In A Relationship
February 15 2008
November 10 2007
i like back massages
i dislike papers that are late....egh
i want a hug from each member of my family right now
i miss wide open spaces without concrete
i love the gift that God has given me
i hate being behind or feeling useless
September 28 2007
my throat is tight
i can't swallow
all of my emotions seem to have collected in the pit of my stomach and they seem to swell with each tear i hold back
i don't want to cry,
but i don't want to hurt either
yet i can't seem to prevent either
i feel my heartbeat throughout every part of my body
i don't want to think because i don't like my thoughts
anger, hurt, dissappointment
fear floods in bringing with it even worse
those things unnamed by the heart because i don't want to admit
they are there
if little things are impossible, then what of the big things?
what does this mean?
why do i hurt?
is being numb better than feeling pain?
September 11 2007
well..... today is the very last day of my life as a teenager.
very very odd.
very final sounding.
life is... life
breathe in. breathe out.forgetting either one is a serious problem.
July 14 2007
June 11 2007
ok so everybody's getting mail... and packages.... and funness from home..... except me! lol! drop me a note sometime!
Smoky Mountain Resort Ministries
3327 Camp Smoky Lane
Sevierville, TN 37876
June 06 2007
May 27 2007
If you are ever going to experience love, you must surrender to it.
a la the movie "Fools Rush In"
May 13 2007
You can turn painful situations around through laughter. If you can find humor in anything, even poverty, you can survive it.
May 06 2007
who you are,
not who they are.
April 30 2007
Constitutional Law- 1pm- began studying 2 weeks aog -still feel horribly unprepared
April 29 2007
A woman can say more in a
than a man can say in a sermon.
~Arnold Haultain ~
April 25 2007
I love to be... held.
I hope to be... precious.
I deserve to be... sought after.
I long to be... enough.
i need to be loved.
April 23 2007
April 22 2007
- and the first and most difficult risk we can take is to be honest with ourselves.
* Walter Anderson *
April 18 2007
'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com
April 15 2007
kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when
words become superfluous.
April 10 2007
i mean at this rate it's following the speed limit on mtsu campus it's so slow. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
April 09 2007
bitterness is always discribed as an aftertaste.
while you have me, i'm sweet -perhaps bittersweet.
like like anything great, the sweet is worth the bitter.
it's when you let me go, turn me loose, cast me off-
it's then that you taste the bitter.
and my dear,
you've not tasted that bitter.
April 05 2007
God blessed me with a totally awesome, de-stressing- make me happy, wonderfully amazing day. But, ya know, that's not suprising because He's just that kind of guy!
i'd hug everyone if i could.... a picture of me hugging austin (___who is fun to molest in coffee shops ;-P ___) will have to suffice
April 05 2007
so i'll register today at 1:30 to help out my school..... he he he he
April 02 2007
Not passively waiting.
That is laziness.
But to keep going when the going is
hard and slow
- that is patience.â€