January 23 2006


Today on my way to school i was DRIVING thru roads underwater and me and my truck almost got swept away! Several roads were closed out by my house! It was so CRAZY! It took me forever to get to school! Well yall talk to yah soon!


January 04 2006

Hey yall! Well how has everyone been doing!  I havent talked to anyone in a while! I have been so busy with work! Well school is okay! I hope everyone is havin a great week!

Love yall

WOW Things have CHANGED!

December 10 2005

Well I did it! I finally got a job! I am employed by Fazolis!!  I am so excited! I went to orientation last night and got payed for it! I was there for about 3 hours! It is gonna be so much fun. I don't start until the 21st because i am having my wisdom teeth takin Friday and wont be able to work until the 21st! Im gonna have my own money! I can buy whatever i want to!

Like i said i am getting my wisdom teetch takin out on Friday! Ouch! I really dont want to but i have to! Plus i have to take 3 exams on thursday and 1 on Friday b4 the surgery! It sucks but i wont be able to take them! So please pray for me!

I got asked the other day why i dont go to church on Wen anymore! Im not really sure why but, i just dont enjoy it anymore. Hardly any of my friends go! I still do go on Sunday but then at the service I leave. I found out that we werent going to BIG STUF! I was a little upset. Plus we arent going to NY over Spring Break! I heard we are going over the summer but, it is only for 11 people and those spots are already filled up. I just think that the youth group has gotten WAY to big for me. I mean I never see any one! I asked someone the other day what it was like now and they said a big show! Dont think i am trying to say negative things about it but, i know it is not me! But maybe i will go sometime and try it out for myselef! I love all yall and hope to see you soon! Lots of Love,



November 27 2005

I have never been so TICKED OFF at my parents in my whole life. Lets just say just because i wont work in fast food that I am better than they are and there money is way to good for me. I have no truck or cell phone! Im not sure how long the cell phone is takin away since they dont pay for it, my daddy does. So today has been a really long day. I can't wait 6 months until i get out of this place!

Im not sure if you remember the guy at my school said something about his education only getting us to work at McDonalds in his graduation speech. Well, i have never had anything against him! I knew that he was only kidding! Well just because that the comment didn't bother me then they always throw that in my face when in comes to getting a job or school. So like i said I ccant wait to leave!


November 22 2005

Heck yah we are out of school for 6 days! Im going to Gatlinburg and it has be snowing and it has snowed like 5 inches already! I am so excited! S

Hey Yall! HAVE a GREAT Turkey Day!

Gobble Gobble!


November 08 2005

Hey yall!

Today i realize that college is way too much money! It is so STRESSFUL! I have to send in this application to be recieve eligibility so that i can participate in College sports. That right there is 50 dollars. I just paid 54.00 dollars for my ACT! The applications! It is absolutely ridiculous! I have been just so stressed!

I am going to chill a Kayla's house and we are going to look at colleges!

I got my acceptance letter to the nursing classes at MTMC! I am so STOKED about it!

If anyone knows about any job opputunities! Please let me know! I am desperate for anything!


November 06 2005

Hey Everybody!

Well i have had a pretty crappy weekend! We lost our football game on Friday! It was so sad! I dont think i have cried like that in a while! It is so hard leaving something that you love! I really got a realitiy check when i woke up on Saturday Morning at 6am and said "WOW FOOTBALL IS OVER!" i layed back down and started to cry again and felt so depressed! It is so hard knowing that i will NEVER EVER step out on that field again! But, it is time to move on! Their r several good things! I will be able to get better grades, go back to church, and HAVE A JOB!

How was the Fall Retreat! I really wanted to go but, things just didn't work out! I hope everyone had fun!

On thursday and friday i went on this retreat w/ my student council! We did this rope course and i did it two times and then i did it blind folded! It was great! I learned so much about myself and how far i could actually push myself! I had a blast! So i wanna hear about the fall retreat! I hope to see some of yall at church on Wenesday!

I got my braces off the other day! IT feels GREAT!



October 26 2005

hey yall Whats up?

What is up with Nathan and Rachel? Im a little out of thr loop?

1. Am I loveable?

3. How long have you known me?
4. When and how did we first meet/talk?
5. What was your first impression?
6. Do you still think that way about me now?
7. What do you think my weakness is?
8. Do you think I'll get married?
9. What makes me happy?
10. What makes me sad?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything what would it be?
13. How well do you know me?
14. When's the last time you saw me?
15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
16. Describe me in one word.
17. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/staying the same?
18. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
19. What music/song do I remind you of?
20. What movie do I remind you of?
21. If you would take me somewhere where would it be?
22. Do you think I'm out of control?
23. What do you hate about me?
24. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?

?? I came to u in the middle of the night::
?? I never saw you again:
?? I kissed you:
I moved next door to you:
I started taking drugs:
I told you I had a crush on you:
I was hospitalized:
I took a bullet for u:
I got into a fight with your parents:

Read this and send it back to me?


October 23 2005




October 06 2005
Have you ever felt left out before?

Well do you feel really strange when you get out of the swing of things or get "out of the loop" and then when you try to get back in the swing of things you get left out! Or you just walk into the room and nobody knows who you are and you just get all these looks like who are you and where did you come from! It just feels like everyone has moved on and you have gotten left behind. It kinda makes me feel like garbage! I just dont know what to do!

Peace out,


September 03 2005
Well we lost!

What did the Oakland shirts say? Congrats to SHS!


August 31 2005
Hey yall! I hope everyone is having a good day! I have a prayer request! I hope all yall enjoyed your day off!

My aunt, uncle and cousin all live in Mobile,Alabama. They stayed and rode out the third hurricane of the year. My uncle is a nurse and was called into work and was there for 2 days. My aunt and little cousin stayed at home with no power. Today my aunt went back to work and she found that there was no Air Condition. There is also no gas at all. There grocery stores are empty and they really dont know what they are gonna do. My aunts company emptied the gas tank of there boat and let all the employees fill up there gas tanks and they are working on a split shift. They are coming here for the weekend to get away. So please pray for them.


August 29 2005

Soakin Wet

August 17 2005
For the past three days all it has done is pour down rain at football practice! I have been drenched on my way home!

School is goin good! Really busy! I have had quite a bit of homework! Our first football game is this friday night we play FRA away at 7:30! Wish us good luck

Well i gotta do some more homework so i will chit chat later! Leave me a comment! It will make my day!

School,School, and MORE School!

August 11 2005
WEll my alarm clock went off at 6:15 am and i didnt get up till 6:45!

My schedule is pretty good this year. I really have a pretty good senior year! Senior year is gonna be AWESOME! I do have a 6:45am class! That kinda sucks! All my classes are really big! But this year is gonna be great!

Bye! Im going back to bed!


August 10 2005

I got called at like 12:01 by Jacob (my sweetie) and he sang Happy Birthday to me! It almost made me cry! It was so sweet!

Tonight some friends ate out and went to a movie! We saw Dukes Of Hazzard! GOOD FUNNY MOVIE but...... the language was a little rough! I think i laughed the whole time i was there! I would definitly recommend to someone who needs to be cheered up just like i needed to be tonight! I found out my daddy has left for a month and im not sure why he didn't call or tell me before he left. I was outta town this past weekend and he wanted to do something and i wasn't home and he got all mad! I wish he would have told me that he was leaving! He just makes me so frustrated sometimes and i just wanna scream and pull my hair out!

I think i am the only person on the planet that is excited about going to school tommorrow! I mean i saw my schedule today! (Oops did i say that out loud!!!) I love it! It is gonna be a GREAT SENIOR YEAR! The only bad thing is that my honey aint gonna be there at all!

Well guys im gonna go crash and i will talk to all yall later!


August 09 2005

Well i just got back from the last summer vacation! I know school starts on Thursday! Im happy but then again im not!

I found out that my dad left for a month w/ the national guard! He new that he was leaving and he didn't tell me! IT really ticked me off! He will be gone until september! He probably wont even call me and it has made me really upset and the fact that i had to hear it from my stepmom and he couldnt call me and tell me that he was gonna leave doesn't make any sense to me at all!

Well all i have to go unpack!

Leave me a comment or something! It will make my day!


July 26 2005
YEAH!!! Im so excited i watched the first episode of Laguna Beach the 2nd season! I didn't watch it last night so i caught it today on MTV! Im so excited! It is the best show ever! I watched it the other day when they had it on like all day long! I want the DVD collection for my birthday! I told my mom that is what she could get me! I don't think i will like it as much b/c i liked everyone from last season and i thought that those same people would be on there this time and just 2 people are back! Whatever will see how it goes!

Well yall, i hope everyone is havin a good week! I did a little shopping today! I haven't done that in a while! I had a blast just chillin by myself! Well guys i will talk to yah later JAcob is here and we are going back to his house to eat dinner w/ his family! CAtch yall on the flip side!


July 25 2005
howdy! Well im doin better! Im up movin around! I just got home from hangin out w/ Jacob! We went shopping! Well yall im gonna sleep!



July 22 2005
Hey you! Well i attempted to go to student Council Camp! I came home Tuesday morning!

I got sick and i went to the emergency room in M'bor and i had my appendix taken out Tuesday night about 10:00! I came home from the hospital last night around 5! IT has been an interesting week! I stayed at the hospital by myself on Wedeneday night and it was really strange!

Well guys when i get to feelin better i will write more!