mraz = all around good ole' time
December 05 2005
open forum
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I love these people! They're old!
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Christmas time is here...merry christmas everybody :)
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MY F_ _ _ING LIFE!!!
December 05 2005
another year almost gone by. man, time flies by. 2 more weeks, and x-mas break. gonna be great, kris, finally back!!! get my new cell, and plus, pretty sure 2 or 3 weeks off school should be fun. been hanging out a lot w/ sam. think we're dating, but not sure. don't want to ask, so i'll leave it at that. won't last long though, 'cause i'm sure she'll be back w/ the other dude soon. oh, well
espero que todos ustedes tengan una buena semana, y una feliz navidad. (just felt like writting in spanish)
adios, mis amigos, el niño español
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December 05 2005
Yay! No rehearsals tonight!
I have a lesson tonight, which is good. I haven't had one in like...2 weeks, but I guess that is what you get when your teacher is a working professional.
I love eating lunch with Chad, Lindsey, Sam, and all those other people. We have fun.
Yeah, I'm being random...I really don't have anything to talk about.
open forum part 2
December 05 2005
Well kids, here are your answers:
Mady-How much do I love you? Well I think that I would have to say . . . almost as much as Jesus does. That’s a whole lot. That’s also about how much I love everyone.
Rebekah-Naked? For a million dollars? Shoot, my clothes would be off faster than . . . something very fast. Yeah, that was a pretty terrible analogy, so I’ll try to do better . . . yeah, I got nothin’.
Kelsey-No, the party was not more fun without you, I’m sad that you couldn’t make it. What’s the other question?
Aimee-I needed you to ice a cake for me . . . a very special cake . . . that’s about all I can say on here. Message me.
Sara Shaban-Love at first sight? Seriously? Probably not. That would probably be something more along the lines of infatuation. But I do believe that sometimes you can feel a deep connection with someone at first sight . . . I just don’t know if I think that that’s love.
Andrew-I am not, in fact, a treacherous traitor; I am a treacherous whore. Aside from that, it’s all quite simple: I once signed a pact that I would never betray anyone-ever-and that I would certainly not whore about . . . we see how well that worked. That fiendish Chloe . . .
Megan-Of course I missed you after you left my party; I didn’t get a chance to poke you or bother you about Kelly.
Anna-I thought we already settled this marriage thing? The deal is if neither of us are married by the time that you turn 30, we get hitched. I proposed to you a long time ago . . . and now that we’re both 18 I guess it technically counts . . .along with 54 others, but we won’t go there in this paragraph.
Beth-How many times have I been in love? Probably never if we’re being realistic; though I’ve either been there or close on one or maybe two occasions in my opinion.
Sarah Bowers-Hmm . . . probably $5. I am not to dependent on Starbucks coffee that I wouldn’t go home and brew my own if it got any higher than that for one drink. Of course if I were buying for a lot of people, I would buy until I had no more money with me, just to be nice. And so I could sip everyone’s coffee.
Dani-You ask me a very interesting question. I would think that the answer to your question is yes, we (boys) are all stupid, at least as far as matters like that are concerned. But hey, who isn’t stupid at some point or another, especially in relationships? I do believe that the general rule of thumb is "boys are stupid and girls are evil."
Kim-Yes, I do like Pirates of the Caribbean . . . in fact, I can’t wait for the sequel to come out on July 7th. Or maybe it was the 8th. Early July, either way.
Jessica-The meaning of life . . . hmm . . . I think it would change depending on who you asked. Personally, I think life is supposed to be your love letter back to God. Life is a journey, not a destination, and it’s all about what happens along the way and whether or not you get pulled down in the trenches or persevere and make life a little easier for the people to come after you. The good and the bad, you have to take all of it and learn to appreciate every experience you have. Your actions against-and reactions to-your circumstances are what makes you who you are; and when you realize who you are, you have realized the meaning of your life.
Ben-No. Lol, just kidding. You will be romantically happy when you quit worrying about it and just live. Girls are pretty cool . . . but don’t let them consume you. See the above paragraph.
Cara-If I had a dollar for every time I made a complete fool of myself, I would be the richest man alive. As far as your college question, I’m going to take the cheap way out and say that you will end up wherever you are supposed to go. If I knew where you applied, I might take a stab in the dark to see how close I could get.
Nathan-Big Bird is totally a guy. I think . . . gah, that’s going to bother me now . . .
Michal-I didn’t invite you to my party because I really didn’t think you would come if I did. Simple as that. I was actually on the verge of asking you, but chickened out. Maybe next time . . . can’t have you walking around with a broken heart.
Caleb-Cottage cheese and bologna together, or just in general? In general, yes, I do. Together, I have never tried, but it doesn’t sound particularly tasty. How would you eat it? On a sandwich? Or would you just smother the bologna with cottage cheese and roll it up Swiss cake roll style? This is interesting . . .
Zach-As much as it would bother our parents, friends, your girlfriend, and our religious affiliation, I guess I have to say yes, I will marry you. Now get at the back of the line, ;P. I have missed you a lot this semester, and you better hang out with me whenever you get back for Christmas break.
Sarah from Alabama-This question is tough, because if I say yes, I sound conceited, and if I say no I sound like I have self-esteem issues. And, of course, it all depends on exactly how cool people say I am . . . which I really can’t imagine to be very cool . . . but we’ll go with yes.
Christina-School buses smell like pepperoni? What bus have you been riding? Just kidding, school buses smell like pepperoni because the patron saint of school bus drivers is St. (Papa) John, who also happens to be the patron saint of pizza, so they burn pepperoni-scented candles to him under the dash. I thought everyone knew that . . .
Amy Powers-I have several theories as to why random people request friendship on Phusebox. Any or all of my theories may apply to any random Phuseboxer who requests your friendship: A) They think that you are hott. These people usually accompany their request with a message to you saying about as much. They are also, quite often, awkwardly younger than you are. B) They are extremely insecure and have no real friends to be friends with, so they ask random people in the hope that it will make it look like someone does, in fact, notice (and care) that they are alive. C) They are having some sort of a contest with someone else to see how many friends they can get and don’t really care whether they know you or not. That’s not all of them, but it’s the top three main reasons, in my professional opinion.
Emily-This question was pure evil. If I could marry seven people, who would I marry? I could take the cheap way out and rattle off a bunch of really attractive actresses that I have no chance with ever, but where’s the fun in that? I’ll rattle off a bunch of names of people that I actually know that I have no chance with ever (in no particular order). 1) You. You deserve to be married to me for asking this question. 2) Sarah Moore. Because we would make random sounds at each other about as often as we actually talked. 3) Michal Mulane. She’s funny and pretty (fun to be mean to). 4) Megan McDonald. Because it would really tick off Kelly. 5) Sara Mohammed Shaban. You never know when you will need al-Qaeda connections. 6) Jessica Sanders. Just to cause lots of drama and keep things interesting around the house. 7) Kelly Sullivan. Because she makes funny noises when you poke her in the side. I’m sure I left out someone important, but that will have to do because I ran out of numbers . . . you should have asked who I would marry if I could marry 55 girls.
Michal-Will I be your boyfriend? Sure, why not? No one else will take me . . .
Aaron-You in a word? Weird.
Katie-How do you measure a year? With a calendar, stupid. Hehe. No, but seriously . . . I guess this is one of those sappy things where you are supposed to say you measure a year by your experiences, good times with friends, etc. Personally, I've had a very interesting year so far, but I can't say that I will be terribly sad to see 05 go . . . because that means 06 is coming!
Bethany-Do I think that people in heaven can see us? I guess that depends on whether or not you believe that people go straight to heaven when they die; do they go on up, or do they wait in the ground for the rapture? I think it makes more sense to believe that people wait in the ground, because if they went to heaven why would they come back to be raptured? Of course the fact that elijah was carried up to heaven in a chariot kinda messes with that theory, but he was elijah, so maybe he's special. I guess what I'm getting at, despite wishing to the contrary, is that I don't really believe that people can see us from heaven. As nice as it is to think that generations of your ancestors and heros are up there watching, I'm pretty sure that if you were in heaven you would be far too blown away by God to be paying attention to anyone else, especially us mortals. Of course, there is that verse in Hebrews about the cloud of witnesses, but that could be angels, or it could be that the people in heaven are in fact watching . . . so basically I just spent a huge paragraph running around in circles to say nothing more than I don't know; I don't think anyone really will until we are on the other side. This would be a better conversation to have in person than on a forum like this, so . . . bring it up sometime.
Holy cow, that was a really long post. I'm sorry. I did try to make it interesting for all of you, though.
a little story for you...
December 05 2005
i have tried TWICE this weekend to go see RENT but have failed miserably both times :( so i think i'm going to go see it some other time this week. hopefully.
update on my granddanny...he was doing better and was able to go back home, but my aunt (who's a nurse) was staying with him just in case. well, i just talked to my mom and she said they had to rush him back to st. thomas b/c they think he had a mini-stroke (TIA) but they aren't sure. so please please pray! holidays are not a good time for my family anyway...thanks guys!
Reality Check
December 05 2005
I honestly dont know how I feel about online gathering places of "friends", people sum you up by a profile, they get to know you without seeing your face. We dont have to form relationships using people skills, we just find someone with like interests and comment them with no threat of rejection. People can be whoever they want to be on the computer. Do you honestly think they look like that in person? Do you really know any of these people? This is where life and fantasy cohabitate. Reality sometimes hurts. But it's called life, you can't live it behind a screen. Be human, be vulnerable, be real, be hurt, be rational, be flexible, learn, grow, move on. Be human once again.
Well that was just something I was thinking about. People love to blog their entire life over the internet, but sometimes they get stuck in a fantasy world. That's why I think those words are important.
~Garrett
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December 05 2005
hm. I'm at school right now, in seventh period. Shreni's on the computer too, since she's in my class. :-). Also Ben, Alex Yarbo, Chase, Presley, Brandon, Samhia, Jessica, Sham, Octavia, Britney, Cassie, Parker, Lindesay, Lauren, Reed, Audi. Forgetting anyone?
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December 05 2005
hehe...wow hes great
is that not funny??
straight up!!
ok well im updatin cause ive been told to!!!idk what to say!!!except christmas and me and josh's 2 month is comin up!!same!!!i love you josh
Why do I wait? (part 2)
December 05 2005
Well, as many of you have asked... yes, I did finish my papers. I finished and got in bed around 3 this morning.... I should have been done around 12, but instead of staying at the computer lab like I should have, I went home to finish my first paper and start my second (the easier of the two). Well, instead of finishing by 12, I sat around and watched Adam play Playstation 2 instead of finishing.... well, nobody ever accused me of being smart.
-Jeff
snow
December 05 2005
youre so vain you probably think this blog is about you
December 05 2005
i admit it - i am a people watcher
i watched the girls throughout highschool- saw their stupid mistakes, their tricks for attention, their retarded need for others and was disgusted. i vowed not to be like that and i wasn't - until now.
Hindsight is 20/20
i hate looking back at the time since coming to college and going....
hmm... was i out of my mind?
so back to as sad as it sounds, i'm "going back" to high school now in some ways. I'm not sure if i had changed or was just playing the great act that i'm so good at - grrr that's not what God wants for me. In highschool i heard so many times, "i like you because you are real." it didn't mean much- til now.
I hate pretenses.
i hate half-truthes
(although thanks to Glenda Sullivan I learned to use them well). Political Science is me because I'm good at showing people what they want to see. this is sooooo much more person than i ever wanted to blog, but hey, if I know that i'm like this and you know i'm like this- maybe you'll come closer to seeing me the real me, not just what i show you.
so does this blog mean i'm changing majors? well since this summer that has constantly been unknown. for right now, i'm here. man i'd like to just be blindfolded and led along, but i guess i already am. only HE can knows whats ahead of me. I just hope it's different from what i've left behind.
I always have to steal my kisses from you♥...
December 05 2005
I keep having these cold sweats.
it's uncomfortable.
The school seemed unusually hot.
O well, I came home.
took some medicine,
I feel a bit better now.
Unfortunately,
Nobody will be home for another 2hours.
So i'm going to do some things bored people do.
here are some surveys:
Stole this from Nick:
01. Sleep with or without clothes on?usually
02. Prefer black or blue pens? Blue
03. Dress up on Halloween? Yayuh
04. Like to travel? Definately.
05. Like someone? yeahhh
06. Do they know? Probably not
07. Who sleeps with you every night?Oh you know, wait, nobody..lol
08. Think you're attractive? I have my days.
09. Want to get married? Yep.
10. To? a nice person.
11.
Are you a good student? at times.
12. Are you currently happy? sure.
13. Have you ever cheated on someone? I don't believe so.
14. Birthplace? Murfreesboro
15. Christmas or Halloween? Christmas.
16. Colored or black-and-white photos? Black and White.
17. Do long distance relationships work? nope
18. Do you believe in astrology? nope
19. Do you believe in love at first sight? Sometimes
20. Favorite CD? Nat King Cole's Greatest Hits
21. Do you consider yourself the life of the party?Sometimes
22. Do you drink? not really.
23. Do you make fun of people?Just when they have bad hair,that they did themselves, you see, I'd be perfectly fine with someone making fun of my hair cause I jacked it up myself, does that make sense?
24. Do you think dreams eventually come true? Depends if you make them come true,
Take for instance a dream that you meet a famous person,
stalk them for a couple of years and they're bound to notice you!
25. Favorite fictional character?The Pillsbury Dough BOy
26. Go to the movies or rent? Go.
27. Have you ever moved in your entire life? Quite a few times, but Stayed in the same general area
28. Have you ever stolen anything? a button.
29. How's the weather right now?Frigid
30. Hug or kiss? Kiss.
31. Last person you talked to on the phone? Mom
32. Last person who told you they love you? Ellen
33. Loud or Soft Music? Depends on my mood.
34. McDonalds or Burger King? Neither, I mean, BK-brown cheese Mikeyd's-Heartattack on a bun
35. Night or day? Night.
36. Number of Pillows? dos.
37. Piano or guitar? Piano.
38. Future job? Cosmotologist
39. Current job?School
40. Current love? Hair color
41. Current longing? relationship, that's atleast halfway decent
42. Current disappointment? CiCi's Pizza
43. Current annoyance? People who don't give me a chance to talk, i just wanna slap them!
44. Last thing you ate?chicken
45. Last thing you bought? Butterfly pants//Green shirt thing
46. Most recent thing you are looking forward to? No School
47. What are you wearing right now? pants,converse,shirt
48. Plans for this weekend? none
49.
What did you do today? went to school
50. Pick a song lyric:
I always have to steal my kisses from you...
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>>Basics<<
>>Whats your real name? Sarah Elizabeth Gearhart
>>What do your friends call you? Sarah,Say,Sandy,Boomama
>>What does your family call you? Say,Sarah
>>Where do you live? Tennessee
>>How old are you? 15
>>When is your birhtday? June 11th
>>Male or Female? female
>>Single or Taken? Single
>> Boyfriend/Girlfriends name? ...
>>What is your sn? Wastedinthesoup
>> Have you ever .. <<
>> Been in Jail? no
>>Thrown up in public? yeah
>>Gotten a F on a report card? once
>>Been to a concert? yeah
>>Been in a fist fight?haha yah
>>Had a crush on someone? duh
>>Had a boyfriend/girlfriend? yep
>>Dated someone of the same sex? no
>>Been attracted to someone of the same sex? no
>>Slipped on a banana peel? no
>>Stolen somehting? a button
>>What would you do if..<<
>>Someone caught you having sex? Laugh
>>You caught someone having sex? vomit
>>Got really sick and threw up in public? happened before.
>>Someone threatend you? laugh at them
>>Someone totaled yuor car? beat them with the bumper? haha i dunno.
>>You met the president? punch him.
>>Went on a blind date and it turned out to be you faveorite actor/actoress?Ask them what drugs they're on.
>>Burped while singing a solo in front of the whole school? act like it's part of the song.
>>You could have anything you wanted? who knows
>>You had a geniue? make a wish
>>Finish he sentences..<<
>>I just got...a poptart
>>There are a million ...things going on in my mind.
>>Can Somebody please...give me a break, give me a break, break me off a peice of that kitkat bar!?
>>Its REALLY hot i should...swim
>>There are a million spiders on my...sister
>>I'm only racist towards...napkins
>>I only love...you
>>I really hate...them
>>I hate this annoying...itch
>>Can you finish this<<>>If you can finish it<<
>> If im 555 your ....666
>>Its getting hot in here so take off all your ...clothes.
>>I tear my heart open i sew ....myself shut
>>Drop it like its.. HOTTT
>>People can take everything away from you nut they can never take away your ...pants
>>To the window To the ...walllllllllllll
>>We were meant to live for...so much more
>>Tell e that reality is better than a dream but i found out the hard way nothing is what .....it seems to be
>>Were all to ...drunk
>>It take my pain ...away
>>This or that<<
>>Gay or Bisexual? uhh gay i guess.
>>Basketball or baseball? baseball
>>Hockey or Lacross? hockey
>>Cheerleading or Football? football
>>Patriots or Eagles?Eagles
>>Pink or Purple? Pink
>>Blue or Green? Blue
>>Red or Orange? Orange
>>Pass or Fail? pass
>>Blonde or Brunette? brunette
>>Pop or Rock? rock
>>Guitar or Drums? drums
>>Private<<
>>Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? nope
>>Do you have a crush? si
>>Are you i love? no
>>Hae you ever been in love? i thought I was.
>>Have you ever had a crush on a teacher? no
>>Do you smoke? no
>>Are you a virgin? yes
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9 CURRENTS
1) Current Mood: blah
2) Current Taste: orange juice
3) Current Clothes: maroon shirt&&Jeans
4) Current Desktop: Guitarrrrrr
5) Current Toenail Color: Pink
6) Current Time: 1:56
7) Current Surroundings: my room?
8) Current Thoughts: ick
(um there's only 8 things.)
8 FIRSTS
1) First Best Friend: Berger
2) First Kiss: Michael
3) First Screen Name: babyblues409
4) First Pet: Shawna
5) First Piercing: Ears when i was little
6) First Crush:Colby
7) First Music: no idea
(there's only 7.)
7 LASTS
1) Last Cigarette: 4 or 5months ago
2) Last Drink: a few months ago
3) Last Car Ride: today
4) Last Kiss: September
5) Last Movie Seen: Harry Potter 4
6) Last Phone Call: 10minutes ago
7) Last CD Played: Keith Urban
6 HAVE YOU EVERS
1) Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Guy/Girl Friends: yeah
2) Have You Ever Been Dumped: yep
3) Have You Ever Been Arrested: nope
4) Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: yeah
5) Have You Ever Been on TV: yeah
6) Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: nope
5 THINGS
1) 1 Thing You're Wearing: jeans
2) 1 Thing You've Done Today: went to school
3) 1 Thing Your Listening To Right Now: my computer
4) 1 Thing You Can't Live Without: air?
5) 1 Thing You Do When You're Bored: videogames
4 PLACES YOU'VE BEEN TODAY
1.Biology
2.english
3.choir
4.Geometry
3 PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO
1. Amber
2. Berger
3. Chels
2 CHOICES
1. black or white: green
2. hot or cold: Cold
1 THING YOU WANT TO DO
1. Danceyah
December 05 2005
jedi jesus.. no more.
December 05 2005
okay.. so i took jedi jesus away.
people were freaking out about it.
goodness, people.
and i wouldn't ever want anyone to be worried about a stupid picture that i found to be amusing. so you know what, fellow Christians? there you go. <33
i understand how people could not like it.
let's play the "everything is satan" game, phuseboxians
Dont Tread On Me....
December 05 2005
Hey people
So this weekend was pretty rad...you could say..Well i am completely ungrounded and i can start using the phone...So a lot of things went on with my sister over the weekend...Lets just say the cops showed up. Right now i have no respect for her and i dont really care all that much for her anymore. She tried getting me in trouble this weekend by bringing up Erica but, i threw the same trash in her face. And she backed off. The new 311 cd is friggen awesome. Thats all i listened to this whole weekend. OMG I saw Jennifer this morning drove up in some big suburban and rolled down the window and said whats up? But, it was really suprising. It was funny cause she spinned her wheels when she drove away..she tried showing off. Haha i sorta miss riding the bus with her on it...just because the ride home was little more exciting. haha but, anyways i made a new song on my guitar. its pretty cool. But, dang i soo want this guitar! Its Tom Delonges signature series!
Yes kick ass!!!!!!!!!!! Its only $2,199,00!!!
I better start saving up!
Steph Rad
Blah...
December 05 2005
*sigh*
December 05 2005
i don't know what to think anymore
i guess i made my mistake after all
and i don't regret it
not in the least
it felt like i was living a dream i would never wake up from
before i knew it, the dream was all over...
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December 05 2005
Great party Chris. =)
pics
December 04 2005
o if i havent informed you: the new season of 24 does not start on jan.8th like i was told it did. it starts the next week on the 15th. so thats a bit sad but...
season 4 comes out on tuesday!!!!! yay!!!
hmm...i still havent made the onion ring blog that i promised...it is coming...maybe after finals...
have a great week!!!
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December 04 2005
blahblahblahblah
everyone is talking but no one is saying anything.
the mosaic presentation at city hall today was fun besides listening to a million fake conversations. i love those so much.
WARNING!
December 04 2005
I just wanted to let you guys know that oranges attacked campus last night. Two were injured in the vicious onslaught, but their wounds were minor. The threat to the MTSU campus is very real, and our campus terror alert has been raised to code ORANGE. Be on high alert when walking through Walnut Grove.
History enscribed in a disc of vinal...
December 04 2005
The few poetic verses and a mix of notes can tell so many stories. All you need is a good turntable and a set of ears.
wow
December 04 2005
"If the Spirit of God detects anything in you that is wrong, He does not ask you to put it right; He asks you to accept the light, and He will put it right."
I found this quote online...don't know who said it...but they are smart. i think a lot of times, we get so consumed in how to make something right, or whatever, that we forget that all we have to do is to ask God to forgive us. I'm not saying we do not have to be truly sorry for our sins. I often am overwhelmed by the little stuff and by what i will have to act like or who i will have to be to earn God's trust again. I've messed up so much, constantly, that i feel so guilty about his grace. Am i the only one who is like this?? God doesn't ask us to fix it ourselves and then he might forgive us...he already forgives us with no strings attached. He is amazing...i'm so thankful that i he takes me back all the time!
P.S.
i found another really fantastic quote...what do u think about this one??
"Some want to live within the sound of church or chapel bell; I want to run a rescue shop within a yard of hell."
-Studd, C.T
Why no, It's not hard being me!
December 04 2005
The rest of the week is spent working pretzels. . .I enjoy eating pretzels.
next week is 4 days pretzel, one day Enchanted Groves, that's not TOTALLY bad either.
My roomies are mean. I can't wait till they're gone for good. or rather, I'm gone for good
I can't wait till I get to go to Louisiana! I'm quite excited.
I need to clean. . but my roomies aren't around. . .so I really have no desire to.
I need to cut back on wireless minutes in the daytime. . .I'm not doing bad, but I could do better.
My nose is stuffy. . .Did i metion that I'm sick again. I've reached the "no breathing through the nose stage". just the right side though. . .I can't breathe through it. . .but I can feel it, and it feels like it's running.
that was quite a random story
Raven is on. . .it's good. . .
I have to be at work @ 11am tomorrow. . .not sure why i'm still up!
what a post!
BAM its COCA COLA
December 04 2005
Long time no Post!!!!
yeah so as you can tell i got my hair cut...
and i always finally got my car....
then my car broke down....
then i had thanksgiving...
thats just to catch every one up on whats going on!!!
so yeah its been amazing year so far i cant wait till Christmas!!!!
i hope everyone is ok leave me tons and tons of Remarks saying how beautiful i am and how much u wanna touch me!!!
diggity dang!!
The Value of Friendship
December 04 2005
You never really know how much you need friends until you dont have any. But you know when you meet someone that you automatically can connect with....it just feels like it is from God. Well God has def. blessed my life with some great people. I am starting to really feel at home here in K-town. I am now starting to connect with people and now surrounding myself with strong christain guys. They are helping me in my daily walk with God and picking me up when I fall. I want to encourage all of you to surround yourself with people that will build you up and not break you down. I am finding out that these guys have been through the same things or maybe just now going through the same things that I am at this point in my life.
And just an update on my life for those who want to know. I am finally at the point where I dont wanna date just to date. God has taught me that I dont need a girl to be happy. I am totally happy in Him. When I am ready, God will bless my life with my wife and I will be ready to serve her in the way that I am supposed to. I want to just focus on making friendships that will last a lifetime, and maybe in the process find the most amazing, beautiful, and perfect woman for me that God made in his image.
I hope that yall have a great night.
Later,
JT
*I BROKE UP WITH ANTHONY THIS PAST TUESDAY*
December 04 2005
Looks Like We Made It...
December 04 2005
i love him so much
and i really hope this lasts
<3
Fantastic Day
December 04 2005
I'm technically legal now!
Now I am responsible for my own actions.. crazyyy
Procrastinating
December 04 2005
01. Sleep with or without clothes on? Depends on what mood I'm in.
02. Prefer black or blue pens? Black
03. Dress up on Halloween? Yes
04. Like to travel? Yes, but I don't get to do it often
05. Like someone? I always have a thing for someone.
06. Do they know? I dont think so, but I want them to.
07. Who sleeps with you every night?My pillow and my kitty cat.
08. Think you're attractive? Yea, sometimes. But I'm not conceited.
09. Want to get married? Meh, I'm not sure. Maybe not married, but committed?? I dunno. Yes, married. Hah.
10. To? Whoever I fall in love with...?
11. Are you a good student? I am when I want to be. I have a 3.8555 or whatever. But, lately its dying, because I've become so lazy and I don't do any work. Meh...
12. Are you currently happy? I'm always content
13. Have you ever cheated on someone? Never
14. Birthplace? Murfreesboro
15. Christmas or Halloween? Christmas.
16. Colored or black-and-white photos? Black and White.
17. Do long distance relationships work? I wish...
18. Do you believe in astrology? Not at all.
19. Do you believe in love at first sight? Nope.
20. Favorite CD? BAH. I love music way to much to have only one favorite.
21. Do you consider yourself the life of the party? Occaisionally
22. Do you drink? Yes
23. Do you make fun of people? *sigh* I do, and I'm working on quitting.
24. Do you think dreams eventually come true? Dreams while you sleep; no. Dreams as in personal goals; if you make it.
25. Favorite fictional character? Sally no no.
26. Go to the movies or rent? Go.
27. Have you ever moved in your entire life? I've moved homes many times, but I've never left M'boro.
28. Have you ever stolen anything? Nope.
29. How's the weather right now? Cold. Very cold.
30. Hug or kiss? Kiss.
31. Last person you talked to on the phone? Maegan
32. Last person who told you they love you? My mother.
33. Loud or Soft Music? Depends on my mood.
34. McDonalds or Burger King? Burger King. I am anti-McDonalds
35. Night or day? Night.
36. Number of Pillows? Three.
37. Piano or guitar? Piano.
38. Future job? Who the hell knows. Something in business? Something in fashion? bleh, I have no idea yet.
39. Current job? EEEERRRRRR!!!!
40. Current love? Egg nog.
41. Current longing? A lover.
42. Current disappointment? Lonliness and Procrastination.
43. Current annoyance? People who talk too much and judge too much and are stupidddddd.
44. Last thing you ate? A peppermint.
45. Last thing you bought? A pair of argyle socks.
46. Most recent thing you are looking forward to? CHRISTMAS BREAK!!!
47. What are you wearing right now? Pajama pants and a white t-shirt.
48. Plans for this weekend? The weekend is over, and next weekend = schoolwork and the play
49. What did you do today? Ate lunch with my father and step-family. Drove to all of my Dad's old homes and was nostalgic. Ate queso with Marie. Went to the mall and starbucks
50. Pick a song lyric:
I don't mind the weather, I've got scarves and caps and sweaters...
One fun day
December 04 2005
Whats up everyone? nm here just sitten in class. dude today was the best. me and alot of ppl got to go on a field trip to opry mills to see the movies and eat there. it was so fun. when we got in the movies, we were supposed to like sit in one section, but me, thomas, and ryan got up and sneaked away to site with some chicks. lol we were like hitting on like 7th graders.lol. then we saw some highschoolers finally so we went to sit with them. i think our school and the other highschool was the only two highschools in there, like everyone else was little. well it was AWSOME, but i swear i think them 7th graders were following us after the movie was over. well i guess im going to go. later.
update
December 04 2005
Never lie, steal, cheat or drink,
But if you must lie, lie in the arms of the one you love
If you must steal, steal away from bad company
If you must cheat, cheat death and
If you must drink, drink to the moments that take your breath away
--Hitch
i love that movie
haha yeah i went to opry mills saturday & saw kryztoefer there with jessica when he went to the accustic chirstmas
oakland guys won friday night & we have our 1st home game agaisnt blackman tommrrow...i am excited =] well i thought i would update
The Mouse
December 04 2005
Anyways last night was crazy...Sorry but Harry Potter is not a good movie IF you have read the book, which I did right before it came out, and so yea it just had a lot of holes.
Well after that I took my stepsister home, came home, hung out for a while, watched Sweet Home Alabama, then the Ravenwood Oak Ridge game, yea Ravenwood won and I'm glad b/c their a new school and Oak Ridge has had plenty of chances in the past(plus I have friends in Ravenwood's student council and so of coarse I was rooting for them)...anyways after that I went to Alyssa's house and spent the night there, then came home, slept, did some laundry, and now I'm about to go to bed...have a marvalous day!!!
Crazy Weekend
December 04 2005
Wow...something crazy happened everynight this weekend. So friday night after i got off work (lets say about 11 p.m.) i met up with the guys in my band and we just went driving , and i saw this random trail so we decided to see where it went. there were all these trees everywhere and this one tree had all these vines hanging down from it, and i told m friend jacob to go swing on one. when he did all these bats came out of the tree and went everywhere it was the craziest shit ever. then saturday were at taco bell, (wheres i ate 5 soft tacos, a double decker and nachos suprmere...big hungry man) and on the home my friend shane hydroplaned into the people in front of him which resulted in unfixable damage of his car, jacob (in front seat) wasnt wearing a seatbelt and his head hit the windsheild, and my eye (literally eye ball) got cut and it was bloody and nasty, and it hurts like a bitch. then this morning, my friend who just totaled his car not more than 24 hours ago finds out that his debit card got stolen and his bank account is empty. yea...that sucks...crazy weekend man....crazy weekend.
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December 04 2005
aw boo this is all pretty buh.
ijustdontknow.
sometimesyoumakemewanttocurlinaballandgobacktosleep
hope you had a good thanksgiving, yeeeees?
i wish i had some kind of talent. like..i could fly or something. or at least do something cool.
i'll probly update in another month or so.
haveanicelifekbye<3
gonna jump the next train, take it to the other side
December 04 2005
i've been a little bit depressed all weekend. don't know why.
and i have to work a whole lot in the next 3 or 4 weeks. arg.
and then... eh, i'll just say, sometimes, people make me sad.
yup. three lines, all the same length - or so. about how crappy i am lately.
peace out guys.
well, i'll close with a good thing.
i'm pretty sure i've found someone.
long overdue update
December 04 2005
sorry guys.. ive been extremely busy =D
busy is fun though.. id rather feel productive
sooo.. uhm.. thanksgiving was awesome..
BREAK was awesome!
hung out with some amazing people...
mmhmm.. LOADS of fun
& then my madre & i decorated the house for Christmas & got the tree out... awww i LOVE Christams.. its my absolute favorite season ever
and i've been cheering alot.. for freakin BASKETBALL now! yayayayay! basketball is DEFINITELY my favorite
& our boys are pretty stinkin good... we're.... 3-1 now i think? & our girls.. well haha.. 0-4... BUT its definitely a rebuilding year since our whole team was made up of seniors last year
and we play BLACKMAN TUESDAY NIGHT at HOME... ahhhhhhhhh! talk about F-U-N =D ..I am SOOOOOOOO excited
but anyway.. i think thats all i wanted to say.. if you read it all.. good job! hah.. you get a gold star
everyone have a great week!
Whoa
December 04 2005
I've been so busy lately. With schoolwork (that I'm falling incredibly behind on) and with the play, Which opens Friday!!!! Oh my, that's insane. But yeah, my stress level is only going to get worse. I need a break. Already, *sigh*
My grades are plummiting down, and my stress level is sky rocketing...
I want high school to be over.
yellow
December 04 2005
so today i went to Opry Mills
with my youth group.
let's just say Erica, Bre, Ash, and i
had a very interesting time.
it was super-crazy-awesome-fun.
the pink spiders are good.
Oh Christmas Tree, O Christmas Tree
December 04 2005
Steph (and Josh)
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December 04 2005
i hate scales!!!
i completely suck and am really getting frusterated with my french horn.
and we have chair tryouts tomorrow. we have to know all 12 major scales. i know like three. and i think we have to sight read. which i suck at. a lot. yeah. this is gonna suck.
i'm about ready to throw my french horn out the window and go back to flute. but i wouldn't do that. because when i'm not completely frusterated, i love playing horn so much. but right now... i want it to die.
i love you.
Why do I wait?
December 04 2005
So, I think that its come to bite me.... I've waited too late. Now, I have 2 10 page papers due tomorrow. So, I guess its time to start them. It's 6:27pm right now, I'll let you know when I'm done.
-Jeff
Ideas anyone?
December 04 2005
Ok, so I need some ideas. I still have a few presents to buy (although I'm doing pretty well if I do say so myself), and some ideas would be great...
Um, I also need ideas for one of my final projects. Think people think. What would be the strongest shape for tensile testing that has the greatest strength to weight ratio? I for sure don't know. This could be bad...
Oh, ha, and I apparently need some clarification about my post yesterday. The lingerie party last night was for one of my best friends, not for me. Ha. I am single. I am willing to change that status if anyone has any ideas though. ;-) Anyway I don't even think I will have a lingerie party when I get married. Maybe I'm immature, but I just thinks it's a little weird. Oh well. I was the only girl there last night that was not married or engaged, but it was fun anyways. Interesting conversations, I must say...
Tonight we have a progressive dinner with B-Hills college group. It should be fun. Eating is always good, especially when it's free! I do so love the people at B-Hills. They take care of us poor college kids.
Does anyone who might happen to read this know anything about Rensselaer Polytechnic Institute in Troy, NY? I get to visit there this week, but I'd really like to have some information from someone not on their payroll before I go. I want to have some good questions ready for them...
Ok, back to one of my take-home finals...
Good luck to everyone who has finals or midterms coming up!!!
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December 04 2005
what about the new profile pic?
UGGH
December 04 2005
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l0VE--SARAH!
ya ha dee haw!
December 04 2005
The Chamber Choir Girls Sleepover was amazing! We had so much fun and we got to kno eachother better. the great LP showed up which was a special treat lol we talked about girl stuff, watched never been kissed, and ate junk food. In the morning I put cheese on ML's face and we had breakfast and Jackie and I did action stunts on the most amazing bed ever lol so all and all it was awesome!
Elissa and I saw RENT last nite (NO DAY BUT TODAY!) then Elissa spent the nite.
We went to church this morning and Elissa and I did a skit. then Rae and I skipped youth to help my mom watch the babies in the nursery ^^ babies so cute... after church, we went to Chef Wangs... and then Rae went home w/ me... and we napped til her dad picked her up
but right now i feel awful! i guess cuz i stayed up late the past 2 nites... but my throat was killing me this morning (now itz better) but i keep getting these headaches and my eyes hurt and feel like they are bulging almost...
"But I escaped from the reality
Escaped from all the pain
I said to myself
'I'll be my ideal self some day
Though I'm far from that now'"
-Ayu (walking proud)
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December 04 2005
Hey guys, it's been a long time. I might not post so much anymore.... But yeah, so I saw Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and it was AMAZING!!!
So I've learned a lot about being quiet and listening lately... I've become even more introspective... it's fun, God's really blessing me through it!
Music stuff is going good. You know though, as far as me wanting to go into music production, sometimes I think I have my family's support , but a lot of the time I really don't. I dunno, but no matter what all these people are saying they just don't understand, yeah, I have a lot of oppertunities and there's so much I could do, but music the only thing I enjoy doing and that I could really do everyday for a career... They're just convinced I won't always think that... *sigh*
Gloria Patri!
Nathan
December 16th, 2005 // FRIDAY
UNDEROATH, MEWITHOUTYOU, THE CHARIOT, AS CITIES BURN... ROCKETOWN!!!
Door 5:30pm
Show 7:30pm
$13 pre $15 door
www.eitx.com
Currently Listening
West Side Story (1957 Original Broadway Cast)
By Carol Lawrence, Larry Kert, Chita Rivera
see related
Hey guys, it's been a long time. I might not post so much anymore.... But yeah, so I saw Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire and it was AMAZING!!!
So I've learned a lot about being quiet and listening lately... I've become even more introspective... it's fun, God's really blessing me through it!
Music stuff is going good. You know though, as far as me wanting to go into music production, sometimes I think I have my family's support , but a lot of the time I really don't. I dunno, but no matter what all these people are saying they just don't understand, yeah, I have a lot of oppertunities and there's so much I could do, but music the only thing I enjoy doing and that I could really do everyday for a career... They're just convinced I won't always think that... *sigh*
Gloria Patri!
Nathan
people suck....
December 04 2005
Kitty Cat Adoption
December 04 2005
Okay so I think I'm going to adopt this cat: (I was going to post a picture but it is MIA right now outside) Anyway its solid black with just a few white hairs on his/her little chest!
He/she/it has pretty much adopted me so I don't really think I have a choice but I need a name. Help me out phuse-ers. I need cat names, good ones, no fluffy or kitty kitty. I need imaginative original names, help me out.
Christians' Influence in the Arts
December 04 2005
First off, I liked this: "I have often thought that the real you (or me!) is the 'you' that exists in your
daydreams. The things that dominate your daydreams tell the real story of what
you value and desire the most. Similarly, it seems to me that the real values
of a people, nation or culture, could be defined by wha they do in their
leisure. "
Then his conclusion was good as well: "Christians need to be involved in the arts and entertainment spheres, and not
just in alternative Christian arts and entertainments. My impression is that,
for too long, evangelicals have believed that serious Christians would devote
their lives to witnessing, studying the bible and doing church work. "Serious
Christians" wouldn't waste their time with all of that artsy-fartsy stuff. Yet, we still want to influence the world. Napoleon understood something we
haven't - if you want to influence the world, influence the arts."
That has been the desire of my heart for so long...
And when I was listening to the sermon this morning I was just thinking... how often do I really talk to those around me about Jesus?
While I am studying how to be an influence in the arts through production and writing, I still have a responsibilty to reach out to non-Christians in my daily life.
Send us with fire to go love the world...
fun times....
December 04 2005
i just got home from DMI...which was a dance convention in nashville @ the nashville convention center/renaissance hotel....and i am insanely tired!!!!!! i roomed with ashley and kristin (the 2 teachers at my studio) and then us and nora and amanda and the others had so much fun! we learned ballet, lyrical, hip hop, jazz, tap, character, and production...it was amazing!!! after the session yesterday we got ready in our rooms and then ate at the spaghetti factory...yumyum...but we were there TWO & 1/2 hours!! ...yeah...our waitress was a little off balance...but yeah, then we went to wild horse and danced for a while and it was a ton of fun....and now i am so freaking sleepy...so yea...just thought id update because i had a pretty awesome weekend!
ml
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December 04 2005
got a spanish test tommorow. got alot of english to do. last night was crazy. played some frisbee with the guys at like 2 in the morning, went to taco bell at like 2:30, sat in the hall and at it and then went to bed. it was cool.
me and heat woke up and then drove 20 miles doing 90 the whole way just so that we could get some favolis (sp). it was some good times.
i gotta study later tonight. that sucks. i'm worried about some stuff thats comin up later today, but it'll be ok.
i cant wait till christmas break. actually, as long as i make it through tuesday, i'll be ok.
off to the library now.
piece
me and candace at jazz fest. i cant wait till may
the wedding!
December 04 2005
hey,
well the wedding was amazing! so beautiful!! the sunset was awsome! i'll put some pictures on here a.s.a.p.! im so glad i got to go!! i ended up being the ring bearer b/c the girl that was going to do it fought with her sister about being the flower girl!! so they were both the flower girl! lol thats about it! 20days till christmas eve!! yeah!!
sarah marie loves yall!!
Hey Intern Adam... Wanna Trade Pants?
December 04 2005
So basically my weekend was the best...
Friday was my party
and it was... how do you say... interesting...
ok heres the whole story... kinda...
andrew came over early... the keg got here at 7.20... the people at 7.30
the cops at 8.45
yeh... the cops... the party was busted up... and oh so early... it was kinda amusing... one person opens the door and goes... "huh... cops" oh so calm... then the next person... kinda questioning was like... "cops...?" ... and then about 7 or 8 people around them started yelling "COPS!!!" so everyone took off out my back dootr over to mikeys... cuz he lives close and that was the house we all planned to go to if the cops showed... which they did... so we all scattered... and apperantly word about a party gettin busted gets around faster then your mom... and thats fast...
but the party was amazing for the hour it got to last... one person got arrested cuz they were smart enough to run out the front door and get into their car... after they had been drinking... what idiots...
Accoustic Christmas Saturday
I didnt even know i was going until Cora couldnt go and told me... and i bought her tickets for 50 dollars each... but trust me... it was worth it...
i took jessica hunter...
i hadnt seen her in forever...
it was good to catch up...
While we were in line (this is where the title came from) Intern Adam from 107.5 The River was walkin by and i was like... "hey man... im diggin those pants" and he came over and started talkin to me... and i got a random idea and was like... "hey... we should trade pants for the night... " and we started talkin about it and he was like "yeh we should just do it on stage in front of everyone"... so when the concert started... for one... Natasha Bedingfield got snowed in in Saracuse... so she wasnt there... but its cool... we all know the lyrics to her songs... "i love you i love you i love you i love you..." but Howie Day was awesome... he was pickin on this 10 year old and wrote her a verse in the song Collide... and thats mine and jessicas song... it was hilarious... but anyways... after him... switchfoot was gonna come out... and they took forever and a day so intern adam came out to stall... and it got kinda quiet and i yelled "i love your pants!!!" and me and jess were in like the very very front... and he looked at me and goes... "you... get up here" so i got on stage and he was like "this kid was outside and tells me he likes me pants... and then had the GENIUS idea that we should trade for the night... i mean... were the same size... but i dont know about u but iv only got on boxers under here so i dont wanna take my pants off... but hes got pajamas under his... so what do ya think... should we trade pants?"... and everyone started yellin and stuff and we were seriously about to trade pants when the lead singer of Switchfoot comes out and taps me on my back and was like... "hey were ready to go... u wanna introduce us?" and yeh... i got to... it was so freakin cool... it was like the highlight of my month... it was so worth the 100 dollars... so yeh...
life is simply amazing
damn computer
December 04 2005
Erm, a Very Long Entry....
December 04 2005
Holy crap.... I think yesterday was one of the best days ever.
Governor's School Reunion = Bittersweet. It was wonderful to see everyone again and talk to people I almost never freakin' see (despite the fact that three of us live in the same town). But at the same time, we knew that a few hours later we were going to be ripped apart, like cloth sewn back together for a few hours only. Corey brought his water pistol. That resulted in several fights and the infamous quote of, "What'd you give me if I shot that kid?" "....How 'bout a hug?" *Begins firing* (Unfortunately, the toddler was out of range.) We almost got Cameron to try on a wedding dress, but to no avail.
-- "This water gun was full when I got here. That means the rest is.... In my pocket."
-- "They can't kick us out! We own them!!"
-- "They're starting to clean up. I think that's a sign to leave." "It's kind of like the fortune cookie at Chinese restaurants." "Or serving coffee after a dinner party."
-- "Photo-op for the radiance that is us."
Ahh, but then it was time to wend my way from Bellevue to Brentwood! Exciting. Unfortunately, the directions failed to note just how far one would have to drive after turning left onto Franklin Road. Convinced I had missed it and unwilling to venture where there are no streetlights (everyone knows civilisation ends where the streetlights do), I turn around and start driving, looking for box #409. If it exists, it's somewhere much farther past the red-light district of Nashville, which is where I wound up. I kid you not, syringes littered the sidewalk as a bag lady strolled past a packed adult bookstore. "Eighth Avenue South?! What?!!!" Ahem. Turn around slowly, so as not to attract attention, and decide to keep driving in the opposite direction until I fall off the edge of the map or my gasoline runs out (and hoping that I found the edge first). Call Mom in panic. "I can't find it! Gahhh!" *Looks at next sign* "Um.... Nevermind...."
The dancing part was, in a word, phenomenal. Only capitalised, and in italics. And fuschia. Yes, fuschia. I met a "physician's assistant" (read: nurse) who hadn't been dancing for even a year, but I had difficulty keeping up with him! It was splendid. And we waltzed. Oh yes, we waltzed. And spun. And waltzed some more. The waltzing made my night. *Happy glow* "Do you know how to flip?" "Yes --" *He executes tricky maneuvers* *I panic* "NOT THAT FLIP!!!!"
It was all so wonderful, though. Despite having to run my feet under ice water upon returning home. I totally learned little teensy moves to teach Swing Club this Tuesday. Yay!! Definitely coming back to the next one. :-)
And then there was the Vice Child. Bear in mind, this event was held at a church. I will render the highlights of our conversation here:
*Polite small talk for three minutes at most*
Vice Child: "I bet it (mumble) sucks."
Me: (Nods vaguely)
Vice Child: You have?!!
Me: (No longer vague) What??
Vice Child: I asked if you'd ever had sex!
Me: (Regrets vague nod) Um.... No.... Am I missing out, or something??
Vice Child: (Nods vigorously)
Me: .......
(Scant seconds later)
Vice Child: How old do I look?
Me: ....Uhhhh.... Sixteen-seventeen, I'd say you're pretty on-target. (Note: Clearly not the answer Vice Child was looking for.)
(And then Vice Child earns her nickname.)
Vice Child: So have you ever done drugs?
Me: Caffeine.
Vice Child: I mean like real drugs.
Me: Well, no.
Vice Child: Do you smoke?
Me: (Emphatic) No.
Vice Child: Do you drink?
Me: Yes, a little.
Vice Child: (Interested) Really???? Have you ever been drunk??????
Me: Noooo. The most it's ever been was two glasses of champagne at my grandmother's birthday!
(Still fewer seconds later)
Vice Child: You know I weighed myself the other day and I weighed 115. I was like 'Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhmigawd.'
Me: (No longer humouring) Um, okay.
All this, while she pulled her shirt still farther down every time something male walked by. Unfortunately, I had not yet begun the habit of dragging random guys standing alone out onto the dance floor, and was unable to save myself. Yeah, quickly got over it after being rescued.
But it all makes for an experience, right??
dooom doom doom and a poem i worte
December 04 2005
yesterday was boring, sigh... oh well... mum nothing new so yeah now i give you guys a poem
Broken down by hits and yells:
The people who hove to
live in a house
where they get hit
where they get yelled at
they cry, they have the bruised
to show how their parent hurt them
they dont know how it feels
to be loved
they been broken down
so many times
they dont have a great life
b/c their parents really dont care
they try so many thing to get out and away
from the yelling and the hitting from their parents
they wish they had parents
that cared for them
they wish they could have someone
to talk about it
they dont know how much it would help
they want somone to give them hope
and to puch them forward in life
Ugh
December 04 2005
Work from 5pm-12am
Saturday:
Work from 7am-4pm
Work from 5pm-12am
Sunday:
Church from 8am-10:30am
Work from 11am-5pm
Must Run
December 04 2005
Since my daughter's birth I haven't really had much time to run though, and I am really missing it. By the time my wife get's home it is too dark for me to go running down the road, and I hate driving for 30 minutes to go the the gym these days.
So I guess I am going to have to shell out some dough for a Treadmill. I went from running at least 30 miles a week to almost none the last couple of months.
Any other diehard runners out there that don't get to run as much as they would like to? How do you manage to get by?
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December 04 2005
Yeah, so I got my license finally a couple weeks ago. Since then I've become my brother's full time driver, which is cool since my little brother is like freaking amazing. He always wants to go to Hastings, and then he always decides to buy me chocolate. Isn't that cute?
So I made mid-state, even though I totally fucked up my auditions, like total shit. But hey the choir gods were smiling on me for the first time ever.
Friday I went and attempted to play pool with Mark. It got so bad that he started knocking in the balls for me and there were times when I made the balls bounce..ick, that sounds so wrong. Yeah so I'm perverted so what? Anyways after that he dropped me off in front of Cathy's car and we went to go see this crazy mentalist. It was so amazingly awesome.
I went to Tech to see everyone, made me think about college. About how much I want to get out of high school and be independent, but at the same time, pretty freaked out by the responsibility and choices. It's probably because at times I can be so indecisive. But hey it was nice to see James and Jacob, who crack me up. Then I had a nice sleep on the way home.
Then me, Chaps, and Erin drove to Kroger at 1 in the morning because we wanted lemon juice for sugar shots. It was so empty and weird. The people you run into..
And so now I'm sitting, typing this while Erin is making me into a superhero, America's Next Top Model Style, which isn't exactly turning out quite as awesome. Because contrary to them, I can't look gorgeous with 5 pounds of crazy colored make up on my face.
Sounds like fun, eh?
ohhh baby ♥
December 03 2005
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lalala.
its raining.
&& i hate that.
this weekend has been crazy fun though.
i just wish it wasn't raining...
i got a haircut yesterday.
it looks about the same, just shorter.
& blonderish.
but ohh well.
time for bed.. & i have to call someone backk =)
sweet dreams. <3
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Merry Christmas from Martin!!
December 03 2005
Definitely check out my new pictures!!!
eliz
sup, Noyjing much here, Anal Sex
December 03 2005
quote of the day: "The pen is mighter than the sword...if it has been dipped in deadly poison, sharpened to a fine point, and thrown from ten feet away. but your much better off with the sword"
-poor richard's almanac (first draft)
new phone...ROCK!
December 03 2005
well guys...this is my new phone....ROCK! haha. it was a wee bit expensive but it was an early Christmas gift for myself. it's really cool. and it's not pink i promise...i thought so too when i saw it on the net...but it's actually VERY red. haha. adios
-KYLE
ch-ch-ch-ch-changes
December 03 2005
This semester has been the worst ever, but then again I have grown the most in it. No, I am not proud of all the things I've done, but I do know that I have learned SO much. And no, it wasn't all good, but the life lessons from it, I will keep with me always.
Only 10 more days left in this semester. It's definitely bittersweet. I am so sick of the college I am attending. It's just not the same as it used to be, I'm not happy there. I will miss my boys terribly though. Well, actually at this moment I don't feel the same fondness for them as I have previously. I do definitely love them, and the good times we spend together. I am far too dependent on their company though, and as of late it has been lacking.
I want to attend Armstrong in the Spring, but their admissions department is a little behind in processing all the mail. I have sent in everything on time though, so here's hoping. I plan on doing the pre-pharmacy track in their health science department, and then moving on to Pharm school. If I go there, I won't really miss my boys because I'll be in the same city. I want to live in a city so badly. Mount Vernon certainly isn't doing it for me.
Hopefully the boys and I will get to spend some quality time, reminiscent of our past good times (Monday nights), together this week. It'll really be like our last hoorah before finals.
I think I am in love with James Blunt,,,,
December 03 2005
You're Beautiful
My life is brilliant
My love is pure
I saw an angel
Of that I'm sure
She smiled at me on the subway
She was with another man
But I won't lose no sleep on that
Cause I've got a plan
You're beautiful, You're beautiful
You're beautiful, it's true
I saw youre face in a crowded place
And I don't know what to do
Cause I know I'll never be with you
Yeah, she caught my eye
As we walked on by
She could see from my face that I was
F***ing high
And I don't think I'll see her again
But we shared a moment that will last till the end
You're beautiful, You're beautiful
You're beautiful, it's true
I saw your face in a crowded place
And I don't know what to do
Cause I'll never be with you
You're beautiful You're beautiful
You're beautiful, it's true
There must be an angel with a smile on her face
When she thought up that I should be with you
But it's time to face the truth
That I'll never be with you...
im so bored
December 03 2005
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The semester is almost over! I am superpumped about only having 9 days of class left. Tomorrow I have to start studying for my finals, but it's no big deal since the end is now in sight! It has really flown by. Brian and I took our engagement pictures today at the Opryland Hotel. We were going to do them outside in random places around Nashville, but today was a pretty dreary day so we headed over to the hotel. They should turn out really well though; the place was beautiful with all the lights and decorations for Christmas! I will post pictures as soon as we get the images from the photographer...hopefully some time next week. May God bless you this Christmas season!
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well midstate was quite fun
although i didnt make it i dont think i had ever played the piece better i came out of there knowing that was the best i could do so im happy with myself
im also happy with my band congrats to eveybody
heres a rundown
flute- heather got first band first chair (STATE) and becky got 10th chair second band
clarinet- (all first band) chris lawson 3rd chair (STATE), danny jones 13th chair, kathryn south 15th chair
bass clarinet- chris lawson 1st chair first band (STATE)
contrabass clarinet- danny jones 1st chair second band, kathryn south alternate
alto sax- chris johnson alternate
trumpet- josh martin alternate
horn- erin hall 2nd band second chair
jazz alto sax- chris johnson alternate
jazz tenor sax- chris johnson 2nd chair first band
jazz trumpet- josh martin 4th chair first band, jake feltner 5th chair first band, evan richards alternate
so ya thats 17 spots in midstate from the same 10 ppl thats awesome im so proud 
cookies...
December 03 2005
so today i had to work and i think i baked like 300 cookies..yeathen i had to come home and turn around for me and lauren to go to my christmas party at Cedarvine..wow its beautiful there!!then i went to chads for a litte bit just to say hey.then i came home deciding whether or not i should try to work on my stupid Chemistry project..and i thought long and hard about it and deciced not to!so here i am.well i think thats just about it!yep thats all!!
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ok, so this is the first time in FOREVER that phusebox has let me on here without getting kicked off. so let us celebrate, with an entry.
things are pretty cool, Charlie Brown gets better and better for me every rehersal, and we only have 2 rehersals left till opening! so everyone better come and see us, it will be "unique" as a spectator observed today hahha. pretty sure in mine and andreas first scene, i run after her, and we completely wiped out. it was pretty amazing, except the stage burns, but yea lol.
i still haven't seen rent yet, and i'm mad because i fell asleep and missed rachels invite. grrrrr.
i'm really hating school for the most part.
i want to be Anita
i won't be Anita lol
chamber choir sleepover was alot of fun, wish i had taken pictures.. :sigh:
i think one of my best friends ever is getting tired of me, in alot of ways
::stops giving random information::
I LOOOOOOVE YOUUUUU,
later
vehicles of doom
December 03 2005
i hate seeing colossal hummers roaming the streets. not only are they hideous and an eye sore, they're also damaging the environment by polluting like crazy. the H2 is a gas whore and is depleting the ozone layer. it's also a flaming death machine! you'd better hope that you don't collide with with an H2 in your economy car. you can kiss your ass goodbye thanks to the H2's massive weight and raised bumpers.
not only that, but it's a tax loophole. under Bush's tax plan, business owners can deduct the entire cost of their $55,000 H2. if you are in the highest tax bracket, that's a tax savings of nearly $20,000. the government rewards you more savings for buying an H2 than you'd get for buying an electric car. it's absurd.
and what the hell would you drive around a hummer for when you live in the city or suburbs? Arnold Schwarzenegger has been spotted driving his around the capitol. Sacramento is not an area with rough terrain!
(that is not my middle finger, by the way)
JUST MARRIED................ (no not me..... got ya!)
December 03 2005
Weekend
December 03 2005
hey
umm my weekend has been pretty awesome so far.today was a rough day though...we had guard practice and i mean he worked us to the bone and it was hard and now im super sore...it's great.lol.tomorrow don't know what im going to do but i need to find something to do so im not bored....anyone have anything they want to do or does anyone just want to hangout with Me(the amazing Leah)?anyways.....
oh my last post still stands now that i have some interest i think im doing good.lol.if you want to or you want to talk about it just ask.call(545-6082) or im always online.....
Okay well you crazy kids im going to go.I love you guys!
God Bless!
Leah
Home alone...
December 03 2005
Where are you?
December 03 2005
Currently Listening
Led Zeppelin II
By Led Zeppelin
see related- Thank You
I cant decide where i belong.
I really feel down right now...i feel like i'm missing out on time that i could be having with people...i'm sitting here, wanting to do something...go out...hang out with people..hanging out with friends. Everyone is doing there own thing. Seemingly running out of room for me...I try to be patient with everyone. I am consistant with responding to everyone and very prompt about it...but still nothing ever seems to work out.
Is it wrong for me to feel that it is disrespectful when you talk to people...make a plan...and it changes for them...but they dont let you know?? Its like they are thinking...ehh, he'll get over it. I just feel taken advantage of...
Obviously patience isn't my strong suit, but i dont make anyone else be patient with me. I know life isnt fair...but not in all aspects. Can't i get in return what i give to other people sometimes?
honestly...i dont expect it
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the last thing i want to end up happening is losing another valuable person in my life....gah...
today sucked...
that's it for now...
mucho love!
[becca]
*edit*
maybe going to see the messiah with my mom at mtsu might help me a little...depends on how much it is to get in...hmm...
IM DONE IM DONE IM DONE!!!!!!
December 03 2005
IM DONE….just to give some insight to what my life has been like in that past week or two…..thus I had a 20 page paper and a 20 to 30 min presentation in argumentation. On the 5th I have a 10 page paper in America religion comm., and a 10 page in Research methods, and then on the 6th I have a 10 page in gender comm. So I know no one really cares b/c ya’ll pretty much have the same things going on but WOW!!!! It just feels so great J
drugs, red, farts, kisses, baked goods & LOVE
December 03 2005
deze r my yo yo shoes.
god that phrase.
i swear
i was high and some little kid comes up to me and tells me her DC's are her yoyo shoes.
and i'm just standing there
like
oh
my
god
what!?
so i swear i swear i swear.
i'm the weirdest individual.
i farted in front of swim team while we were doing crunches
i mean god i couldn't help it i was doing crunches
and it just CAME OUT.
and i was so embrassed. okay i wasn't
i just started cracking up laughing
and told them i needed to go leave a complicated path so it wouldn't follow me.
i basically made the swim team giggle with an inaccountable number.
yeah. and i have started to bake a lot.
i like people's mouth to orgasm.
and i feel like getting into someone's pants.
just like putting them on
so i can be like
"Hey, I got in _____ pants! YEAHH!"
hmmm.. p.s. i agree with jack.
i do want to kiss someone under a mistletoe
and i have an idea who...
CHRISTMAS!!!
December 03 2005
CHRISTMAS IS 22 DAYS AWAY!!!
I wanna be kissed under the mistle toe like in the movies i love this time of year.....Picture time!
December 03 2005
Thursday night, I along with Page and several others from RFC dined together and chowed down on spaghetti:
Last night, Brian celebrated his legality and crowned me as queen, woo!
Then today. . . I got a puppy. She's a six week old Chiuahuah. I named her Belle ((you know. . . Beauty and the Beast)) 'cause she's a pretty dog:
We all lead, such elaborate lives...
December 03 2005
Instant Jell-O pudding is amazing.
I mean, the way it goes
from milk and powder,
too the gooie goodness of pudding.
It's brilliant.
I went to Jackson Heights
with Brittany and Tiffany
last night, we saw Just Friends
It was so flippin funny.
Then we walked to China Buffet,
it was empty, and we didn't know what they were saying.
So we just sat down and ate buffet.
haha. It was gooood.
Super fun.
Then today I saw
Rent with my Padre
[That was odd]
But the movie was super.
Then I bought some pants
[woot woot]
and came home.
That's about it.
Better Life:
Friday night and the moon is high
I'm wide awake just watching you sleep
And I promise you you're gonna have
More than just the things that you need
We ain't got much now, we're just starting out
But I know somehow paradise is comin'.
Someday baby, you and I are gonna be the ones
Good luck's gonna shine
Someday baby, you and I are gonna be the ones
So hold on
We're headed for a better life.
Oh, now there's a place for you and me
Where we can dream as big as the sky
I know it's hard to see it now
But baby someday we're gonna fly
This road we're on, you know it might be long
But my faith is strong
It's all that really matters.
Someday baby,
you and I are gonna be the ones
Good luck's gonna shine
Someday baby, you and I are gonna be the ones
So hold on
We're headed for a better life.
Soccer Injuries Stink =(
December 03 2005
So yeah I just got home from the emergency room because I did something to my knee. I'll be on crutches for like a couple of days. Hopefully this bad situation will turn good and I know it will because God will help me get through it. Our goalie got kicked in the face last night and had to go to the E.R. She was a 1/2 cm from being blind. I'm so thankful that it didn't happen. God works in mysterious ways. Just pray for her recovery as well as mine. Thanks!!!
Oh.. I've been thinking. I need some friends. lol
I gotta have one of these...
December 03 2005
I guess if I can't have a real lightsaber, this is the next best thing. I mean come on...it looks so amazingly real! I guess i'll have to save $100 to get one though...*sigh*
If I told you this was killing me would you stop?
December 03 2005
^The Juliana Theory^
Today has definitely been the worst day all year. Mid state wasted a ridiculous amount of my life. Of course, I didnt make it and Lizzie made all state. I cant understand how I can never beat her at anything. Its the most frustrating thing.
Plus, fights with mom, waking up early, and being all pissy. Yeah I suck at life.
BUT
last night we went to Pancakes. And played Mind Trap and more games. I am in love.........with Peanut. 
Thats about it.
</3 <3
je pense...
December 03 2005
traffic sucks.
but... i got Memoirs of a Geisha today. i'm really excited about reading it. and of course, i'monna see the movie too!
Brokeback Mountain comes out next Friday! very excited about that!
hehehe.
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BCM FORMAL!
December 03 2005
Before
After
Aren't we gorgeous?and yes, I'm laughing, probably at Kim but there is no way of telling ~~ te he he
no work for me today!!!
December 03 2005
so yeah, my mom is out getting my medicine (steroids for the voice and cough medicine) though, my doctor said something about tea, honey, lemon and whiskey...i think my mom may try that one, just cause it seems funny...
have a great day! i love you!!
countdown to "the birthday" - 8 days!!!!!!!!!!