Ladaladalada

November 25 2005


Ok so I have been sick and very delusional so yesterday I thought I was hungry and so I made some toast well it burnt so I put some cinnamon and sugar on it and then I made myself 2 more pieces and then 2 more pieces then 1 more b/c there was just on piece left. And then I ate it all so I ate 7n pieces of toast yesterday so I have decided to not take Nyquil during the day again. Lol. So yeah I was all like weird we are all I just didn’t start calling random people I think that was only one of the times I thought about what I was doing be4 I did it. Lol. Ok well yeah I haven’t updated in a while but I finally have some friends I and I am going to put up some new pics soon so that will be good.

 

i've lost all sense of being

November 25 2005
I will be blogging my thanksgiving pictures soon

i've had 10 hours of sleep in the last 48

I got a second job @ disney working @ Balzac. . .so next week i'm working a total of 53 hours!

My roomie needs to learn that tundra's aren't appropriate inside when it's cold outside

she also needs to learn that if she finishes my food to replace it immediately

5 weeks?


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November 25 2005
Hello everyone! Thanksgiving was AWESOME! It was so good to see my family and spend time with them. I just got back from the movies and we went to see Walk The Line. It was really good.Well, i hope everyone is having a good weekend!

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November 25 2005

ok here is your one New York picture lots of people wanted it so here it is me and the captain himself... Robert Mathis.

Post-Turkey-Day Madness....

November 25 2005

Okay.... So Caroline (Sullivan/sister, not Ford) tagged me to list five oddities that encompass my being....


1.) I dislike it when poems don't rhyme.  Not that I dislike the poem itself, you understand.  I'm not condemnding the myriad non-rhyming forms of expression, I'm just weird.
2.) According to others (such as the aforementioned Caroline), I raise my eyebrows whenever about to take a bite or sip of something.
3.) I hold doors for guys.  And get into fights over it.
4.) Cold black coffee is a delightful beverage.
5.) Ummm.... I really, really, really God-awfully hate it when people mess with my hair.  It's a psychological neurosis.  Only three people in the world are allowed to do that.  Three.  The rest.... I will kill you.


So there you go.  And since I've been commanded to tag, I tag:
-- Everyone who reads this.


HA!


So I hope everyone had a fantabulous turkey day and ate altogether too much food.  It's quite easy to do.  The average American eats around 920 calories worth of food at the Thanksgiving meal.  Don't ask me how I know this.  Even I don't have the answer.


Hah, so Dad and I are going to build a Generic Ranger costume for him to wear to faire, and a Generic Jedi costume so we can go be weirdos at some sci-fi convention.  Never thought I'd see that in my life....


Time to go demolish some more of the turkey carcass....

kaos shopping....

November 25 2005



today I wen to go shopping with my COUSIN  aunt  & g-ma  was fun... we ate breakfast, shopped at a few stores then randomly the whole town was all in one store! haha... i got my mom's christmas present out of the way.... just a few more to go.....   I'm coming home in tomorrow pm.... then by the time we get back on sunday, i'll have to work.... 


Tasting My Own Medicine

November 25 2005
I needed to take a quick break before I passed out. The fumes from this cleaner I'm using are horrible.
Good news, I got here early, so I'm leaving early. Home to shower this horrible cleaner off is where I'm going. Then, who knows?

Headache's gone... back to work. Tick faster stupid clock!

Am I setting myself up for something not-so-good?

yeah yeah yeah....

November 25 2005

i saw RENT wednesday w/ Brady! and it was awesome! i cried when.... oh, i won't say. i don't wanna spoil it for anyone! ^^ lol but it was really good! Thanksgiving was alright except for my bratty lil cousin lol but i guess everyone has one of those lol


well, Ayu's new album's title has been released. it sounds real gansta lol itz called:            (miss) understood
lol yeah, thatz it... lol


"Daybreak comes quickly these days
The scent of wind has changed
It seems familiar and unfamiliar
It makes my heartbeat quicker
Sweet and sad"
-Ayu (Fairyland)

2 a.m

November 25 2005




early morning i wake up and want to die... i see my slef in the mirror and ask why... cant i feel the person i see...pray and pray but the more i do the less i feel him near... and the more i cry...the more im just drowning in the sea of tears... that once fell for the one who lied... the one i trusted but never came through... who never held me in his hands... i just want to live and not cry not shrivel and die...to find the faith i knew i had... but was lost in the sin i wrote in the blood i lost for the one who lied...i lived for the one who saved me to live not die...i killed my self for my selfish needs i was the one who lied i lost the blood missed out on the one who cared for the one who just asked to be relied on... the one who saved me... i turned my back to...and now i die...




MmMmHmMmMm....

November 25 2005
Today was pretty boring.
I had plans, but they didn't work out.
I ended up watchin 45minutes of problem Child.
haha. O well....I think somebody needs to call me at like
midnight thirty, pick me up from my place of residence,
and take me to Mcdonalds or something...lol
Not much else to say..
Let's Make a Scene

Do you want to come over and kill some time?

November 25 2005
Happy Thanksgiving.




Ugh, too much turkey.

My friends have left me during the break. :(
I've been bored the entire time.

that time again

November 25 2005


I am just a poor boy, though my story's seldom told
I had squandered my existance for a pocket full of mumbles,
such are promises...

Am I the only one who feels guilty for things I can't help?  Like...having been born in one of the richest, most materialistic societies in the world?  I always have trouble with this.  I have so much.  I am in need of virtually nothing.  But it's Christmas shopping time, and so many relatives are asking, "what do you want for Christmas?" and I feel so awful asking for anything at all.  I don't want stuff.  And the stuff I do want, like a chi iron or an ipod, I certainly don't need.  What I'd really like for Christmas is a job, so I can earn my own possesions.  Getting gifts always frustrates me, because I don't appriciate things unless I've actually worked for them. 

It all goes back to this greedy society of ours.  I blame the love of money. 


Sometimes I wish I had less, so I'd appriciate what I did have more.  I'm not thankful enough.  Considering how much stuff we as Americans have, I think very few of us really are...


And I know I could do something about it...give some of my possesions away, or something of that sort.  But I'm not faithful, and I'm too afraid, and I depend on all this stuff far too much, which is really sad.  I'm weak.


What  I really want for Christmas...


is to give everyone in the world a big bowl of tomato soup and a home knit scarf, and a hug.

Loco Chaos!

November 25 2005

So yea I went shopping with Kara today and it was crazy! We  got there at 8 in the flippin morning! lol...yea I know thats late for today. But hmm...didn't get much. A pair of jeans without holes, and a leather jacket! :-D It's my christmas present to me tho. lol. Well anyways I'ma go. Have an awesome day! _Kristi_

bleh

November 25 2005
so i really don't know what's been wrong with me lately. but it almost seems like i don't want to admit that anything's been wrong because that makes it real. i've just been really depressed and worried and just making up awful hypothetical situations for no reason. like, i feel like i've been mentally ill. but i also really feel like it's just Satan stealing all of my joy. like, just when i start to feel like i'm gettin better, i start thinkin again, and i get all freaked out again. like, anxiety attacks. and i just don't get it. and right around the holidays too. i'm so weird. but like, everything's going really well for me lately. like, i made the cast for the play. we'll see how that goes. and i just find myself thinking so much about myself, or others (like my mom) dying all the time, and i just don't get it. it's freakin me out. and i just never can seem to be completely happy. and like, doubting my salvation and stuff. it's been going on for about a solid week now. i don't even know what's wrong with me. in wednesday i went to go see Rent. big mistake. not only is it depressing as crap, it was so offensive that me and Laura Beth walked out in the middle of it. Just utter sin. a lot of talent, but not worth it enough to stay and watch all of it. it was just like everyone had AIDS, and was addicted to crack, and was gay. just didn't appeal to me. anyways. i just need alot of prayer right now. thanks guys.  alot. much love---Cari

Black Friday

November 25 2005

I just got done shopping on the craziest shopping day of the year!  I went to look for a black dress for semi-formal next weekend (so, no, I wasn't doing any Christmas shopping), and what do I come home with?  2 new pairs of shoes and 2 books to complete a trilogy I have!  I didn't get what I went to get, and what I got wasn't even for other people!  It was all for me!  I feel like a failure.. :o)  Ok, maybe not a failure, but kind of selfish...  Well, that's all I have to say about that...

thankful for the giving

November 25 2005

Yesterday I went to Dothan, Alabama and ate a thanksgiving feast with my girlfriend's family.



JOY!


I got the David Crowder Band Album.


JOY!



I'm going to a bonfire tonight with Adam. I'll be sure to bring back pics.



JOY!


Make a joyful noise to the lord of all the earth; make a loud noise.


JOY!


BLARGH!

November 25 2005
Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perserverance. Perserverance must finish it's work so that you may be mature,and complete, not lacking anything.

-James 1:2-4


[i'm trying to believe it...]

life!!

November 25 2005

so my life i suppose is getting better!!!!


swimming= awsome.... im getting stronger every practice!!!! i can lead in our lane sometimes now!!!! i still suck at free.... but i think i am getting better!!!!


guard= sigh....... i really really really miss guard....... even though during guard i say i hate it, i really love it... just sometimes being so physically hurt and tired and hot i just feel like i hate it!!!!! but guard is amazing...... i love those girls so much....... same thing with my band friends........ i love them and it seems like i never see them anymore...... sad!!! hopefully i'll be ok 2 do it next year though!!!!!


friends= : ) my friends are amazing...... these last 3 weeks ive been constantly sick........ which sucks so ive been like not talking much b/c it makes me feel kinda dizzy and such...... i hope i get better soon though!!!!!!!!! maybe im having a movie night/day saturday!!!(tomorrow) so that will be cool!!!


school= i think i have senioritis!!!!! i just dont wanna try but if i get all A's i will get 100 bucks!!! which is like 3 months of gas paid for!!! so yall will have 2 make me study like crazy till christmas!!!



have a great rest of thanksgiving break!!!!!!!

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November 25 2005

hey hey,


just did the house in chirmas^_^ nothing new


yesterday i drove


woot did good for the frist time


well bored soo i am out


      meg

gobbles

November 25 2005
yesterday,

everyone ate a lot of food.  

tomorrow,

everyone will eat a lot of food.

sunday,

everyone will eat a whole lot of food.

when you live in america , its like everyday is thanksgiving.  Except for most americans aren't thankful, nor giving.  But hey, at least we all like to eat. 

btw gas is on the cheap cheap right now.   
..

im not going to ramble..

love you guys,
Jeremy

I hate having to put titles in here I can never think of a clever one...

November 25 2005

Thanksgiving was alright. I didn't pig out, but I had filling of food.


Another Thanksgiving has come to to pass. Oh how I personally have a battle with this holiday. It brings out my appreciation for things and my reluctance for memories on this day.


I still miss my brother and I always will. When I was younger he'd always be the one to hang out with and have 100% fun. He'd make your time around him never boring.


I'm thankful for my family, friends, and my love


I'm reluctant that it's these two days, that a phone call and my parents rushing to the hospital, leaving me to be taken home. Only to wake up the next day and here Jason's gone.


So always be thankful on this holiday. be thankful for what you have and what you had. I feel stupid to say that. I feel like I've become to only appreciate things when they're gone. I'm the complainee aren't I?


Merry Thanksgiving


Max

Note to self

November 25 2005
Before eating left over turkey from thanksgiving...check to see if any of the sharp little bones are still in place before biting down. OUTCH!

i told u i was bored

November 25 2005

Don't worry, i didn't pick out these colors, Chelsea did.



… Me …
Name…John
Eye Color…Blue


Hair Color…Brown
Height…about 5'9
Favorite Saying…d bo
Fears…sharks & alligators in the water
Bad Habits...procrastinating



… School …
Do You Like it…kinda
Whats your favorite Subject...math/band
Whats your least Favorite Subject…english
Whats your school Colors…red & black
Whats your School Mascot…a goat, get em crimsons
Do you play any Sports at your School…tennis, but lets get a shout out to the championship winning st matthews basketball team, all because of me and my bench warming abilities, i dont wanna brag but few can warm the bench like me!!!!!!!!



… Love Life …
Do You have a boyfriend/ girlfriend…yes
If so whats there name…Chelsea
How Long…since July 21
Do you Love them…yes
Crushing or Loving…loving
Have you ever been dumped…nope, haha me? stupid question, haha



… Favorites …
ice cream…xtra creamy choco from breyers
food…steak any meat
holiday…Christmas
actor…Chris Farley/Jim Carrey
actress…Julie Andrews=Mary Poppins
season…summer/spring
color…red
sport…basketball
hobby…sports?
friend(s)…a few
song…christian stuff
instrument…drums



… Friends …
best…bradley
craziest…chris
weirdest…chelsea/nathan
funniest…jason/craig
loudest…devon
shyest...beth
smartest…parker
blondest…kellie/brittany


… Random …
Do you like to read…a lil


Whats your middle name…Robert
Whats your favorite Movie…Waterboy?


Cursive OR Print…print
Favorite Restaurant…Stoney River/Steakhouse
Are you in Love…yes
Funny OR Sarcastic…sarcastic with a lil funny sometimes
Pepsi OR Coke…coke

Happy Late Thanksgiving

November 25 2005

Yeh so I am late on tellin everyone in the phusebox wold Happy Turkey Day;; Oh dear i must be shot.!


Well I am thankful for a lot of things so yeh i'll juss say one word to show yah wat i am thankful for [Everthing]
Wow aint i so original?


So i am in Paris, TN right now at my g-ma's house! and i am perty darn bored. so yesterday i was in Paduka, KY. it was alright.!
so why doesn't anyone come to my site?! p


Pretty sure that is gay


Sarah...</3 

Welcome to

November 25 2005

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November 25 2005
hey everyone! so yea my dad took advantage of black friday and got us a new computer. which really rocks. its not a mac but it is really cool! so yea hope everyone had a great gobbler day! have a great day everyone out there in phusebox land! later- stephen

So I'm back....for now anyway....

November 25 2005

so i'm laying in my bed, pretty much in a coma at about 7:45. and i hear ever so slightly the ringing of a telephone. and it keeps ringing. and it goes right through the message, and then the phone rings again. so i eventually, after like 4 or 5 times, wake up and i stumble to the phone, with my eyes half open. so naturally, the phone rings again and i answer it. and it's my dad. he says "get in the shower we're going shopping." i say (with the sound of "your crazy") "ITS 7:45 IN THE MORNING! HAVE YOU LOST IT??"  so my dad responds with "no, actually, your mom and i have been up since 5 going from store to store."


and now i'm about to go hop in the shower. in case you didn't pick up from the story, which you probably didn't, i HATE shopping. i can do it, but on days like today when 3/4 of america is out shopping, i want to kill someone, and i always go home really really really not happy.



so, wish me luck as i wind my way through the chaos they call the store. and let's hope i can keep my temper down.



-sara

a thanksgiving with no turkey...

November 24 2005
well thanksgiving was officially over 2 hours ago. i hope that everyone had a great one, and realized what all they have to be thankful for. i slept all morning, worked all evening, and then came back and have done some laundry and cleaning. i'm about to settle down with a christmas movie though, i'm in the mood. i'm also trying to decide if i want to go to wal-mart at 5 am and buy a new tv, because i have been wanting one and i can get an awesome price in a few hours. i just don't really want to battle holiday shoppers. it's not worth that much trouble really. so i'm not sure. i'm ready for the christmas season though! even if i do want it to be over so that work won't be so nuts. i can't wait to move a week from tomorrow! it's so exciting! ok that's about all my news! i'll write again soon about all the fun stuff i've bought for my apartment already.
Happy Thanksgiving to all, and to all, a Good Night!

Incredibly interesting covos...

November 24 2005
Bobby:

riverdaleplaya08: wow....
riverdaleplaya08: i am thinkings.....
riverdaleplaya08: ks
riverdaleplaya08: .
riverdaleplaya08: of alot of things
riverdaleplaya08: like
riverdaleplaya08: ...
riverdaleplaya08: nvm
Wastedinthesoup: you know what you're like
Wastedinthesoup: a preview...you get so much into your story...and then i don't get and ending
Wastedinthesoup: you craka
riverdaleplaya08: lol
riverdaleplaya08: u called me a craca
riverdaleplaya08: =P
Wastedinthesoup: i know
riverdaleplaya08: u wanna know what im thinking??
riverdaleplaya08: i feel like albert einstien or somethin
Wastedinthesoup: that you love me more than anything and 2 plus 2 is four
riverdaleplaya08: i am always thinking that i love u
riverdaleplaya08: but im talking about the random stuff
Wastedinthesoup: hehe yeahhh:-)
riverdaleplaya08: and im thinking beyond the point of 2plus 2
riverdaleplaya08: pssh i love u more than my new icon thingy
riverdaleplaya08: !!
Wastedinthesoup: lol
riverdaleplaya08: sarah
riverdaleplaya08: how do do not walk on the grass signs get there if u cannot walk on the grass??
riverdaleplaya08: and why are circle pizzas served in square boxes
riverdaleplaya08: and if ur borne ear-less and ur sorta blind.. can u wear glasses?
Wastedinthesoup: yes
Wastedinthesoup: because it's easier to carry a box instead of a  circle
Wastedinthesoup: && U stand on the sidewalk to put the no walking on grass signs up
riverdaleplaya08: u have questions for my answers
riverdaleplaya08: i think ima blurt all them out to u
Wastedinthesoup: lol
riverdaleplaya08: because ur like... geniousX10
Wastedinthesoup: lol not really
Wastedinthesoup: i'm just a smart ass
riverdaleplaya08: hehe
riverdaleplaya08: do stairs go up or down?
Wastedinthesoup: up
Wastedinthesoup: cause you can't start at the top of them when building
riverdaleplaya08: if the sky is the "limit"....
riverdaleplaya08: what about outer space?
Wastedinthesoup: it's unlimited'
riverdaleplaya08: can your earwax be lit on fire like a candle?
Wastedinthesoup: probably
riverdaleplaya08: if u ding a pot on ur head, does the person next to u hear it or only you?
riverdaleplaya08: why are french fries no longer vegetables even though they are just potatoes cut up and friend?
Wastedinthesoup: they hear it and they really are, someone just lied to you
riverdaleplaya08: oooh...
riverdaleplaya08: arent the good things that come to those who wait just leftovers from people faster or more greedy than them who get there first?
Wastedinthesoup: no, not really
riverdaleplaya08: i was called cute as a button by my grandmother today... are buttons all that cute?? :-\
Wastedinthesoup: yes they are
Wastedinthesoup: the cute ones
riverdaleplaya08: why was yankee doodles hat named macaroni
Wastedinthesoup: cause beef stew would just sound silly
riverdaleplaya08: who thought of squeezing the dangly things under a cow to get milk?
Wastedinthesoup: mr. cow
riverdaleplaya08: who was the genious who thought of eating the things that came out of chickens butts but not ours?
riverdaleplaya08: LOL!!!!
Wastedinthesoup: a person on chicken island
riverdaleplaya08: whoa...

Nick:

Wastedinthesoup: haha...hit me up wit dat email craka
doovhies: Bitch! What u playin at?
Wastedinthesoup: shooo yoo kno
Wastedinthesoup: don't make me take my earrings out
doovhies: mmhhhmm, u betta take dem out befo i go latina on yo white bitch ass self
Wastedinthesoup: shoooo no he didn't...don't make me break a nail on you
doovhies: Slut! I'ma bite yo nose off!!!
doovhies: Your burning nose
Wastedinthesoup: shooooooo do me a fava' then...
doovhies: lmao
doovhies: That one got me
Wastedinthesoup: haha you nearly had me there
Wastedinthesoup: I feel gross.
Wastedinthesoup: All that incorrect grammar
doovhies: Yeah, You should take a shower and wash the stupid off of you.

Wastedinthesoup: lol yeah...it's alot better saying it in person than on the internet...you get the feeling of it
Wastedinthesoup: haha
doovhies: Isn't everything like that Sarah
doovhies: Hah
Wastedinthesoup: Yeah.
Wastedinthesoup: LIke that type battle we just had would have been more fun in person
doovhies: lol, We could have acted it out...
Wastedinthesoup: and taped it...
Wastedinthesoup: we could have even made Jerry Springer
Wastedinthesoup: except you'd have to be my cousin/uncle/father/boyfriend
doovhies: Who says I'm not?
Wastedinthesoup: true..
Wastedinthesoup: now we need a DNA test to see if your the babies daddy
Wastedinthesoup: for my twin black children
doovhies: I aint got no bagies
doovhies: I aint got no babies niether
Wastedinthesoup: shooo they yours they yours
Wastedinthesoup: they got yo nose
Wastedinthesoup: and they got two eyes, juss like yoo
doovhies: Nah, dey got yo nose cuz I fed it to dem
Wastedinthesoup: ooo what bout skank ho barbie, you been seein her when you been sayin you workin'...i ani't a foo...i don't believe that mess
doovhies: I'd rather be with skank ho barbie then fettucine alfredo barbie!!!
Wastedinthesoup: scuse me, juss cause he is a dragqueen on weekends at Ocharley's don't mean you need to be talkin bout him, he brings in mo' money than yo broke azzzz
doovhies: yea, well.....I'm gonna eat yo driveway
Wastedinthesoup: go ahead, it'd be doin me a fava
doovhies: lol, we are straaaange


haha so yeah...very inetersing

My First Ad

November 24 2005

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November 24 2005
&& dont you just hate when you are stuck at home with absolutely nothing to do?

thanksgiving- asian style

November 24 2005

oh thankgiving was fun i guess.. you know how thanksgivings are, never thanksgiving without some emotional scarring. my mom and dad are at it again. getting on my freaking nerves... blah blah blah... but anywayz. i was at my cuzin aaron's house all day just chillin. thanksgiving at an asian house is fun. they have a turkey, but everything else is asian food. they just have a turkey there to say it's thanksgiving. lol. anywayz i'm going to jordan's friend's party tomorrow, bunch of fuun! lol. jordan might come pick me up blah blah blah. i am really looking forward to it. i haven't been to a party since halloween, and it was really boring. anywayz, i gotta go. talk to y'all laterz.



love alwayz


tiffany

 

this is a revolution of the mind

November 24 2005
So i guess its customary to wish everyone a happy thanksgiving on thanksgiving day. it was the most emotional thanksgiving dinner ever. lol dont think ive seen so many of my family members cry at one time. but its was good i guess. my dad is a champ.


Officer Hanson: Something else funny?
Peter: [laughing] People, man......people.

so i hear the predators won on thanksgiving day. thats what im thankful for. lol no im joking. but really i am but thats not all. i'd feel too cliched if i went into everything im thankful for. so ill sum it up with a word. skate center.

lol no im joking. the word is life.

but tomorriw i plan on buying some jeans on the busiest shopping day of the year. lol isnt that cool. and i get to work. excellent. i am the only person in the world besides mother tersea who likes their job. right? maybe lance armstrong and garth brooks.

This is what you get
This is what you get
This is what you get
when you mess with us.

chris and i rule at everything. and then some.

see ya around.

Thanksgiving

November 24 2005

So, I decided I would actually update. Today has been busy. I come from a huge family and so we usually have at least two houses to go to for Thankgiving. We went to my mom's side of the family for lunch and my dad's side for dinner, and I'm actually still not hungry, wht a miracle!


School is starting to wind down, I registerred for classes last week..


Gymnastics, Black and White Photography, Concert Chorale, Orientation to Art, Honors Elementary French II, Honors TN History, and Topics in Physical Science (w a lab), a total of 18 hours. Yes, I shall be busy, but I like it that way.


Well, I'm off because I want to play The Sims II on this computer while I still can.

You know what sucks?

November 24 2005

Being single in the holiday season.

Happy Turkey Day!!

November 24 2005
Yay. My Turkey Day was kind of boring though.. but other than that, it was cool I suppose. I hate the fact no fast food places are open. Uh. Not cool, eh? Anyways. I took some pictures in the car on my way to where we were traveling to. Here's some of them. I got like, thirty, but I HONESTLY, do not feel like uploading them all, but hey.. that's just a personal choice.



!Thanksgiving Happy

November 24 2005


Yes....Happy Thanksgiving Everyone...


My day was good, then a little bad, and then good again....


My mom was on edge all day. Anyways, I went to my dads house around 1...



^ My stepsisters..



^Stepsisters with my cousin...


I haven't seen my dad, stepmom, or stepsisters lately. Actually, any of my dads side of the family. So it was nice to see them again, and have no confrontations about anything. I enjoyed it. A bunch of relatives from Florida came down, and my dads cousin from Michigan and her boyfriend. it was kinda the first time meeting her. I really liked her and her boyfriend. They were northern, businiess oriented,  and they were moving to San Francisco. They were fun. So we all ate, and then played DDR...Hah...



My brother playing DDR was downright hilarious...


The highlight of the day,was getting to see my nephew!





And my brother....



And his wife, who had to leave early to be a nurse...


Then I lost track of time and I was supposed to be at my stepdads house at 5, and it was 5. And I was at my dads house, and I still had to go back to my moms to pick up some pies and potatoes. So I was 45 mintues late, and they were already done eating, and My mom was crazy pissed off, and I was really upset because I felt bad...But then I just ate some more,



And my mother and I got along...


So this Thanksgiving was completely different. It was the first one with my "stepfamily" It just didn't feel the same like it used to, but I guess nothing does anymore. And i'm sure everyone cares about my family doings, hah....


Well I have no plans for tomorrow. Except put up the Christmas tree in the morning. So call me...anyone...please...



I hope everyone had a very gangsta Thanksgiving....

mmm... dry turkey

November 24 2005

so thanksgiving was nice...


we went to some family friends' house. there were a ton of people, but it was real fun.


um. then i went to my dad's. watched Madascar. <3 great movie.


other than that, nothing too special happened.


yup.

Searching Google..... ?

November 24 2005

Happy Thanksgiving





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November 24 2005

'don't believe me when i say i've got it down'



i'm at a loss for words
shocked.


there once was a day when things made sense
and when i could go to you for anything
and you truely cared

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November 24 2005

happy thanksgiving everyone!


   as you can see i got a new profile picture.. i think its funny and random. lol. well um not much has been happening.. but ill update with the [411].. on my xanga maybe tomorrow or tonite.. so yeah.


   <33

Hey everyone, I'm Andrea

November 24 2005

hey guys!! My name is Andrea and i'm pretty new at phusebox.. and i really have no clue what i'm doing.. but i just wanted to say what's up..


--------so.. what's up??

Charlie Brown is the Coolest...

November 24 2005
Well Happy Thanksgiving everyone! I had dinner with my aunt, two first
cousins, one cousin's wife, two second cousins, one step-second cousin,
my mamaw, papaw, and parents, and it was good. I sat at the kiddy
table... I haven't done that in forever! But it was neat because it was
the first time I've seen my step cousin in YEARS, and she's the only
one on my dad's side anywhere near my age (two years younger than me)
and it was cool to talk to her.

Anyhow,
I just watched A Charlie Brown Thanksgiving, and so I must share some
great words of wisdom about Thanksgiving from Charlie Brown and his
friends...

*Charlie Brown is disappointed that there is nothing in the mailbox for him*
Sally: "What were you expecting?! A turkey card?"

Sally to Linus: "We can hold hands under the table!"

Sally to Charlie Brown: "It's your own fault because you're so wishy washy!"

Charlie Brown: "I can't cook a Thanksgiving meal! All I can make is toast!"

And... also Charlie Brown...
"I think I'm losing control of the whole world!"
When did he have control over the whole world?!

And if you go to Charlie Brown's for Thanksgiving, you can expect some toast, popcorn, pretzels, and jellybeans...

*cough-perfection-cough*

November 24 2005

i went to the movies with only the coolest people ever tuesday night.... philip, molly (i think thats her name... idk some random siegel chick)... CHRISTI, and LL COOL J (LJ/THE BEST G.F EVER)


let me just say... Walk The Line is a looooonnnng movie... but a good one... its the one about johnny cash... i highly approve... u should all go see it... hehe... but like it started at 7.05 and we were there til 9.30 and it still wasnt over... so we just kinda walked out... haha... oh well... but yeh... i hadnt had sleep in 40 hours when i went to the theatre.. how i stayed up the whole time i dont know... but i did...


wednesday... boogaboogabooyah... highlight of my week... Ellain Duzor and Elicia (whatever) are some of the coolest people ull ever find... garaunteed... ok so the laydown... (ill leave a few names out cuz they might get into trouble if i say there name...)but yeh.... ellain came and picked me up at like 4 or 5 or somethin like that...and we went to the mall... so we were doin like nohtin there then we went into american eagle cuz i needed to get a good track jacket and yeh... i ended up spendin 180 dollars... and most of it on ellain and elicia... so what the crap... but i called someone to see if they wanted to hang out with us and they were wasted like crap... but him kyle and someone else that ill remain nameless came and met us...and the one guy was tellin us how he threw up on his new pants... and he was wasted so he told us like 894237509328745 times... haha... then we went to mcdonalds and i bought him food and then we were gonna follow him to a party so we were followin him or whatever and we found out they were just drivin around and when we found that out we decided we were gonna go get elicia again (ryan click picked her up at the mall) so we went to get her and we called the guy so he could get kyle to meet us so we could follow him but noo... he got all buttholish and wouldnt answer his phone... so i called from ellains phone and he answered and hung up... what a freakin hoe... so basically.. he was wasted and he ditched us.. whatever... we had more fun without him... me ellain and elicia went to the grind and met up with my oldest brother and he gave me somethin and then we were gonna go to Tiget Hill but ellain didnt wanna drive that far so we went to walmart... and i spent another 60 freakin dollars on ellain and elicia... but its cool cuz i love them... but yeh out of my entire medical settlment check (that i got cashed last saturday) i have 2 dollars left... thats a lot of money to spend in 4 days... like holy crap... but yeh...


today was really good... i had a headache this morning... but had a dang good lunch... and tonight im goin over to jareds house... actually hes on his way... so i should go...


you people are all so amazing... including Sarah Gearhart (random Phusebox friend)  



party at my house december 2nd... theres gonna be tons of people... call me if you wanna go... seriously i dont even care if iknow u... jsut call ill give u times and directions... 3.9.7.6.7.7.7

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November 24 2005

OMG! my dad is amazing.





not only do i get to go with paul to pagosa springs after christmas as a christmas present...



i also get this:





she's a '90 but she's a beauty.
300 ZX, baby.
5 speed. silver. new interior. new engine. t-top. my uncle rick took care of it just as good as he did with his corvette. how sweet.
the love of my life.







i love you. tons.

omgosh im so full

November 24 2005

wow my mom made so so so much food for thanksgiving!!! im so full!! gosh it sucks thought cause everyone ate so much but we still have a TON a food left over!! im ganna be eating turkey for like the next two weeks.. omgosh im so full!! and i didnt even eat that much!! maybe its because i ate potatoe soup as an appatizer!! idk.. lol..

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

November 24 2005

i'd just like to wish everyone a happy Turkey Day and i hope that everyone has had more than enough to eat and be thankful for! have a good day everyone!!!


-KYLE

Thanksgiving 2005

November 24 2005
I've escaped to my hideout for the holiday.
See...


If you want to find me, here are some general surroundings...


This should guide you towards my family and I...

And this is a close-up of what our place looks like...

So now you should be able to find our little hideaway, "the hideout"  nestled in the mountains of the Smokies in Townsend, Tennessee.

Thanksgiving dinner was really, really good.  I love coming up here this time of year.  It is just amazing, especially when it snows.  I'll be back up here for New Years, but then I'll be staying in a chalet in Gatlinburg.  We'll be within walking distance of downtown where the New Year's Ball will drop from the Space Needle. 

I don't feel like doing much right now, I think the turkey has taken control of me...

Gobble.

I finally broke out the Christmas music today, as my handy Powerbook is providing all the wonderful music in this little cabin...as well as its service as a DVD player and internet access line. 

Props to my sister for allowing me to use her camera to take the photos you saw.  It took forever for me to upload them, as I am running on dial-up.  (I know, I said it... for all you techies, I apologize.) 

Happy Thanksgiving to all of you  wonderful people who have agreed to be my friend here on PhuseBox.  All 180 (/edit/ *183*) of you...as of today.  You all rock.  Have a wonderful holiday, and be safe.

::ben

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November 24 2005

yay! happy thanksgiving everyone!!! you can go to my other website...


www.xanga.com/misslimekahuna and take my fun quiz! if your bored...or whatever...yeah! have an awesome day...




aww...hearts for you Travis...I love you!


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November 24 2005

 distance makes the heart grow weak,
       so that the mouth can barely speak,
           except to those who hide their needs,
                    lonely, lonely that is me.


i don't really know anything about anyone.
i know that i get angrier every day when people are cruel--to each other, to themselves, it doesn't matter. how self-centered can you be?

What are you thankful for?

November 24 2005

I have so much to be thankful for this year.It's more than I ever had before.


<3

Happy Thanksgiving

November 24 2005

Happy Thanksgiving Everybody.


I'm gonna make a little lists of the things I'm thankful for, just hitting a few points. You dont't need to comment, just make a list and Thank God for all you have.



  • Loving Parents

  • My best friend - my sister

  • Aunts, Uncles, and cousins

  • My Grandmothers' health

  • Forgiveness

  • Good friends

  • A place to sleep

  • Meals at all times

  • Holiday Celebrations

  • A great church

  • our guardian dog

  • jokes

  • laughter

  • good movies

  • Phusebox

  • games

  • a healthy body

Happy Holidays


Have a good one!


 - Jacob

Wow... Fat belly!

November 24 2005




Hey guies... just got done eatting my SECOND thanksgiving meal.... went to my fathers house, then with my grandparents.... next is to my other g-ma's in like an hour! I'm gonna be soo fat when i get home!   We got to play in snow last night! Its starting to snow again right now.... hope yahl have a great Day!!!!






thankful--

November 24 2005

everyone one is doing the
"what I am thankful for" entries
so, I shall like to do the same :]


I am thankful for the amazing God above
my true daddy-o, heh
who has unconditional love for me
and you has always been there for me
through the heart aches and the laughter
I just most of all want to thank Him
because..
He is the reason I have everything I have
and I know I dont deserve any of it.
but it's His amazing power and love
that lets me have all of it.


I am thankful for claire
she has been my best friend for 4 years
and she's stuck by me all this time
even when I was the hateful little brat I was
I love her more than she could ever know.
she's let me cry in front of her
and she's let me make a complete idiot out of myself.
no one can make me laugh like she can :]


I am thankful for my sister.
even though sometimes I'd like to choke her,
I love her very much ahaha
she's the only reason I come home
and when I go off to college, she'll be the
only reason I come back home.
we can sing and dance together
and it's just pure fun with her


I am thankful for all my other friends
like laura, tyler, josh, lareisa, alexanna,
rachel, abby, ste and many many more.
so many inside jokes and fun times
that I wouldnt trade for the world.
these people make me want to get up in the morning.


and now I am thankful for chad
I have done a lot of things to him
yet, he still likes me
he's into God and I love that
I'm always happy with him and I'm always laughing
yesterday, when I was feeling weird
I called him, and it was like everything
was a-okay :]
he's amazing and I hope everything works out.


last off I am thankful for being 15 and alive
I am happy God has kept me alive to experience
all of these wonderful things and getting to meet
all these spectaculor people..


you should be thankful too.
<3



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November 24 2005

i have the craziest feeling right now


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November 24 2005

so here is my schedule for SPRING 2006:


MWF 8:00-8:55 Orientation to Art


MWF 9:10-10:05 Geology*with crystal*


MWF 11:30-12:25 Math 1630


T/TH 8:00-9:25 English 1020


Tuesday-Geology Lab 10:20-12:20*with crystal*


Also, I declared Buisness Education as my major on wed....Right now I want to teach business at a high school and coach swimming...but who know what I will really end up doing>HAPPY THANKSGIVING-

happy thanksgiving...

November 24 2005

so today is thanksgiving... i was def dreadin it until my nephew came over... hes like a year and a half years old... hes really cute...ne ways all ive done all day is shower and watch all those movies that they play on USA... even tho ive seen each of them like 800000 times already...


two day week was pretty cool cuz we didnt do ne thing in any of my classes...cept for eating in french class....


tuesday night was one of my only nights off so i went and picked tiffanie up and we went to starbucks and then i let tiffanie drive from starbucks to the mall parking lot and i saw my life flash before my eyes... needless to say shes not they best driver... but maybe shes juss not used to my truck lol....


ne ways in the mall we went straight to the cookie store and juss sat at this bench and talked and ate our cookies lol...


then we went over to weavers house to hang out for a while... his cool cousin is still in from england...vincent... that even sounds like a english name... hes prtty cool and he did an "american" impersionation and he sounded retarded... it was pretty funny....


yesterday  at work it wasnt really busy so i was juss sittin at the register and these two guys came in and id say they were early 30's.... ne ways at hobby lobby there are a bunch of like chests and dressers and mirrors on the wall at the very front of the store where the registers are and these guys went and was like omg!!! this would be perfect in my living room it would fit my tv and everything!!! and then other one was like im not gay or ne thing but this store is cool!!! and then they looked at me and was like hey jessa do u kno how much this is .... (when the price was CLEARLY marked on it) and they juss kept talkin to me and askin me questions about this chest thing... and each time they would use my name....stupid nametag....well... when we were closing i was checkin out this last customer and one of my managers walks by and is like i need to talk to you.... so when i get done with the customer she comes back over and is like do u kno those guys that were in here earlier...? i was like no... i have no idea who they were.... and she said... well they asked me how old u were and for ur number... and i told them that i didnt kno how old u were and they told me that i should kno how old u were and then they were like.. man i can go to jail for this.... it was very disturbing.... and embarrassing seems how they asked my MANAGER all this stuff!!!...


well i hope everyone has a good thanksgiving....

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November 24 2005

happy turkey day everyone!!!!!




bye bye



                    meg(sam)

happy turkey day!

November 24 2005

 DiamondsJewls78 [1:34 PM]:  my sister is in the Kitchen beggin my mom to take her to mcdonalds


& that is what's wrong with American culture. hahahhaa..

The First Annual Night of New Thanksgiving.

November 24 2005


HAPPY THANKSGIVING.



Today, I stayed home from school.  ShaSha and I frequented Delmar, where we ate pizza, bought useless things, regretted them, and kind of bickered like old people.  I love her.  A lot.  Tonight was to be our first annual Night of New Thanksgiving.  And it was!  Amy and Monica and I made clams and chicken nuggets and cheese sticks and apple pie and muffins and even a pomogranite.  We didn't make that last one.  Obviously.  It's God's creation.  And speaking of which, you should watch "Palindromes," our feature presentation for the evening.  So amazing.  Please see, thanks.  After our film, we made paper bag Native American vests.  It was a lot of fun.  I hope your Night of Old Thanksgiving is a good one, tomorrow, friends.


With Warmth from
Your Friendly Neighborbood Native Americans
In Paper Bag Vests.

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!

November 24 2005

I HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GREAT DAY AND AN AWESOME THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So many happenings...

November 24 2005


Children of Eden was magical to say the least. I am definatly in love with Belmont. Here are some pics me and Andrea took on the way there. Needless to say we got a little camera happy...



Fishy faces.



We are such nerds.



Sad that Lisa couldn't come.



GET OFF ME!!! hah jk.




We be Gansta yo.



My pretty pretty princess...



Just thinking...



Whoa buddy!



There it is...



I said NO PEEKING!



Just say, "NO!" to popped collars.


So tonight I went to play some hard core tennis with Matt, Jeff, and Josh. One word- intense...ok LIE. It intense for Jeff maybe but definatly not for the girl (me) who was embarrassing herself quite a bit. So then after that we met up with my Andrea (ahhh i love you girl) and Alex and went to see...you ready for this?...HARRY POTTER! yay- it was also very intense. I dont know how Jeff stands all this intensity... I think Matt saw me jump out of my seat a few times. hah... so in other news-


HAPPY TURKEY DAY EVERYONE!!! Its a great day to thank God for everything he's given you! yay! So i'm gonna get to bed now...this girl is tired and out of it. Let God rock it.


Therefore, since we are receiving a kingdom that cannot be shaken, let us be thankful, and so worship God acceptably with reverence and awe, for our "God is a consuming fire. - Hebrews 12:29  


                                               +ML+

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November 24 2005
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!  Hope everyone enjoys the holiday!  Make sure you eat a lot!  :o)  I just got done cleaning the house, so I'm ready to eat and relax! 

my schedule for spring semester...

November 24 2005

HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!

so since everybody else put their schedules for next semester up, I thought I might as well "join the band wagon" and put mine up as well....

Mon, Wed, Fri.
8-8:50am Music Appreciation
10-10:30am Chapel
12-12:50pm Luke and Acts (bible class)
1-1:50pm Fresh. Comp/English

Tues, Thurs
8-9:15am Schooling in America
9:30-10am University Bible
1:20-2:35pm Intro. to Communications
2:45-4pm  University Singers (choir)

so there ya have it!! lol :) yall have a great TURKEY DAY! <3 <3

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It's official, i'm an Aunt. I put up some new pictures of me and baby george. My new profile pic is me and him yesterday. He weighed 6lbs 12oz and was 20in long. He was born at 11:45a.m. on Tuesday the 22nd. He's soooo cute! Happy Turkey Day to everyone.
(pictures to follow:)
 

You Ain't From Around Hurr, Is You??

November 24 2005

Last night at work it was incredibly gratifying for me to be asked what Northern state I was from.



And be able to tell them that I've lived in the same house, in the same town (I.e. here) my entire life.  ^_^


[[Edit]] .....I just heard my eighty-year-old grandmother refer to something as 'skanky.'  O_O  [[/Edit]]

icicles and thoughts on hibernation

November 24 2005
i saw icicles last night. it is so cold here. 30s and 40s and when the sun goes down, it drops into the 20s. burr.

a couple of us were talking about bears and got on the subject of hibernation. I'm starting to see a lot of benefits of hibernation. and what do you do when it's 4 in the morning and you can't sleep? you meditate on the idea of hibernation. so on average we sleep around 2,920 hours a year. that comes to around 4 months. i figure the best schedule would be 4 months awake, 2 months of sleep. just think about all the good things that would bring. there would be no early morning, i don't want to get out of bed feeling except for twice a year. you would have the entire night to play or catch up on errands or work on projects that you've always wanted to do but never had the time to do them. sleeping for two months straight, you would definitely lose weight so none of us would be fat. you wouldn't fall asleep during movies or classes (unless it's right before hibernation time). i mean, the benefits are endless. i know that our bodies would atraphy terrible during the two months of sleep and will would probably have to reteach ourselves how to walk every time we woke up, but hey, no early mornings! i just can't get past that one.

so this is what i do when i bored.

*HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYBODY*

November 24 2005
HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYBODY AND I HOPE EVERYONE WHO TRAVELED OR IS TRAVELING IS SAFE AND IS HAVING A GREAT THANKSGIVING.GOOBLE GOOBLE TURKEY TIME YUMMY IN MY TUMMY.IT'S ONE MONTH EXACTLY FOR ME AND MY BABY ANTHONY SINCE WE HAVE OFFICIALLY BEEN A COUPLE.

um, this is profound

November 24 2005

"If u like someone, den go out wit dem...stoopid


that was on nick hawkins xanga. and you know.. its so true. but yet its so hard. haha.. trust me =/


Happy Thanksgiving everyone!!<3

Happy Thanksgiving...and other random things!!!

November 24 2005
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DAD and MEAGAN YOUNG!!!!

here is my schedule for next semester...
MWF 8:00-8:55  English 1010
MWF 9:10-10:05 Intermediate Algebra
MWF 11:30-12:25 Into to Criminal Justice
MW 2:20-3:45 General Psycology(with amy and alex)

TR Introduction to Music 8:00-9:25
total= 15 hours ahh!

so i guess that means i work on thuesday thursday and saturdays now!!!! YAY!!!! im excited about next semester!!!!

last night.....
got off work and then went to eat marble slab with Ashley Julie and Dena....wow i cant remeber the last time we all got together!!! i really missed them!!!!
then went to eat(real food) Steak and Shake closed at 9:30 so then went to Chilis!!!!
quote "her purse is the size of a Tonka Truck"
had fun!!!!

today....
dads birthday, then going to eat a tradional(sp) thanksgiving with a friend and his family and then comeing here for BBQ with my family! then i dont know what im gonna be doing!!!!!!

wow....i am thankful for so many things right now i think the main thing that is been going on lately is that GOD IS IN CONTROL!!!! it im so thankful to have him in my life!!!

the 1st person that said Happy Thanksgiving to me at midnight was Mr. Adam Long!!!! lol!!!

this is crazy long! so im gonna go clean!!!! lol!!!

Love Through Christ!!
~Rachel~

Happy Thanksgiving to all! hope you all have a great day and have a great black friday!

November 24 2005

Thanksgiving

November 24 2005

I'm thankful for many things this year.



  • My family

  • My friends

  • all the gifts God has given me

  • Hope

  • Good food, good friends, and great conversations

  • My talents

  • The love of my family and friends.

  • The chane to live

  • The chance to love.

  • Night before Thanksgiving cook-a-thons

  • Up all night making Turducken . (I'll explain what that is sometime)

  • My life.

  • Warmth.

  • Home.

  • :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) : /

    November 24 2005

    HAPPY THANKSGIVING!!!!!!


    I WISH THERE WERE THANKSGIVING SONGS OR SOMETHING!


    LOVE YOU GUYS!


    <><Liz

    Happy Thanksgiving!

    November 24 2005

    Hey all you fly people! Lol, I think I'm 1 of the biggest Losers ever sometimes. But all well. Anyways... I haven't updated on this thing in a good while so I just thought that I would come write in it. And plus it's Thanksgiving so it gives me something 2 say. Because I'm sure you don't want 2 read about boring old stuff. But I just wanted 2 say Happy Thanksgiving. And I hope everyone's food is really good. Lol, and don't eat 2 much. Even though I'm sure everyone will because you have all this amazing food in front of you. But enough said about that. My parents made me write down what I want 4 Christmas seeing how it's like right around the cornor. And I wrote a car because I am about 2 start driving be 4 Christmas so yeah. I guess we will see how that goes. Pretty sure if I do get it I'm going 2 be driving up 2 Murfreesboro like all most every weekend. Because I miss all of yall like CrAzY! All though yall might get tired of seeing me. Or maybe you don't want 2 see me. Who knows? Lol, anyways... I will talk 2 yall l8ter!


    Leave me some comments!


    I <3 yall


    God Bless,


    *+*Chandelle Nicole*+*

    Revised

    November 24 2005

    Alrighty, I got my schedule worked out, so now I'll have English and Theatre Appreciation MWF, and I'll be finished at 10:05. On TR, I'll have History, Psychology, and Intro to Electronic Media Communicationsl. Yeah, TR will be a long day. I'm hoping to get a 10:20 History class on MWF so I can come in at 1:00.



    Check it out:



    The weird thing about this picture is that the sky wasn't even this color. When it previewed right after I took it, it looked like this in the window. Who knows; I swear, this camera has a mind of its own. Strong too-- it's survied being dropped in the toilet and dropped on a concrete driveway. I think I'll name it Ol' Trusty, lol.



    My Thanksgiving was very nice. My parents and I went to my Aunt Darlene and Uncle Stanley's house along with my brother, sister-in-law, two older cousins, their wives, youngest cousin, and grandmother. We road 4-wheelers, the guys ((and my cousin's wife)) shot skeets, the ladies played Mad Gab and Spoons, and we ate. . . and goodnight, it was a feastly meal. Mmm, I'm so stuffed. I love this holiday-- it's completely centered around food, lol.  We also watched Christmas with the Kranks. . . good movie.

    happy thanksgiving to me!

    November 24 2005
    i just bought a cd with both the chanson de bilitis and les nuits d'ete on it! i know what i'm going to be listening to all day!!

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    November 24 2005
    It doesn't really feel like Thanksgiving...

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    November 24 2005

    thanksgiving break is sweet, but not when you have no one to hang out with cause your school lets out half a week before the other schools. oh tv has been good to me the last couple days. oh and sleeping and eating whatever and whenever is nice too! OH CRAP i forgot i left a pizza in the oven! l8r

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    yeah....soooo...today...well yesterday i guess...wednesday....i was supposed to have that procedure on my nose to stop my nose from bleeding all the time...but they called me this morning and said the doctor was having bleeding problems and was taken to ER and they had to reschedule for dec. 6th...and i was SOOO happy....b.c i was so nervous, even though it would have been better to get it over with...well anyways...im at kellys and we just watched THE PATRIOT and it was amazing...there are like way tooo many hot guys in that movie...sorry michael....but heath ledger is...*happy sighs* amazing....well im going to go to sleep...happy thanksgiving.


    ml

    My Heart Exists...barely

    November 23 2005

    guys...my heart hurts...


    no one has caused this...i just really miss the innocence of high school...i miss the people...i miss the tight nit relationships i had with the people that surrounded me...i realized this tonight. I spent some time with some great friends...but it didnt feel the same. These are the people that i love...the people that i can no longer spend my life around...it hurts inside...and seems to be beginning to show on the outside. I'm sitting here reading through my old yearbooks, remembering all of the people i've met and shared times with...i realized that i have made some great friends, but i have also let them slip away from me alltogether.


    i miss true love...not the kind you find in storybooks...or the kind that people describe as the unimaginably amazing...but the kind where two people care so much for each other that to lose that person...you lose a part of yourself...that you become incomplete. i can feel the chasm growing in my heart...only to be filled with the blood, sweat, and tears that pore from my body due to the percentage of myself lossed due to the inevitability of growing up.


    Honestly...i dont even care if anyone reads this...i just needed to get it out.


    Father Time with the hourglass, in reality

    Steak and Shake Closed Tonight at 9:30pm!

    November 23 2005
    It's only one hour and ten minutes into Thanksgiving and I'm loving it already! At 11:00am, my family is going to Hope Center to serve Thanksgiving meals. Then my family and a few friends are going to my parent's house for traditional Thanksgiving meal. It will be fun. I haven't seen my aunt, uncle, and two cousins in a while. Then, what's Thanksgiving without BBQ! That's right... second meal!

    Serving the needy, enjoying family, enjoying friends... you have no idea how ecstatic I am! I am so blessed!

    Father, thank you for being so amazing! My provider, my shelter, my redeemer. Words cannot express my gratitude.

    Snow, Cabs, and the Crippled

    November 23 2005
    So I guess I have learned to value of having friends that will go out of their way in your time of crisis. My whole life, I have made every attempt to avoid these situations for the mere reason that I do not want to depend on anyone to come through for me. Only a very few times in my life have I truly needed someone else to come through for me in the crutch. I guess it all boils down to not feeling inadequate in a situation.

    Despite my desperate attempt to never be desperately in need of help, I found myself in a dire situation tonight. Thankfully, I have friends that are willing to put their own comfort aside for my benefit.

    To make a really long story short, due to being in Vermont all last week, not having my paycheck until today when I got back to my apartment, and Bank of America’s regulations, I found myself in the position of having no cash to get a cab to the airport.

    I was expecting to get back to my apartment around 3:00pm, pick up my paycheck, take it to the bank, deposit it, get some cash, catch a cab and be at the airport by 4:00pm (my flight left at 6:00pm). Well, I found myself without cash. No problem, I thought. I have an emergency credit card that I could use. Some cabs have credit card swipers in them, I will just find a cab that accepts credit cards.

    Basically, I stood (no, I walked) up Broadway trying to hail a cab for over an hour. I stopped about 5 or 6 but none of them accepted credit cards. Why do I not just get cash from the card at an ATM? Because I do not have the PIN number for that card.

    So, once again, to make a long story short, there I was, cold (VERY COLD from standing outside for over an hour), without any cash, worried that I was going to miss my flight home, trying desperately to hail any cab that I could (most just flew passed me)… I called home, and while they tried to help, it was not going to be in time.

    So, completely desperate, I decided to call Ellie to see if she could help out. Oh, thank God for great dependable friends. She came all the way from uptown, got cash out of her own bank account and helped me hail a cab. Whew! So at that point, it was 5:00pm.

    If you know anything about NYC traffic around 5:00 AND take into consideration all the Thanksgiving traveling, AND the fact that there was heavily congested traffic, AND the fact that the airport would probably be almost impossible to get through with all the lines, getting in the cab with only an hour until my flight left almost seemed like a lost cause.

    So, I told my driver my situation, and even he was like, “ummm, yeah… Good luck.” But he flew through traffic, taking all the detours to try to get me to the airport in time. “What airlines are you flying tonight?” I replied, “United.”

    So, at 5:32pm, he dropped me off at Terminal B at LaGuardia Airport. I thank him and then rush inside to try my best to fight with all the Thanksgiving travelers and security. I try my luck at the kiosk to check in… It tells me to check with a representative to check in.
    “Where are you flying today?”
    Completely out of breath I reply, “Nashville, through Charlotte.”
    “Mr. Moore, you are at the wrong airline. We partner with US Airways and if your flight connects in Charlotte, you are on US Airways.”
    I look around to the right and left expecting to see US Airways illuminated somewhere near.
    “Mr. Moore, you are going to need to go to Terminal C, you are in Terminal B.”

    Ok, and if you know anything about LaGuardia, this is not just a matter of walking a little bit inside… you have to go outside and walk… Think about trying to get all the way across a college campus when you have your final in just a few minutes.

    Oh, and did I mention that I am crippled because of a sledding accident yesterday?! So, not only did I have to make it to another terminal before I even CHECKED-IN, but I had to hurry even through my leg was injured. So imagine this: me trying my best to run/limp across the parking lot/sidewalk all the way to the other terminal whilst trying to pull my bag behind me. My flight left in 15 minutes.

    So, once again to make a long story short, I rushed into Terminal C after about 8 minutes of a combination between limping and speed-walking and finally check in, hurry through security and on to my gate.

    Luckily, my flight had been delayed about 30 minutes. Whew. I just stopped, posed myself against one of the walls and slowly slid down with my back until I was rested on the floor. I could once again start to breath.

    So here I sit, on the plane to Charlotte. Luckily I made it. I am thankfully for great friends, God’s faithfulness, Thanksgiving air traffic, and mild weather… for those are the only reason that I am even on this plane right now. That, and one heck of a cab driver.

    Bored

    November 23 2005

    Yeah so, i was just really bored and not wanting to study, so I decided to do this...I have no idea what to do, or how to do anything on here, but that's ok...I'm so excited about Thanksgiving, it is my favorite time of year cuz i love the food...Well, Happy Thanksgiving everyone

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    November 23 2005

    it's gonna be a long night.  i just found all of my cds and now i'm puttin all the music on my laptop.  *yawn* 


    tonight i went shopping and found some shoes...two pairs actually.  some tennis shoes, much like the ones i have now, but new and not so worn out and some rain boots.  i went a coulple of weeks ago to get rain boots from target in brooklyn but only found snow boots.  but since i'm in the south right now, i found the rain boots!  i'm not sure how i'm gonna get this stuff back up to nyc with me.  i might just have to wear most of my clothes :)


    i've been teaching my oldest neice my phone number.  she's almost got it memorized.  so she'll be callin me from now on. 

    "If u like someone, den go out wit dem...stoopid"

    November 23 2005

    And that my friends, is the quote of the night....lmao



    I was supposed to pick up Marie around 2:30, but I was a tad bit late, So I picked her up at 4:00, heh.  We went browsing. At Sugarees, I had a very good conversation with the lady who I think owns it. About how safe sex should be taught in schools instead of abstinence. and how her store used to carry car fresheners and the scent was gay. lol, how that's a scent, i'm not sure I want to know...



    Anastasia's is now Anastasia's and Seans. Too bad the guys clothes aren't that good. Then to hastings. Now that was fun. We sat and laughed at books. mostly books on dating from the christian section.


    I saw "Rent" With Marie, Andrea, Jesse, Jeff, Britney, Lindsey, and Christina. At first I was annoyed and hated it. But now I like it, It grew on me, and I kinda want to see it again without being so cynical at the start, heh. "Merry Christmas Bitches!!!!!!!!" my favorite line of the movie. So...in the previews, I saw a girl who looked just like Alanis Morisette, and I was excited to see her in the movie. Turns out that it was a transvestite. lmao, Wow, definately not Alanis Morisette...



    So there were some cool people at the movie theatre tonight, I didn't get to talk to all of them, [haha, isn't that right Andrea] And i kept dropping everything. I"m becoming more clumsy by the second. I completely destroyed Andrea's chapstick when I went to get some.  I swear it just flew out of the stick and disappeared into the black hole...



    Yeah, then a pretty heavy talk with Marie. I realized that I am who I am, and its best for me to come to terms with that and if I have to make some changes, then I need to. But as of now, i am very happy. especially because of recent events, things are looking up.... finally, hah.



    So Marie and I took these pictures like a week ago, its when we decided that we weren't photogenic. I always look like a big stupid....Hah.













    Meh, we are crazy kids....

    Wrote this last night...in a spark of thought...funny huh?

    November 23 2005
    Read this and tell me what you think...Still dont have a title yet..And might still need work

    I dont know why you dont see me there.
    Maybe its you maybe its me?
    Maybe its something I did or you didnt.
    I dont know the reason,
    All I know is im right there.

    Roger to the station,
    You just dont get the picture.
    Its like space into the world,
    Its like water into wine.
    You just got to have faith.
    Cus Im there.

    I still dont know why you dont see me there.
    You share your stories,
    when im the next chapter.
    Its like a brick wall,
    you just dont see me there.

    Roger to the station,
    You just dont get the picture.
    Its like space into the world,
    Its like water into wine.
    You jsut got to have faith,
    Cus Im there.

    Ive drunk into the bottle,
    till the world went away.
    You dont want to go there,
    when im right here baby.
    But you just dont see it.

    Roger to the station,
    You just dont get the picture.
    Its like space into the world,
    Its like water into wine.
    You just got to have faith.
    Cus Im here right next to you.

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    November 23 2005

    Hey Everyone


             I got really drunk last night for tomi's birthday. It was great i really got shit faced. i had like twelve beers and vodka!!!HELL YEAH!!! I hope everyone has a great thanksgiving and eat's a lot!!! Luv all of you!!!

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    November 23 2005

    Back in dickson...and its so good to see the mom and dad...but after they go to sleep....wow dickson is such a fun town, just minus the fun town part. town pretty much closes at 6...... so is anyone else not doing the whole thanksgiving dinner thing? i think we're doing the sea food dinner, but im not sure.

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    November 23 2005

    HaPPy ThANKSgiviNG!<3

    Friends!!!! and Death....

    November 23 2005

    Well I am home...I came home with Dena yesterday!! she came home monday night and got up yesterday morning and drove down to martin!!! We ate some Chinese and then just hung out..i went to Bio class and then we took a walk around campus for her to see it!! Then we left and came back to tha boro! it was a fun trip back!! LOL!!! I showed her some of my SWEET moves!! LOL!!!! HAHAHA!! Got up this morning and got ready to go eat with my mom...Then we came home and put up the Christmas tree and decorations... and then i just kinda hung out here at home.... Tomorrow I leave to go back to west tn for Turkey day with my Granny and Pap and relatives..Then we are going to go shop in Memphis friday and then saturday we are going to go to my other Grandparents house to eat there!!!!!


    tonight was fun!!! I got to see my 3 best friends in the world!!!!! Rachel, Dena, Ashley, and I all went to Marble Slab where we got to catch up with each other and just hang out!! Had a lot of fun and then Nate came which we have some fun there with him to!! But yeah!! It was great for us all to be back together..I can't wait till Christmas Break where we all have around a month to spend together!!!


    So tomorrow is Thanksgiving....We give thanks on this day for everything that God has given us..These last few days I have seen a lot.. 2 people from UT Martin have been killed in just the past 3 days.... 2 people.... I saw one of them the night that he died... Right before thanksgiving..It is soo hard to think of what the families are going through...to know that they have to spend thanksgiving trying to decide when to have their son/daughters funeral. I don't think that I could deal with it...


    SO I ask you..Please pray for the families of these 2 people..I think that they are going to need it during this time!!

    im in

    November 23 2005

    i really like a certain boy. like.. alot... so yes becca.. i guess in a way i was boywatching tonight ;)




    anyway.. um, i don't really know. it's fall break, and its going swell. my head is just in the clouds so im not really focusing on anything really =/




    <3 you all







    You may tire of me as our December sun is setting..

    November 23 2005





    "Brothers On A Hotel Bed" - DeathCab For Cutie

    You may tire of me as our December sun is setting because I'm not who I used to be
    No longer easy on the eyes but these wrinkles masterfully disguise
    The youthful boy below who turned your way and saw
    Something he was not looking for: both a beginning and an end
    But now he lives inside someone he does not recognize
    When he catches his reflection on accident

    On the back of a motor bike
    With your arms outstretched trying to take flight
    Leaving everything behind
    But even at our swiftest speed we couldn't break from the concrete
    In the city where we still reside.
    And I have learned that even landlocked lovers yearn for the sea like navy men
    Cause now we say goodnight from our own separate sides
    Like brothers on a hotel bed
    Like brothers on a hotel bed
    Like brothers on a hotel bed
    Like brothers on a hotel bed





         I love that song for some reason





      but enough of that.





      3 things that make me most happy





       1. Reggae





       2. System of a Downs 1st cd.





       3. Skating





       ok maybe 4 things





       and 4. Playing my bass when I've got a lot on my mind.





       I dont really know why I did that but I have nothing else to write.





           So tomarrow is Thanksgiving.





       and also known as World War 3.




      and now the most amazing man ever



      Matisyahu



    pat pat, clap clap, snap snap, YEAH!!!!

    November 23 2005
    i dont know, its almost thanksgiving.  me and garrett saw a turkey today, yea i know, we should have killed it. but we did chase it. o hey robert lewis.  whats up justin vance. 

    movies...

    November 23 2005
    pretty sure i hung out with the most amazing people tonight...

    jonathan z., russell, randy, michal, and jeremy...yep...a pretty interesting group we make...

    won't go into the details...hahahaha....



    anyways, we went to see chicken little...it was an alright
    movie...great for the little ones, but could never compare to finding
    nemo or the incredibles...haha...i love those movies...


    yeah, tomorrow is thanksgiving...FOOD...yeah...that's all i have to say...


    mucho love!

    [becca]

    I don't want the world to see me 'cause I don't think that they'd understand&hearts;

    November 23 2005
    I went to applebee's today with my girls.
    We had fun...pretty much spent 20/30minutes in
    Dillard's bathroom, and got kicked out of
    American Eagle...but hey it was awesomely amazing.
    I love those girls to the highest extent!


    Then I came home,
    went to my aunts, babysat for 2.5 hours.
    Then hung out with my family who critisize
    every single word you say,
    and everything about you.
    Not to bad this time.
    My Aunt is down,
    She's more like a cousin it feels.
    [She's 20] && She's pretty cool.

    I'm not feeling too great, but
    I am probably going on a trip this weekend,
    to Myrtal beach [yesssss]
    I feel like i'm planning over stuff,
    but i can't remember.
    I hate the feeling of "I think I forgot something".

    Do you ever feel like you just wish somebody
    would call, so you could simply just rant a little,
    or talk about something sophisticated, or atleast
    a little meaningful. Oiy, I rant on this bugger
    pretty much all the time, non meaningful of course,
    and it doesn't really give me feedback,
    but yah know. See, I love hanging out with
    my girls...they're wicked cool.
    I just have this weird connection that
    I hang out with my boys more.
    Don't get me wrong,
    The 6 or so girls I actually hang out with,
    are amazingly cool...but I just get this
    comfort from my guy friends,
    I'm less confrontational with girls,
    and I get along with guys better.
    Sometimes I just feel like nobody cares.
    I mean, my family has no feeling tward anything.
    It's nice to hear encouraging words once in a while.
    Take for instance this:
    So my sister made honor roll.
    They gave he 100fucking dollars.
    WTF??? I've made honor roll
    every year since the 1st grade.
    It's not jealousy, it's just like,
    what am I, chopped Liver?
    I mean, they don't focus on me,
    simply because i'm not a problem child.
    They have no clue what I've gone through.
    My problems. My friends.
    They see me as the good kid,
    who's every single mistake is critisized extensively.
    It sucks.
    I just want to feel,
    wanted i guess.
    Maybe that's why I date losers.
    hah. Gotta stop that.
    I don't know if it's cause I'm sick,
    or just thinking that I feel like this,
    but there it is..
    ahhh well, i'll shuttup.

    [This is Melly Melt...she's pretty cool]
    Tomorrow's Turkey Day.
    Don't eat to much.<3






    Happy Turkey Day!

    November 23 2005

    Tommorrow is Thanksgiving (a.k.a. Turkeyday)! WOO HOO! Turkeyday is my 2nd favorite holiday. (Christmas of course being the first). Tommorrow I plan to stuff my face and afterwards I plan to whatch football. (Doesn't that sound like the life or what?) But Thanksgiving is more than a day for stuffing your face with all the turkey and gravy you can eat, it's about being thankful for what you have, and as Americnas we have alot to be thankful for. Well, that's my wise statemnet for the day. Have a Happy Turkey Day!


    gee wilikers!

    November 23 2005

    GREAT day. i'm finally meeting some new cute guys... but most all of them are taken. =\ oh well.


    hung out with Karla today. her dad brouught me a WICKED AWESOME guys' fashion mag from Japan. it's amazing.


    we went to Starbucks and the mall for a bit... then to MTSU to walk around and scope guys.


    then we went to Sakura and had dinner with my mom and her bf, Bobby. that was fun. i LOVE Japanese food (and everything else) had some Sushi, of course. i tried octopus (taco) it wasn't that bad. a little chewy, but the flavour was great!


    anyway... now i'm at home. and tomorrow's thanksgiving. have a happy one guys!


    <3 oh and, i looked really cute today. Chris asked me, "could you be any more mismatched?" hehe

    i feel sad...

    November 23 2005

    for tom the kangaroo. poor tom the kangaroo. that sara drew.


    hey! that rhymes. hehe.

    Have a Great Thanksgiving Everyone!!!

    November 23 2005

    so yeah...today...got flippin locked out of my house for like 2-3 hrs.....ughhh...it sucked like a mofo! but hung out...(not really hung out)....but yeah....with haley, john, sean and tara....it was so so....eh....


    yesterday...had the tri-m induction thingy....so yeah...after that went to starbucks with kc and robin....fun fun! We had a long talk about guys....the good, the bad, and the ugly! lol! tried the peppermint mocha.....not that appealing....i want to try the gingerbread one though! might be good.....so i was on a coffee high last night and didn't go to bed until 3. he he....


    but my comp is not letting me get on the internet at my dad's house...it totally sucks butt! so at least me have internet connection at my mom's!


    But this year...spending thanksgiving with my mom and her "aquaintance" which is really my step-person (<-ya'll should know what word to put there) yeah...i still can't call him that...just not ready....then on sunday having it with my dad.....it's so weird...i'm kinda sad, b/c all of this is a new thing to me...but i guess i'll get use to it...i wonder how Christmas will be???  


    Sorry if that sounded gloomy! to end on a happy note....


    I'm getting ready for Christmas!!! trying to find gifts for all.....last year was candy....this year.....hmmmm......idk.....


    and Miss Haley's Birthday is on Monday the 28th!!! Her Sweet Sixteen!!!YAY!!!


    Everyone have a great and Happy Thanksgiving!!!!! Eat lots of turkey!!!! (or Tofurkey whichever you eat) LOL! Loves!

    so, until tomorrow good night...

    November 23 2005

    Sometimes, it's just good to be missed.


    I did my schedule today, and it's pretty great.  I mean if my schedule were a girl it would be a 9. 2 out of 10.