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January 14 2006

Soo, last night was fun. "Chaperoning" little kids was pretty entertaining. lol. I'm so tired though. I stayed up and watched the snow, and wrote a little bit, which was nice, since it was 2 in the morning, and I was the only one up. I had some "me" time.

Sometimes I feel like I'm overly timid. In most situations, I'm the one who takes control, speaks out, dominates. So why can't I do that now? Am I afraid that I'm going to mess things up? Am I afraid that I'm going to lose everything? What's holding me back, and why can't I just let it go?

Sorry, I doubt most of you will understand that, but it's just the thought process I've been having today. Maybe one person will understand, and can accept my lacking explaination.

Have a great weekend. Enjoy your extra day off!



January 14 2006
Sort of ironic that you were the last one up considering you were falling asleep after school...