I really should be doing homework, but me being the oh-so-wonderful procrastinator that I am decided to hold it off a little longer.

My hair has grown about 3in since I cut it in May...
I think I might go get it cut today...wouldn't that be niiiiice. lol.
I dunno--it's naturally curly as u can see below and I'm just a lil bit tired of it. hmmmm
We'll see. If I do I will def. post pics.
<3 u all.

me and the oh-so-cute Hannah.

I think I've finally realize what this year is about...

      Its not about grades
      Its not about clubs
      Its not about college
      Its not about scholarships

Its about determination, its about experiences, its about perseverance,  
              Its about friends. 
         
  

yeah my new profile pic is a good one of what my hair looks like now. well yeah im gonna go do some hardcore christmas shoppin. so im out.

    stacy

wow last night my back was killing me, like it has been for prolly 3 weeks, and i mean it hurt to lay down, roll over, move in general, my hips and knees started hurting because of it too, anyways it was bad. then i was praying and i was like ow ow ow ow, so i stopped praying and i was like god if this is satan trying to distract me from praying to you take it away, and just like that it went away, no joke what so ever, it was amazing, and i rolled over to see if it was really better and it was, and i havent felt anything since, i even ran some without pain, so anyways that is a big praise and it was amazing how it happened, hope you all enjoyed my story,

-john

Ok, so it is Saturday, and I have a long list of things to do.  Sadly, I am totally unmotivated to do any of them.

The lingerie party tonight should be interesting though...  :)

Um, so I know that some of my pictures are messed up.  I'm going to have to work on that.  I'm not quite sure why they did that.  They are mostly the ones from Disneyland I think.

Oh man, I love Christmas time.  I feel like this one is going to be a great one!

I have had this feeling for awhile that something very big, and very good, is going to happen.  I don't know if it is just me, or what, but I'm excited.  It is going to be fantastic. 

i used to make the best out of everything, and no matter what came my way i didnt care and i was happy. but after so much a person can only brush off so much and make the best out of it all. just sometimes, i wish that people would see that. i'm sure that at times i bring some of it on my self, but not all the times. oh well.

this week has had it's ups and downs.

shannon moran called to check up on my today after she knew that i was upset last night, and i appreciate that. thanks shannon

i got homework i have to do this weekend, blah.

i dont know if it's just me or what, but do you have to give your best friend a reason to get together with you, ecspecially atfter they've known you've been upset

piece

Yesterday was interesting.

Volunteering at the homeless shelter was an amazing and humbling experience.  I definitely think it's something I want to do more often.

Then the chamber choir girls' sleepover…wowee.  Those girls are wild and I love them.  "Let's put cheese on her face!"  "Yeah!!" 

Mmm.  So, call me selfish and impatient…but…I really wish I had a boyfriend.  I'm not one to complain – I'm perfectly happy as I am, and satisfied in God, but I feel like I'm at a point in my life (as opposed to last year) where I'm actually ready for one, emotionally.  That would be great, except…no one likes me.  No one has ever really liked me, except one or two perverted creeps.  Yes, I'm a strong, independent woman, and yes, I know God has a plan for my life…but I'm also cold and lonely sometimes and I just wish I had a boy who would call me and tell me I'm pretty. 

Sigh.

Anyway.

See you delightful people later.

<3 Christina

I think the next time I have to perform mass communication with the Swing Club, I'll make them give me their emails.  Not their telephone numbers.

It just makes things so much easier.  You think I would have realised this earlier.

But no.

It took a go-round.
But at least it was just one.

Without further ado:

-- Jump, Jive, and Swing! 1940's Big Band Christmas Ball
-- Saturday, December 3 (that's today)
-- Living Word Community Church (formerly Brentwood Baptist) at 409 Franklin Road, Brentwood, TN
-- $10
-- Swing dance lessons are 7:30-8:30, with dancing until 11:00
-- Complimentary appetizers/drinks/coffee
-- Smoke and alcohol free, if that's a draw for you

Be there, or be a one-dimensional figure with four equal sides.

hey ya;; whats up well today i am going to 6 avenue (its a sktepark in nashville) and ya its going to be awesome and then im going to the movies with Katelyn so thats going to be great but i gtg ttyl

JR!!!!

well last night me and the family talked about memories and stuff it was awesome.......

i have been updating every other day so yeah

well today i am going shoping w/ the family..... what joy... nothing new about

mum yeah well people i hope you weekend well be fun

              meg

First off...I HAVE TO SAY THANK YOU TO PATRICK POPE!! I GOT A CARD FROM HIM TODAY THAT JUST BRIGHTENED MY DAY UP!! IT WAS SOO AMAZING!!!

THEN....give me a round of applause... no i am serious..start clapping... hmm..i am not going to tell you unless you start clapping.... just do it!! lol!! okay........ it is 1:02 and i am still awake!! woo hoo!!!! how amazing is this!! lol!! this is a record or something...get out the history books..this is being written down!!

So.... i have to say..that things in the room and with all of my suite-mates couldn't be better right now!! I had soo much fun with these girls tonigth!! I must agree with Eliz, we are a fun bunch of girls!!! Specially with Katie and I trying to learn the words to Gold Digger!! HAHA!! This weekend should be fun!! all 4 of us are going to be here!! I don't think that has happened for a while!! So I am excited!!

So I have finals in less than 2 weeks..it is going to be crazy!!! But ohh well!! I will get through them!! Tomorrow is going to be a busy day!!! But I am excited!! Plus I have 2 projects to do..so that should be interesting!!

well that is all for now!! later!!

sometimes the people you love the most...will never know.

But is that mysterious factor which makes the great love stories?

tomorrow is mid state

YAY!

Gold Digger

(feat. Jamie Foxx)

[Jamie Foxx]
She take my money when I'm in need
Yea she's a trifflin friend indeed
Oh she's a gold digga way over town
That dig's on me

[Chorus:]
(She takes my money)
Now I aint sayin she a gold digger (When I'm Need)
But she aint messin wit no broke niggaz
(She takes my money)
Now I aint sayin she a gold digger (When I'm need)
but she aint messin wit no broke niggaz
get down girl gone head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl gone head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl gone head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl gone head

[Verse 1:]
Cutie the bomb
Met her at a beauty salon
With a baby louis vuitton
Under her underarm
She said I can tell you ROC
I can tell by ya charm
Far as girls you got a flock
I can tell by ya charm and ya arm
but I'm lookin for the one
have you seen her
My psychic told me she have a ass like Serena
Trina, Jennifer Lopez, four kids
An i gotta take all they bad ass to show-biz
Ok get ya kids but then they got their friends
I Pulled up in the Benz, they all got up In
We all went to Den and then I had to pay
If you fuckin with this girl then you betta be payed
You know why
It take too much to touch her
From what I heard she got a baby by Busta
My best friend say she use to fuck wit Usher
I dont care what none of yall say I still love her

[Chorus:]
(She takes my money)
Now I aint sayin she a gold digger (When I'm Need)
But she aint messin wit no broke niggaz
(She takes my money)
Now I aint sayin she a gold digger (When I'm need)
but she aint messin wit no broke niggaz
get down girl gone head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl gone head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl gone head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl gone head

[Verse 2:]
18 years, 18 years
She got one of yo kids got you for 18 years
I know somebody payin child support for one of his kids
His baby momma's car and crib is bigger than his
You will see him on TV Any Given Sunday
Win the Superbowl and drive off in a Hyundai
She was spose to buy ya shorty TYCO with ya money
She went to the doctor got lypo with ya money
She walkin around lookin like Michael with ya money
Should of got that insured got GEICO for ya moneeey
If you aint no punk holla We Want Prenup
WE WANT PRENUP!, Yeaah
It's something that you need to have
Cause when she leave yo ass she gone leave with half
18 years, 18 years
And on her 18th birthday he found out it wasn't his

[Chorus:]
(She takes my money)
Now I aint sayin she a gold digger (When I'm Need)
But she aint messin wit no broke niggaz
(She takes my money)
Now I aint sayin she a gold digger (When I'm need)
but she aint messin wit no broke niggaz
get down girl gone head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl gone head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl gone head get down (I gotta leave)
get down girl gone head

[Verse 3:]
Now I aint sayin you a gold digger you got needs
You dont want ya dude to smoke but he can't buy weed
You got out to eat and he cant pay yall cant leave
There's dishes in the back, he gotta roll up his sleeves
But why yall washin watch him
He gone make it into a Benz out of that Datson
He got that ambition baby look in his eyes
This week he moppin floorz next week it's the fries
So, stick by his side
I know his dude's ballin but yea thats nice
And they gone keep callin and tryin
But you stay right girl
But when you get on he leave yo a** for a white girl

Get down girl gone head get down
Get down girl gone head get down
get down girl gone head get down
get down girl gone head
(lemme hear dat bak)

Good night all around!!!  Fun times...We are a fun bunch of college girls!!!  Home in 2 weeks!!!  YAY!!!

eliz

tonight was fun.

i am beginning to think this french project will never end. it was supposed to end thursday. not. today. not. monday. i hope so. i don't know how much more of these people i can take. ahhh!

i love you

Don't think anyone reads this... but oh well.
------
No one may ever know,
May ever see just what lies,
Within my soul,
And deep behind my pale blue eyes.

Tonight I felt alone,
Surrounded by many in a place,
Of celestial warmth...
Crowded by many a joyous face..

Don't feel up to life,
If this is the best I come with,
On Friday night,
When friends wanna have a good time..
-------------

fun nights make me smile. i love having really fun random nights, on my own without having to care about parents getting you around. thanks stephy :]

so somehow this year has become more stressful than previous holiday seasons. maybe it's because i have no money... or cuz i'm freaking out about midterms (how am i supposed to take a midterm in a class i've done nothing in?)... or just not getting everything done. weirdly i kinda like it this way. gives me something to do.

i love my sissy and she finally got a phusebox!!

So basically all I have to say is....tonight was sooo much fun!!! I think I am now going to become a fan of scary movies... tonight=awesome!!!

"Photo"

A photo can say a thousand things
But it can't say the million things I wanna say
A photo can capture the way we were
But it can't capture the way we are
'Cause you're far away
What it's like to know you
What it's like to touch you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

Timing lost minutes and moments
And I might be lonely girl
But I'm not afraid
In a second
It all comes right back to me
Nothing's forgotten now
Yeah everything's saved
What it's like to touch you
What it's like to know you

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

You were my life
you were my faith
You gave me hope every day

When you told me that you loved me
were those just words
You can't tell me you don't need me
and I know that hurts
'Cause I'm looking at your picture
'Cause it's all I've got
Maybe one day
You and me will have one more shot

- Ryan Cabrera

you really kind of start to wonder who your friends are sometimes

...it sucks to be home, alone, on a friday night

woah, dang.
i'm so glad it's the weekend.
i'm talking super-mega-glad.
because i'm so tired of school and things.
i cannot wait until

CHRISTMAS BREAK

7 days until Mrazzzzzzz

i'm soooo excited!

Erica (older sister) gave me some tre adorable japanese stationery
i think i'm going to try and get a penpal. preferably out of this country.
like England
France
Japan
Austrailia

perhapse perhapse.

because.. i dont know.. i have an urge to.

"i'm seein' stars,
i'm seein' stars/
oh my
starry eyed surprise
sundown to sunrise
we gonna dance all night,
dance all night to this DJ..."

i'm over in kayla's neighborhood, hanging out w/ kayla, kenzie,and briana. bunches of fun!! i don't know what i'll do later-something bad that's all i know- lol, i'm just playin. i love all you guys soooooooooooo much!! please remark you guys make me sad! lol, no. but anyway

love forever and always

tiffany

well we lost again last night

33-32 in overtime, and they won on a last second 3. garbage. you think we would get it to fall our way once.

nothing big this weekend

okay new entry..

          um not much has been happening. its the weekend and i have absolutely no plans. bcos my friends are either grounded or live in woodbury. or i just dont kno there number lol. well um here are some random and usless pics but go ahead and check them out.. make something of them.

  alan ladd.. class leader in rotc.. or one of them.. and also my neighbor.

Rebecca Layne and Me. in rotc

Matthew Williams.. rotc

s. robinson and cooper

lee cooper

Melanie Scott outside playing with my camera.with jessica.while everyone else was playing fball

haha my oldest brother trey drawn at islands of adventure in FL.

me drawn in FL

and then my second oldest brother patrick drawn

well ..yeah. there you go. leave "remarks"

   <333holly

Hmmm today pretty much sucked. I was sick today and didn't go to school. I basically just slept a little and read some of the sixth Harry Potter. And so far a good book by the way.

Last week me and my mom whent to go get pick up my little sister from a basketball game at the middle school. So I had to go inside and get her. And I know this sounds silly but when I walked in diffrent fellings and emotions rushed through me. Because i haven't been in there since May. And of course i'm now in in high school. But I spent three long years in that school. And sure high school is a lot better in some ways. But I just really miss that place. Everyone was in the same hall. You always got to see everyone. Now in high school everyone is busy and you never get to see anyone. Which to me sucks. So I thought I would just let that out that.

Well Christmas is getting so close I can taste it. And I don't know how you can taste Christmas but o well. So hope everyone has a great weekend. Sham on!

-Tanner

"And I know you know
you touched my life
when you touched my heavy heart and made it light"

so i just got back from my Grandmama's visitation. i saw some family there that i hadn't seen in like.... 10 years and some i'd never seen! but i've learned this about my mom's dad's side of the family: they're weird and hilarious!! lol
-"I'm 53!"
-"Well, I'm 59!"
lol

haha and now i see that my mom looked like Chris Farley when she was a lil chubby kid lol i am very entertained... lol

well, i gotta go and get ready for the Girls sleepover @ ML's! ^^ ciao!

Abstract Horse says,"Any day of the week that ends in a "Y" is a good day to drink liquids!"

It's friday at last. I can't wait till Christmas!!!!!!!

I hate days when I don't do anything in my classes. We had a test in music theory today over chords and scale degree names. It wasn't anything too exciting. Next week is music history week :yay!: and then we review for mid-terms.

Mr. Meford went around the room today during band and had people play their midstate music. Omg...our concert season is going to suck if everyone goes about the music we play for contests the way they did their audition excerpts. That really bothers me, oh well, my section will be fine atleast. :-) I took Amy's lesson with Mike today (I love when I take lessons that other people pay for) and we did some sightreading. He said I'll do just fine tomorrow, yay.

That would be so cool if Ruth and I got to sit next to each other, or atleast make the same band. Man, that'd be so much fun. Lol. It'd be extra cool if the order was Sara Todd, Ruth, and then me. That'd be a kick-butt first horn part. But yeah...

I'm going to go meditate get raise my "french horn chi"

Tootles.

so, Laura-anne is probably the ONLY person who reads this. and as you know Laura-Anne, i am learning to play the guitar. recently Bo gave me a guitar, and i've been messing around with it a lot, and today. i wrote a song, i don't have a melody for it yet but i figure i'll post it so you can tell me what you think. It's not completely finished i need to work out some kinks, but you'll get the jist of it.

LET IT ALL GO.

There comes a time when you have let it go.

Just release your grip, lose all control.

Let the memories fade, let the pain inside die

Leave behind the nights that made you cry.

Let it all go.

Because the past is gone

The future lies ahead.

I see a bright horizon

Put the ugly past to bed,

Let all go.

There was a time when I could make you smile.

When we’d just take off… we’d drive for miles.

Along the way the way your past caught up

Let’s leave it behind baby…

Let’s let it all go.

Because the past it gone

Our future lies ahead

I see a bright horizon

Put the ugly past to bed…

We’ve all been hurt, we’ve all cried

We’ve all had some one wipe tears from our eyes.

But we’ve all not loved the way the two of us do.

So put the past to bed baby,

I’ll take care of you.

Because the past is gone

And our future lies ahead

I can see our bright horizon

Let put the fears of your past to bed.

Baby… let it all go

Please… let it all go

Come on baby

Let it go.

That's it...

i love laura-anne.

so i haven't really written in FOREVER - or if i have it's been random and short, so................................

life has been crazy and hectic and stressful lately - but hey, that's life!

so, today is friday!!!! hooray! tonight, my beautiful Kimberleia and I will get to dress up in pretty dresses like princesses and journey to the far away kingdom of the BCM for the BCM formal. how fun is that? and then!!!! yep, we're changing into out pj's and watching a movie there! yeah, i know--- flippin' sweet!

right now as i look around me I'm thinking "wow! i'm soooo messy!" there are clothes piled...um....er... everywhere. yeah so while kim is at work i'll be cleaning.... the whole time!

I wish life had a pause button. or someway to just go back a relive those moments of infinite happiness that i took for granted while they were happening. there sould be some flashinging neon sign that says "enjoy while it lasts"

we did tribute speeches in speech today. man, i love my family. i'm not sure i can ever express that enough. they are soooo great.

so ok guys--- time to fess up. the past few days have been emotionally wired and draining at the same tiem. when i get like that I have a reallllllly good loooooonnnnnnggggggggggg cry and then i'm good and i can handle it. do you do that, or will you admit it?

Well, I guess this is my first post.  You can thank my sister for encouraging me to get a phusebox account.  :) 

I make no promises as to how often I will update.  I'll try to though.  Goodness knows that there are times that I need to vent!

Random -- For anyone who likes Pirates of the Carribean, the new trailer is out, and oh my goodness gracious does it look good!  Do we really have to wait till July?!?

Anyway, I'm going to go try to figure this phusebox thing out...

Holy crap.  It's Friday again.  Where did my week go?

I slept in again today.  >_<  Whoo.  Good job, me.  I had myself another panic attack / nervous breakdown / depression spasm thing.  I called my mom and she told me to take the day off and come to her house.  So here I am!  Updating from mom's.

I was terrified that I would get in trouble with my Dad.  But when he called he just said he was sorry that I was having a rotten day and he hoped I feel better soon.

Totally not what I was expecting.  Not that I'm complaining or anything.

Well, enjoy your weekend while it's still here.  Before you know it, It'll be Monday again.

Well we finally made it to the weekend and yeah its going to be pretty fun for me.. tonight I'm going to this thing with Beth to see the tree here in downtown M'boro which is going to be very fun and yeah.. I have to come strait home from weightlifting and take like a 5min shower and get dressed because it doesnt end until 5:30 and shes picking me up at six and yah were going to go and hang out with each other and then tomorrow I'm going tover to Wills house and then were going to th state games which start at 3:00 and yeah we have alot of friends going and yeah I'm excited...well I'm out....Love You Beth!!!

-Josh-

hi guys.

sup?

cool

I get out of school early today!!! ^^ w00t! but for Grandmama's visitation.... and i get to sing "Remember Me" at her funeral tomorrow. so... that'll be interesting... but i cannot wait til the Chamber Choir Girls Sleepover!!!! ^^ it shall be fun! Mean Girls and Disney movies w/ some awesomely talented and fun chicks! ^^ w00ty w00t!

"We can't imagine other people's pain
It's hard for us to share it
But if I meet someone
Whom I really want to face
I don't want to feel fear"
-Ayu (About you)

that song is awesome!!! ^^

Party tonight.
Hooray.
( That's if I do go. )
It's so f_ing cold outside.
Gahhh.

so my two sisters and really good friend of mine had birthdays today. but this will probably say it was posted the day after.


those two girls had thier birthdays today, and so did young, but unfourtionately i dont have a picture of her, i dont think.

me and whitney had dinner at our adopted familys house tonight, it was pretty dang good. and they gave us christmas presants. so that was coo. it's the WOW 2006 cd and the voices of the faithful beth moore book, so thats awesome.

later on to night, there was some flagilation going on, "tooting" if you want to put it that way.

we played bball tonight, it was fun. chelsea cut me with her fingernails, it was pretty funny.

oh ya, my parents got mad at me tonight for the excessive txt messaging. not really mad, but up set.

piece

i'm sick of this... sick of it all.

i've tried to fix things with her, i really have.
i've tried to keep our friendship, but its like she doesn't
care at all.
i can't fix something that i didn't mess up. Yet it seems that i'm the one to blame for whatever the hell happened.
I just don't get it.
this is definitely not fair to me.

but i see it in her attitude.
she doesn't care.
she's a different person.
she changed.
she doesn't acknowledge me.

so, i guess its over.
our friendship, is over.
i wish this weren't true. but she doesn't care.
and i am sick to my stomach.
why does it have to be like this?

so, people have told me to just forget her since she's being like this,
but she was my bestfriend.
and its just so hard to see her treating me like i'm stupid or something.
but along the way of trying to move on,
i've made some truly amazing friends.

and i thank God for them.
because they've helped me get through this sadness.
So, maybe this was meant to happen for a reason.

BUt i just don't know.

 HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THIS AMAZING GIRL!!!!! SHE IS SUCH AN AMAZING PERSON AND I AM SOO GLAD TO BE ABLE TO SAY THAT SHE IS MY FRIEND!! I LOVE YA RACHEL!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

SO THINGS HAVE BEEN A LIL CRAZY HERE!! A BUNCH OF HOMEWORK AND OTHER STUFF!! FINALS ARE JUST AROUND THE CORNER AND I AM NOT SURE IF I AM READY FOR THEM!! BUT I GUESS WE WILL FIND OUT!! I HAVE 2 MONDAY, 1 THURSDAY AND 1 FRIDAY!!! SO THAT IS PRETTY MUCH WHAT I WILL BE DOING UNTIL THE END OF THE SEMESTER!! I CAN'T WAIT TO COME HOME AND SEE ALL OF MY FRIENDS!! I MISS THEM!!!

WELL I AM GONNA GO!! 8 CLASSES SUCK!!!!

So I found this new band ... and I'm IN LOVE!!! Number one ... I am an ABSOLUTE sucker for the acoustic guitar ... this band is completely acoustic ... maybe I shouldnt say band ... its juz two guys ... their called The Scene Aesthetic ... the song is Beauty In the Breakdown!!! Well I was listening to the song and I was like OMG ... this is SO GOOD ... so I go to look them up ... even better ... THEIR BOTH HOT!!!

Come on, take a step towards me
So you can figure me out
I've been hoping and praying for a single way
To show you what I'm all about
And I know, and I know this is the only way of pleasing the crowds
But when this is over and done with and we walk away
There should be no doubts

So let's get a little closer now
Let's get a little closer now

You say, you say that we're all tied up
And wrapped around in useless, states of mind
But at the same time we're still young
We have the time to realize that we were wrong

Come on love run with me
Get the hell out of this town
So we can get a better feel for each other
I'll take you, back to, when you
Remembered how you used to
Just live your life a little for me
Take the time to let it go
Step away and watch me grow

So let's get a little closer now
Let's get a little closer now

You say, you say that we're all tied up
And wrapped around in useless, states of mind
But at the same time we're still young
We have the time to realize that we were wrong

You can stay if you want to
And I write to you and tell you how you've always been so special to me
You can stay if you want to, and I’ll try
You can stay if you want to
And I write to you and tell you how you've always been so special to me
You can stay if you want to, and I’ll try

To keep you close to me (x3)

You say, you say that we're all tied up
And wrapped around in useless, states of mind
But at the same time we're still young
We have the time to realize that we were wrong

Thats the song ... its SO GOOD ... if you wanna listen to it juz go to my myspace ... www.myspace.com/Xx__yourwordskillme__xX

<33333 Elaine

hey

yeah pretty sure that i have to have a date for ADK formal in March and i better start looking now other wise im just taking me myself and i which sucks.so any guys out there that would be interested in going with me to formal just tell me and i will consider.i know it's sad i can't find a date but im use to it......

anyways life is going pretty good tonight was fun...heck today was fun...oh sixth period was amazing today it was sooo funny and great i loved it and then we had a band concert and that went really well it was really really good.well im going to go.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!

....Leah.....

me and my mom ordered the iPod from apple.com.it is black 30gb 7500 songs. i get for christmas.

yaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy!

KAPOW

Grandmama's visitation is tomorrow. but so is the Chamber Choir Girls Sleepover! I'm so excited about that!

i got a job application at Dollar Tree lol here we go... lol

who wants to go see RENT Saturday nite? call me if ya wanna!

i just watched the new Ayu music video for her song Pride and it was awesome! w00t! Ayu does it again! ^^ lol

"Even if it's the end of the world
Even if people say with laughter we are trying in vain
Let's go together
Because nothing is so fearful as giving up"
-Ayu (Pride)

I LOVE MY KAL!!!!!

I pretty much read all of Brave New World today...that book is awesome. Read it. There are so many quotable passages in it...but i leave it to you to find them. Actually...i'll leave you with the one that made me smile the most.

"I say," Helmholtz exclaimed solicituosly, "you do look ill, John."

"Did you eat something that did'nt agree with you?" asked Bernard.

The Savage nodded. "I ate civilization."

"What?"

"It poisoned me; I was defiled. And then," he add, in a lower tone, "I ate my own wickedness."

Love it or leave it.

in case u don't already kno, that's what the name of the band's gonna be. in u guys have any suggestions, leave a message after the beep... beep. anyway, i like the name, but it hasn't been set in stone, so... man, people, if you get an opportunity, take it, no matter the consequences. sometimes the reward is greater than what ur giving up. guys, this durmmer may be retiring, so the band may not ever happen. man, i seriously don't know what to do. life's just getting too confusing!

well 24 more day untill x-mas

and yeah

     meg

so yeah, life is going at a rather slow pace. and i like it this way. i don't feel so rushed all the time.

happy birthday michael and brian!

i love this time of year, especially the lights. and everyone is happy.

yay for the holidays.

umm! well i went searching for my name on google on i found out that i am a 6'4 300 lb. lineman for texas tech. yes, he spells the same way too! so yea i'm bored so i decided to take some of my friends names and put how many things pop up on them so here we go.

Justin Vance- 1,020,000

Brian King- 30,900,000

Clint Nadeau- 106,000

Hodg-e- 6,200,000

Kayla Hale- 138,000

Our Phusebox Founding Father (Nathan Moore)- 4,370,000

B.J. Hunt- 1,820,000

ben yeargan- 862

john barron- 3,900,000

Nemanja Cavlovic- 131

Alex Lewis- 9,700,000

Garrett Haynes- 764,000

Ben Moser- 1,180,000

so yea thats all i have time for if you are couresy about your name check it out at google.com

i need a new picture...

i have been SO busy lately... had court today, tons of homework over the week, things to do almost every day, i have to stay after school to redo a test for three days...................... it's so crazy!! i will definetly appreciate this weekend.

<3

Funny ((and true)) story time: In biology ((which begins at 8:00)), Dr. Johnson was teaching, and she looked at the clock on her desk. "9:13?? My goodness, we need to end soon." This seemed odd to me, because I knew there was no way in heck we'd been in there an hour and a half. I ((along with about half the class apparently)) nonchalantly pulled my cell phone out of my purse and looked at the time. . . it read 8:37. Graham and I kind of glanced at each other with "Is she serious?" looks, and kept quiet. . . as did the rest of the class. Ten minutes later, Dr. Jonhson dismissed us. It was 8:50. Mwahaha, how splendid. That made my day.

Let's see. . . I've taken a biology test, biology lab final, and an algebra test this week. I passed the bio test, lol. . . pretty sure I'll probably pull a C for the semester. I've been expecting that. I don't know what I got on the lab, but it hopefully wasn't terrible. I'm pleased to say that I was rather prepared for today's algebra test; maybe my grade won't be so bad after all.

Brian's party is tomorrow night. . . Heck yeah for hanging out with friends.

wow today has been the greatest birthday ever!!!!
honestly!!!

I HAVE TO SAY I HAVE THE GREATEST FRIENDS!!!

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!

Love Through Christ!!
~Rachel~

SAVIOR

i'm everything you've wanted
i am the one whose haunting you
i am the eyes inside of you, stare back at you
B verse:
there's nothing left to lose
there's nothing left to prove
surrender your love, it's all you can do
Chorus:
what you got, what you want, what you need
gonna be your savior
everything's gonna crash and break
but i know, yeah i know
what you got what you want, what you need
gonna be your savior
everything's gonna crash and break
your savior
v2:
it's time to redefine your deophobic mind
don't hesitate, no escape
from secrets on the inside
(B verse)
Bridge:
i am the eyes inside staring back at you(2x)
you need me(2x) yaaaaa

I really like this song!

Kyle is awesome. the end.

I made a new friend too :] Nick Hawkins. 
Things have been a little shaky lately, but the sun's shining and things are alright.

and winter's here. that means sweaters. lots and lots of sweaters.