2 days and ill be in minnesota

minnesota for 3 weeks

then we DRIVE to texas and stay for another 3 weeks

this is what i will be doing this summer

6 weeks with no friends

i love dad alot but its crazy to go that long with no teens beside erin

tomorrow is my last day in the boro and ill spend all night with my youth kids

love you guys tons and tons

-emily

2nd row. as cities burn concert. playing "the nothing that kills". amazing song. about 6-7 mins. long. jenny gets a knee,shoe or leg or something to the head. she falls down. realizes "holy crap i need to get up or else i'm gonna get trampled". no one helped her up which wasnot right. but she gets up. thinks to herself "i wanna cry because that hurt. but i'm not going to". so she went to the bathroom and poured some water on her head where she had gotten hit.  she then went back into the room and took some pictures of cody doing "the widow" by himself. she got excited. sang along really loudly like everyone else. then the show was over.

so there ya go. there's the interesting part of my nite last nite.

have a lovely day, all...

-jen-

ahhhhhhhhhhh!!!! soooo much time sooooo little to do!!!!

i love it!!!!

Cara and I went to watch An American Haunting this afternoon. It was pretty good, but it was really slow and left you with more questions coming out then when you went in. I liked it and now I am interested in the legend of the Bell Witch.

I knew that when I got my tongue pierced there were cetain foods I wouldn't be able to eat for about a week.

Really hot (spicy) foods, salty foods, really crunchy or hard to chew with a swollen tongue foods.

Right now, if I want my tongue to not hurt, my diet consists of soup, broth, or ice cream.  I was able to manage a slice of cheese pizza (even though I probalby shouldn't have since pizza sauce has so many spices in it) and a slice of birthday cake.  But my tongue hurt a lot afterwards.  It proably didn't help that I talked a lot yesterday too.

Anyways.  The food thing is a lot harder than I thought it would be.  I've never really been successful at restricting myself dietaritly in the past, but I don't think I ever realized how much of a crutch food is for me.  When you have a long history of hating your body, and you've gained somewhere along the lines of thirty or forty pounds in the past year and a half, it's rather disconcerting to realize just how bad the problem is.

Jokes about the tongue ring being a clever weight loss device are funny, I guess.  But it kind of stings when you realize that there actually is a problem.

So...I've decided that this girl is PRETTY M-AZING!  Ya know why?

Cause she loves Jesus SO much!  She's helped me SO much throughout our friendship.  She's an INSPIRATION to everyone she meets.  She's an INSPIRATION spiritually. She's always there 4 me.  She's flat out M-AZING!  And I love her.  JESUS DOES TOO!

+GOD BLESS TIMES INFINITY!+

Love, Nina Bina

  

  

 

  

  ^^aww...not even cool.^^ 

  

  

  

  

  

so i have been on here one year and a couple of days...i am guessing that i updated the 1st day i got this..which was may 31st...

wow, i am just thinking one year ago...wow...a BUNCH of things have changed since then...wow..yeah, i am still out of cheerleading which i is making me upset to see all the stunt groups getting to very advance stunts and i am just sitting there...again...for like the 80th time...hopefully by this time next week i will be cleared...

And I feel so bad for not being elated that the baby is coming soon.  I am just very sick from the pregnancy and very uncomfortable.  I am trapped at home for the most part, alone because Joey is at work.  I can't leave because of my panic attacks, and when I can leave I only feel comfortable going to my parents' house.  I was enjoying swimming last week at my parents' house, but this week it's been all rainy in the afternoons.  I'm generally too sick to get out before noon.

I'm looking out the sliding doors of our apartment and the sky is dark again.  It seems that's just par for the course.  My life has become pathetic due to all this sickness.  I just can't kick it.  Joey constantly reminds me that I am pregnant, and it will all be over soon.  That isn't comforting.  Also, after I have the baby it will still take about 3 months to get back to normal.  How am I going to take care of Alden when I am sick all the time?  I don't know how that will work out. 

I read everyone's myspaces, facebooks, phuseboxes, etc., and I see them being active and having fun with their lives.  That was me about 7 months ago before this shit storm.  And it has been so dissapointing.  First, I was too sick to work anymore.  Second, I was too sick to go to school.  Third, I had to medically withdraw from school- something I love doing.  Fourth, I became stuck in the house unless Joey can go somewhere with me.  Fifth, I developed a fear of going to most places even when Joey is with me.  Sixth, I continue getting more sick and more uncomfortable, more trapped and more alone. 

It's sad because this is not the usual state of things for me.  I am outgoing and love to be doing things to improve my life and to help those around me.  I am now incapacitated to do much of anything.  Joey tells me all pregnant women, or most, are like this in their last trimester, but I don't care.  I don't want to sit around.  It is so boring, and it makes me move towards depression.  I can't take care of Joey or do much for him.  We can't go out on dates.  I don't feel like having people over.  I don't even feel comfortable talking to people on the phone.

My life has just gotten ridiculous here lately.  I hope it stops getting worse at least.  It'd be nice if things could start to get better.  If I could just feel better I could get a handle on my anxious and depressive thoughts.  But for now, I suppose I just have to wait out the storm.

today i was going through my binder and throwing out everything (because i dont need it anymore!!!) and i found this poem i wrote in the beginning of the year. i forgot about it, but i think i was really really mad at someone while i was writing it. here it goes:

What is this feeling?

It's not love, not hate

Why did you do it?

Why did I do it?

Is it because I don't love you?

or simply not care?

Part of me says I did the right thing

while the other regrets it

 Part of me still loves you

while the other tries to avoid you

Did I do it for revenge?

I feel like you need to be hurt

But I see you

and I feel sorry for you

Because deep down I know you still love me

as much as I love you

So why did I do it?

Why did you do it?

Jelousy?

My love?

Another's love?

It may not be true

but i can't help thinking

This love wasn't meant for me

The moment it happened, things changed

Everything changed

The jokes stopped, the feelings stopped

Your feelings stopped

It was like a barrier came between you and me

Between us

All i could think was

How did this happen?

Why did this happen?

Jelousy?

My love?

Another's love?

This whole thing is just two battles:

A fight for him

A fight for her

We end up in the worst positions:

A silent battle between each other

Trying to win the battle

with our "so-called" love

Then something bigger happens

Is this bad?

Or could it be good?

No, this can't be good

Once again, things change

but more drastically

This time, everything stops

Even our friendship, which used to be so great

dropped down to almost nothing

I don't know who my friends are during this

Those who bring me up?

Those who bring me down?

Down

with the others

The pessimists

The ungodly

The ones who encourage drama

just to bring others down

I feel I need to bring you down

Because there's no more love, no more emotion

But why?

It wasn't you

or was it?

But it can't be me

or could it?

There are so many questions that can't be answered

So here i am

writing a silly little poem that no one will understand

But me

Or will you?

Could you read this and understand?

Feel how I do?

No

No, you can't

Because right now

I feel so alone...

yeah, it's kinda crappy, but i was mad when i wrote it and i still dont understand what i was going through then.

So I've been on Phusebox for a whole year now, so I guess that today is my Phusebox anniversary... ha ha... I went back to my first entry a couple of days ago only to realize that I made my first entry on June 1. If I remember correctly, I made my Phusebox account the night Nathan told me about it.

Poll: Which would you rather deal with? A heavy camera with awesome features, or a lightweight camera with not as many features? I'm trying to find something lightweight with awesome features... but just in case I can't... let me know what you think. Consider the fact that I love to take pictures and I view a camera as a necessity.

I AM SO SORRY I HAVE NOT BEEN ON IN A WHILE.......well today was my graduation.....here i come middle school! anyways so like Ally and Doc from the Kingdom Players spent the night at my house last night. It was fun we stayed up till like 12:30.

Tommorrow i am going to my best friends birthday party so i cant come to the cook out or the fine arts yardsale. i send my love to everyone, except for the people i dont know but i send my love to them too just not as much. anyways well i g2g please remark me i will see yall on sunday.

Oh P.S. i love this picture of kenny, dont tell him i have it.

They look so much alike, lol!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 

This is the view from the lookout portion of the CN Tower. I zoomed in a little...

I hope that all is well. I am in the airport heading to Montreal and then to Paris. I will be gone a month. I  hope that all is well in the Boro and K-town.




Au Revior,
Jason

I am in New York.

I am going to see Wicked.

Go ahead.                      Take a bite out of my Big Apple.

I passed Biology!!!!!!

So I didn't go to school today. Basically i couldn't sleep last night until 3:45am. It's been a long time since i've been up that late. But yeah, I'm home right now just killing time before I have to go to work at 2. I need to make up some hours i missed on tuesday. Well other than that I'm out of news. so i'm gonna go, more like sit here and watch tv.

I am so bored!!!!!!!!!! It is nothing to do in this town.  I have been to the movies, gone skating, hung out at friends houses but it's not doing it for me like it use to.  If anybody wants to do something just message me and we will go have a ball.=) 

My stupid computer died! The power went out last night and when i tried to turn it back on nothing. : (  I'm on this stupid laptop right now and very bitchy about it. Me=badmood. : (

Please visit my store!

I went back to the doctor today because this week has been the worst aside from the week I was out of school. I figured it was still just my gall bladder acting up. Well, to my surprise my gall bladder is somewhat better, but I'm not able to tell because I have food poisoning on top of all this other mess. It's like I start getting rid of one thing and here comes another. On the bright side, the poisoning should go away in 3-9 days which is much faster than the whole gall bladder thing is taking. I'm hoping all this sickness is not planning on sticking around with me all summer.

today we are t-minus about a week and 2 days till fuge and i am winding up the process of picking songs for the week. God has really got some cool things picked out for church group devo's. I can't wait to see how God shows up during the week! This will probably be my last trip to Fuge in my 1st -12th grade career. So i really want to do my best to leave an impact on the city of St. Louis. I really haven't picked what i want to do and frankly it really doesn't matter what i want but its what God wants. If he wants to put me out of my comfort zone for the week bring it on. one song we are going to do is probably a new song but the lyrics go like this.there such wonderful lyrics from Starfield talking about laying all we have down at the feet of the one who is worthy of worship.

The whole earth
Is filled with Your glory Lord
Angels and men adore
Creation longs for what's in store
May You be honoured and glorified
Exalted and lifted high
Here at Your feet I lay my life

Have an awesome day!! -stephen

Cats are cute look at the pictures I have with cats in them...
























Yep... That's all of them... a total of... wait... 12 out of... wait... 146... I'm proud... and sick... not fun... g2g... bye... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... yeah that's getting boring... so... bye...

Thats my cute kitty! i love him so0o0o0o much!!! well i really dont have much to write so0o0 just message me..... byebye

<3 always

Candace:)

yeah.its really boring. im pretty sure i love summer. i had fun at the river last weekend. yeah. i played in the sand...so what?!!?!?.lolso im silly. but hey i have fun.lolashley loves trees.lolmyself.

if u have aim im me=babilove329

my myspace is www.myspace.com/i_love_u_idiot

Hey,

My brother shaved his head into a mohawk...

interesting...huh?

But Mom made him shave the rest of it off, so he is bald now...lol

No one seems to know what's going on right now in my family.  I guess that's why I don't update.  My great grandmother is dying and they aren't going to do anything about it.  I just need someone's shoulder to cry on...

This is a story about a girl named Lucky...

Early morning, she wakes up
WITH A knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for makeup, perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
THEY GO
Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?

And they say...

She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry,cry,cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothin' missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

Lost in an image, in a dream,
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning
But tell me, what happens when it stops?
THEY GO
Isn’t she lovely, this Hollywood girl?

And they say...

She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothin' missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

"Best actress, and the winner is...Lucky!"
"I'm Roger Johnson FROM Pop News standing outside the arena waiting for Lucky!"
"Oh, my God...here she comes!"

Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?
She is so lucky, but why does she cry?
If there is nothin' missing in her life
Why do tears come at night?

AND THEY SAY

She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothin' missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night

AND THEY SAY

She's so lucky (she's so lucky)
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothin' missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night
 I truly Hate this song <3<3<3

 "Is that Orlando Bloom?" -- Hannah Montana

mk...another random thought...why isnt there a hot pink color for text on phusebox?  i like hot pink...so does brent! tehehe!

I recently read that ten out of two people are dyslexic.

hey hos,

well i am hoping today is beeter then yesterday
i have about 2 weeks untill i leave to go to pa!!!!
woooooootnesssssssssss
me sooo happy
i cant wait....
kay is coming over on this coming wenesday...
i hope........
and a week end of july and begianing of august
we are going to a cabin at a lake
and it's right on the the lake too
me soooooo happy
well i am out so peace

            meg

Well life has been going pretty good lately.  I hope everyone is doing fine and everyone has big plans for summer.  I know one person of which i am EXTREMELY jealous, but yeah, you know who you are. LoL.  Summers going okay so far.  Not much is happening but what can you expect its just the first couple of days. 

Oh here are some amazing quotes i found last night:

You ever realize that when life is going perfect and everything just seems right something goes wrong? Well, just think if nothing ever went wrong in your life how would you have known things were perfect before?
-an unknown teacher

Success is going failure to failure and not losing enthusiasm
-Abraham Lincoln

God is the Gentlemen; He doesn't make us do anything or make anything happen to us.  He leaves it all up to us and whatever we allow so does he.
-Dr. Fredrick K.C. Price

Life can only be understood backwards, but it must be lived forwards.
Soren Kierkegaard

Life is not just something you can twist around and manipulate. Tomorrow is never promised to us. Don't take life for granted. Quinshawn only had one life, and he bet it all on a "game" of Russian Roulette...and he lost.

Rest in Peace Quinshawn-may your sould fly high and your spirit set you free.

my last day at church for 6 loooooong weeks

after it me, erin, kael, cheshire, amber, and sara went to expresso joes and stayed untill they politely kicked us out by turning all the lights out

then we (minus sara) went to ambers house and ate her food. after we had been there a while me amber and chesh went to the garage "to get a drink" and window painted erins car. then we sat around till midnight talking about school.....and band we talked about lots and lots of band, and band directors that people dont happen to like *cough*rhody*cough*  it was fun and quite interesting to see two SHS kids point of view of thier own band.

the hours of talking made me realize something once again

I LOVE OAKLAND HIGH SCHOOL

*sways and sings the alma mater*

goondnight

- milly

So... a very eventful weekend and not much time to write about it. Awesome holiday weekend. After a long week of trim and tile Havan, Linda, and I went waterskiing on saturday, Sunday a group of us went to see X-3, and then I was going to work on monday but Havan offered to go dirtbiking... yeah, no work on monday, dirtbiking was awesome. We went biking on one of Mr Tuckers and Mr. Montgomerys farm investments. The Montgomery's had a whole bunch of bikes and people to go, they loaned Havan and I each a bike to use... it was great. Met a fellow phuser while there Chelsey Montgomery. Been working every day since... ready for this weekend of fun and rest. There are more details as to the weekend but my time is limited so that is all that you get here, for more in depth give me a call. Hope everyone is having a fantastic summer.

well my second job didnt work out they tried to go from eight dollars an hour to five seventy five an hour needless to say i turned it down i make more than that at taco bell wow this past week as been rather interesting lol i leave in like seven hours for north carolina i wanna go but then again i dont its at least a ten hour drive not looking forward to that at all lol who would be hopefully im gonna get to go to florida in a few weeks if a certain someone would talk to her parents *cough cough leah* lol love ya girl well guess thats enough for now i wont be on for four days so yall have fun i wanna move and i want ........ well lets not go there

summer insomnia is kicking in and i have to work tomarrow i dont know what to do because im needing sleep.
: /
what to do?
anyone have ideas

Kerosene
Miranda Lambert

I'm waitin' on the sun to set cause yesterday aint over yet
I started smoking cigarettes there's nothing else to do I guess
Dusty roads aint made for walking, spinning tires aint made for stoppin'
I'm giving up on love cause love's given up on me

I gave it everything I had and everything I got was bad
Life aint hard but it's too long to live it like some country song
Trade the truth in for a lie, cheating really aint a crime
I'm giving up on love cause love's given up on me

Forget you high society, I'm soakin' it in Kerosene
Light 'em up and watch them burn, teach them what they need to learn HA!
Dirty hands aint made for shakin', aint a rule that aint worth breakin'
Well I'm giving up on love cause love's given up on me

Now I don't hate the one who left You
He's out there holding on to someone, I'm holding up my smoking gun
I'll find somewhere to lay my blame the day she changes her last name
Well I'm giving up on love cause love's given up on me
Well I'm giving up on love HEY love's given up on me

whisper in the yard and turn the trees all into toys
lay there on the ground and turn the dirt into your joy
from what i see and what i know it's all been boring lately
so i suggest we trade a question mark in for a maybe
time your riddles right and make a point that has no sense
make sure that you're smiling and the money's been well spent
innocence and ignorance it all goes hand in hand
i'm not sure that i'm right but i hope you'll understand
i hope that you're still waiting for the start that has no end
and all the plastic people have now become your friends
before you start to drift and your soul begins to scream
i just wanted to tell you that you're living in a dream

To me, one of the hardest things sometimes..

Is being who God wants me to be..
Even when people don't seem to notice.

So it is time to kick back, relax, and live this summer up...who's with me!?

 

This is going to be one heck of a summer....and I cant wait!

So I caved and I joined the hip people with a myspace, except it is really pissing me off and I have spent 5 hours trying to figure it out! here it is!

http://www.myspace.com/PenguinFanatic

btw, I am not giving up phusebox or xanga.

There's this Live Action show called Pretty Guardian Sailor Moon that I looked up on YouTube. I'm telling ya, I was hooked on all 49 episodes. I almost cried at the end...

It's basically taking the Cartoon Sailormoon (which was originally Japanese) and using Real people as the Sailor Soldiers (Japanese women). It's very different from the cartoon, so if you like Sailormoon then maybe you should look it up!

I hate it when things end. Whether if it's video games, or TV series or whatever. I don't like being sad. And of course, it's ALWAYS sad.

I mean look at Phantom of the Opera. Both the Phantom and Raoul lose the person they love. Plus, the Phantom never gets the chance to truly be with someone.

Look at The Fresh Prince of Bel-Air! The family separates, going to different places in their lives.

Same as in Boy Meets World! Everyone splits up and moves on.

Cheers! Well...I haven't watched any episodes of Cheers, but just watching the Title Song makes me sad.

It's like when a show ends, we close off a part of our lives in which we were able to find happiness for short period of time.

It's like the show is someone who dies. Someone who made you laugh, made you inspired, made you angry, made you cry. And now it's over.

But I guess that's a part of growing up.

Maybe the reason parents want us as young'uns to stop watching so much TV is because we get hooked into people Fantasy lives, and when we finally get out, it's hurts.

...

...

Neh. That can't be the reason.

Well I tried.

Danny

  Wow, I get a blog and all I can thing to do is to pimp my website! WOO HOO!!!!! If you love anime, particularly chibi's, then please visit my storeCheers for Chibis! I have a wide variety of shirts, pj's, kid's clothes, journals, mousepads, you name it! It's currently new so I will be continuously working on it and putting out new products. Come take a look around! It's totally free to browse! :D

wow. im going to miss yall. but dont have too much fun without me! (or cause too much drama) ahaha. and i shall take TONS of pictures for yall.. loveee you more than you know! hawaii here i come!

Today went from good to really bad really fast! I don't ever like days like this!

So far, in two ish months, the FC media department has fired 5 people! I am not at all happy! We have lost 2 cuties, a great friend, one sweet heart, and one... other. I already miss everyone like crazy! I can't believe they are getting rid of so many talented people! What's FC coming to?

Well, that is basically it...

Summer is lots of fun.

Hangin out all day…

How cool is that?

Tomorrow is just another fun day, but Friday everyone will be gone so I guess I am gonna swim all day.

Sorry I've been gone.
SO BUSY DOIN STUFF!
I'll be back soon…

 <JacoB> 

So...haven't used this in forever. Lots has changed since the past update. I look at this a lot,and don't change it.

Personal reasons..don't need to get in to it right now.

I date Ashley now...I guess that's cool. I like her,I do. But we never get to see each other,and it's just not cool.

But,it's all good...

Ever had something inside you that you can't tell anyone?

In other news,I'm in the preproduction process of a film I'm making.

If any one is interested in being in it,let me know...if you're a lady,you have to like to wear preppy clothes or rockish clothes. If you're a dude,you gotta be white and you have to like to wear wigger clothes.

Walking In Memphis - Marc Cohn

Put on my blue suede shoes

And I boarded the plane

Touched down in the land of the Delta Blues

In the middle of the pouring rain

W.C. Handy -- won't you look down over me

Yeah I got a first class ticket

But I'm as blue as a boy can be


Then I'm walking in Memphis
Walking with my feet ten feet off of Beale

Walking in Memphis

But do I really feel the way I feel


Saw the ghost of Elvis

On Union Avenue
Followed him up to the gates of Graceland

Then I watched him walk right through

Now security they did not see him

They just hovered 'round his tomb

But there's a pretty little thing

Waiting for the King

Down in the Jungle Room


(Chorus)


They've got catfish on the table

They've got gospel in the air

And Reverend Green be glad to see you

When you haven't got a prayer

But boy you've got a prayer in Memphis


Now Muriel plays piano

Every Friday at the Hollywood

And they brought me down to see her

And they asked me if I would --

Do a little number

And I sang with all my might

And she said --

"Tell me are you a Christian child?"

And I said "Ma'am I am tonight"


(Chorus)


Put on my blue suede shoes
And I boarded the plane

Touched down in the land of the Delta Blues

In the middle of the pouring rain

Touched down in the land of the Delta Blues

In the middle of the pouring rain
 

Hello hello.  I hijacked a friend's laptop to update for the first time in a long time.  Janael went back to portland and left me here alone.  So I started hanging out with my card-playing friends again.  They introduced me to a new card game, VS.  it's like Magic with superheros.  I got my money from the hail damage in Apil and went and bought a bunch of cards.  I am building a Batman deck and a deck around my favorite superhero of all-time, Green Lantern.  Me, Eric, Sammy, and Blake (the owner of this laptop) all went to the Bellvue mall and hung out at Next Level Games.  I bough everything for my decks.  Eric is becoming my best friend again and making me wonder why we ever stopped hanging out.  I still don' have a woman in my life, but that's all right.  If it happens it'll happen.  I love the new A.F.I. song, Ms. Murder.  And I bought Nickelback's new cd.  "Saving Me" makes me cry, I am man enough to admit it.  I still have about 300 dollars left to blow.  Oh and I congratulate all of the 2006 graduates.  Even the ones who don't like me.  Too bad, I still wish ya'll the best of luck.  Hope everything goes good for everyone I know.  God Bless.

                     ~Jon "The Omen" Allmon

"Far Away" - Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

"Miss Murder" - A.F.I.

Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,
take my life?

whoa-oh-ohh

With just a look they shook
And heavens bowed before him.
Simply a look can break your heart.
The stars that pierce the sky;
He left them all behind.
We’re left to wonder why
He left us all behind.

Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,
take my life?
whoa-oh-ohh
(ohh)

Dreams of his crash won’t pass
Or how they all adored him.
Beauty will last when spiraled down.
The stars that mystify
He left them all behind.
And how his children cry
He left us all behind.

Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,
take my life?
whoa-oh-ohh

What's the hook, the twist
within this verbose mystery?
I would gladly bet my life upon it.
That the ghost you love, your ray of light
Will fizzle out without hope.
When the empty sand just flowing through our empty skin,
Ever searching for what we were promised.
Reaching for the golden ring we never let go,
Who would ever let us put our filthy hands upon it.

Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,
take my life?
whoa-oh-ohh

Hey Miss Murder can I?
Hey Miss Murder can I?
Make beauty stay if I,
take my life?
whoa-oh-ohh

 I am wondering love can be so simple. I sure know that mine isn't this easy!!! My boyfriend is just weird like that I guess.

Can anyone tell me why my phone is sending tons of the same image? I mean my friend Brittany is gorgeous, but I don't think she would want her face in my photobox like 100 times...haha, anyone know?

Be on fire for God EVERYWHERE you go! (i know i know...much easier said than done...) It makes you feel so good because you know that you have impacted some other person's life! You have planted a seed and one day, it might be able to grow!

in Him,Kate

so when i went to erin this weekend me and clayton were driving thru dover when he saw this little red sports car so he pulled a u-ey and we were looking at it. and it was in pretty good shape. they had 3,400 written on the windshield and we were both stilll in the car but we couldn't figure out wwhat the hell it was. like the little emblem thingy was on the hood and i recognized it but couldn't figure out what it was so we jump out of the car and turns out the damn thing is a PORSCHE. a porsche! for 3,400!! the only thing wrong with the outside was a dent in the passenger side front fender. but that can totally be popped right out. the interior wasn't in the greatest of shape. but nothing a little tlc won't fix. i'm like in love with this damn car lol. i'm like seriously thinking about finding a way to buy it. b/c i know if i talk to the guy i can soo get him to come down on the price. it's been sitting there for a while and u can tell. the window chalk was running down the window lol. the only thing is that if i DID get it i would have to make clayton teach me how to drive a stick b/c it's a five speed but i don't care. it's cute! it's a little red two seater. and it has a sun roof!! c'mon. it has me written all over it lol. but ne ways. enough about cars. how is summer going for u guys??

I decided to go to phusebox today when I whent to the library. I haven't written anything since forever since I don't have the internet ...(the sound of no one careing). Anywho, I want to appologize to a certain someone who I got attitudie...attitudinous...(wtf?), an attitude with on the phone? That doesn't make since... Anyway you know who you are and so anyone else reading this really doesn't matter. I just wanted it to be known that even if Im stupid sometimes and an ass during moments, that I don't mean it and that your a very important person to me... even if I don't show it? Since no one other than mega pedophiles and people with no direct involvement to my life that are just extremely bored are going to read this, Im going to stop typing and go back to listening to J-pop and watching downloaded episodes of anime. Peace

Well hiya. This is liz and sarah. And Shawn McDonald is amazing, and everyone should go and listen to him. We dedicate this amaaaazing song to some bois in Tennessee!!! You know who u are sugga daddys . hahaha omg thats funny. <3 liz and sarah

Just Kidding :p

This is a funny joke...

The bishop spoke to the congregation about the priest and nun shortage.
    "Too many of you are only having one child and letting them go off into other professions. I propose that each family have 3 children: one for the father, one for the mother, and one for the church.
    A few weeks later, the bishop was out grocery shopping when he saw a prengant woman in his parish. But before he could say hello, she shouted above the crowd, "This one's yours, Bishop!"




That makes me laugh...

Oh, and Emily... I LOVE OMIMONIPIA!!! What's that again?...

For everyone but Emily, Krista, Mrs.Beth, and momma... don't ask... it's an inside joke...

I cut my hand on a piece of glass last night and it really hurts.

SCHOOLS OUT!!!!!!

i don't know why i let myself get so easily angered... it's just one more thing i can't keep control of, and i don't like it. i don't like not being in control.

i know it's just a flaw i have, and i know i need to chill out about it, but i can't get myself to. if i'm not in control of myself, i get really anxious and kind of sick to my stomach.

on another note, I really like that song 'giving up' by silverstein: "i used to make the light shine for you.' i know it's a old song, but still...

less than three <3

claire

hey everyone...

im bored

leave me comments

also check out my myspace if u wanna

www.myspace.com/iceebubblz

if u have one too, u can request friendship if ud like.

ttfn

So as some of you may already know, I was not too happy with a little company called Sony after an incident last fall with Switchfoot CDs. My anger had finally subsided some, but alas, now Sony has done it again - at least to me. My $400 camera that I got last spring as an early graduation gift now has a broken zoom. Yeah, it's barely over a year old. And the zoom is broken. Guess what? Sony wants my family to pay them $200 to fix it. No way am I paying that... grrr... what makes them think that sort of customer service is going to make me willing to buy anything from them ever again?

So yeah... I guess I need a new camera. Bummer. Anna Miller, I wish you better luck and happiness with your new Sony camera than I ever had with mine.

Mom said I can play with her Nikon for a while though. It's not digital but it is very nice.

I also start my summer school class next Monday. Whoo hoo I can hardly wait (note the sarcasm in my typing... lol...)

On a more positive note...

So something that is muy bueno is the video contest I was going to enter now has an extended deadline to turn in the video. The only downside to this is that I think it was extended because no one was turning in videos... and I would have had a much better chance of winning... oh well... lol... since I have more time now, maybe I should invest a bit in editing software that isn't Window Movie Maker. If you have any suggestions please let me know. And I need an external DVD burner as well...

Why are my interests expensive?

Don't forget about the events this weekend, mentioned in my previous entry.

Theory of the day: MTSU gets less money than UT, even though MT is a bigger school. If MTSU got the money it actually needed, MTSU employees would be happier. In return, they would be more helpful to the students and we would be happier too.

Quote of the day (actually yesterday): "I have the imagination of a squirrel." -Amy Bonin

I had my interview this morning. It went ok, they said the only thing that they were worried about was that I was so quiet. They are suppost to call me or something in a few weeks. I wonder if I will get the job or not. I probably get to go to the lake on Sunday with Chirs and Haven and whoever else is going, so that should be a ton of fun. ~12 days till my birthday!!!~

i biked 7 miles at the greenway and im feeling quite good about myself

I can make anybody pretty.
I can make you believe any lie.
I can make you pick a fight with somebody twice your size.
I've been known to cause a few break-ups,
and I've been known to cause a few births.
I can make you new friends, or get you fired from work.

Who Am I?



::b

Okay, right, so it's not very good.  It's an Inspiron B130, the cheapest thing you can buy.  Aw well, it works nicely for me.  Indeed, I am writing this via it, and it turns out that there is a wireless network so close to where I live that I am currently using it!  Is this bad?  Probably.  Oh well.

Anywho, I went to Harding this weekend.  Loooong drive.  But we did eventually get there.  It was very nice, quite organized and uniformed looking...so yeah, I really don't know where I wanna go to college now.  There is no reason why I can't got to either Freed or Harding.  Prayers are much appreciated!

Till next time,
--Daniel

www.myspace.com/shazambaby <-- add me :]

cmon on baby and race me

& maybe we'll just find ourselves.

so  got a few more weeks before i have 2 in west palm beach.. I CANNOT WAIT...  i just want to get away from craptown for just a LITTLE bit.

  soo i finally get a picture of us.  And LOOK HOW PALE I AM....  that is amazing to me. i just dont understand how that happened.  but oh well...  florida should help  :D...........

later kiddos

haha go read sarah vermillion's spider story. i laughed my ass off.

and i love you sarah!

jen

The summer has been going very well so far. I work ALL the time and it's great. When I'm not working I'm either at the greenway or laying out and loving the sun. And having the best friends a girl could have definitely makes the summer 10 times better.

I've decided to sponsor a child through the Christian Children's Fund. He is 11 years old and his name is Ocen Kenneth. He lives in Africa and is an adorable child. I feel very blessed.

I'm excited to see how this summer will turn out. I'm excited to see how different my life is going to be...if I ever let it.

Hope you guys are doing well.

hey hey

well im babysitting and im really bored cuz i only have one of the girls right now and yeah it's kinda boring. well idk....

i wanna go get my cartilage pierced..you know like my ear so yeah anyone wanna come with me...

anyways at 3:30 i get off from babysitting so if you wanna do something this week just give me a call.

Leah

i need someone to hold me right now...a friend who's shoulder i can cry on...

i used to have two, but lost him & her due to stupidity within the church...

i need a reliable friend...someone who loves me no matter what...
someone who doesn't look down on me because of what i've done in the past...

...the best friend i never had....

well, im back.

and in full glory :), its been some time because i was setting my comp up with a Windows XP Pro Nlite/Linux Fedora Core 5 multi boot.

it worked! and putting pix up on phusebox has never been easier. i still gotta climb up the lurning curve and put my lil conquest flag on top, but that will take some time. Learning a whole new OS is time consuming, finding all the buttons that will make my comp do what i want it to do.

in the meanwhile...ive found some great pix as u can see (uploaded them)

Someone hosed the server my stuff was hosted on. Until I work out the kinks (and maybe longer), I may be reached by email at tallmann@gmail.com.

Me and alden just got done bowling for 5 hours straight and i did great...we bowled a total of 12 games for 12 dollars what a deal.

my average was 135

  So we just made the deposit for the cruise that a whole bunch of people and I are going on in January.  I am so excited.  I will be sharing a room on the boat with Nicki and Tierra.  Then a whole bunch of my family is going too.  My favorite Aunt and Uncle and two of my favorite cousins are going and of course my parents are going too, but we won't be seeing them too much.  Anyways it is a 6 night 7 day cruise to the western carribean, and it is going to totally rock!  We leave January the 7th.  If anyone else would like to go the price is only about $650.  You must have an adult over the age of 21 with you on the same deck as your room and you must have a roommate unless you would like to pay $1300 for your room. lol.  If there are any questions let me know.  I'm so excited!!!!!!!!

Soo... got my tongue pierced today.

It hurt.  It wasn't unbearable pain or anything, but it definately wasn't pleasant.  I didn't experience the adrenaline rush that most people apparently get from body piercings.  I just got a painful pinching feeling, an uncontrollable amount of saliva, and a weird new way of talking.

The swelling should go down in a few days and in a week or two, it should be healed enough that I can change the bar.

It's a good thing I had Mexican food for lunch before I got the piercing.  For the next week at least:  no hot spicy food, and no other food with lots of spices and seasonings (like spaghetti sauce, for instance).

My Daddy loves me and went out to the store to get plain chicken broth, chicken noodle soup (for when chewing actually becomes an option), slim fast shakes, and plain vanilla ice cream.  ^_^  I'm gonna have a fun day on the couch tomorrow, provided my tongue isn't exploding from pain.

Ciao, homies!

How can there not be a God....



NO really how can there not be a God?!!?!?!

i leave for minnesota in 4 days.  that means 3 weeks of boating, fishing, hanging with my dad, making sure teresa joins band, burning things, listening to loons, camping, and trying to kill flying, blood sucking things bigger than birds.  if minnesota werent up north, i would live there for the rest of my life.  i just cant have kids with little yankee accents.  i would die.  forget disney land.  minnesota is the happiest place on earth.

Is it written in the stars
Are we paying for some crime
Is that all that we are good for
Just a stretch of mortal time


Is this God's experiment
In which we have no say
In which we're given paradise
But only for a day

Daniel Party/ Sleep in Tent, well... it stormed!

so much for the 10 person tent,lets just say it blew down...leaving us poor girls tentless, and no where to stay for the night!! (( yea right we went inside))

if you could only see emily's face!!

Corn Fields at  mid-night are NOT fun!! And we had no clue how to get out. Thank you Beth for telling us to go the completly wrong way...ummm yea you go trough 3 corn fields and take a left....yea ok beth! OMG Julia aren't there corn snakes out here, i mean we are standing in the middle of a corn field!!

thanks guys.. ha

i just want to thank Brian and Nemanja for kidnapping me today..getting me out of cleaning my closet and taking me to Marinas and a movie...:-).. i love you kiddos!


never put your soul
into someone you dont know
because when you turn round you see your frown
yet all the while a smile
you feign

youre drowning in this place
yet its all voluntary
what you thought you once loved
your partridge...your dove
is nothing more than a part time friend
...your blindness must be hereditary

its time for a change so you go all the way
only to find out that youre the stray,
youre lost in this world without a trace
of the light of your love...no sign of her face
her favorite roses...the sunset she'd say

ive been a bit out of place
...imagining things again
comes with the territory i guess...

-----------------------------------------------------

i can see the smile upon your face
all at once falling from its place
your image slowly fades from my mind
a symbol of the love you left behind

you pulled me in but you really through me out
you made me sure while filling me with doubt
youre the only one who gave me a chance
and now you send me home
yeah thats romance

why did you have to let me go
when only yesterday you loved me so
none of this is making any sense
was it ever love or only false pretense

you took my dark and turned it into light
you were the only one who made things right
you became my muse when i needed hope
and now you send me home
yeah what a joke



...a few words i came across...they rang true for me tonight
-kels

well.

i think my new favorite band is sonic youth
best song : song against fascism
im not sure why i love it so much but i am in love with it.

    Worked with Russ today...

To Russ: high five man it was cool. (and you're sign is the best one they've had)

I feel I fall in love with a girl, it never happened. It haunts me, I thought I will never get into relationship with any girls till I am old enough to be a grandpa. But sometime things seldom go that way, I mean my way.

Anyway, I'll go alone with the nature.

  got my hair cut today 

  went grocery shopping and some fat old lady laughed at me. 

  i'm so sick of people it's not even funny. 

  i'm sick of wasting time and energy on hating them though so i just walked on by whereas a week ago i would have told her to shove it up her fat ass.  at least i don't weigh three hundred pounds. 

  you know what? let them laugh. 

in the end God's the only one that can judge you and he will take care of things. 

  but i will never understand why people are made to be so closed minded. 

  if they don't believe in it then surely it must be wrong. 

  if you don't look or act like everyone else then surely there must be something wrong with you. 

  you know what? 

  I'm so sick of adults trying to force their thoughts, their morals onto me. 

  all while they blow each other up on foriegn soil. 

  as we were told growing up, as we will one day tell our children "don't fight. violence is not the answer". 

  why do they tell us this and then turn around to fight a war? 

  it's the same basic princible. 

  no matter what you say, it's still violence. 

  and i'm not trying to sound like a tree hugger or anything. 

  because i'm not. 

  i don't know what i am. 

  i don't even know where i stand on my thoughts of all this. 

  just stop trying to teach me to be fucking righteous when you can't even control your own pathetic little worlds. 

  i don't want your war. 

I think MaryBeth likes Daniel.
I think he's trying to figure out why she's smiling. Maybe he's contemplating his next Phusebox Blog.

How to make a Roast Beef Sandwitch from Arby's!!!!

        (on the road)

        (on the road)

        (on the road)

        (on the road)

1st you ..............
GET A PILLOW TO PUT THE SANDWITCH ON!

2nd you................
OPEN UP THE SANDWITCH!!!!

3rd you.....................

YOU PUT THE SAUCE ON BOTH SIDES OF THE BUNS!!!!!

4th you...............

NOW YOU EAT THE MOST DELICIOUS SANDWITCH THAT YOU WILL EVER EAT IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!!!

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well i got stuck in the

twice in the past couple of days! The first time we were at Chiliangos and I locked the door at the top not at the bottom cuz it didn't work so yea i couldn't get it unlatched. The second time was @ the concession stand bathrooms at school. I just had to push the door and not pull it.....plus i was in the dark and my eyes hadn't adjusted to the darkness.

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This is Anna Kay's Recital.

Us and Minnie Mouse

Her with Minnie in her little cute tutu.

Anna and Me

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Olivia's first White Castle!!!!

How to make a Roast Beef Sandwitch from Arby's!!!!

        (on the road)

        (on the road)

1st you ..............
GET A PILLOW TO PUT THE SANDWITCH ON!

2nd you................
OPEN UP THE SANDWITCH!!!!

3rd you.....................

YOU PUT THE SAUCE ON BOTH SIDES OF THE BUNS!!!!!

4th you...............

NOW YOU EAT THE MOST DELICIOUS SANDWITCH THAT YOU WILL EVER EAT IN YOUR ENTIRE LIFE!!!!!!!!

I'm so happy!!! My birthday is on Saturday!!! I'll be a teenager!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! Freaky!!! 

Hey everyone.... as you can see i am looking for some help..... okay i need to know how do i get a picture on my phusebox....? If anyone can help please either message me or something.... i just need help!! so0oo PLEASE help me!!

<3Always

Candace

My family and I went down to Chatanooga for the weekend/ memorial day. it was fun...

Sticky Fingers...

Gulp...

mm...Ribs!

The ever so fun aquarium....= /

ITS NEMO!!!

I'm a TURTLE!

me and my sisters!

I TOUCHED A STINGRAY!!! HECK YES!!

hmm...

stupid crab...in the way of my FACE!

I play baseball!

yes...that it was it appears to be.(whatever it looks like to you is what it is i guess...)

me and my dad.

the little old man...

so this is my family...minus my mom. HA.

me and mi madre!

The Best part of camping...hammocks and smores!

i am the WORLD'S BEST smore maker!!

see...

smore fight!

mm...TASTY!

and yes...i did fall out of the hammock...ow.

so it was a good trip. very restfull...looking foward to the rest of the ones we got planned for this summer...some with just family and some with friends...its going to be great!

hmmm, this is boring. i don't know why you people like it so much. it's kinda lame. you can't have layouts or anything, no music, nothing really cool. oh well.....

Wow I haven't been home in a week in a half and boy does it feel great! I got a new digital camera while i was down there so soon i will upload pictures!

While i was down there i was thinking about staying there for the rest of the summer! However i have so stuff that i have to straighten up here first! So i will be here until July i think! It really depends on if i find another job! I kinda wanna quit Fazolis but i gotta get another job! So I just have so much going threw my mind it is crazy!

Well i gotta go unpack! See yall soon!

It's been a while since I put anything up here. I hope Steph doesn't care if I spill this, but we're having a baby! Well, in reality, she is. I'm just along for the ride. We go Monday, June 5th to find out if it will visit the Hombres or Damas room when we visit future Mexican restaurants. I'm pulling for a boy, but I'll be happy with whatever. I even bought it a little outfit at the Mav's game the other night. Here's the baby at 9 weeks. It
kind of resembles a gummy bear:




By the way...GO MAVS!!!

One more thing: Congratulations to Nathan and Rachael. May the Lord be the center of your relationship, and give you many years of wedded bliss...for as long as you both shall live.

-out

hey everyone!  i must say, summer has not been very exciting yet.   but its sure to get more exciting this week with gettin ready for senior pics, hangin out with friends,  having a parent/player game with my rec team, then this weekend is senior pics!  well have a great rest of the day.  im just gonna chill (as if there's anything else for me to do)

SHE HAS BEEN ADOPTED

I wanted too... but my dogs had a fit while she was here...Ronnie Bradford, one of my friends, took her home

So this week's been getting more awesome and more awesome!  I up here at Chattanooga hangin out with my one and only bro!  The coolest part is that we use to not get along, but we've been gettin better.  I really hope it stays that way. 

so anberlin's show is a no-go since i have a test the day afterwards of the show.

but it's ok.

because..

as cities burn's show is tomorrow!!!!!!! *dances*

Because hell just froze over.

I.  Passed.  Physics.

That's right.  I actually DO NOT have to take the second semester over again.

You know what this means?

Until August, the only thing for school that I have to do is read two books...  And study for testing out of economics.

I finished my high school science.  No more till college!

I've officially joined my friends as a senior!  Whooooo!

I'm sitting in my dad's office.  He's in a meeting until 3 and then we get to go to the lake.  I got burnt yesterday at the lake so it could be interesting there today although it will only be for 2 to 3 hours probably.  For those that don't know by now, I am working with my dad.  I sit on the assembly line putting together manual range locks.  It's actually not too bad of a job.  $7 per hour and 40 hours a week for 11 weeks this summer.  Not bad huh?  Worst thing is the hours:6 am to 2:30.  This, of course, means getting up at 4:45!  Oh well, it's worth it.  I was listening to my MP3 player today because I'm allowed to and I get bored otherwise and I got depressed.  I kinda miss things how they used to be but I know that my decision was for the best.  I just wish he would call....  I miss him.  I try to stay busy but listening to music and thinking doesn't help much.  If you have know idea what I'm talking about then ask me seperately and I might answer.  Hint: heartbreak.  Well now I'm gonna go delete my facebook and phusebox so dad doesn't look at them while he's working tomorrow.  Just wanted to update.  Things are good since I graduated and it's nice to be done with high school. 

All along I've wanted what was best.

Why does potentially several hundred miles have to be best?

"Except for the fact that it terminates life, death is such a little thing."     -Suicide Casanova opening line