ok so @ that conference i met this guy.

and he is joy [my cousin] boyfriends friend.

and everyone is telling me how nice && smart && talented he is && blah blah blah good stuff about him && that he is my age. but i personally dont know him. i mean i got introduced to him a bunch of times but i really dont know him but everyone is like well he is coming down here to visit next time dave [joys bf] comes.

and then joy goes. well when me && dave get married [they have been talking about that for a while now] that im ganna be a bridesmaid && HE ^^ is ganna be a grooms man. so joy was like well u better get to know him cause hes the one ur ganna be walking down the isle with @ my wedding....

so idk if i should like him, or if i do, or if i just think i do cuase everyone is telling me i should.

but then when i got back from camp this guy [thomas] started talking to me.

well, i guess he is a nice guy. he goes to my school and at the beginning of freshman year he dated this girl i know. so he also know a ton of people i know, but i really dont know him all that well. he seems like a really sweet guy though. :]

but idk if i like him or if i like the other guy. cause both of them seem really nice. its just ive heard a lot more about the other guy, but he lives in Penn. but thomas lives in farragut and goes to my school. they are both my age, so that really doesnt matter in this situation. so im just kinda confussed about who i like and who i should like. and why i like him. and stuff like that.

but see im getting the feeling that thomas like me. but idk.

but idk if the other guy likes me or not. but im gnana have to see him everytime dave comes down to tn to see joy. and if he does like me && i just dont know, it will seem to him like im blowing him off or something. so idk. this is so confussing...

help?

wow that was long.