on my French.

Danny

i had a fun weekend, camping with kellye&nick and kayla.
i swam at the base of a waterfall and played with fire.

but now i'm home, tired and lonely

it's not even technically summer,
but i've made a summer mix.
[after much elimination contemplation,
i managed to fit it on one disc]
and collaged it's cover
[though i know nothing of summer love or kissing in the grass]:

http://www.phusebox.net/users/photos/mids/4074971858bab5782e3e89a9558a6b8fa.jpg

1] "Summer in the City" -The Lovin' Spoonful
2] "Girl" -Beck
3] "Loose Leaves" -Bright Eyes
4] "Crabbuckit"- k-os
5] "Nights Of The Living Dead" -tilly & the wall
6] "Let Me Tell You About My Boat" -Mark Mothersbaugh
7] "a summer wasting" -belle & sebastian
8] "Kissing In The Grass" -Of Montreal
9] "june on the west coast" -Bright Eyes
10]"Photobooth"- Death Cab for Cutie
11]"Summer Lies"- The Magnetic Fields
12]"Up"-The Lucksmiths
13]"Long Distance Drunk"- modest mouse
14]"Summerbaby"- Polaris
15]"my slumbering heart"- Rilo Kiley
16]"Under The Rotunda" -The Lucksmiths
17]"100,000 Fireflies" -The Magnetic Fields
18]"California 2005 (Acoustic Version)"- Phantom Planet
19]"Your Legs Grow"- Nada Surf
20]"The Way That He Sings"- My Morning Jacket
21]"1979"- Smasing Pumpkins

 This is my car

This is a goat that lives beside my grandma.  

   and this is his home

 This is a rose at my grandma's house

 and some Dafadills (SP)

 and another rose

_____________________________________________________

I think i am going to minor in photography also. now i think that is 4 minors...lol

here beth just for you..

B
Brutal

E
Elitist

T
Talented

H
Handsome

 

C
Cool

O
Outrageous

O
Old

P
Principled

E
Excellent

R
RoundedWhat is you acronym?

new email address

stephen@diversionyouth.com

hole shit

i am hiper(i probably missed sp that too)
probably wont last long
so yeah felt like updating here so boo ya bitch
well i am out

          meg

leaving the 2nd to go to my cousin's graduation in st. louis...(that side of the family really has nothing to do with me, so i'll be alone...someone text me!! [verizon only..hehe] )
getting back from that trip on the 4th
wash all my clothes
leave the 5th for youth camp with my church (can't wait for the late-night talks and 3AM pranks...hmm...)
get back the 9th
go to a end-of-school party (hopefully) the 9th at my friend's house
get home that night...and sleep...sleep...sleep...

nothing else for the rest of the summer...
unless my dad's in one of those completely random, rare, happy moments and we all up and leave for a theme park..who knows with him...

but i'm not going to orlando as planned, so...yeah...
this summer = super boring....

I'm at the Bittners house right now... We're watching Ice Princess... It's neat

That is where my boyfriend is going for a month. Last time I talked to him he was stopped in Washington state visiting family before heading to Quebec and then to Ireland for what he called a "learning experience". Crazy how far apart life can take two people.

ITS SUMMER!!!

and im a SENIOR!!

= )  im so happy theres no more school....... i didnt do 2 hot on my finals, but thats alright!!

have a great summer.... since i never update this!! lol

A
Ambitious

S
Sweet

H
Healthy

E
Exciting

L
Lovable

Y
Yucky

 

M
Misunderstood

E
Earthy

A
Awkward

G
Glitzy

A
Ambivalent

N
Noisy





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Ashely, your signature color is Pink Chiffon

There's nothing saccharine about you — your sweetness is one hundred percent natural! A gentle, thoughtful romantic like you must be paired with a color that's soft and warm — but still has a subtle sophisticated sheen. That's why Pink Chiffon is the perfect color for you! You're probably known for making the most of every situation and trying to see the best in people. But while you may be cheerful and innocent at times, you're nobody's fool. You may see the world through rose-colored glasses, but you can still see, after all.

_______________________________________________________

I went to the greenway today after I visited with my grandmother for awhile. I go there to think...to breathe...to get away where I can be alone.

I've felt so many different emotions at the greenway. Complete happiness. Sadness. Fulfillment. Closure. Anticipation. Feeling lost. Feeling found. It seems to be my safe haven away from my world.

Listen to this song. It describes how I feel.

http://www.palisadehills.com/upload/03%20Be%20Be%20Your%20Love.wma

So Nathans wedding was recoded in HDTV! How cool is that! Itll be like watching a huge sporting event...... except not.....

I recently found out that my brother Tyler is going to Thailand with Aaron Shew to be a missionary for nine months. He leaves in mid-August, and I would appreciate it (and i'm sure he would too) if you kept him in your prayers. Thanks.
~Garrett

i'm happy.

and that's all you need to know    *grins*

---

"Does Anybody Hear Her?"  - Casting Crowns


She is running

A hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction

She is trying

But the canyon's ever widening

In the depths of her cold heart

So she sets out on another misadventure just to find

She's another two years older

And she's three more steps behind


Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?

Or does anybody even know she's going down today

Under the shadow of our steeple

With all the lost and lonely people

Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me

Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?


She is yearning

For shelter and affection

That she never found at home

She is searching

For a hero to ride in

To ride in and save the day

And in walks her prince charming

And he knows just what to say

Momentary lapse of reason

And she gives herself away


Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?

Or does anybody even know she's going down today

Under the shadow of our steeple

With all the lost and lonely people

Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me

Does anybody hear her? Can anybody see?


If judgement looms under every steeple

If lofty glances from lofty people

Can't see past her scarlet letter

And we never even met her


If judgement looms under every steeple

If lofty glances from lofty people

Can't see past her scarlet letter

And we never even met her


Never even met her


Does anybody hear her? Does anybody see?

Or does anybody even knows she's going down today

Under the shadow of our steeple

With all the lost and lonely people

Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me


Does anybody hear her? Does anybody see?

Does anybody even know she's going down today?

Under the shadow of our steeple

With all the lost and lonely people

Searching for the hope that's tucked away in you and me

Does anybody hear her? Does anybody see?


He is running a hundred miles an hour in the wrong direction

i will be going to medical school.

i will also be getting my doctorate. [i don't know how to spell it]

my cousin will be hooding me when i finally graduate medical school.

i'm very excited.

i love Ohio.

LOVE// Britt

yay!! liz's bday!!

no renaissace today but tommorrow w00t w00t i'm going with kim and her brother!!! yaya it's gonna be soo fun and it's raining today sooo whatever but i can't wait!!!!!

hey yall wel im finally updating! well im at abis grad party! im on her new laptop wow its nice. well this past weekend was my dance rectail! so sad it over but it went to so well! SCHOOLS OUT ITS SUMMER 06!!!!!!!!!!! and that means im pretty much a SENIOR 07!!!!!!!!!!! yeah baby well ami leaves for hawaii lucky her and then im leaving for st augustine on like june 12 or something like that. i cant wait! well im gonna go and enjoy yhe party! much love

~LIV~

I am sick. I don't like it.

I'm 19 now. It doesn't feel any different, not that any one ever said it was supposed to....

My birthday party was a lot of fun. I had no idea we could fit so many people into our apartment.

I've been getting into a lot of conversations about politics and religion lately. Does anyone else feel a revolution coming on? I think we need it.

I updated Yessy, and plan on continuing to do so: www.yessy.com/291
Go. See. Critique.

Farewell.

you have to force the words to form themselves, or else they linger and mingle around in your head. that just gets confusing. oi. i think this was the most recent poem i churned out, but i'm not so sure...

"tremors"

say it softly - like a murmur, quietly
and let him lie to you, next to you
although his touch feels like knives
and his words sound hateful
to you, your mind, mindful of
his past, and weary of your own.
when you first heard the taps on
your window at night, you disregarded
them, kinder than the way you
disregarded your parents' faith
but when he left you so did
the love you never had or wanted.
sometimes, when you speak, the earth
shudders with you and I remember
why you never say anything to him

---

what is it about this site that makes it so damn addictive? bah humbug.

So i applied for a job at Chuck E' Cheese the other day.. .and today i signed up to work with the toddlers- 3 year old at church for the next year. I am really excited. Me and Paige went sun bathing until we saw this HUGE Lightning bolt right beside our house so we went running inside.

Lets take a look back on junior year. It started off great with cross country. I improved my times and had soo many new friends. The cross country ended and life got hard to deal with. Many tears were shed. Track started and it started off okay. I finally improved, but then it started to suck and I hated the sport and half the team. Well regions came and track was okay because I made it to sectionals by placing second. Then my Granny passed away and other crap happened all in the same time span. So if I was to rate my junior year I would say it was a....C- or a D

So take that Junior year!

Well it's official. Summer has started. It must've because my family is already making me crazy. I'm sick of all the drama and frustration. The college countdown has started for me, and the sooner it gets here the better. There are definetely a lot of things I will NOT miss. But on the bright side....Thank God for a certain amazing boy who is great despite my crazy family and actually makes me happy. It's looking like he will be the highlight of my summer, and I'm just fine with that.

Girls
state is this week (may 28-june 3). It should be exciting, Alli A. and
Emily W are also going, but apparently we won't see ANY
of eachother b/c we are suppose to be making new friends...w/e, and
Colin K and James G are going to boys state at TTU, so yall have fun,
go crazy...but that is what I'll be doing for a week, I'm excited! Well
everyone have a great first week of summer!


POLIS

i slept in french braids and then had them in all day

i took them out and had very puffy hair

okay Ive done good soo far...a lil more than 24hrs but i havent not talked to him...But i do miss him like CRAZY..idk is is love or jus another skool girl crush??

rogan.  isnt that an amazing name?  thats what im naming my first child.  its gonna be so kewl.

i also named my car today.  his name is paco!

"one word" - kelly osbourne

One word breaks the code of silence
Silence tells me all I need to know
One Word
One Word, tells me everything I need to know

One world driven in to madness
Madness driven by the depths below
One Word
One Word, tells me everything I need to know

It's not the way that I want it
It's just the way that I need it
Day after day
It's not the way that I want it
It's just the way that I need it
Day after day

One lie tells a thousand stories
The greatest stories that were ever told
One Lie
One Lie, tells the greatest stories ever told

One man can predict the future
a future journey in to outer space
One Man
One Man, a future journey in to outer space

It's not the way that I want it
It's just the way that I need it
Day after day

It's not the way that I want it
It's just the way that I need it
Day after day

It's not the way that I want it
It's just the way that I need it
Day after day

rawr.

my friends make me happy.

like, a tingly stomach happy.

ok guys, i need to ask for prayer. i am here in new mexico, i've been here for a week. but my heart is hurting because i want to be at home with my friends, with people that know me and people that i know. it's hard being here and not having anyone that i am close to here with me. so please pray that i can make some good friends soon; people i can talk to and open up to. because i miss it. i love and miss you all.

~me

Rob the jewelry store and force them to make me some jewelry for my teeth
My teeth are covered with diamonds on the top and gold on the bottom

(Jermaine Dupri)
Pay attention! We are about to start a dental jewelry epidemic with this song
You know what this is. It's so great.

(Nelly)
I've got 30 diamonds covering my bottom teeth and 30 more at the top
They have invisible settings and look like little ice cube blocks
If I could name my mouth the way we name alcoholic drinks, I'd call this jewelry a "Smile on the Rocks"
If I could call out a price, I would tell you that it cost a lot
I have platinum and white gold, traditional gold
I change my dental jewelry every day the way rapper Jay-Z changes clothes
I might be wearing some beautiful dental jewelry while in my white t-shirt,
Or I could be on South Beach wearing my wife beater (sleeveless t-shirt)
The diamonds on my teeth are excellent quality, as you can see
You understand, my grandmother hates me to wear them, but my girlfriend loves it
because when I...

(Woman)
Open up your mouth, the jewelry on your teeth is gleaming
And I keep my eyes low because I smoked a lot of marijuana and your dental jewelry is so bright it hurts to look at it

(Nelly)
I have got some dental jewelry I call "penny candy", because it has many different colored gems
It also looks like the candies Now n' Laters, gum drops and jelly beans, all of which come in many colors
I wouldn't leave it for anything--only a crazy man would
So if you see me in your city, somewhere out in your neighborhood, just say,

CHORUS
"Smile for me, boyfriend
(What are you looking at?)
Please, let me see your dental jewelry
(Let you see my what?)
Your dental jewelry."
(Rob the jewelry store and force them to make me some jewelry for my teeth )
She said, "Smile for me, boyfriend
(What are you looking at?)
Let me see your dental jewelry
(Let you see my what?)
Your dental jewelry."
(The top was all diamonds and the bottom was pink gold made from and alloy of gold mixed with copper)

(Paul Wall)
What are you doing, dear?
I'm Houston rapper Paul Wall and I am as famous for designing diamond dental jewelry for celebrities as I am for making music
My own personal dental jewelry has so many diamonds that it reflects light like a disco ball covered with tiny mirrors
I have all the diamonds set by hand
And there are so many diamonds that look like ice they could lower the temperature if I took a deep breath
My teeth are gleaming as if I were chewing on aluminum foil
I'm smiling, showing off my diamonds and sipping on a famous illegal Houston cocktail made with prescription cough syrup

I don't just boast about diamonds--I actually bought some dental jewelry for myself
Mine contains 20 carats of diamonds and cost me $30,000, so everyone can see for themselves that I am genuinely wealthy
I feel motivated by the high quality diamonds of approximately 1/3 carat each
The jewelry in my mouth simply symbolizes success
I also have very expensive watches and necklaces that draw attention
But it's my smile that really makes people stare at me
My mouth jewelry simply certifies that I am a real success
When I open up my mouth and you see more carats than a salad has carrots
My teeth are amazing and cause strong emotions in everyone who sees them
You could call me George Foreman, because like him, I sell a lot of grills

CHORUS

(Gipp)
I have got yellow, purple and red stones in my dental jewelry
The lights reflecting from my mouth are going to hit you and make you dizzy
You can see me in my convertible car with the top down
The jewels in my mouth are brightly colored like a box of Kellogg's Froot Loops cereal for children

(Ali)
This is what we do in St. Louis
We wear diamond dental jewelry and speak in Southern slang
Where the hustlers sell drugs
And the gangsters shoot guns
Where I have the diamonds in my mouth, they are easy to see
On the top and the bottom
You can see how expensive they were

(Gipp)
I don't mean to show disrespect to others, but I want this fact to be known
I was the first to wear this fashion of diamond dental jewelry
Yes, these cheap women can hardly see because my sparkling mouth makes their vision blurry
I'm driving a car with fancy wheels and you can see my mouth jewelry

(Ali)
I have got four different sets of dental jewelry, which is fabulous
One set is white gold and one is yellow gold, like the two big chains often worn together by Brooklyn rapper Fabolous
And the other set is the same, but it has my name on it

(The top row is all diamonds and the bottom row is gold)

CHORUS

(Woman)
Boy, how you get your teeth that way and
How much did you pay for your dental jewelry?
Every time I see you
The first thing I'm going to say is, "Hey.....

CHORUS

I gave in to the craze.

See? This is the way the world ends.

.
.
.

If I know you, come rescue me from my boring summer. But, make sure you call first.

.
.
.

If you need my phone number, lemme know. I'll email it to you. Creepy people just aren't cool.

less than three <3

Claire

(ps, email: glockmemoirs@yahoo.com)

give me commetns right now!!!!!

its in the name of a competition!!!

if you dont i will not push the button every 2 hours and something bad will happen

give me commetns right now!!!!!

its in the name of a competition!!!

Psalm 16:2

I said to the Lord," You are my Lord; apart from you I have no good thing."
. Do we believe that? I
mean really.  In this context, the psalmist has probably lost
anything of natural value ( from material to like um, a significant
other )Can we say that to God? ( I say we because I definitely include
myself)

And please, don't just look at this as another one of those " Do you
really mean this" verses, where you think " ooo, mmmm, yeah, that's
good, we need to stop over looking that verse and really think about
that."

Don't do that.

I think we're too used to that thinking, of, you know, when someone gives a verse, we now know to look at it more closely.

But I think that's starting to become empty, because we've been pushed
to reconsider so many times, we don't REALLY reconsider any more.

It's more like a "motivating afterthought" than a deep life changing commitment.

BUT I'M SERIOUS GUYS.  if everything was taken from us, Can we
really look at God and say " Apart from you, I HAVE NO GOOD THING." Can
we?

Can we do that?  Is He that important to us?  Because I'm saying THIS to myself:

HE NEEDS TO BE.

I hate how I can get so wrapped up in everything else, and not come to grips with this, because WHEN ALL THIS IS GONE, HE IS ALL I HAVE.  And NOTHING ELSE MATTERS.

I know I can let this pass me by, so I'm asking everyone else as well
as myself, to really stop and get God to where He needs to be:

You're absolute everything, your one care more than all things, so much
so, that in Him, you could be completely satisfied, if everything else
was taken from you.

ok so how can someone NOT get offended if their own friend blocks them and forgets about them on aim?  i mean its not really that i was blocked its more the fact that they FORGOT about me.  what does that say to you? 

I leave for New York tomorrow.

Wish me well.

 I'm really excited.

I'll miss you all.

The back of my neck is so sunburned. It hurts like nobody's biz.

Mom woke me up early today, around 10 I think *grrr* so we could go trawling. Hmm, trawling is avery good word for it, meaning we went to other peoples yard sales and asked them if they wanted to donate thier leftovers to us for the sale next weekend. I learned lots of things today, like babby dolls that were made in the 70's have really creepy faces (their eyes are huge and they have eerie smiles).

I have Eric Clapton stuck in my head *I feel free,bum bum bum bum bumbadum*. Maybe it's because I HAVE NO MORE SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yeah thats what I said.