Yeah so its one of those days where i want to get a bucket of Death By Chocolate ice-cream, find a spoon, and put on A Walk To Remember.

ITSN'T IT FUNNY HOW LIFE CHANGES SO FAST

so...my week was...let's just say it was AMAZING...well for the most part...except for the sunburn part.  but it doesn't hurt anymore.  and wow this is a lot shorter that i thought...but that's okay.  how was your week?  funny, no one ever really answers that question when you ask it.  i really didn't mean for this to be so pointless...or short...or boring.  but i don't have much else to say.  except i heard a song just a minute ago and...i loved it it was so sweet.  wow....great.  okay bye

haha there's a school bus in the background...lol

Today Gray and I went to register for gifts at Wal-mart. Between us and my mother (who I took along for help), I must say, it was frustrating at first. Now that we have an idea of what we need and want, it'll be much easier. 
Gray did admit, however, that it was a fun process. :)
Mandy's wedding is in 11 days and then I turn 22. I feel so old... :(

I don't know if you have heard of this church, but I have been trying to figure out how this church operates since I heard about it about a year ago.  The church is called Life Church.  Their website,

photo from scfutebol77

This is an internet church.  I first heard about them when they did a series called "My dirty little secret" and allowed members to confess thier secrets and sins to God on a online blog hosted by the church.  It was a huge success, but the Catholics didn't care much for it.  This got me interested in this church.  How does a church have church online?

Well this past sunday I went.  It started with me waking up, putting my PJ's on, grabbing some breakfast,  and logging on.  Upon logging on, you are asked, which worship to you want.

photo from scfutebol77

Option 1, a little edgier, Option 2 more like...Passion.  I chose 1, but the beautiful thing is, you can switch it up at anytime.

You click your worhsip style then directed to the "Lobby"

photo from scfutebol77

this is where you will find  announcements, welcome message, and Mix and Mingle.  What is that, well, it is a chatroom where you can do just that with the people across the globe going to church with you, it like the gathering in the foyer of the church, yet it's not.

photo from scfutebol77

After chatting, you are alerted by a countdown that Worship have started and it launched off.  Here I am sitting in my living room rocking out to my favorite worship in surround sound on my computer screen.  CRAZY!!  It is a live feed from thier campus in Oklahoma, the worhip was awesome and fun.

photo from scfutebol77

They have the song that you are singing, the artist who sings it, and where you can buy it.  Also the words are on the screen for you to sing along.

 

After about  30 minutes of singing went into the message.  They love to intergrate rich media, movies, and excellent theology.  The message was incredible, relevant, and attentive.  The only thing that I had trouble with the video feed freezing up.  I was going to get a screenshot, but couldn't, so here is one that you can watch online now.

photo from scfutebol77

the thing that I like the most is that the video feed is to your left, notes, fill in the blanks, and scripture to your right.

 

So my first experience with Lifechurch was great.  I really enjoyed it and I was able to stay home.  

If you are think, "Well you miss the experience of church." Well think no more, if you are interested in having the church experience, you can experience it all live in Hendersonville, TN  lifechurch has launched one of their  12 campuses there in Hendersonville, so if you want a very relevant, edgy, integrated church, check them out. www.lifechurch.tv

photo from scfutebol77

 

 

 

 

 

 

so i just got back from crossville! i had a blast! i only got to see hunter for like a day tho......but oh well......i just got home from cotton eyed joes and im wore out! i danced too much! but this cool guy started talken to me so we exchanged numbers yay! haha but ya im goin to bed im sleepy........night night

What to say.....

 

I will be nineteen on July 22nd....which is about thirteen days away. It still hasn't hit me yet because I don't feel like I'm only just eighteen. I feel older...much older than that.

 

And mostly importantly......I need prayer. Thank you.

wow. This is so different. I don't even know what I'm doing. well, this is me now

It's the most resent one. I dont know how to put the newest resent ones on here cause they be on my camera and I don't know how to do all that.

That funny looking guy is my boyfriend, Andrew.He is a photographer. We've been together for 6 months.

If any one wants a hair cut I go to school at the Buro Barber Academy and they are only 4 dollars.

um, Andrew is getting baptised!!!!! in 2 weeks!!

And it's weird that I'm 20.

And that be it for a while i guess.

peace

Actually, asdf;lkj i'm not really concerned with impressing anyone at this point. This just seemed interesting.

 

 

Fill this out in YOUR OWN WORDS

1. Where did you take your default pic? Bonus Room.

 2. What exactly are you wearing right now? A tshirt from when i was in middle school "SMS Pride" and basketball shorts.

 3. What is your current problem? Figuring out how i'm going to start this ICU club. goodness this is overwhelming.

 4. What makes you most happy? Worshiping/Serving God.

 5. What’s the name of the song that you're listening to? Wagon Wheel - Old Crow Medicine Show.

6. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? Yes.

7. Do you ever watch MTV??  It's a last resort channel for me, so, rarely.

 8. What’s something that really annoys you?  the tv volume not being on an even number.  yeah, ocd.

 

Chapter 1:

1. Middle name: Elizabeth.

2. Nickname(s): Sal, SallyFatHands.

3. Current place? Bonus Room.

4. Eye color: Green on the outside, yellow around my pupil.

---------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 2:

1. Do you live with your parents? Dad.

 2. Do you get along with your parent(s)? Eh, most of the time.

 3. Are your parent’s married/separated/divorced? Divorced

 4. Do you have any Siblings? One sister.

 ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 3: Favorite...

1. Ice Cream: Cookies & Cream.

 2. Season: Fall

 ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 4: Do You..

1. Write on your hand: All the time.

2. Call people back: most of the time.

3. Believe in love: With all my heart.

4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed? I prefer the left, but whatever.

 5. Have any bad habits? Nail biting.

 6. Any mental health issues? A little OCD, and i'm ADD. but who isn't these days right?

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Chapter 5: Have You....

1. Broken a bone: wrist.

 2. Bought new stuff in the last two weeks: iPod.

3. Had physical therapy?: Yes

4. Gotten stitches: Yes.

 5. Taken painkillers? Yes.
6. Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling: Yes. Hawaii FTW.

7. Been stung by a bee? Yes.

8. Thrown up at the dentist: Ew, no.

9. Ever sworn in front of your parental? "hell" but that's about it.

10. Had detention: In middle school.

11. Been sent to the principal's office? Not for being in trouble.

12. Been suspended: No.

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Chapter 6: Who/What was the last

1. Movie(s) you watched?: The Glass House.

 2. Person to text you: Andrew.

 3. Person you called: Leslie.

4. Person you hugged? Casey.

5. Last person you tackled: I'm not quite sure. I tackle people on a regular basis. it's hard to keep track.

6. Thing you touched: Keyboard.

7. Thing you ate: Grapefruit.

8. Thing you drank: Green Tea.

9. Time you cried: Jamaica.

10. Wished on a star: I don't wish, i pray.

So first of all, thanks to everyone who gave me advice about the whole credit card thing. I think it's probably just because of my lack of credit, so I'll probably either co-sign with one of my parents' cards or try elsewhere. And I do know that credit cards can be evil, evil things, but don't worry, I am cheap and have no desire to use it lightly! I would treat it kind of like my debit card and pay my bills every month.

 

Anyhow, so now I need more advice. Does anyone have a suggestion for how I can get some web space for cheap? I have been working on a website on iWeb, and so it's pretty much already designed, I just need the web address and the ability to put it on the web. I would do it through Apple, but it's $100/month. :( No bueno. So please refer me to a good (and cheap!) web host if you know of any.  Thanks! 

 

And... I don't really have anything profound to say today. Yesterday I started writing yet another movie script. It's about a drunk driver who wrecks into a young man and how his life is changed by it. I want it to be really inspirational and moving.  

 

I hope everyone has a great week! 

 

so anyway...here goes nothing.

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

Whats your favorite color?? Ha I have a few :) Baby-Blue - some Greens - GRAY! :)

Do you like to swim?? Yep

Do you want to stay where you are or move?? I want to move back to my old house...oh the fun we had in that house!! :)

Do you like to take pictures?? HECK YES

Do you have a camera/iPod?? No to both of them *sad face*

Do you love someone?? Yep

Do they love you back??I think everyone knows the answer to this one.... YES

If you had a million dollars what would you do with it?? Help people every where I could and buy my mom sisters and brothers new cars b/c their cars seem to brake down ALL the time. Oh yeah and go to Hawaii ALL the time

If your happy and you know it what do you do?? Smile, Laugh... have fun :P lol

Do you like toast?? Sorta it depends on how I feel

What are you wearing?? jeans and a t-shirt my sister made...well she bought the shirt but she draw the design on it, oh and some knee socks

Before you took this what were you doing?? Talking to Tyler and Carmen

Do you play any sports?? no but I ride horses IF that counts for anything. I think it is a kind of sport b/c I risk my life every time I get on a horses back..... IDK though

What is your favorite Food like Mexican, Cajun, Italian ect. ?? Mexican...man thats my home land kind of food :P

If you could be doing anything right now what would it be?? Hanging out with my friends OH OR riding my horse bareback with no helmet cantering through an open filed :)

Do you think surveys are gay?? Most of the time yes

Do you like to stay inside or go outside?? It matters what it feels like outside

Have you ever been outside of the country?? Yep

Have you ever flown?? Nope not a once

If you could have 1 super power what would it be?? Is Wisdom a super power???

so anyway...here goes nothing.

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Whats your favorite color?? orange

 

Do you like to swim?? um yeah

 

Do you want to stay where you are or move?? i want to move but not like far away...just somewhere...else 

 

Do you like to take pictures?? OF COURSE

 

Do you have a camera/iPod?? i own both 

 

Do you love someone??  um yeah i do

 

Do they love you back?? no they don't...

 

If you had a million dollars what would you do with it?? i would...i don't know anymore

 

If your happy and you know it what do you do?? i sing the song

 

Do you like toast?? sorta...sometimes

 

What are you wearing?? jeans and a t-shirt 

 

Before you took this what were you doing?? cleaning 

 

DO you play any sports?? no

 

What is your favorite Food like Mexican, Cajun, Italian ect. ?? Italian cuz it's fancy...well sometimes

 

If you could be doing anything right now what would it be?? living my dreams 

 

Do you think surveys are gay?? sometimes

 

Do you like to stay inside or go outside?? well what might the circumstances be??

 

Have you ever been outside of the country?? uh huh...CANADA

 

Have you ever flown??  only once

 

If you could have 1 super power what would it be?? i wish i could make people accept me...or love me...or whatever

Whats your favorite color?? Orange

 

Do you like to swim?? Yeah Man

 

Do you want to stay where you are or move?? STAY

 

Do you like to take pictures?? All the time

 

Do you have a camera/iPod?? both

 

Do you love someone??  HECK YEAH

 

Do they love you back?? Yesss sir

 

If you had a million dollars what would you do with it?? buy a lot of plane tickets

 

If your happy and you know it what do you do?? Laugh, Smile, Make other people happy, but i normally dont clap

 

Do you like toast?? yess i just ate some

 

What are you wearing?? Shorts/no shirt

 

Before you took this what were you doing?? looking at myspace

 

DO you play any sports?? Yes soccer and im about to start swimming again

 

What is your favorite Food like Mexican, Cajun, Italian ect. ?? Mexican

 

If you could be doing anything right now what would it be?? Idk a lot of things

 

Do you think surveys are gay?? some of them

 

Do you like to stay inside or go outside?? It depends

 

Have you ever been outside of the country?? yes sir

 

Have you ever flown??  yeah quite a few times

 

If you could have 1 super power what would it be?? flight

then it would be expensive to come back home and i can sweep my lover off her feet :P ha ha jk 

 

 

Europe was beautiful.

 

 

But that silly old cliche is as true as ever:
there's no place like home.

 

learning the thing called life.

I have been out of school for about a month and a week now but the teaching sessions have yet to silence and I suppose they never will....ever. Here are just some of the things I have learned.

 

 1. Just because it is not the right time now does not mean it will never be the right time. 

 

2. Sometimes the quickest way to lose something is to want it too much ( for the second time )

 

3. Wanting what you can or should not have leads no where except for dissapointment

 

4. The need for something should only be filled by that thing and not by another, also that need should be a real need

 

5. Nothing is only surface deep.

 

 

Thank you all for reading and I thank you life for teaching me these lessons.  

Yeah its true , our youth group  had aclass on addiction & starting monday i signed up for 3 days of pain!i  cant use computer , phone , radio, or tv ... pray i make it& dont tempt the easily tempted... dont call me ..okay .. cuz i will pick up ! im glad we didnt do food!!!! lol.

well, leave messages for me kids! love yall

everybody's a beach, beach"
well, friends, we are back from our vacation. it is sad. i wish i was still there. i actually started dreading going back to work on thursday. i did, in fact, have to work today. and it was not fun. 
but! our trip was. i greatly enjoyed spending time with our family. i definitely enjoyed the ocean and our lovely beach home. i had so much fun catching crabs on the beach with nathan and sarah... especially the really big ones! i enjoyed relaxing oh so much. it was more than fabulous to be away for a few days. too bad life isn't just one big fun vacation.
i think i realized just how much stress work was causing me. i have decided i need a new job (again). i have tried to have a positive attitude. i have tried to do my best. but being a CNA at a nursing home is physically and emotionally draining. and life is much too short. i need to find something. way less stressful. 
nathan and i have a new addition to our small family. ponce de leon. our lil hermit crab. he is fun. and sophia has already tried to eat him. ha.
well, that is a little update. i hope that everyone is having a wonderful night! 

OMGosh today i found out my pony ( Cocoa Mocha Latte Bradely ) has been missing since like 1:30......... so Lilly,Peter, Mrs. Stacy,Sam, My mom, and I looked for him for.....2 to 3 hours. Lilly had already been looking for 2 hours before Sam, My mom and i had gotn there. So over all we ended up lookingor him for about 5 hour! AND GUESS WHAT.... WE STILL DIDN"T FIND HIM! Some of you have been to Lillys farm...no i think just Tyler has but still.... we walked and drove the 4-weeler and Lilly even rode on the back of my horse as i lead her around...we covered EVERY INCH of that farm and still didn't find him. So he is still missing and i amd kinda worried about him :( SO PLEASE PRAY THAT HE COMES HOME ASAP!!!! I hope his ok.....

Well Please pray he comes home! Thanks
~Grace

I'm back from Sweden and South Korea. God is moving in amazing ways around the world. It was so amazing to hear all about it.
10 months until the wedding... the countdown begins.

Yeah, so i'm really excited about Heaven.

Not in a morbid, "i can't wait to die", kind of way.

I'm just so excited. It's going to be amazing.

Beyone amazing even. Completely indescribable.

 

Just to know that for believers in Christ, what we experience here on earth, will be the worst we will ever experience. Because in Heaven there is no more hurt, sadness, pain, loneliness, ANYTHING BAD!  Oh my goodness, i'm so excited right now.  Just that a loving God, would let a wretch like me, someone so undeserving of such a magnificent place as Heaven, walk through those gates and spend eternity with Him is mind blowing. Ah, i hope you're as excited as I am. And if you're not, you and God should have a serious talk a.s.a.p.

GET EXCITED!

 

Oh, we are bruised and destined to lose doing this alone.
Oh, let it fall and cover us all – this grace that’s not our own.
- Nevertheless.

 

:]

 

 

... How could you let it go so wrong? Why did you let him come? You knew he'd destroy you. She doesn't trust you, and all you can do is sit back and wait. You must wait because you can't fix the problem that you cause.

 

And you call yourself a problem solver? What blasphemy.

 

Analyze! What's wrong with you?

    well today was the furneal... yeah it was hard.. but i had my friends w/ me... why die so young . .i guess the saying is true god takes the bst young... :( there was a great guy who preach it... its soo hard to think hes gone.. school will not be same... life wont be the same.. well thanks for all who prayed for me.. thank you for those who called me and help me..

happy birthday hunter! haha.

gah, this is when it sucks to not have your phone. lol.

 

but yeah.

things are going alright i guess.

it's still hard not having my aunt around.

i know it's gotta be hard for my uncle and cousins going back home without her.

 

hmm. yeah. i'm going to camp again from this monday till friday.

this time i'm going with the kids from my church. it's gonna be a lot of fun.

 

you know, lately i've realized how much i miss some of my friends.

hunter, for instance, things just kinda got weird after the breakup..but i really miss our phone calls..haha, those were the BEST. who knows...he's probably not even reading this. oh well

 

but yeah. i miss a lot of my friends.

i wish i could go back in time and change some things...

but i guess that's just life.

 

enough of me rambling...

 but anyways...

happy 18th birthday hunter!

I'm happy. I just stole a bunch of my brother's music! : ) It's some good music. I like music...
My head hurts. I like cantalope! It's good. : ) I'm going to get to see most of the mimes on monday! That shall be fun. : P 

So I went to Leslie's house yesterday, fully expecting to have some fun and stay the night and have some more fun the next day. I was wrong.

 

Her parents had a holy comeapart over my tongue ring. They went nuts on Leslie bacause they think she didn't tell them on purpose, when she told her dad and supposed he would have told his wife. And then proceeded to say I'm not allowed over any more, they don't want Leslie to hang out with me anymore, and the bull crap will probably continue as the day wears on.

 

They kept saying I got it to rebel, for sexual purposes, for anything other than "Hey I felt like getting a tongue ring, so I got one". That's what keeps getting to me, none of theose reasons are why I got this thing. I wanted to do something major, and so I did. I'm sure as heck not going to use it for anything but ornamentation.

 

 

My camera broke again, and if you're my friend you would know that I break a lot of cameras. So right now I can't take pictures. I'll probably have to buy a new one, but it'll be Australian so that's cool. I had lots of fun today, but I'll tell you about that later because I'm fixing to run out of money.

 

Friends Make the World Go Round

Fill this out in YOUR OWN WORDS 1. Where did you take your default pic? Outside2. What exactly are you wearing right now? My old black dance shirt, and cut-off shorts.  3. What is your current problem? Figuring out my problem....4. What makes you most happy? Beats me! I've never really thought about it.    5. What’s the name of the song that you're listening to? Definitely Maybe, FM Static 6. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? Kinda.7. Do you ever watch MTV?? Nope never...8. What’s something that really annoys you? People talking down to me....it drives me crazyChapter 1: 1. Middle name: Lydia 2. Nickname(s): tammo, tammodia, tam, tuts, tamier, lyd,  3. Current place? living room. 4. Eye color: brown ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 2: 1. Do you live with your parents? Yes  2. Do you get along with your parent(s)? Most often...At least I think so. 3. Are your parent’s married/separated/divorced? Married4. Do you have any Siblings? 2 brothers, and 1 sister (i'm thinking about trading her in for someone else though, come to think of it, I think I'll trade them all in :P )Chapter 3: Favorite... 1. Ice Cream: Vanille2. Season: SpringChapter 4: Do You.. 1. Write on your hand: sometimes...not very often...I write on others hands. 2. Call people back: of course3. Believe in love: Oh Yes 4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed? Nope.5. Have any bad habits? : ) Maybe a few6. Any mental health issues? nope, I'm a smart kid.Chapter 5: Have You.... 1. Broken a bone: cracked my growth plate...not sure if that counts2. Bought new stuff in the last two weeks: I don't think so...maybe....my mom would know.  3. Had physical therapy?: yup, I hate it.  4. Gotten stitches: no..5. Taken painkillers? uh....I don't remember 6. Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling: no, maybe one day. 7. Been stung by a bee? yeah, I hate them.8. Thrown up at the dentist: ewww...that's kinda disgusting...not me.    9. Ever sworn in front of your parental? uh, no. 0. Had detention: nope.11. Been sent to the principal's office? maybe...12. Been suspended: once or twice...Chapter 6: Who/What was the last 1. Movie(s) you watched?: Uh....I don't know.   2. Person to text you: I don't text people  3. Person you called: My dad......I think  4. Person you hugged? My dad 5. Last person you tackled: probably jar 6. Thing you touched: the keyboard...duh. 7. Thing you ate: pasta that my mom made...it's good.  8. Thing you drank: water...9. Time you cried: I don't know. 10. Wished on a star: a few days ago....

Summarization of the underlying assumptions and debate between the Reformed/Calvinists and Arminians:

 

Arminian -- "If it weren't for free will, everyone would go to heaven." 

 

Reformed/Calvinist -- "If it weren't for God's mercy, everyone would go to hell."

When i type it feels like there is nobody one the other end. i haven't got a reply or a message in like forever!!!!! Did everybody die? Sigh.....I NEED TO CONTACT A FRIEND!!!!!!!!! Where did you all go???? i hate this summer.

 

Anyway, I'm going to Virginia w/my church in a couple of weeks and im really exited!! I hope some of my friends will come so i know that they didn't fall of the end of the earth.(which, by the way, really is flat. those pics from the moon are fake, they just wanna try to make the peeps from the past look stupid.)

 

Ya, i read this book called Speak and it was really good. I said it would practically be my life in High School, but i really hope it's not. The girl in the story is the most miserable person i've ever read about, and i've read about alot of people in some really stressful situations. I already know i won't be like her, because i have so many close friends and my entire graduating class dosn't hate me. But everything turns out O.K. at the end. The girl gets a huge, sucking burdon off her chest and regains some street cred. yall should read it.

 

I also read Becoming Naomi  Leon. It was also pretty good. It's about a girl who's mom dumped her and her deformed brother at there great-grandmother's house and leaves them, only to retern 7 years later and try to take the girl, Naomi, away to Las Vagas to live with her and her boyfriend. The mom's an alcoholic and really, really awful so the family runs away to Mexico to try and find the children's father.

 

Well, that's my book nerd moment for today. I need some help.

 

 

 

buy an iPhone... although I have a few complaints it's by far the BEST phone I have ever owned. 

 

word up

Fill this out in YOUR OWN WORDS

1. Where did you take your default pic? In my moms room

 2. What exactly are you wearing right now? A Pink t-shirt my sister made, and some cut off swet-pants

 3. What is your current problem? Tyler Moving...b/c i'm not sure if thats a PROBLEM....

 4. What makes you most happy? Talking to Tyler & Cantering my horse bearback 

 5. What’s the name of the song that you're listening to? Holding Out For A Hero

6. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? Yeah :( 

7. Do you ever watch MTV?? I did, now we only have like 10 channels

 8. What’s something that really annoys you? people that cant sing but they think they can so they sing REALLY loud so you hear them.

 

Chapter 1:

1. Middle name: Grace

2. Nickname(s): Macy, Grace The Brace Face, Cracker Jack

3. Current place? kitchen

4. Eye color: Blue

---------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 2:

1. Do you live with your parents? Yes

 2. Do you get along with your parent(s)?Sometimes

 3. Are your parent’s married/separated/divorced? Divorced

 4. Do you have any Siblings? Yep Yep 2 Brothers & 2 Sisters then theres ME :)

 ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 3: Favorite...

1. Ice Cream: Death By Chocolate

 2. Season: i like Summer and Fall

 ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 4: Do You..

1. Write on your hand: Yes I Do :) And sometimes other people write on my hand (Tyler) and say i wrote it! 

2. Call people back: on occasion that someone calls me

3. Believe in love: Oh Yes

4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed? Not Really 

 5. Have any bad habits? I suppose

 6. Any mental health issues? haha well people would say i do...but no

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Chapter 5: Have You....

1. Broken a bone: nope :) i'm a good little girl

 2. Bought new stuff in the last two weeks:I got some pictures but other then that Nope

3. Had physical therapy?: No

4. Gotten stitches: Nope

 5. Taken painkillers? Yeah
6. Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling: No... :)you would have to be in a big body of water to do that and as you know i HATE big bodies of water!

7. Been stung by a bee? hasn't everyone. The other day i bee got in my boot as i was leading Kate to the trailer..... yeah it hurt REALLY bad 

8. Thrown up at the dentist: NASTY no  

9. Ever sworn in front of your parental? Nope 

10. Had detention: I'm home schooled NOPE

11. Been sent to the principal's office? ha yeah my moms room :P

12. Been suspended: haha i dont think i can be :P 

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Chapter 6: Who/What was the last

1. Movie(s) you watched?:Princess Bride 

 2. Person to text you:i dont have a cell phone so no one

 3. Person you called: Lilly

4. Person you hugged? ....i think i was Shawn

5. Last person you tackled: ..ha i dont know

6. Thing you touched: My sisters Lap-Top

7. Thing you ate: a Chip 

8. Thing you drank: WATER thats like all i drink 

9. Time you cried: last week

10. Wished on a star: long time ago

Holding Out For a Hero

Where have all the good men gone and where are all the gods?
Where's the street-wise Hercules to fight the rising odds?
Isn't there a white knight upon a fiery steed?
Late at night I toss and I turn and I dream of what I need

I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
He's gotta be strong and he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight

I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light
He's gotta be sure and he's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life

Larger than life

Somewhere after midnight
In my wildest fantasies
Somewhere just beyond my reach
There's someone reaching back for me

Racing on the thunder and rising with the heat
It's gonna take a Superman to sweep me off my feet

I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero till the end of the night
He's gotta be strong and he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight

I need a hero

I'm holding out for a hero till the morning light
He's gotta be sure and he's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life

I need a hero

I'm holding for a hero 'til the end of the night

Up where the mountains meet the heavens above
Out where the lightning strikes the sea
I can swear that there is someone somewhere watching me

Through the wind and the chill and the rain
And the storm and the flood
I can feel his approach like a fire in my blood

I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero till the end of the night
He's gotta be strong and he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight

I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero till the morning light
He's gotta be sure and he's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life

I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night
He's gotta be strong and he's gotta be fast
And he's gotta be fresh from the fight

I need a hero
I'm holding out for a hero 'til the morning light
He's gotta be sure and he's gotta be soon
And he's gotta be larger than life

I need a hero

I'm holding out for a hero 'til the end of the night

 Imagine this happening to you...
                 One Sunday morning during service, a 2,000
                 member congregation was
                 surprised
                to see two men enter, both covered from
                head
                 to toe in black and carrying
                 submachine guns.
                One of the men proclaimed,

               "Anyone willing to take a bullet for Christ
                 remain
                 where you are."




                 Immediately, the choir fled..

                 the deacons fled...



                and most of the congregation fled....

                 Out of the 2,000 there only
                 remained around 20.




                 The man who had spoken took off his hood...
                He then looked at the preacher and
               said "Okay
                Pastor, I got rid of all the

                hypocrites... Now you may begin your service.
                 Have a nice
                day!"

                And the two men turned and walked out.

 

 well im doing better.. when i talk to my friends they help me out... alott.. they know how it feels.... well the brother that was in the car w/ him is doing better.. broke a leg.. he doesnt know chase died yet so thats gonna be hard.. the little brother gets out of the hospital tomarrow... but then tomarrow is visitation its at spann furneal home..  4:00--- 8:00 then after words everyone is going bowling.. whick i dont know who started that but.. im j/ gonna sit there and watch.. b/c i have to use the bumpers and thats not cool...lol but the furneal is at creek wood... at 2:00 on saturday.. its gonna be hard tomarrow.. so pray for me.. thanks

Last month I applied for my first credit card through Suntrust. The lady at Suntrust predicted that there would be no problem for me to get approved for one. Well I didn't get approved. My parents and I came to learn it was because of something in my credit report. But I don't have a credit report. So, my parents and I figured that someone must have gotten a hold of my identity and used it to get a credit card and mess up my credit.

 

So we sent for a request for my credit report. And now they say they can't send me one, because I either 1.) don't have a credit report or 2.) didn't supply them with enough information. Well, I'm pretty sure I sent enough info, but I also know that I shouldn't have a credit report. But Suntrust denied me for something in my credit report. Or was it really my lack of a credit report? Capitol One is usually happy to obloge with being my first credit card and have sent me numerous opprotunites in the mail, but they have suddenly stopped. They check credit reports, so is there something wrong with mine? Or did they just get tired of rejection? As I said, I personally don't have a credit report, but I don't know what any criminals out there could be doing under my name!  So I don't know what to do with all this. But after college I would like to buy a house, but in order to do that I will have had to established credit! But no one will directly tell me what the problem is, thus, no one is helping me, this  the problem cannot be solved, thus I cannot have good credit! AUGH! 

 

Anyone have any advice or knowledge about this? 

i need to help my freinds but i need help also.... pray for me... this is really hard... i cant believe hes gone.. chase.. :(

rip chase.... i dont know what to do...

ok so prepare for randomness... Life is pretty good... I like my job, like where I'm headed, like my coursework, ... God is incredible and I am really working on just letting Him be enough in my life... have you ever been trying to convince yourself of somthing so much that you tell someone else it and they agree and then you realize that even though that's what you want to feel/think/believe, deep down you don't feel that even though you should... yea but even if feelings don't line up, God knows the desires of our heart, and He knows what is best, and that we are trying, so I am going to stick to that and simply pray that God will help me line up all of the shoulds with the actuals... He is awesome and more than enough... and for Him my beign perfect isn't enough, but being imperfect is... 

it was awesome i made up w.kollin!!!!! Itwas just a mood yesterday[ ... hmmm.... someone no nmes begining w. myself and that person beng me! errr... needs to get checked 2 see if they are bypolar!!!lol.. no seriously!]brb ....

 well, today was great ... me & kollin are better than b4 ,wAY BETTER! WE AE FANASTIC!&  TONITE WAS REALLY SPECIAL TO MY HEART !!!!!  it all meant alot 2me!!! and i had a great time,and areally good taLk w. mom!!!! and life is sooo short , this day was soo short to me , its a vapor in the wind!!!!! its all memories now , .... moving on ..!!!

Im soo sad.. one of my best friends died in a car accident.. :( we were on our was to kentucky .. where we go its 9 hours away and we had about 30 mins to get there.. and my phone rings and i pick up and lyndsey told me.. i have something to tell you but you cant tell anyone.. i said ok whats wrong she said chase got in a car accident and died on inpact... i started crying.. and stuff.. i had to come back home to help my friends through this .. so pray for me also.. i cant believe this has happen.. also his little bro. was in the car w/ him and he hot life flighted to V... he broke his leg.. pray for this family....

Hey i am about to leave for Indiana. So i might not be on for today and tomorrow idk though.

Well i hope everyone has fun with their friends and family.

talk to you fantiastic people later

 

Yeah i got a Cell phone

but I cant call anyone without verizon unless its a weekend or after 9PM

 

but i still got one

 

So do I. We spent all friggin day at the Nice Mill Dam, and I am beat.  I proved it IS possible to swim upstream, and you CAN white water raft on your butt. It's just a very painful experience.

  

the beach house we are staying at 

nathan and a dolphin

 

 

the lil guy that ate my lil penguin

 

 
we are having fun!

 

 

when i get home im putting more pictures of myself on here.. :) im tired of these pictures.. soo see ya

bye have a good 4th bye

Fill this out in YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as "My Autobiography"

Prologue 1. Where did you take your default pic? I didn't take it.

 2. What exactly are you wearing right now? A green and blue hippie shirt with little animals and trees on it from Goodys and blue jean shorts from American Eagle 

 3. What is your current problem? High School and what awaits me there.

 4. What makes you most happy? Being totally and completely care-free with ALL my friends.

 5. What’s the name of the song that you're listening to? Some old song I don't know, but "Watching You" by Rodney Atkins *spelled wrong* just went off.

6. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? yes

7. Do you ever watch MTV?? yeah 

 8. What’s something that really annoys you? People who don't know when to stop.

 

 Chapter 1:

1. Middle name: Top secret

2. Nickname(s): Karebear, Kookie monster

3. Current place? Computer room/spare bedroom

 4. Eye color: Dirt brown (ug)

---------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 2:

1. Do you live with your parents? yes

 2. Do you get along with your parent(s)?most times

 3. Are your parent’s married/separated/divorced? married

 4. Do you have any Siblings?yup 2

 ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 3: Favorite...

1. Ice Cream: I had this one once, chocolate with chocolate chips and browny peices.

 2. Season: fall, not to hot and not to cold

 ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 4: Do You..

1. Write on your hand: yes

2. Call people back: on the rare occasion of someone calling me

3. Believe in love: I belive in love, and heartbreak...............

4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed? I sleep right in the middle of my bed.

 5. Have any bad habits? yes

 6. Any mental health issues? Most likly

----------------------------------------------------

Chapter 5: Have You....

1. Broken a bone: nope

 2. Bought new stuff in the last two weeks: depends on what "stuff" is, if that inclueds food, than yes.

3. Had physical therapy?: no

4. Gotten stitches:nope

 5. Taken painkillers? yes

6. Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling: no

7. Been stung by a bee? i think

8. Thrown up at the dentist: no  

9. Ever sworn in front of your parental. No, i've only sworn once and am dealing with uncontrolably horrid consiqences. :(

10. Had detention: No

11. Been sent to the principal's office? yeah (snuck out of the classroom. 3rd grade was a baaaaaad year.)

12. Been suspended: Thank the Lord, no

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Chapter 6: Who/What was the last

1. Movie(s) you watched?: Evan Almighty, not as good as Bruce but still hilarious. 

 2. Person to text you: I dont have texting.

 3. Person you called: Batey

4. Person you hugged? Mom, probably.

5. Last person you tackled: Idk, probably my sister, but it's been a while

6. Thing you touched: I'm touching my keyboard *O_o That question's kinda weird.

7. Thing you ate: Long John Silver's fish 

8. Thing you drank: Mountain Dew

9. Time you cried: Sunday

10. Wished on a star: Not since before my brother was born, probably more than 3 years

 

This is a picture.

This picture is of an Aborted fetus.

Which means Baby.

This Child was Murdered in the womb.

God meant for his EVERY CREATION to live.

And Die in the long future.

It is not our place to play God.

If you thought you were Mature enough to have Sex.

You should be Mature enough not to take the easy way out.

And I'm sick of hearing about Teen Pregnacies.

It's time to Take a stand and Say "No" to our temptations,

and be the children God Created us to be.

That is All.

 

 

-KAELYNN MALUGIN-

....... mins ago

Fill this out in YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as "My Autobiography"

Prologue 1. Where did you take your default pic? my computer

 2. What exactly are you wearing right now? uhh.. nothing..lol j/k creekwood shorts and a white t that said creekwood.!

 3. What is your current problem? my ear and life

 4. What makes you most happy?  when everyone is happy  

 5. What’s the name of the song that you're listening to?something beautiful newsboys! 

6. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? yes

7. Do you ever watch MTV?? yeah 

 8. What’s something that really annoys you? i hate it when people act stupid and wants all the attention..

 

 Chapter 1:

1. Middle name: Bryant

2. Nickname(s): korky

3. Current place? the living room?

 4. Eye color: green?

---------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 2:

1. Do you live with your parents? yes

 2. Do you get along with your parent(s)? yes most of the time

 3. Are your parent’s married/separated/divorced? divorced but i have a good step-dad

 4. Do you have any Siblings? six and adopting more

 ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 3: Favorite...

1. Ice Cream: cookies and cream

 2. Season: fall its a realyy pretty time to see all the different colors outside.!

 ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 4: Do You..

1. Write on your hand: yeah when im cheating on a test..lol

2. Call people back: yeh unless they are annoying and wont let you off the phone

3. Believe in love: yeah i doo

4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed? yes the right side..lol

 5. Have any bad habits? i guess

 6. Any mental health issues? no im fine

----------------------------------------------------

Chapter 5: Have You....

1. Broken a bone:  yeah my right arm..

 2. Bought new stuff in the last two weeks: yeah

3. Had physical therapy?: no

4. Gotten stitches: no

 5. Taken painkillers? yes

6. Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling: noo but i bet its funn!

7. Been stung by a bee? yes but no this year.. 

8. Thrown up at the dentist: no  

9. Ever sworn in front of your parental. what does this mean?

10. Had detention: yeah i got in a fight last year...

11. Been sent to the principal's office? yeah as a witness and for being in a fight...

12. Been suspended: no but close of being

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Chapter 6: Who/What was the last

1. Movie(s) you watched?: ricky bobby...

 2. Person to text you: yes i think angela

 3. Person you called: angela or elizabeth 

4. Person you hugged? tyler saying goodbye.. :(

5. Last person you tackled:  my brother

6. Thing you touched: a sandwish

7. Thing you ate: biscuts..

8. Thing you drank: dr. pepper 

9. Time you cried: last night

10. Wished on a star: sometimes...

From the book Speak, which is practically the story of my life, or will be when high school starts.

 

 

1. We are here to help you.

2. You will have enough time to get to your class before the bell rings.

3. The dress code will be enforced.

4. No smoking is allowed on school grounds.

5. Our football team will win the championship this year.

6. We expect more of you here.

7. Guidance counselors are always avaliable to listen.

8. Your schedule was created with your needs in mind.

9. Your locker combination is private.

10. These will be the years you look back on foundly.

Fill this out in YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as "My Autobiography"

Prologue 1. Where did you take your default pic? my computer

 2. What exactly are you wearing right now? Vote for pedro shirt and shorts

 3. What is your current problem? Hawaii

 4. What makes you most happy?  being with Grace

 5. What’s the name of the song that you're listening to? I was just listening to Ticks by Brad Paisley

6. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? yes

7. Do you ever watch MTV?? yeah 

 8. What’s something that really annoys you? stupid people

 

 Chapter 1:

1. Middle name: Tyler

2. Nickname(s): Idk you tell me

3. Current place? kitchen

 4. Eye color: idk

---------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 2:

1. Do you live with your parents? yes

 2. Do you get along with your parent(s)?sometimes

 3. Are your parent’s married/separated/divorced? married

 4. Do you have any Siblings?yup 4

 ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 3: Favorite...

1. Ice Cream: chocoalte chip cookie dough

 2. Season: summer (i get to come home)  :)

 ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 4: Do You..

1. Write on your hand: yeahhhhh

2. Call people back: on the rare occasion of someone calling me

3. Believe in love: heck yeah i do

4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed? yes

 5. Have any bad habits? i guess

 6. Any mental health issues? we are still trying to figure that one out

----------------------------------------------------

Chapter 5: Have You....

1. Broken a bone: lol yeah

 2. Bought new stuff in the last two weeks:yeah

3. Had physical therapy?: no

4. Gotten stitches:nope

 5. Taken painkillers? yes

6. Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling: snorkeling :) its fun

7. Been stung by a bee? i think once

8. Thrown up at the dentist: no  

9. Ever sworn in front of your parental. ha no (but i got them mad enough to do it to me) 

10. Had detention: uh uh

11. Been sent to the principal's office? yeah   (i got in a fight)

12. Been suspended: nope nope nope

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Chapter 6: Who/What was the last

1. Movie(s) you watched?:part of some Jet Lee movie 

 2. Person to text you:no one

 3. Person you called: kody

4. Person you hugged? Elizebeth

5. Last person you tackled: Kody

6. Thing you touched: mouse

7. Thing you ate: Chicken Tendercrisp sandwich 

8. Thing you drank: Green Tea

9. Time you cried: last week

10. Wished on a star: last week

Well im leaving!!

    im going to kentucky soo i wont be back for a couple weeks.. i know this is gonna be hard for some of ya b/ci wont be on here and stuff but thats life.. lol well pray for my safe trip ohh im going to my real-dads for anyone who was wondering where is he going...im leaving in a little while.. my dad has no enternet so i wont be on here.. and i have to cell phone service either soo ill talk to yall later.. lol well that it ...

Fill this out in YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as "My Autobiography"

Prologue 1. Where did you take your default pic? in my back yard 

 2. What exactly are you wearing right now? some maroon cheer shorts and an orange tank top thing

 3. What is your current problem? i have lots

 4. What makes you most happy? being with austin

 5. What’s the name of the song that you're listening to? When I Said I Do by Clint Black and Lisa Hartman Black AWW

6. Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? yes 7. Do you ever watch MTV? uh sometimes

 8. What’s something that really annoys you? i can't think of it right now

 

 Chapter 1:

1. Middle name: unknown to mankind 

2. Nickname(s): carmel, macchiato, carmel macchiato

3. Current place? office

 4. Eye color: blue

---------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 2:

1. Do you live with your parents? yes

 2. Do you get along with your parent(s)?sometimes

 3. Are your parent’s married/separated/divorced? married

 4. Do you have any Siblings? 1..but he's not a sibling...i don't know what he is

 ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 3: Favorite...

1. Ice Cream: mint chocolate chip

 2. Season: winter

 ----------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 4: Do You..

1. Write on your hand: yes i do in fact...well sometimes 

2. Call people back: no no one ever calls me

3. Believe in love: yes how could you not

4. Sleep on a certain side of the bed? huh

 5. Have any bad habits? i guess

 6. Any mental health issues? um...yeah.

----------------------------------------------------

Chapter 5: Have You....

1. Broken a bone: no, surprisingly.  as many times as I've fallen on my face the answer is still no.

 2. Bought new stuff in the last two weeks: yeah i guess

3. Had physical therapy?: no

4. Gotten stitches: yes

 5. Taken painkillers? yes

6. Gone SCUBA diving or snorkeling: i went scuba diving in neely's pool!  lol

7. Been stung by a bee? yes i am allergic

8. Thrown up at the dentist: no but i've yelled at the dentist 

9. Ever sworn in front of your parental. no siree

10. Had detention: uh uh

11. Been sent to the principal's office? yeah but not for a bad thing

12. Been suspended: NO

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Chapter 6: Who/What was the last

1. Movie(s) you watched?: Titanic 

 2. Person to text you: um...i don't text cuz i don't have a stupid phone yet

 3. Person you called: i can't remember

4. Person you hugged? neely

5. Last person you tackled: i don't quite remember...

6. Thing you touched: well by the time this is done it will have been the letter or key z. 

7. Thing you ate: cheerios  

8. Thing you drank: regular milk

9. Time you cried: lasnight

10. Wished on a star: lastnight.

ouch.  okay nevermind about the tan.  i am so pale that i wanted a tan SO badly that i hallucinated and thought i got a tan.  no...not a tan.  i mistook my skin color for a nice golden brown instead of its true color-a bright red.  yeah.  SUNBURN...ouch.  it hurts bad but i look really funny because just spots of me are burned and some are tannish like my arm and so i laugh but that hurts so it doesn't last too long.  yeah...dang it.  oooh yay my daddy got me some lidocaine from the store...yay.  OUCH

Dear aunt Missy, you were loved by everyone from family to your dog molly.

you were my hero because you were the most unselfish person i knew you were like that all my life. like a second mom and as you are in heaven looking down on your sons and everyone else we will never forget you we love you and will see you soon...

 

Melissa Smartt 1963-   July 1st 2007

Well im getting a black mustang... how cool is that yeah j/ dont know when... but i have to get a job first...lol but my parents will bye it and i will have to pay them like two hundred a month.. not to bad....

 

       life is good right now... eveyone have a safe and wonderful 4th of July...!!

Ok, so about those birds again. Well, as I said they have a nest on our front porch with little birds. What has happened is that now the parent birds are starting to dive bomb at Jarred, My dad, and Evan. It is the funniest thing in the world!!!!! lol...it's so awesome! They don't dive bomb at me and my mom so that is a good thing. : ) They have cute babies though.
Bees. I hate them. They annoy me so much. Jarred says that they can't kill me so I shouldn't be afraid of them. Sorry, I still don't like them and I still swing my arms around like a weirdo and yell whenever they come near me. : ) Yes, I'm kinda weird. : )
Lovely things. The beauty of nature. I love it. The sun setting is the best thing in the world. : ) I like it. Oh, and I like pizza. Vegan pizza, mind you. I made it and it was good. Too bad, I had to share. darn. I want some more.  

yeah, I know, I already told you about my Titanic adventure...but I couldn't resist this.  It's so sweet...awww.

 

Well, I had my second wreck today, but this time it was my fault. It was just a tiny fender bender so it's not a big deal.  I was in a lane going straight and decided I wanted to get into the turn lane. I didn't see anyone so I went over and that's when I bumped into a Jeep. Yes, a Jeep. My first wreck was with a Jeep that ran into me, that totaled my (or actually my dad's) car meanwhile it was barely harmed. And then this time around I get a big dent and he gets nothing. I'm thinking I need a Jeep. But anyhow, all is well, I just have a dent I have to live with since my insurance doesn't cover my own stupidity.

 

hey you fun children! 

"Don't try and rush love...give it time and it will grow into exactly what you planted."  CARMEN

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So I was at neely's lastnight and we watched Titanic.  I had forgotten how sweet a love story that was.  It was so hard to remember that it was just a story because it was so REAL.  I cried even though I told myself I wouldn't. 

"IF YOU JUMP, I JUMP" Jack to Rose...aww.

There was one more line that was in the movie a couple times and these both just stood out to me.  I thought they were super cute. 

"Never let go..." jack to rose/rose to jack

Well this is pretty pointless but i just wanted to write about it.  oh and i went to a pool party and i actually played kickball!!!  omg.  oh and for all you people who know how pale i am...i went swimming today and i got a tan!!!  just barely but it's there!!!!!!!!!!!!  AAAAAAH!...okay well i'm gonna work on it.  i WILL be darker than what I am now because you can see through me.  tehe. 

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"He'd never tell you, but he can play guitar...I think he can see through everything but my heart.  First thought when I wake up is "My God he's beautiful" so I put on my makeup and pray for a miracle.  Yes, I could tell you his favorite color's green.  He loves to argue, oh and it kills me.  His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes...if you asked me if I love him...I'd lie."

i made this up.. it cool

 

     Grils are like chewing gum get get the flavor and you like it.. then you get tired of it so you throw it away and move on...

 

    wow my brain is cool.. i thought of that all on my own.. lol

so i ended up dropping my stats class. which was probably best. my brother called me just in time for us to talk about it. i had to drop it by 4, we got decided i should drop it around 330. didnt cut it too awfully close, but it was pushing it.

 

it brought a great relief. i'm auditing the class, so thats good. when i do take the class i'll know how to do it already and make an A. hopefully. lol.

 

i still dont know what i wanna do with my life. i just now remembered, i need to go by carreer services. hopefully they can give me some insight. along with my advisor. i got alot to do. i have tons of homework.

 

i'm at the library and i'm listening to pandora radio, which is something nathan told us about a long time ago. one of my friends this past year was like, hey, have you heard of pandora, it's so cool. i was like, "it's so old. i've been using it for ever." it was funny.

 

i wanna go hiking sometime soon. i'm headed home this weekend. so maybe next weekend i can go. i wanna do some major hiking. it'd be fun. it'll help me relax and forget about summer school.

 

well i got alot to do. alot of homework. blah.

 

piece

i am at the beach. at a beautiful beach house. listening to the ocean. this is great.

When someone says LOL it just means they have nuthin to say. You're not really laughin out loud. If it is funny it is still more of a chuckle-to-self. CTS. ha

Today was the grand premier of the tongue ring, and most people liked it. It grossed Alex out, but that just make things fun.

 

Fine arts practice starts again, and I'm not looking forward to it.

 

Not alot is going on and I'm going to go to sleep now... 

ya, camp was pretty fun, but didn't really live up to expectations. Evan Almighty is a really good movie. Do any of yall know the "Jump on it" dance? We got in trouble for doing it at camp. I'll post a vidio of it.

mom called this morning.
my aunt died about 2:15 this morning.
yeah, i'm upset...but i'm glad that she's no longer in pain.

It is so much fun here. We stayed on a farm the last few days. It was super cold at night, but it was really fun. I'm taking so many pictures it's not even funny. I've made lots of new friends. My best friends so far are probaly Blaiz and Tiffany. I post picutures when I get home. Oh my goodness, when we were at the farm stay the leaders put a goat into our tent. I was so scared. I also had to milk a cow. It was gross and I'll never do it again. We are going to the Coral Reef tomorrow. We are at the coolest hotel right now. It's like a resort and all outside. I absolutely love it.  I actually have to buy a new suitcase here. The airplane people jacked mine all up. They completely ripped my wheel off so I'm having to drag it right now. The most I'm willing to pay is $300. That's like a third of my spending money.  Well I should go so I'll talk to you guys later. Peace.

 

Australians Rock My Socks Off!

-i got to play with an iphone today. amazing.
-i leave tomorrow for vacation! 7 wonderful days away from work. 
-good night.

this is funny you guys! corey couldnt get in his house , today .... oh , it  was funny !!! soo.... he lifted me up , and i got in the window , and well, almost got straight threw, til i realize my butt...om ... was not gonna go threw...lol...... well, i tried , to make it work , but no go ...... so i scraped my leg ... GOOD NEWS I MADE IT threw !!!! bad ew leg is scraped ...lol. yay!

 

fun... reminds me of the time i got stuck in a baby swing in that feild of dreams park , they had to call the fire dep..... then i got out b4 the fire dep. got there , so we had to put me back in , & when they came , theyjust lifted theswing tipped me over , and i fell on my face ... TRUE STORY , too...loll

to the mimes is that thing still happening?? what time

So... that post where Nathan said that there had been some deleted post... yeah I posted that night and haven't had time to post again since.

 

Update on life. I closed on my house wednesday afternoon, but I have not even had time to go over to my own new house since then. Working both jobs is taking almost all of my time. Though if anyone wants to come see me at Jim N' Nicks I work Monday through Friday nights. I grabbed a couple of spare hours the other day to go and see Live Free or Die Hard. That movie = amazing. if you haven't already you should go see it in theatres. I am working through this weekend but I am deffinitaly looking forward to a long enjoyable weekend off next week at the lake, I am really needing that break right now. Don't really know what else to say that is going on in life. 

from my phone & hanging out with anyone.

 

yeah.

till august 1st.

not going into details.

i'm really mad about it all.

not mad at my dad for taking it away,

but for the person that caused me to use 1100 of our 1500 family share minutes.

 

yeah.

that much.

ugh.

whatever. 

These Past few days. . .  have been pretty good. I finally have a positive Thought :)

Yeah i have been able to just relax a little. I got to spend the night with my friend that i havent been able to even hang out with in like a year. That was so much fun :P

Well I guess thats all i have to say

 

 

talk to you fun ppl later  

...cowboy take me away...

I feel gross. Very gross. Yet I know that if I go to the doctor, nothing will be wrong. I just saved myself 20 bucks.

So, since I was gonna write about this yesterday but I forgot too, I'm gonna write about it now.We have some baby birds on our front porch. They are really cute birds too! I watch the mother build the nest and now I get to see the birds grow up...it's pretty awesome! I like birds. My mom doesn't. : P 
I want to go to sleep....well, not really but I thought I'd say that anyway. I want to eat more food. And yes I actually do want to eat more food. : ) I'm weird.

OMGosh today was AMAZING, for me at lest.

Ok so I got to go over to Lanes house, we had to baby-sit for a few hours then we could go out and RIDE!!!! I had Kasidi so I was really happy about baby-sitting, but after baby-sitting, that’s when the real fun began. Lane and I got our horses and headed to the back padauk. I was on my baby ( Kate ) and Lane was on her dads horse ( Shy Shy ) anyway after cantering a few times and remembering pure joy and happiness that comes with that I decided to take off my helmet, take my hair down and canter. The first few times she wouldn’t canter for me, but when she finally broke into that amazing rhythm of a canter, I could have screamed with happiness! It was the best feeling ever. But on the trail I was cantering there was a log in the way, and my baby ( Kate ) always jumped it...oh yeah and I was bareback. * if you don’t know what that means, its riding a horse with no saddle, just you sitting on their back, nothing separating you from the magnificent animal underneath you * I LOVE absolutely LOVE jumping bareback b/c you can feel every musical at work, you can feel every movement she makes as she jumps over the log crossing her path. All this to say...today was the best day I have had in a LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG LONG time!!!!!

well i j/ got a new ringtone.. it is called something beautiful by the newsboys.. its a really good christian song.. played on 88.3 yeah

That's right. I got it pierced today. And boy was it a trip.

We get to the parlor and I fill out all he paperwork and they get me set up in the room. They guy puts the forceps on my tongue, which was the most painful part. Then he puts the needle through, and I was beyond freaked out. I started having second thoughts (which was dumb of me) and the last thing i remember is seeing a Betty Paige poster and thinking "Wasn't that out in the hall?"

I shot up in the seat only to be pushed back by the guy that did the peircing. He told me I had seized up and fainted, then I started convulsing. He had put the bar in before I had managed to pass out entirely had to fight me to screw the ball in. I about bit his finger off.

I sat there in the chair for about 30 minutes trying to remember my legs and hands, all the while trying to reassure mom that I was okay.

I can take it out in a week and put in a smaller one in. they gave me a really long one so it can stretch with the swelling. So my tongue is about half of my mouth and I can barely talk. Great. That and I can't eat anything decent for about a week.

For those of you who know about the prayer request - THANK YOU SO MUCH. For everybody else, read on.

 

Decy and I often talk about health and security issues - its just part of our lifestyle living overseas. One health element we have talked about numerous times is the "3 day fever rule", which is .... if somebody has a fever for 3 days they promptly go to the doctor. This is something that is taught by the medical group in our company. This rule has been important and has proven effective over the last couple weeks as our staff have suffered through three cases of Dengue Fever.

 

Yesterday, Decy went to Ciputat (suburb of Jakarta, Indonesia) to visit her family. While there, her mother mentioned that Decy's sister Debbie was ill and had been running a fever for 3 days. The family thought everything would be ok. Decy went over to see Debbie ... she was running fever ... her stomach was bloated ... her stomach was extremely sensitive to touch. Decy told the family (and Debbie's husband) that Debbie needed immediate care. There was discussion on that and finally Decy's logic won out - and Decy promptly took Debbie to a GOOD hospital.

 

By 3pm Debbie was at the hospital undergoing tests. First, they found Typhoid. Second, they found complications in the intestinal area but weren't sure. About that time, I put Debbie on the prayer chain in the US through my family in Florida. More tests were run and by about 7pm it was determined that emergency surgery was needed. Surgery began at 9pm.

 

Decy made it home around mid-night. Surgery was a success - and the prognosis is good for recovery. As for what they found ... I don't know all the details (language translation issues) but the appendix was about to burst ... and something else had already ruptured as fecal material was in the intestinal cavity and it was only a matter of time before infection set it.

 

Debbie was truly in a life threatening situation. Decy's quick response and the prayers saved her life - I am certain of that.

 

Selah

grr...stupid slow computer.  Neely gave me her iPod so i could put some of her songs on there for her because her computer is too old..and she doesn't know how.  Well, it's taken about 15 minutes and i'm not even done with the first cd yet.  I was thinking to myself "What have I done?  I hope there's not a bunch of cd's"  well i just counted them...there's 29.  well, it's all for a good friend, i guess.  maybe i should have taken the payment she offered me...but heck i get a bunch of new songs to give to kaelynn!  woo.  yeah whatever.

DUDE I CANT WAIT TILL THIS WEEKEND! IM LEAVIN FOR CROSSVILLE! AND STAYIN A WHOLE WEEK WITH THESE AWESOME GUYS! THEY'RE LIKE MY BIG BROTHERS! BUT YA I CANT WAIT! I LOOK FORWARD TO IT EVERY YEAR! CHYEA! HAVE FUN YALL!<3HALEY

 

 

today, well the past couple of days really, i've been pretty stressed over what i should do for the rest of my life. i know that God is in control, but i feel like i'm in like limbo right now. like i dont know what i'm meant for. what am i supposed to major in. what am i going to do with my life. i'm so confused i dont even know how to explain it. i just need some guidance. some inspiration. i wish i could find something i really enjoy and go for it. i think inside of me, there's alot of conflict. like, i enjoy so much, how can i choose just one thing.

 

i think i would really like to go into business for my self. but thats a big risk. and i'm all for it. but it's kinda crazy. who knows.

 

but i have 4 hours to decide if i'm going to drop my stats class or not.

 

piece

Hmm. Summer's going well; I'm making money. Seen more movies this year than my entire high school career...

Yes yes yes! i am new. well DUH! anyways.... i dont know if i know what im doing so just deal with it i guess! lol =)

 

*-*This Crazy LiL Girl!*-* 

i hate this feeling

when these memories all emerge

 

good and bad.

 

mostly good memories

but bad bcuz theyre part of the past.

 

and sure the past can be recreated in one's mind

but never again in real life.

 

memories can be painful.

they cause ur heart to go numb

and ur brain to explode

 

i usually like storms

but tonite it makes things worse

its like the wrath of the sky

 

i used to know who i could count on.

now everything is changing

people are leaving

im leaving

we're moving forward creating more past memories.

I am at my moms work(she works at the hospital).  Its 1:03 in the morning and am not tierd, but thats good because they are putting me to work. I got some time to sit and rest, i might just stay up all night because the girls that work here are realy cool and funny. but i beter go i what to ride the wheelchairs before i get to tierd. Hope you have a great night or morning.

 

                                                          Love,

                                                              Ariana :~)

well i didnt get no sleep last night.. and i was in pain all night.. this morning i went back to the doctor.. and he gave me some more pain med. some more drops and a shot in the butt... yeah im about to go pick up the meds.. so pray for me.. im in sooo much pain...

 if you believe and recieve then youll be at this house too!!!

How's life? perfect. ok, maybe not but that's ok.I like my friends. Even if they are crazy! And weird. And all around strange. : P   

I have no clue where my phone is. Either someone jacked it at work or it fell out of my purse somewhere. Grr... If anyone needs me, shoot me an e-mail or call the house. If you're my real friend, you'll have the number... ;)

 

*EDIT* I found it. 

El Monte sucks. it is a restaurant in White Bluff. dont go there

okay, this is NOT my 4th entry of the day...it's almost 4 o clock in the morning on Wednesday!  So booyah.

I got inspired to write my life story so far...plus i don't have much else to do.

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WEll, where should I begin?  I KNOW!  I'll start with my parents.  My mom and dad were married on September 1st in 1988.  (I think...I'm not very good with dates and such.)  My mom gave birth to a pretty little girl with white blonde hair on November the 22nd, 1993 (me, duh.).  I was born so close to Thanksgiving...in fact, this year (2007) I will be celebrating my birthday on the fine holiday.  A few years before I was borned, my dad's mom, (My Mimi) died of brain cancer.  I never got to meet her but that's where I got my pure, low singing voice.  Then, a few weeks before I was born, my Granny was proudly pronounced a breast cancer survivor.  She still tells me to this day how happy she was to be able to hold me.  I don't remember much from when I was a baby, of course...let's see...ah, Burns, TN.  We lived in a little house in Burns; me, my mom, and my dad.  Then my brother was born on June 18th, 1997.  The house was getting too small.  I don't remember too much about the move except I DID NOT want to leave my Lion King room.  That same summer, my family and I went to Michigan, New York, Canada, and every state between.  WE didn't fly, we drove-in an old "air-conditioning impaired" woody Jeep.  I remember swimming at my aunt Marty's lake.  And I remembe the BIG, orange moon.  Then, that August I started school at the age of 4.

 

 

 

 i can't flippin delete this stupid blank entry dang it

So yeah, I'm going to be doing something rather daring tommorrow. Will post pictures when I get them. I just have to wonder how many of you will want to kill me when I get done.

I know i have updated 2 times in 1 day! but today has become one of those days where you just want to get in your bed with a bucket of ice-cream and cry! Sad i know. Anyways just need ya'lls prayers thanks

   

Happy Birthday Miss Kiona I Hope U Enjoy This Day

                        Love Trent 

 

Whats up my people??? Not to much has changed around here. But i have a question, it might sound stupid or it might be smart ( the odds of me saying something smart are very very slim ) But i was wondering if serving God your supposed to go out of your comfort zone or God will use the talents you already have. B/c i like being behind the stage making the show happen, instead of being ON stage and being the show. I can't seem to find any ways to serve God in, where i dont have to be on stage or getting noticed. I don't know maybe i'm just being stupid.... i was just wondering!