I'm waiting...

January 25, 2006

I feel like I'm waiting for something to happen...I just don't know what. I'm ready for my world to be shaken upside down, to be swept off my feet, showered aith attention, and placed on a pedestal. I'm ready for my time to shine...

But when is that something going to happen?

Untitled

January 14, 2006

Soo, last night was fun. "Chaperoning" little kids was pretty entertaining. lol. I'm so tired though. I stayed up and watched the snow, and wrote a little bit, which was nice, since it was 2 in the morning, and I was the only one up. I had some "me" time.

Sometimes I feel like I'm overly timid. In most situations, I'm the one who takes control, speaks out, dominates. So why can't I do that now? Am I afraid that I'm going to mess things up? Am I afraid that I'm going to lose everything? What's holding me back, and why can't I just let it go?

Sorry, I doubt most of you will understand that, but it's just the thought process I've been having today. Maybe one person will understand, and can accept my lacking explaination.

Have a great weekend. Enjoy your extra day off!

        Lindsay

Untitled

January 12, 2006

"I want you to be yourself- not your idea of what you think is somebody else's idea of yourself." ~~Henry Thoreau, author of The Night Thoreau Spent in Jail

Yea, so we're reading that in English, and that line struck me, so I wrote it down so I could share it with ya'll. It's such a truthful statement.

Anyways, today has been one of those days. I just haven't been able to get on track. I need a hug, a real hug, a don't-let-go-for-several-minutes-because-it-just-feels-right hug. *sigh*

Thank God tomorrow is Friday, and the start of a three day weekend.

        Lindsay

Untitled

January 09, 2006Wow, I completely suck at this thing. Anyways, not much has been happening. I learned to crochet, which of course most of you know because as of late, I'm ususally crocheting. Ummm, school's good, West Side Story is coming right along....and that's about it. Hope everyone has a good week!

Life...

November 21, 2005Hmmm, life is pretty good. I made all-state choir, which makes me happy. School tomorrow, then Thanksgiving break. Not a whole lot going on, I\'m not very good at this thing...