Good things are happening, but I'm not sure what it means.. so yeah.

I’m just waiting on my next class to start so I thought I would go ahead and give ya’ll a heads up. M’boro friends, be on the look out for another big together, either the 9^th or 10^th …. It’s going to be a "going away /Christmas/Luau /party"….last time we had over 100 people and cops come so you know its going to be great. And since im leaven for HAWAII!!!!next semester this will be the last big get together I have for some time. So just a heads up and now im off to Geo…..what fun

hey everyone how are you? I am good just chillen here in mrs.teasleys class... I do not want to go to work today what can i do?

Well I thought my sermon went well today, praise God. But then I went to ask my teacher what he thought of it and well....... He wasnt too fond to say the least! I am so mad cuz i try so hard but I am so stinkin afraid of public speaking and it is hard enough for me to even be able to say a word much less a whole sermon. Yet I want to do good so bad! I just wish it came natural to me. I think I am going to go back and talk to him again and try to get some advices. oh well at lest I am done with the class. But this goes beyond this class, I want to be good at preaching and I feel like this class didnt help a whole lot. I just got up there and tried to get it right with nothing to show for it. 

last night was fun, except for writing the papers, but thats ok cause thats how college goes, right? i got alot to do this week, it sucks, but i'll get it done.


theres some pics of my new car, sorry it tood so long to get them up here.


theres some pics of my cousins from russia. their cute kids.

this weather is crazy, i'm not forsure whats going on with it. 

well i'm waisting time, i need to get going.

piece

it's finally my birthday. guess who's legal.

i can think of two applicable quotes:

"coming out of my cage, and i've been doing just fine . . ."

and a quote by a dear scottish friend of mine:

"freedoooooooooom!!!"

Hey guys

Im sitting beside a retard (Ashley Gentry) And she just broke my computer chair and we just fixed it! nevermind she just broke it again! But, anyways while she is fixing the chair i will write about how my days been..hmmmmm so far so good...nothing bad is going on yesterday was horrible everyone obviously wanted to be killed by me...but its all good so far today..but, i am def hungry and need a taco! Anyways i will put some more lyrics on here!!

Blink 182
Mutt

He pauses shaving and he tells himself that he is the bomb.
She has her curlers set,
her credit cards are paying the funds.
He's not that old,
I've been told a strong sexual goal.
He goes out every day,
she goes every way, oh yeah,
And they don't even care at all.

She's open, waiting for more.
And I know he's only looking to score.
And it is way too unhealthy,
often they've typically,
been starved for attention before.

She smokes a dozen,
and he doesn't seem to notice the smell.
He took the seat off his own bike,
because the way that it felt.
He wants to bone,
this I know,
She is ready to blow.
They go out every night,
his pants are super tight, oh yeah,
and they don't even care at all.

She's open, waiting for more.
And I know he's only looking to score.
and it is way too unhealthy,
often they've typically,
been starved for attention before.

Hey so yea I've broken up with Robbie...and its day 3 of the horrible going on without him stage. It's completely awful but so was him cheating on me with my friend. I just have to remind myself of that. But yea...I really miss him, like a ton. And I KNOW he feels like crap, and I don't want him too, but i know that he deserves it, I just don't want him to deserve it. Yah know? But yah so its crazy, and I just wish that he never cheated on me so I didnt have to walk alone at school or with a friend a think that it could be and used to be him that I would walk with or to. It sucks because he isn't there waiting anymore for me. Amd I want him to be there. As weird as that sounds. Most people hate the guy after he cheats on her, but Ijust keep on loving him, how odd.  So Im sitting in chemistry class watching Philip do his homework from 2 weeks ago! lol...have an awesome day you guys! Love Kristi....

~I'm so scared that the way that  I feel is written all over my face. When you walk into the room I wanna find a hiding place. We used to laugh we used to cry, the way that old friends do, but now the smile and the touch of your hand just makes me come unglued. (well we dont smile or even look at each other. much less touch hands. ) :-(

The day after thanksgiving, most infamously known as "black friday."  Got to love working in retail at that time of year.  Well, after hours of negotiations with 1 supervisor and 2 managers, my schedule was set.  Maybe I should back up...schedules get posted 3 weeks in advance so that we can all make plans accordingly.  Well, i was scheduled to close the service desk (4p-11p). This is after all the sales and we slow down...no problem there.  Well, management wanted me to work blitz (the huge sale that starts at 5am) and who can blame them, when you can scan 700+ items per hour (company average is 400).  So I agreed to work 5a-2p a lovely 8 hour shift with a friday night off which never happens.  Enter the problem. there is no longer anyone to close the service desk. Now we have had 3 weeks to work this out.  Let's fast forward to the day before thanksgiving.  Supervisor comes to me saying that there was no one to close the service desk (apparently i'm the only one out of 300 employees who can close a service desk) so I said that i would work that shift, but management still wants me to work blitz, so i agree to that. Enter problem 2...overtime. Since i'm crazy and poor I have now agreed to work 5-2 and then 4-11.  Then the day of comes and what do i do?  I clock in at 4:30a and take a total of 1.5 hour lunch breaks and get off at 11p (16hours of work, 10 hours of overtime) needless to say, Daniel is very happy about his paycheck coming on thursday...still recovering though.

Well this is Josh for the millonth time.. gosh Beth!!!lol you know I love you baby.. and yeah well Im goign to update for her and stuff so yeah... well me and beth are going to have a fun week / weekend and I hope that she gets to feelin better and yeah.... we had fun this whole weekend...besides a couple of fights but yeah... we get throught those.. and stuff.. well yeah I'm in second period right now not doing anything... and stuff but Im goin to go.. yall leave her some comments... Love you Beth

-Josh updating for Beth-

If I subscribe to Napster and download all the music I want for $15 a month, could I not just burn that to a cd and upload that to iTunes and transfer to my iPod??  That would be a whole lot cheaper than $.99 a song.

Well, tomorrow I get to see Beth at church which is going to be pretty cool because yeah I havent seen her since Sunday.... and then Thursday I'm going to try and go to her choir concert at her school which yeah that will be pretty funny seeing her sing.. and then Friday I'm going with her and her parents to Nashville to see them light up the Christmas tree which will be pretty cool.. and yeah then Blue Cross Bowl on Saturday.. 3 games.. and then Church on Sunday and thats about it.. and yeah.. Love you Beth!

-Josh-

Mann, I don't like the rain.
awh poo.

School stinks.
(literally)
=\

I love Blink 182.
they broke up.
and i'm heartbroken.

I love you all.

<3, Ashlee

"Be free
Raise your voices more
Let me realize
That you are there"
-Ayu (Bold & Delicious)

"We always open the window to tomorrow
By dreaming
Ah, even if we know
Nothing is certain in this world"
-Ayu (Pride)

Ok, so i'm gonna let my love life do it's thing. i'm not gonna look for anyone because right now i need to worry about other things. love should be the last thing on my mind..and it will be...i'm not trying to rule out love all together, i'm just gonna spend my time while i'm single not worrying about who i'm gonna date. I'll date people, but i'm not gonna obsess over why i'm single. that's stupid and being single is FUN!  i know this is a dumb post but it's what i've been thinking about for a while now...

OH! i watched Bubble Boy last night! SUCH A good movie!! i love that movie. Jake Gyllenhaal(spl?)...nice!

listening to Rent makes me feel tons better :]

Wurddddddddd.

Howdy! Hope everybody had a great Thanksgiving Break! I went to both of my grandparents' houses and ate tons of food. yay for food! This Friday Kyle and I are going to the Winter Wonder Slam and i am soooo excited! Well I hope u all have a fantabulous rest of the day.   <3 Brittany

That's what Ken would call the stuff that I have consumed in order to be conscious, four liters of good old code red.

Procrastination is bad for the health. I am here at quarter till six a.m. because I have been writing a paper all night and if I go to sleep now I won't wake up for class. The only alternative? Stay awake for an extra hour and a half. Hopefully I'll learn from this, but chances are that I won't.

It's been a fishy night. I bought a salmon (whole) at wally world last week. Tonight I cooked it and my J-Group came to my apartment and ate it. Lemon, dill, a little butter... was very good.
Went to Steak and Shake (surprise, surprise). When I went to pay, the manager looked at me and said, "You're in here more than I am!" He gave me a big discount! I love that place. I've been there three times in the past six days. It would've been four, but they closed at 9:30pm on Wednesday night for Thanksgiving.
After that, I went to Jason Adkins's apartment. He has a 150 gallon saltwater fish tank. It's captivating. I sat an watched it for a little over an hour. Then, I worked on cleaning it a bit. The best part was feeding the fish. Most of the fish eat plankton. Basically you just pour that stuff in the tank and they scurry around to eat it up. There's an eel named Santa. Santa, the two anemone, and the serpant star eat whole shrimp. With the anemone and the serpent star, you can just hold a piece of shrimp next to them and the tentacles will catch on and pull it in. Santa is a different story.
While the eel is "non-venomous", there is enough bacteria in its mouth that if he bit you, you would have to make a trip to the hospital to get a shot. You feed him by putting a shrimp on a toothpick and holding it in the water. Normally, Santa will swim up and meet you about halfway to get the shrimp. I don't think he was feeling well today cause he wouldn't come out of his hiding spot very far. In order for me to get him to eat, I had to stick the shrimp down in front of his hole. Let me tell you, it's a little unnerving to be almost shoulder deep in salt water, holding a shrimp on the end of a toothpick, and hoping that this eel (who has killed a shark and a ray) doesn't bite you. It all worked out though. All's well and that ends well.
However, it would be kind of unique to say you were bitten by an eel and had to go to the ER for antibiotics.

My reason for being awake at 1:30 AM.

What's yours?

For those of you who are in college and thinking about getting your Masters, don't do it!  Especially if it involves a thesis.  The end.

well we hope yall had a great thanksgiving  but we are start back up this tuesday so come all college and career 18-30!

I just wanted to say how awesome it was to see Sarita Maria Haun yesterday. She's still as lively as ever, and of course Maria hugs are the best. Anyway, I thought everyone should feel just a bit of the Maria love I'm feeling now. Everyone who knows her knows what I'm talking about.

-James

We’re all guilty of doing childish and absurd acts every now and then, but there are the select few that shamelessly want their harebrained moments publicized. Unfortunately for many of us, Andy Milonakis is one of those people. Don’t get me wrong, I do enjoy randomness and sketch comedy, but this guy is just an asinine Atkins reject. In my opinion, he should not be on television. Oh well, it’s not as though MTV has great judgment when it comes to which shows to broadcast.

However, his show is ideal for those that lack an attention span. Yet, I doubt I'd find it more enjoyable even if I was under the influence. There is no theme, storyline, point, or any need to stay focused. And among the show’s cornucopia of ludicrous scenes, Andy Milonakis does not hesitate to insult others and be highly offensive. Not only did he record a rap entitled “The Super Bowl is Gay” with lyrics consisting of: Water’s gay just like the chicken that you’re eating/Cologne is gay/Put on some cologne, you faggot, cuz you’re gay. He also ridicules the elderly, which make up the majority of his victims. He challenged senior citizens to race him, calling each one a bitch. He probably chooses to target this age group since the younger, more able-bodied ones would pummel the shit out of him. I may be a tad hypocritical in scrutinizing Andy Milonakis for his verbally abusive nature, but at least I know my boundaries.

The two boys that I babysit (ages 13 and 10) adore the show and believe that Andy Milonakis is a comic genius. When inquired as to why, they responded that he was just a kid their age that had their sense of humor. Little do they know that Andy Milonakis is bordering on thirty years old, but his appearance and juvenile buffoonery have deceived many. Hopefully Andy’s fans will simply outgrow his witless show and it will be cancelled, preferably sometime this week.

Well i've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
and i thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
but im just drunk enough to let go of my pain
to hell with my pride
let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight, i wanna cry



"i'm not better than most girls...well, i am, i just dont tell them that."
_matt hall (the kid who thinks he better than, literally, everyone...)

i'm at the library, about to start a paper. ya, all the college students out there have been where i am right now. well... not in this exact place, but close. it's raning like crazy, and i'll probably have a ticket when i go back out side, but thats ok, i didnt want to have to walk forever in the rain, even though i'll probably have to when i go to park my car. but i guess i could just sleep in my car... na.

today was ok. some one told me that i've changed, but then again they dont realize how much of a beating my self esteem has taken lately. in a way it could've been avoided, but it would of been hard.

piece

i really don't understand things

and i don't understand the way i feel and i learned tonight that it's a bad thing. and i guess it is. if it's to the point where i upset people, or make them sad. oh well... i need time off. from people. alone.

So today some girl said to me "I'm the weirdest person in the world" and I sat there...thought...and replied"No you're not". Did she really think that she was the weirdest person in the world. I mean come on, she must do some freaky shit to gain that title.

As you can tell from above, today was one of those random days. It was good though. I couldn't sleep and stayed up until 2:45 tossing and turning, literally. Then I woke up at six. And guess what...I went running. Yeah, running, me, asthma kid. and I didn't have to stop once to catch a breath or stop a side cramp. And I ran a whole mile in five minutes and fifty six seconds. Hell yes. I physically felt really good the rest of the day. I felt refreshed. and I brought oatmeal to school in my Sylvester the cat coffee cup. It looked like goop, but I love it. So its those simple pleasures that make life good.

"Its a Charlie Brown Christmas" is coming up. I'm excited. We have one more regular rehearsal until we start dress rehearsals. I can't wait to dress as Snoopy, haha. I am expecting everyone to come and see me. And not mock my creepy laugh.

^^Merry Christmas to me....Yeah, its a Dell XPS M170. Haha, I sound like I know what I'm talking about. I dont. I just know that I'm pretty sure this is my main Christmas present. No more shitty computer!!! Yeah, and its a laptop, and its amazing.

I also sent my mom a wishlist off of UrbanOutfitters.com. Gah, I cannot wait until Christmas...

"I shall never grow up, make believe is much to fun. This place is so lovely, it kind of makes me very happy. Lets go far away to the humming meadow."

...In the dark, on the phone
You tell me the names of your brothers
And your favorite colors
I'm learning you
And when it snows again
We'll take a walk outside
And search the sky
Like children do

No way November will see our goodbye
When it comes to December it's obvious why
No one wants to be alone at Christmas time
And come January we're frozen inside
Making new resolutions a hundred times
February, won't you be my valentine?
And we'll both be safe 'til St. Patrrick's Day

I heart you.

+ML+

okay so i'm gonna break my xanga fast (oh c'mon don't look so disappointed! u had to see it coming lol) I AM THE LUCKIEST PERSON U HAVE EVER SEEN! this morning started out sooo crappy. i dropped a whole giant can of apple juice and spilt it all over myself, then i slammed my own thumb in my car door and then i got my car stuck in a ditch! and i know that doesn't sound very lucky but i was close to flipping over and i couldn't go anywhere, i had to practically jump to get out of my car b/c i was stuck at such an odd angle and i was quite a few feet off the ground and i was like half an inch away from having the whole side of my car scraped off by one of those big cement thingys in the ditch and pretty sure my big bro (who ROCKS at the moment) and nathan (who also rocks) and T (who ROCKS the MOST) showed up, along with an EXTREMELY hot cop and the cop kept saying they weren't gonna get me out with out scraping up the whole side of my car but magically my car just popped right out of the ditch no scratches NOTHING! it was MAGICAL. i didn't get hurt nothing is wrong with my, NADA. i swear today was just my day. lol. and now that i said that i'm gonna go fall down the stairs and break my face or something lol. but now back to the xanga/phusebox fast.

I'MMA BE SIXTAYN ON THE 7TH! WOOOT! and to top it all off, i'mma goin with the Abby to see JASON-FREAKIN-MRAZ! i think maybe i should just melt. so today was the first run-through of "The Boy Friend". Our school play is gonna be hysterical. I'm "Madame Dubonnet"...a crazy old french woman...and i get to get married to Matt Goodman...hardy har. so, i'm thinkin that SON-IN-LAW is the best movie ever. Pauly Shore is sickening in some movies...but in this one, wow. he's great. i haven't laughed this hard at a movie in forever. nayways, just thought i'd give you all an update. yay rah. muchos love--Cari

That girl--her name is Sarah Elizabeth Gearhart.
She is without a doubt and for lack of better words an amazing friend.

I think everyone just needs to take a chill pill and relax.
Life isn't that bad people. Talking about Drama just makes more Drama. Just take a step back...enjoy this life through all the hectic schedules and homework overloads...life is good...eventhough it doesn't seem like it sometimes. We've gotta Live this Life--
I love you guys.
Take it Light.
3 weeks till Christmas Break! (yay)
3 Days till my Rents 21st Anniversary! (yay)
4 days till I babysit! (money)
16 days till I get my braces. (oh shit)
27 days till Christmas!!!
Today is Melvin' Birthday. Happy 17th to ya kiddo...eventhough u don't have a PhuseBox. :)

wussup, wussup!!!  i'm new on this thing, so if anyone wants to write something, feel free!

I had a really good day and yet i still feel really weird. I don't know why. I'm worrying about things too much and yet i can't bring myself to stop worrying.I need to talk to someone but no one is there at the moment.I'm ready for christmas break! I'm not sure if i'm sad or mad or just ...i don't know. Too many emotions to just pick one. I feel like i've lost a friend and that is really bothering me but i don't know how to act around this person anymore.I'm afraid to go and talk to them because i don't want to be annoying and .....agh! I need to take a walk but it's quite cold outside and wet and .....yeah.....well i'm going to try to become a little less confused and figure this whole thing out.Goodnight.

Yeah, who isn't prepared for Saturday?

That would be me.

And why is this?

Because, for some reason, Mr. Hearn decided that the time would be better spent sight reading, instead of actually working on the specified pieces of music.

So the question is, can I get this music learned, on my own, by Saturday?

Uhhh, I'm guessing not. I am trying out for governor's school for voice, though...That's pretty darn exciting, if you ask me.=)

~Rachel =)

i thought i was doing pretty well
but around the end of fourth period and lunch time, i lost it
i cried harder than i've cried in awhile
and amazingly he was there to hold me
he called me baby again and it calmed me down
i always loved how he has that effect on me
he just about had to force me to eat
but i'm probably going on a diet anyways
i wish i were with him
i still want to cry
i hope i get a second chance at all this
i want to be with him so badly, it hurts.

I miss my baby.

Just about my favorite picture.

Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let me dance along, until the lights are on

You leave me once again home alone
The fridge is full but my heart is achin'
You think I can make it on my own
Just a kiss and you are gone

Another night like a million before
Another party where I'm not invited
As always you'll heat the dance floor
In front of your turntables going mad

Why don't you keep me close to you
I'm not anymore the kid you knew
Why should I stay deep in the blue
I wanna move my body too

Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let me dance along, until the lights are on
Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let the music play, until the break of day

We've been aside since I meant to be
A part of you that was just awaking
My life with you is a fantasy
I am your prince and you are my king

You say your thing drives sometimes you insane
You think you're no good father and so you're ashamed
But all I want is to share your pain
Clubbin' the night along and having fun

Why don't you keep me close to you
I'm not anymore the kid you knew
I wanna feel this part of you
I wanna move my body too

Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let me dance along, until the lights are on
Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let the music play, until the break of day

Daddy DJ
Daddy DJ
Daddy DJ

Daddy DJ, please take me to the party
And let me dance along, until the lights are on

well Thanksgiving break was pretty much awesome.spent it all with my family and what not and it was awesome.got a but load of shopping done but i still have so much to do.but i love shopping for my friends cuz they mean just so much to me.

you know i realixed how much you miss those that aren't around you all the time.i talked to someone today for the first time in like a month or two.and it's not cuz i was mad at this person but it was because we simply did not have the time.it was awesome it made me feel sooo loved and it was great.

well im going to get off of here.cuz i have stuff that i really must do.i love you all dearly!

God Bless!

.......Leah.......

"There were
Only a few things
Truly important and necessary
And the rest were mainly decorations
They might have been
Like the armor
To protect myself from everything
If you are afraid of changes
Watch me at a distance
Whether or not I may do something
I'm talked about behind my back
Let it be"
-Ayu (Alterna)

So sometimes I just have these days,
days where I think about things way deeply.
I love the rain.
I hate over-thinking,
which I do quite often.
I want to rant about stuff,
or just let everything out.
I wanna write a movie, or a play, or something.
I just have all these things going through my mind &&
It's crazy how I can't just explain it.
I have a talent.
This is in no way to be taken as me be conceded,
but I write expressions down really well.
I have a writing ability beyond most peoples thoughts.
My dreams have become a false reality.
I mean, I can't concentrate anymore.
I end up somewhere else.
I can't control my thoughts.
Scary sometimes,
but then again, it helps me realize that
I can make my life how I want it.
Sometimes it just feels like the world is ending,
when I'm scared or angry or even sad,
but I always seem to get myself back up again,
usually just an emotional mask,
caused by a blow up or something,
then back to thinking.
I was thinking about my last relationship,
and just everything.
It didn't work out,
and in the long run it was a good thing.
I'm over it after a month of confusion on both parts.
I just think now that I want is to move on,
Get away from the familiar,
and find something new,
something non-habit forming.
Awe well.

How happy is the blameless Vestal's lot!  The world forgetting, by the
world forgot  Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind! Each pray'r
accepted, and each wish resign'd.

-Alexander Pope

Why don't people ask "how are you" anymore.
all I get is "What's up"
Really now, what is up?
How are you, now there's a question.
oiy, I need medication.
I think I have a bipoler cold.
One minute I feel great,
the next I feel like I'm having a major
hangover, Where EVERYTHING is really loud.
I hate that.
So I only get an hour on the computer a day,
So now you guys can call me.
weeeee.

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straitjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

-All American Rejects
[StraightJacket feeling]

- I finally got an A on an English paper. I argued why The Cosby Show hasn't "jumped the shark". Our next topic is over the internet. We have to choose a website we frequently visit, discuss why it's appealing and what makes it a "community". I've already written the draft ((I chose to write about phusebox)) and received a 41/50 on it. While I know it could have been better, I was pleased because Tormey wasn't terribly clear on what he wanted.

- I'm getting a new phone next month. Hallelujah! I've had my current one for nearly two years, and it's getting mighty dinged up.

- I've been pricing camcorders. . . *falls over*. I'm not going to be able to find what I need/want for under $450. With Mom paying my half of the car payment for Christmas and me working extra during Christmas break, I MIGHT be able to pull it off. I mentioned something to my parents about them helping me with it for Christmas as well, but it really hasn't been discussed.

- Speaking of Christmas, our tree is now up. We've never had it up this early, but Jeff and Jennifer wanted to put it up. There are no presents underneath, but hopefully that'll change, lol. I'm finally able to buy my family decent presents this year.

- I need to put more pictures up in my room. It always seems like my room is needing SOMETHING done to it. I also need to dust and organize all the random stuff that houses itself on my dressers.

- Big tests are coming up. Tomorrow, I have a biology exam and the lab final. Thursday, there's a college algebra test. Next Monday, I have to turn in a project and take an exam over chapters eight, nine, and PowerPoint in Computer Science Orientation. I also have an English paper due Monday. Then next Wednesday, I'll take my last exam in Understanding Mass Media. Then the week after that, finals begin! Agh!

well i'm bored so i suppose i'll follow the crowd.

1) Last thing you burned while attempting to cook?
heh. i guess i helped burn that stupid bread in gatlinburg. stupid microwave timer. courtney and i both tried, but it hated us.

2) Describe yourself in 3 words?
...

3) How long does it take you to get ready for your day?
about half an hour. but i can do it in about fifteen minutes if i'm in a hurry.

4) Favorite place to blow $50?
music or book stores

5) How many people have you thought were "the one"?
zero

6) What is something that turns you off from the opposite sex?
lack of ability to listen

7) What kind of car do you drive?
i don't drive.

8) What's in your CD player right now?
rent (original broadway cast)

9) What celebrity would you have coffee with?
hmm... i don't know.


10) What celebrity would you NOT have coffee with?
Pretty much all of them.

11) What kind of toothpaste do you use?
Some type of Crest.

12) What time do you go to bed?
between eight (when i'm really tired) and elevenish. sometimes after.

13) Last movie you saw?
Harry freakin Potter.

14) Last TV show you watched?
uhh... my parents were watching seinfeld and i watched a little of it with them.

15) Who is your best friend?
grace and courtney and chelsey and sara. 


16) Who in your family do you best get along with?
my mom. usually my dad. my grandparents. especially my grandfather.

17) Who do you lust after?
... uhh... no one really... although cedric(sp?) from harry potter is pretty.

18]) What time is it?
6: 51 pm

19) Are you planning a vacation/travel?
Washington DC with the band kids.
going to indiana with my family sometime in april, i think.

20) When/Where was the last time you traveled?
Gatlenburg, yesterday

21) How many times have you been in love?
none

22) How old will you be in 10 years?
25

23) Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
i dunno. hopefully out of college and happy. doing something i love. with someone i love

24) Sinful snacking weakness?
Chocolate. or chips and dip. or christmas tree cakes around christmas...

25) Rollercoasters?
i LOVE rollercoasters!!!

26) Ever run out of gas?
nope

27) Ever been on a train?
chatanooga choo choo

28) Ever been on a blind date?
No

29) Ever been to Europe?
i wish

30) What would you do if you could be the opposite sex for one day?
i don't know

31) Would you tell anyone it was you?
now where's the fun in that???

32) Ever been arrested?
No

33) Have a crush on anyone you work with?
No, the only job i've ever had is babysitting...

34) What is something you believe in?
God

35) What is something you fear?
people i need dying.

36) Big or small?
small

37) What is the worst pain you have ever experienced?
mmm... i don't know

38) What is your favorite television show?
i don't think i have one...

39) Ever photoshopped yourself to look better in a picture?
Nope. i don't have photoshop. and it sucks.

40) Tell us something about your childhood.
hmm... i really liked bugs and when i was really little i didn't like grass.

41) What would it cost for you to flash the person next to you?
well... there's not any one in the room

42) Best time to catch you in a good mood?
after i've spent time with my friends having fun

43) If you could be anything for one day, what would it be?
maybe a bird... then i could fly away.

44) Most prized possesion(s)?
probably my pictures

45) Would you ever sell it/how much?
nope. i don't think anybody would really want my pictures, anyways.

46) What is one of your pet peeves?
people putting apostraphes(sp?) where they don't belong.

47) Favorite kind of ice cream?
mmm... chocolate

48) Coolest thing that happened today?
mmm... nick let me borrow his rent cd. i love nick.

56) What do you usually order from starbucks?
uhh... depends.

57) What is/was your biggest mistake?
so many mistakes...

58) Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
i don't think so.

59) Say something totally random about you:
i love french horn. and grace. and you!

60) Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
yeah. apparently i look like drew barrymore

61) Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
Sometimes.

62) Did you have braces?
Yeah. still do. :-(

63) Are you comfortable with your height?
yeah. taller would be nice, but whatever.

64) What is the most romantic thing done by someone of the opposite sex?
make me smile when i'm sad.

65) When do you know it's love?
What would I know about love?

66. Do you speak other languages?
i'm in french one... does that count???

67) Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
no... that's a cancer machine.

68) What magazines do you read?
i like readers digest

69) Have you ever ridden in a limo?
no

70) Has anyone you were really close with passed away?
not too close.

71)Have you ever watched MTV?
a few times

72) What's something that really annoys you?
people.

73) What's something you really like?
rain

74) Do you like michael jackson?
No

75) Can you dance?
oh yeah. amazingly... on a really good day...

76) What's the latest you've ever stayed up?
a looooong time.

77) Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
no

78) Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
No.

79) Do you actually read these when other people fill them out?
Yeah, I do. i have no life.

80) Who did you take this from?
Nick Hawkins the first time. but then i didn't feel like doing it anymore. so i took it from Courtney the second time. and now i'm going to finish it... just watch.

81) Whats your full name?
madelyn kyle robertson.

82) If you had to pick another city to live in... but it was in the same state what city would you choose?
i dunno... Murfreesboro isn't too bad, i guess

83) Favortie place in the world?
i don't know... favorite place i've been to (take a wild guess) New York City

84) Best feeling you ever had?
i don't know.

85) Life goal or dream?
i don't know. i just want to be happy with whatever i end up doing.

I feel as if I was forgotten and left behind. He hasn't talked to me or even looked at me. I feel like such a loser and almost like a bitch.Life and love is harder than it appears.

today wasnt a good day i have to say!!!
work was horrible!!!
and just about everything i eat my tummy doesnt like!!! blah!!

Love Through Christ!!!
~Rachel~

it occurs to me that mary lanes friends have these sites, and they don't know me past whatever she happens to tell them. so here you go - thanks nick.

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1) Last thing you burned while attempting to cook?
fried eggs; it wasn't my fault i was rusty: i haven't made them in months, and last time i did i had a no-stick skillet. this time it was in iron skillet.

2) Describe yourself in 3 words?
musical, funny, twisted.

3) How long does it take you to get ready for your day?
depends on which day.

4) Favorite place to blow $50?
depositing it into my bank account.

5) How many people have you thought were "the one"?
two: one incorrectly, one remains to be seen.

6) What is something that turns you off from the opposite sex?
immaturity.

7) What kind of car do you drive?
white '91 toyota corolla sr5.

8) What's in your CD player right now?
2 nine inch nails mixes i made myself, with_teeth, a mix from my girlfriend, and a cd a co-worker made with his brother (old-school rock).

9) What celebrity would you have coffee with?
probably john cusack.

10) What celebrity would you NOT have coffee with?
i don't know. with the media these days, somebody i think i don't like could end up being my best friend.

11) What kind of toothpaste do you use?
i honestly don't know. i just pick one out of the cheap section.

12) What time do you go to bed?
i work third shift and go to college. i don't have a specific bedtime.

13) Last movie you saw?
man on fire (denzel washington, dakota fanning: 2004).

14) Last TV show you watched?
desperate housewives.

15) Who is your best friend?
kenneth and mary lane are tied.

16) Who in your family do you best get along with?
dad.

17) Who do you lust after?
no comment.

18]) What time is it?
6:10p.

19) Are you planning a vacation/travel?
i want to have a nationwide scavenger hunt someday, maybe when gas prices go to under a dollar.

20) When/Where was the last time you traveled?
the retreat a few weeks ago.

21) How many times have you been in love?
twice...last time was a mistake.

22) How old will you be in 10 years?
28.

23) Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
i honestly couldn't tell you, and thats how i like it. i would like to be in a house i own with a girl i'm married to, maybe with a kid or two under my belt, and own my own record label. time will tell...i can tell you by that time i will definitely have the label...

24) Sinful snacking weakness?
fritos, man.

25) Rollercoasters?
not really a fan.

26) Ever run out of gas?
i have.

27) Ever been on a train?
no.

28) Ever been on a blind date?
yes.

29) Ever been to Europe?
no.

30) What would you do if you could be the opposite sex for one day?
panic.

31) Would you tell anyone it was you?
if i had to decide, i probably wouldn't have done it in the first place.

32) Ever been arrested?
no.

33) Have a crush on anyone you work with?
lol...i used to have plenty.

34) What is something you believe in?
passion.

35) What is something you fear?
not being able to protect the people i care about.

36) Big or small?
off the top of my head...

--girls: small.
--myself: moderately large.
--pancakes: big.
--waffles: small.
--cars: small.
--tours: big.
--movies: either.
--churches: small.
--bank accounts: big.
--burgers: big, but not TOO big.
--paperwork: massively small.

37) What is the worst pain you have ever experienced?
physical: a few weeks ago i got my hand slammed in the cardboard baler at work.
emotional: i don't want to talk about it.

38) What is your favorite television show?
malcom in the middle or that 70s show.

39) Ever photoshopped yourself to look better in a picture?
never bothered.

40) Tell us something about your childhood.
you don't want to know.

41) What would it cost for you to flash the person next to you?
i wouldn't.

42) Best time to catch you in a good mood?
around mary lane after i just got paid.

43) If you could be anything for one day, what would it be?
rich.

44) Most prized possesion(s)?
my guitar.

45) Would you ever sell it/how much?
heck no; my guitar was a gift, and it's a nice dean acous/elec.

46) What is one of your pet peeves?
when people ask sexual questions on these surveys. seriously - a person's sex life is not something the whole world should be reading about. if you want to know, ASK.

47) Favorite kind of ice cream?
vanilla.

48) Coolest thing that happened today?
i slept for 12.5 hours.

56) What do you usually order from starbucks?
i don't. starbucks is for a different caste than me.

57) What is/was your biggest mistake?
aquainting myself with eric samuel ellis.

58) Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
no, but i have a dedication to work so intense that to get a job done right i have a tendency to completely ignore any sense of personal well-being.

59) Say something totally random about you:
i thouroughly enjoyed that bovarian creme donut.

60) Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
just last night.

61) Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
never did.

62) Did you have braces?
yes.

63) Are you comfortable with your height?
would it really matter if i wasn't?

64) What is the most romantic thing done by someone of the opposite sex?
i was told i could buy a promise ring.

65) When do you know it's love?
right now.

66. Do you speak other languages?
not really.

67) Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
i applied for a job there once.

68) What magazines do you read?
musicians friend.

69) Have you ever ridden in a limo?
no.

70) Has anyone you were really close with passed away?
yes.

71)Have you ever watched MTV?
yeah, i don't really like it.

72) What's something that really annoys you?
indecisiveness.

73) What's something you really like?
deciciveness.

74) Do you like michael jackson?
not really.

75) Can you dance?
i'm told no.

76) What's the latest you've ever stayed up?
the week before last i stayed up 5 days straight by accident.

77) Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
once or twice...fuck you, eric.

78) Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
well, technically, the ambulance can only go right outside the lobby. you have to be carried into the ER by the doctors and all them. and no, i haven't.

79) Do you actually read these when other people fill them out?
sometimes.

80) Who did you take this from?
nick.

81) Whats your full name?
michael thomas burton.

82) If you had to pick another city to live in... but it was in the same state what city would you choose?
probably memphis.

83) Favortie place in the world?
anywhere with a recording studio or music shop.

84) Best feeling you ever had?
making mary lane smile.

85) Life goal or dream?
i want to own a record label - including at least one studio and several bands, and controlling production, recording/mastering, distrobution and booking - and a small coffee shop. i want to be married and have one or twoo kids. i want to be a good father.and it wouldn't hurt to be good in bed.

Hey everyone! This is my first entry so please don't make fun of it. Actually I could care less what you do to this. Well today was ok until Cathy Flaherty started some shit with me. Well that is all I have to say.

                                             Love you guys, Brittney

hey yall! well thanksgiving was  amazing! i loved every minute! the food i ate was so good i can still taste it! I had turkey and ham, sweet potato pie, dressing, green beans, devil eggs, rolls, mashed potatos and chochlate cake! thats my my mema cooked and then on friday i went to my dads parents and had chicken wings mac and cheese, cheesy potatos, rolls, barbecue(sp) and crunchy carmel apple pie! On thrusday night me and my cousin blake and my uncle james and my dad played rook and then me made cream candy bc  it was like 12 degrees outside burrrr......then on sunday i came home from KY and went  to go see Just friends with my friends that moive was so funny! go see it! well thats it for now i have to go eat some dinner and go to dance!

much love

~* big O *~

here is a picture of me and ami and meredith with blake shelton at the rascal flatts concert

1) Last thing you burned while attempting to cook?
Well, there was bread that was burned on Friday, but I'm not the one who did it, except it is my fault too because I couldn't figure out the damn microwave timer.

2) Describe yourself in 3 words?

Quiet, Honest, Opinionated


3) How long does it take you to get ready for your day?
An hour, sometimes shorter.

4) Favorite place to blow $50?
Cd Stores

5) How many people have you thought were "the one"?
Absolutly none.

6) What is something that turns you off from the opposite sex?
Being an asshole.


7) What kind of car do you drive?
Toyota Camary



8) What's in your CD player right now?
"Tommy"-The Who

9) What celebrity would you have coffee with?
I think having coffie with a celebrity would be awkward, but if I had to choose it would be Reese Witherspoon or somebody. She seems pretty normal compared to other celebritys.



10) What celebrity would you NOT have coffee with?
Pretty much all of them.

11) What kind of toothpaste do you use?
Some type of Crest.

12) What time do you go to bed?
10:00 or 10:30



13) Last movie you saw?
Harry freakin Potter.

14) Last TV show you watched?
The Macy's Day Parade


15) Who is your best friend?
Well, I don't know because none of them claim me as their best friend.


16) Who in your family do you best get along with?
My two little brothers, mostly Tyler.

17) Who do you lust after?
Your mom

18]) What time is it?

5:59 pm


19) Are you planning a vacation/travel?
Washington Dc with the band kids.

20) When/Where was the last time you traveled?
Gatlenburg, yesterday

21) How many times have you been in love?
Nada

22) How old will you be in 10 years?
26

23) Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Hopefully happy and in love.

24) Sinful snacking weakness?
Chocolate

25) Rollercoasters?
Woot! I used to fear them, but as of two years ago, I do not.

26) Ever run out of gas?
I have been close.

27) Ever been on a train?
No

28) Ever been on a blind date?
No, thank God.

29) Ever been to Europe?
Nope. :-(

30) What would you do if you could be the opposite sex for one day?
Find out men's secrets if there are any

31) Would you tell anyone it was you?
Are you kidding me? It'd blow my cover!

32) Ever been arrested?
No

33) Have a crush on anyone you work with?
No, because I don't have a job.

34) What is something you believe in?
Not sure yet.



35) What is something you fear?
Death.

36) Big or small?
Big or smale what?



37) What is the worst pain you have ever experienced?
Mmmm, I haven't experienced much pain in my life.

38) What is your favorite television show?
Don't really have one.

39) Ever photoshopped yourself to look better in a picture?
No.

40) Tell us something about your childhood.
I liked frilly dresses.

41) What would it cost for you to flash the person next to you?
A dime.

42) Best time to catch you in a good mood?
When everything is going right

43) If you could be anything for one day, what would it be?

So many choices...


44) Most prized possesion(s)?
My grandpa's hat. My photos. My books.

45) Would you ever sell it/how much?
Nah, no one else would want them.

46) What is one of your pet peeves?
People who are spastic annoying.

47) Favorite kind of ice cream?
Cookie dough

48) Coolest thing that happened today?
There weren't many cool things that happened today.

56) What do you usually order from starbucks?
Nothing.



57) What is/was your biggest mistake?
8th grade was on big mistake.

58) Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
When I was in middle school, I'd get angry and scratch myself.

59) Say something totally random about you:
I once was on a swim team.

60) Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
They never have.

61) Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
Sometimes.

62) Did you have braces?
Yeah



63) Are you comfortable with your height?
Indeed I am.



64) What is the most romantic thing done by someone of the opposite sex?
To suprise you.

65) When do you know it's love?
What would I know about love?

66. Do you speak other languages?
A very limited amount of Spanish



67) Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
I like not having cancer and looking orange.



68) What magazines do you read?
Random ones. Most are interesting.

69) Have you ever ridden in a limo?
Yes

70) Has anyone you were really close with passed away?
Yes, my grandpa

71)Have you ever watched MTV?
I like the show My Super Sweet Sixteen. Other than that no.

72) What's something that really annoys you?
People in general.

73) What's something you really like?
Hugs and hand holding.

74) Do you like michael jackson?
No

75) Can you dance?
I have skills!

76) What's the latest you've ever stayed up?
Over 24 hours

77) Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
Yes, and it scared me.

78) Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
No.

79) Do you actually read these when other people fill them out?
Yeah, I do. What can I say?

80) Who did you take this from?
Nick Hawkins.

81) Whats your full name?
Courtney Lauren Caldwell.



82) If you had to pick another city to live in... but it was in the same state what city would you choose?
I really like Murfreesboro, so there.

83) Favortie place in the world?
I haven't been all around the world. Right now I am thinking Lake Tahoe.

84) Best feeling you ever had?

I couldn't say.


85) Life goal or dream?
To get married and live happily ever after.

sarah vermillion totally wins. (i didn't even think about that.) i liked her answer best. and i think she is right. so she will get a prize tomorrow. ha. i love sarah.

and i love you.

hey everyone- well my day's at belle aire working with the communications are coming to a end in the beginning of january. sort of! i will still do sunday morning and wednesday nights but thats it. Me and Chris are defintly not on bad terms at all. i have to get a paying job because gas isn't free and insurance doesn't pay for itself. I am pretty much doing what i was doing just not doing all of it. i am still going to hold the position but not doing all the extra stuff. so yea, pray that i can find a job and that God will be magnified in whatever i do! So yea! hope you all had a great day! God Bless- stephen

...was pretty good! I'm so thankful that I get to work with Amy Bonin and several other nice people!

Hmmm... I need to work on my English paper and theatre appreciation oral report...

Sarah Branscom is in my history class for next semester! Finally! Someone I know!

I bought the Aly & AJ CD on Friday... ahhhh I love it... I know it's music for pre-teens but I don't care! They're Christians but Disney promotes them. Their music's good stuff.

Quote of the day (though it was said on Saturday night):
"So at the fall retreat, the speaker was asking what one trait of God we would like to have. Everyone was giving Sunday school answers like, 'love', but I was thinking 'all-powerful'!" -Brian King (happy birthday and ungrounding eve!)

birthday=tomorrow

permit(hopefully)=tomorrow

christmas=26 days

ok so i was pissed ... i wrote this REALLY long REALLY good entry and when i was bout to submit it ... the box closed!!!! GRRRR!!!

Well I guess I'm in a pretty good mood considering me and Kellen made out for like 5 hours the other night!!!

UGH!!! He's all i can think about!!! Its driving me crazy!!! I think I get to see him again tomorrow ... hopefully!!! I juz like him soooo much ... maybe this time I'll actuallly get to be happy!!! I juz want things to work out ... I guess we'll have to see!!!

Oh and FYI ... the guy who I fell for that had the girlfriend ... well they broke up and thats who it is ... KELLEN!!!!

All Around Me:

My hands are searching for you
My arms are outstretched towards you
I feel you on my fingertips
My tongue dances behind my lips for you
this fire runs in through my being
burning I’m not used to seeing you

I'm Alive . . . I'm Alive

I can feel you all around me
thickening the air I’m breathing
holding onto what I’m feeling
savoring this heart that’s healing

My hands float up above me
and you whisper you love me
And I begin to fade
into our secret place
the music makes me sway
the angels singing say we are alone with you
I am alone and they are too with you

I'm Alive . . . I'm Alive

I can feel you all around me
thickening the air I’m breathing
holding onto what I’m feeling
savoring this heart that’s healing

And so I cry
The light is white
and I see you

I'm Alive . . . I'm Alive

I can feel you all around me
thickening the air I’m breathing
holding onto what I’m feeling
savoring this heart that’s healing

Take my hand
I give it to you
now you owe me all I am
you said you would never leave me
I believe you, I believe

I can feel you all around me
thickening the air I’m breathing
holding onto what I’m feeling
savoring this heart that’s healed

^^^ lyrics of the moment ^^^

If only he could know he's all I think about... ♥ ♥ ♥

okay okay...
so school's back.
it rained alot
my feet are still wet.

i like a boy. but
what's sad is
i'm too afraid to
act on it. that's
how it usually goes.

confusing.

:sigh:
whatever.

i need a haircut.
the split ends are making me cry
(quite litterally)

the Mraz tickets came
in today <3

i'm so excited.

it's going to be a blast.
hopefully, december 9th will
be the night i convence
jason mraz that i should be
the one to bare his children.

=P

Well guys it has been a while since I have written anything on here. Tons of stuff has been happening over these past couple of weeks! School is slowly coming to and end Im extremely nervous about my grades but oh well things will get better I hope! Im slowly adding pictures on this thing Ijust get caught up in foing so many other things that I dont ever have time to work on this thing! Well my schedule for next year is ok I guess I have 17hrs right now but I will probably drop one class. I went and saw Harry Potter this past weekend with one of my brothers when he got in town, it was magneficant! I loved it! Thanksgiving was really joyous, Ashe Derek and Derek's wife all came over and then we played Scene IT! the dvd game, which was hilirious! I lost but oh well! It was still fun, wow that sounds really corny, and now Im boring the brains out of yall so Ill stop for now! Everyone have a great day! Much Love!

Haha Oh yeah to answer Nate's question nope I havent gotten the money to fix my phone! So if ya call leave me a message and your number if I dont have it! Please and thank you!

me </3 johnny depp

he is awesome!!!!!!!!!

well today was shity><

pretty sure my brother wants to keep this dead mouse we caught in the mouse trap for a pet...and pretty sure my mom said no...hahaha...thank goodness....

my family is crazy...but i'd go crazy without them...

but that's about all that's been going on in my life lately...some other deep stuff too, but since it's about another person i'm worried about, i won't say anything...just pray for me and them as well...i need to talk to them on wednesday night at youth...but i don't know how to word everything...

but yeah...
mucho love!
[becca]

...Life is absolutely amazing...

I have so many reasons to be happy and thankful. I have a great family, a roof over my head, food to eat, great friends (even though I wont see some of them for three weeks), good grades (i think), and I have a God that never forsakes me and never will let me go.

Wow, I dont really know why today is such a great day, but it is. Even though it is raining and nasty outside. I just wanna DANCE around in my boxers.....lol.....(just have to make sure Kyle's not in the room)

I hope all is well in the Boro. I will be back soon. Hopefully I will get to see a few people when I get back home that I did not get to spend time with on this past break i.e. one that I just met


Later,
JT

who loves mondays!

yea, that's what I thought. So the weather is having a party in Orlando. . .kinda like it does in TN. . .it just can't ever decide what it's gonna do!

Balzac is great! I get breaks all the time it seems. and it's a pretty easy job. just bounce a ball all day. . .I have a feeling i'll be coming home with a few! they're sooooo fun!!!

Cast sale is on thursday, i'm very very excited! i love discounts!!

I should go grocery shopping soon. . .what should I buy?

that's all i've got! everyone have a fabulous day!

I got pineapples and they are yummidelishiousness!!! mmhm!!!!!!

         And so...

I wonder what it would be like if things were just a bit diffrent. If the timing were earlier and my fears didn't exist.Know what I mean?

I love people. Be my friend.

Jonathan Moore...you're my favorite.

I hate being in the middle. You get either one side really bad or nothing at all.

The weather in Kansas yesterday was freaking crazy. I swear. I want to move. One half of the state got a blizzard and the other half had SEVENTEEN tornadoes. What the heck?

Anyways. It was extremely windy, and it still is, last night.. it sucked. It kept me up until three in the morning. Eugh. Luckily, my mother let me stay home from school to try to sleep.

I got some webcam pictures Saturday afternoon...




SA-WEET!
I love Mountain Dew.
For sure.

Rain Rain Go Away!!!

Hey everyone Back to school we go lol! i freaking hate school think good that this is my last yearlol!

Go Seinors!!!

Sorry Freshman and all of you underclass man you have a couple more years of hell at this school!

Blah.... its raining like crazy! But should be a slow night at work... which is good, I had a horrible night last night! But yea, here soon angie and i should be making our way to work and get our paycheck... YAY!!!!   Yahl have a good day now kids!

so me and life are on good terms again.
for now...

Emily  Today is a crazy day i broke up with my boyfriend hahaha about time.I haven't had the time to do it i have been with him for a while well only like 1 month and 3 weeks but oh swells anywayz i hope that he will find someone to be with him he's cute and everything but i can't deal with him rite now. Other than that my day has been very boring.

so me and my mom watched West Side Story last nite. it was so funny! my mom kept making fun of Tony, saying he was a sissy lol and after the movie she did impressions of him running around like a sissy lol gosh, i love my mom! ^^

   Thanksgiving break is over=(

and Im sad about it

but o' well

I had the most wonderfullest break though ( it was extra special )

Went out to eat(alot), met new people(very hot people), found out some dirt

so all in all it was a great week

Hey!! Guys!!

So thanksgiving was sorta good.. but, i got all my stuff back from being grounded!! Except the phone so please hold.. anyways dude i am soo hungry right now!! I need a taco.. So shyeah i have been having these cravings for tacos ever since this one incident! But, wow i dahm i have been listening to blink 182 all friggen break!!  So shyeah i missed everybody and all that sappy stuff but, ya heres some blink 182 lyrics!!

Blink 182
Anthem

Home show, mom won't know
Run out the back door,
he's passed out on the floor
Third time, been caught twice
Forgive our neighbor Bob, I think he humped the dog


Chorus :
But good things come to those who wait,
'cause she laid me
And mom and dad possess the key,
instant slavery
No need to explain the plan,
no need to even bother
I'll pack my bags, I swear I'll run,
wish my friends were 21


White lies, bloodshot eyes
Breath of alcohol, stole it from the mall
How's Chris marked with lipstick
Better call their fathers,
sleeping with your daughters


Repeat CHORUS


You don't belong, you left the kids to carry on
You planned their fall
Too bad you're wrong,
don't need a mom, dad, slave, drive, song
I time bomb


I time bomb (x4)


Turn low the radio
I think I hear my dad yelling at the band


Repeat CHORUS


You don't belong,
you left the kids to carry on
You planned their fall
Too bad you're wrong,
don't need a mom, dad, slave, drive, song
I time bomb


I time bomb (x8)

So Thanksgiving was great! I spent most of the break at Starbucks reading and trying to get away from my family. I realized why so many of the people my age end up going to bars over Thanksgiving, to get away from their families! It's quite stressful! All the questions, and the coments. Starbucks was packed out to. I guess that's where the people that don't drink go to. Over all it was a good break. Capped it off last night with a rousing game of Cranium Turbo Edition!

So yeh the wind is blowing really hard, and i am pretty sure it almost knocked me over.

i love my friends.
((i'll finish putting teh rest of the pictures on here later))

So, I found out today that I have a rehearsal for something tonight, wednesday, thursday, friday, and saturday. I can't go to the thursday one because it overlaps a different one, and I can't go to the saturday because of midstate/allstate auditions/recital. Man, I need to take a break....eventually. I can't wait till I start getting paid...

School? make the most of it

i can't believe it is time to go back. Oh well. life goes on. I don't really mind it because i've been thinking...less than 6 mo. until high school is done. Although i am anxious and ready to go to college it will be sad to see my high school days go. I kinda wish i hadn't been wishing these years away- so i encourage all of you seniors to make the most of the rest of your senior year- and all you underclassmen- don't wish it away!

POTC 2 trailer!!
I so can't wait until it comes out!!  The first one is awesome!!!

So yea, its one of those long survey things that no one will read that I'm doing out of boredom...

{side note} I feel like theres a drought on my "love life". I mean really. Its been a year. And with the holidays coming up...it looks likes it might just be me, christmas, and coffee.

1) Last thing you burned while attempting to cook?
An omlet.

2) Describe yourself in 3 words?
Laffy, Rambunctious, and Unique.

3) How long does it take you to get ready for your day?
An hour and fifteen minutes.

4) Favorite place to blow $50?
Urban Outfitters.

5) How many people have you thought were "the one"?
Zero.

6) What is something that turns you off from the opposite sex?
Being extremely annoying.

7) What kind of car do you drive?
99 Honda Accord.

8) What's in your CD player right now?
Rilo Kiley, Coldplay, Missy Elliot, Eisley, and A Rap mix.

9) What celebrity would you have coffee with?
Natalie Portman/Uma Thurman.

10) What celebrity would you NOT have coffee with?
Toby Keith.

11) What kind of toothpaste do you use?
Crest Sensations Vanilla Mint.

12) What time do you go to bed?
Around 12 on school nights, hah.

13) Last movie you saw?
"Yours, Mine, and Ours" hahahaha.

14) Last TV show you watched?
Survivor

15) Who is your best friend?
My Girls know who they are...

16) Who in your family do you best get along with?
My Brother...

17) Who do you lust after?
Touching... ;)

18]) What time is it?
11:42 p.m.

19) Are you planning a vacation/travel?
I'm going to Hawaii with Drama during Spring Break.

20) When/Where was the last time you traveled?
Summer '04.

21) How many times have you been in love?
Zero.

22) How old will you be in 10 years?
26

23) Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
Somewhere that I'm myself and happy.

24) Sinful snacking weakness?
Gah...just about everything. But currently...Danish Wedding Cookies.

25) Rollercoasters?
Hell Yeah!

26) Ever run out of gas?
Not yet...But i'm the kind of person who will go for days with the empty light on...

27) Ever been on a train?
Nope.

28) Ever been on a blind date?
Nope.

29) Ever been to Europe?
Nope.

30) What would you do if you could be the opposite sex for one day?
Cook...just like a woman should...BAHAHAHA [kidding]. I would sit around and talk with my "girlfriends" about sexxx.

31) Would you tell anyone it was you?
I would brag....???

32) Ever been arrested?
No.
33) Have a crush on anyone you work with?
Hah, not where I worked.

34) What is something you believe in?
The power of music.

35) What is something you fear?
Death.

36) Big or small?
Whoa now...do you know who you're talking to?

37) What is the worst pain you have ever experienced?
I had surgery this summer, and when I woke up from it....talk about paaaaiiiin.

38) What is your favorite television show?
Big Brother.

39) Ever photoshopped yourself to look better in a picture?
If I knew how...I would.

40) Tell us something about your childhood.
I got stuck in a tree...literally.

41) What would it cost for you to flash the person next to you?
A drink.

42) Best time to catch you in a good mood?
You can't plan it...I'm a headcase.

43) If you could be anything for one day, what would it be?
A bird.

44) Most prized possesion(s)?
Freedom!!! Bahahaha

45) Would you ever sell it/how much?
Suck it!

46) What is one of your pet peeves?
When people are wrong, and won't admit it.

47) Favorite kind of ice cream?
Starbuck's Coffee Almond Fudge.

48) Coolest thing that happened today?
Ashley Marshall had a cabage patch doll that moved its mouth.

56) What do you usually order from starbucks?
Yay!!! Grande Chi Egg Nog Latte.... :)

57) What is/was your biggest mistake?
Being an immature kid and aiding in the decline of My dad and I's relationship.

58) Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose?
Looooooooooooooong time ago.  Like I said, immature kid.

59) Say something totally random about you:
I like to dance...a lot.

60) Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
Not that I can recall.

61) Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?
No, they put me in a creepy mood.

62) Did you have braces?
No, but I am being told I need to. Pssh.

63) Are you comfortable with your height?
Very much so.

64) What is the most romantic thing done by someone of the opposite sex?
Bahahaha. If only you knew my past with women.

65) When do you know it's love?
When you know who you are completely, and they are part of it.

66. Do you speak other languages?
Espanol!!

67) Have you ever been to a tanning salon?
No, but part of me wants to try it out.

68) What magazines do you read?
GQ

69) Have you ever ridden in a limo?
Yeah, for my 16th Birthday.

70) Has anyone you were really close with passed away?
Yes, my grandfather.

71)Have you ever watched MTV?
Um....yeah.

72) What's something that really annoys you?
Fights with my mother.

73) What's something you really like?
Touching. ;)

74) Do you like michael jackson?
No. No. No. No. No. No. No. No.

75) Can you dance?
Aha! Yes I can.

76) What's the latest you've ever stayed up?
I've gone well over 24 hours with no sleep.

77) Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
I think about that a lot, you never know.

78) Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room?
No.

79) Do you actually read these when other people fill them out?
Honestly...not at all. Unless I like them

80) Who did you take this from?
Lexie.

81) Whats your full name?
Nicholas Ray Hawkins.

82) If you had to pick another city to live in... but it was in the same state what city would you choose?
Cool Springs? Is that a city?

83) Favortie place in the world?
What kind of question is that?

84) Best feeling you ever had?
Hahaha...I will not be vulgar or obscene.

85) Life goal or dream?
Find acceptance with myself.

I can't believe this much anticipated break is already over, where oh where did it go?!. I can't believe its back to reality in less tahn 9 & 1/2 hours. . . geez. Do I really HAVE to?

A friend and I were discussing tonight how all this had BETTER pay off one day or as he put it, he's gonna be "King Kong Super Pissed". Thought that was an interesting way of putting it. Anyway, bed is calling and I must answer for a short while at least. Love you all - MEW

hmm.. so much to think about.
The COA is well on its way.
I'm so happy..............so very very transcendentalistic lol...
But for all you lonesome, unhappy people out there in phusebox land (not many i would believe) cheer up. Its the holidays, and life should be about renewal, thanks, and celebration of what was, what is and what is to come. Make the best of your world and it will never end.

Hey guys!

so how was everyone Thanksgiving?  mine was amazing!! I spent most of it with my lovely adorable boyfriend!! Today we have been going out for a month.... and saw HARRY POTTER 4 OMG BEST MOVIE!!! the second one is still my altime fav... but that one is my second fav.... omg!! and i went with all of my friends which made it ten times better!! I was like flippin out in the theater!! I was soo excited!! lol!! and then I spent the night at my friend Christinas house and we had like 10 of us... and like 3 boys... it was so much fun!!

well we are looking for a house .... and finding alot we like/love but we can't afford....but we found one today that we LOVE and we have an option of a media room which is WHAT I WANT!! an 8 ft projection screen and movies and popcorn and soda machine... AHH.... and ya... the  rooms are decent... and the house is over all HUGE and I LOVE IT!! but ya it was sold... but we got the floor plan!!yaya!! anyways!

I am goin to stop boring you now!!  I love you all!! SCHOOL TOMORROW!! then 3 more weeks til CHRISTMAS!!

GUESS WHAT I AM COMING HOME!! HECK YESS!! I AM SOO HAPPY!!

I love you all!!
~*Kristopher*~

I have never been so TICKED OFF at my parents in my whole life. Lets just say just because i wont work in fast food that I am better than they are and there money is way to good for me. I have no truck or cell phone! Im not sure how long the cell phone is takin away since they dont pay for it, my daddy does. So today has been a really long day. I can't wait 6 months until i get out of this place!

Im not sure if you remember the guy at my school said something about his education only getting us to work at McDonalds in his graduation speech. Well, i have never had anything against him! I knew that he was only kidding! Well just because that the comment didn't bother me then they always throw that in my face when in comes to getting a job or school. So like i said I ccant wait to leave!

Why hello! I dont have much time to write because I have to read a book for english but I just wanted to share a little something...

I was reading my Bible earlier and stumbled across this verse and it was so encouraging to me...

"For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord."- Romans 8:38-39

What an amazing verse....isnt it so encouraging to think about how much God loves each and every one of us? A lot of people never her about or just reject that amazing love God has given us but Christians, isnt it a blessing to have found it? We should be out in this world showing people the love of Jesus that should shine through our lives. If your life were on a stage for everyone to see, what would they say about it? Are you great at loving others as Christ has loved you or are you great at just existing? Search your heart and life...God's been showing me amazing stuff lately..

Make Jesus your ultimate passion!

Andrea

If you had one wish what would it be????
if i had one wish..... we would be best friends, love will never end. it would just begin, you would be my boo, promise to love you, trust me, i;ll trust you, if i had one wish, we would run away...........................

I'm excited! There's lots of reasons, one of which is that the TV woman said tornados are coming!
I can't wait for this week to be done with. Salmon tomorrow, work, last AO (for the semester), work, who knows, then lights.


Stupid grins are not illegal.

Oh my spiritual figure!!! Tegan and Sara are coming to the Exit In in Nashville...Tuesday...aslkjfsdiut;iolusadrtu!!!!!

That sucks, because its a school night, and I have drama practice from 3:30 til 6:00. BLAH!!!

So there is no way my mom will let me go. It doesn't start until 8, and there are other people playing, so it would be over until laaaaaaaate.

They are one of my top five favorite bands of all time. And i'm going to miss their show. I saw them at Dancing in the District. I was Front and Center. And this time, I wont be there at all...  :(

Someone...comfort...me....

New poem - The Terribly Absurd

Tonight I look back upon my written words
the beautiful, and the terribly absurd.
Poetry about death, about life and love
Songs of beauty, and of a God above.
Words that describe people that I loved
Corny romance for my would be beloved.
Of the intense love I once felt for some
All that's left is dead romance in some silly poem.
Few people close to me read what I write
and from these words some take much delight.
However, these words do me almost no good.
After writing one night, outside I stood
and wished upon a falling star.
I wished, I wished, upon that star
To just try and make things for me right.
It was obvious, however, I was alone that night.
I remember exactly what I said to the star
that falling angel from afar.
I said "A thousand words I could surely write
If given the power to survive the night.
A thousand words on just one girl
A thousand lives to be lived for her.
A thousand loves written on paper
A thousand strands connected by a stapler.
A thousand deaths to die for her
A thousand words on just one girl.
But from these words I cannot be satisfied
For they are nothing at all but attractive lies.
In my poems I find happiness and love!
In these words I know there is a God above!
These fancy words who make life more cheerful
In a fantasy land where all is happy and beautiful.
The problem is, this fantasy world is fake
I've never visited the world while awake.
I cannot dream forever, I cannot stay asleep
From this nightmare of real life, I duely weep
For I lack the security I have in the dreams
That when in I can battle loneliness, sew broken seams.
Where love makes me happy, Where smoke produces no cancer
Where drugs don't seem like the only possible answer
Of escaping from simply lying alone in my bed
and praying to God the next morning I'll be dead.
Every time I call upon you to make a wish
The opposite occurs, you've given me only anguish.
So I ask of you once more star, dear falling light
To grant one goddamn wish for me tonight.
I do not ask much, I simply want for happiness from love
Something I barely understand or know of.
So Please dear star, dear falling light
Grant me that one goddamn wish tonight
Let her be the one who brings me that love
the kind that I've asked and spoken so often of.
and let me be happy for a change
Does this idea really seem that strange?"
Then angrily I walked away from that star, that dear light
and returned to my room to retire for the night.
I couldn't sleep, so I decided to read
all my old poetry, and perhaps smoke some weed.
That night I looked back upon my written words
the beautiful, and the terribly absurd.

Ladies and gentlemen, he's back.
David Cutcliffe is once again Tennessee's offensive Cooridinator.

I'm gonna go ahead and call it right now. Whether I'm right or not is debateable but..I'll say it JUST incase something swings my way..
Indy vs NY Giants..excuse me..Peyton vs Eli in Super Bowl 40.

Christmas time is here! You know what that means, don't you?

Cramming for finals.
Finals.
Christmas shopping.
Heavy traffic.
Cold Weather.
Christmas traditions.
More turkey.
New Years.

I love this time of year..

for once i dont know what to write!!!!
o well!

have a great week!!!

Love Through Christ!
~Rachel~

ah thanksgiving was fun

made me feel so all american hanging out with cousins, aunts, uncles, and grandparents

then i got home

and the all american-ness stoped there

we go to eat and while in the restaurant ransey told me that kevin was afraid that we were gonna let dad in the house and he told mom that if we did that he would kick us out

then we getin the car and kevin starts being a snob and talking about how we need to move into a bigger and better house and how blah blah blah all the people at work have this and that

and mom and kevin got into a fight in the car

kevin refuses to take mom out for dinner

its their anniversary

what a happy home i sometimes wonder why i stay here

every time dad comes he reminds us that the invitation is always open

 then it hits me

you guys are the only reason that im here if i didnt have friends that i do and the church i would be gone

i love you so much

well hello my gangsta friends. i hope you had a fantablous thanksgiving. i know mine was pretty boring....but o well. and now tomorrow we go back to school. BOO!! well im out!peace and love. oh and by the way i put some wayy cool color in my hair. i put red streaks in it. ill try and put a new pic up so you can see it. ok well bye.

well i finally made it back. break was great for the most part. we went to dr. vanzants house last night, it was pretty dang cool.

the food was good, i enjoyed it. my brothers werent able to come in, but john was able to come in on friday night so that was cool.

i feel like i've hurt some friendships along the way this weekend, but it was in advertantly (sp). so i'm sorry.

i'm pretty tired right now, and i'm doing a horrible job typing, so i dont know whats up with that. oh well. i forgot how comfortable my bed is at home. i'll be back home in a few weeks, it'll be fun

finals, oh man, i dont even want to begin to think about that.

piece

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