Friends make me smile when I come to school crying.
They make me laugh and hug me real big.
They tell me they love me.

Funny how something so bad can ruin your day,
until you relize how many people care about you.
That happened today.
I was REALLY upset.
That's where my friends stepped in.
they love me.
I love them.
It's almost as good as Barney.
well. I don't have much to say, so i'm gonna go.

--Sarah<3

How was everyone's halloween??
Mine was good, went trick or treating, so that was cool.
I got a cell phone!!
[615]513-5685
yep yep.
I"m not doing too well in Geometry.
I need two100's to keep me from failing.
ahhh..But yeah, so that's all I really have to say<3
Close my eyes, let the whole thing pass me by,
There is no time to waste asking why
I'll run away with you by my side

"Life is simply a collection of little lives,
each lived one day at a time.
That each day should be spent
 finding beauty in flowers and poetry and talking to animals.
That a day spent with dreaming
and sunsets and refreshing breezes cannot be bettered."

Simplicity.
Clarity of expression.
Life is complicated.
Love is complicated.
Hate seems easy.
People are quick to judge.
Not quick to listen.
Anger is spread.
Kindess is steady.
Nothing is easy.
Don't expect it to be.
Remember things.
Recolect often.
Be alone.
Be with people.
Have goals.
Friendships are scarce.
Aquantinces are many.
There is a difference.
Make the difference.
Have fun.
Be you.
Don't hide behind emotions.
Don't be afraid to grow.
Explain yourself.
Somebody will get it.
Help someone.
Be honest.
Remember the little things.
Be selfless.
Learn.
Live.
Love.
Smile.

--Sarah Elizabeth¢¾

"Be composed--be at case with me...
Not till the sun excludes you do I exclude you.
Not till the waters refuse to glisten for you
and the leaves to rustle for you, do my
words refuse to glisten and rustle foryou."

"I wander all night in my vision...
Bending with open eyes over theshut eyes of sleepers.
Wandering and confused, lost to myself,
ill-assorted contradictory,
Pausing,gazing,bending,and stopping."

"Nothing is ever really lost, or can be lost,
No birth,idenity,form--no object of the world,
Nore life, nor force, nor any visible thing...
The body, gluggish,aged,cold--the embers
left from earlier fires,
...shall duly flame again;"

"The body slows with mortal ache, yet my promise
remiains true at the closing of our days,
A tender touch that ends with a kiss
will awaken love in joyous ways."

"Our souls were one, if you must know
and never shall they be apart;
With spended dawn, your face aglow
I reach for you and find my heart."

--The Notebook
By:Nicholas Sparks

When life gives you rain.
play in it.

If you're going through hell,keep going
-Sir Winston church hill.

Me: i wish i was an eskimo
Haylo (1:41:46 PM): me too
H (1:41:49 PM): but i'm an aleut
M (1:41:57 PM): what's that, a gopher?
H (1:42:07 PM): lol no. the 'eskimos' of alaska
H (1:42:16 PM): common misconseption
H (1:42:20 PM): eskimos are in canada
H (1:42:28 PM): aleuts are in alaska
--That girl makes me feel better.


[You say i'm pretty when I cry]

I made a bunch of cookies last night.
That's what happens when I am bored.
I get my braces off in January.
Exciting aye?
I'm probably not going to school tomorrow.
If you're in my classes, get my homework.
I'll probably come in before the start of school,
just to turn in my choir money and all that jazz.
So yeah. Catch me early I guess.
Today was pretty alright.
People are still talkin
some crap about me, but I'm not to phased by it.
I forgot my lucnh money,
so I had to borrow a dollar
[thanks Nick]
I hate borrowing money.
ugh....Concert tomorrow night,
it's a Salt and Pepper by Jackson heights,
and it's free...so yah, I'm friends with the band.
hah. Then Sunday is BOTB.

There is some crazy stuff on TV.
Thesse dudes are like poking holes in them.
It's some "becoming a man" thing.
I thought that's what puberty was for.
hah...I think I'm gonna get my cellular
this weekend...woop...That's about it.

I less than three you all<3

-Sarah Bearah♥

Forrest Gump:Pure love
I wanna watch that.
Anybody up for watchin Forrest Gump with me?

"When I was in China on the All-American Ping Pong team, I just loved playing ping-pong with my Flexolite ping pong paddle."-Forrest Gump


Take a picture.
It'll last longer.
[ooo burn]

I'm hanging out with my Chelsey Bear tomorrow.
Friday I am leaving early, because I have those skills.
Saturday I"m going to Kayla's Grandparents,
and then Sunday battle of the bands.
Monday is Halloween!!
Can't wait.
It's possibly my favorite holiday.
Life is swell as of right now.
I still have a few people who hate me,
but I guess yah have to deal with that sometimes,
especially with those silly girls.
I'm apperently a studd muffin here lately,
Don't know where that came from,
but hey, i'll take it.
Orthodontist tomorrow,
and as stated above,
I get to see my Chelsey!
Fun stuff.
I'm never gonna get a full week of school in.
I have had a half day/field trip/school function
every week minus the first week of school.
So yeah, that's pretty sweet.
I'm going to disneyworld sometime soon,
and then hopefully Cali when we get
our tickets, we can fly anywhere,
so that's pretty sweet.
Okay enough of the random.
Keep it Greazy
Fo' Sheezie.

What do you do when your printer decides
that it doesn't want to work when you have
to print out the speech you've been working on
for 3hours. ahh, technology.


I'm that talented.
[i know you're jealous]

So I was like,
"I think I'll update"
then i was like,
"I have nothing to say"
Simple enough,
I went to starbucks with my Teresa Bear.
The amount of sugar I took in,
may cause me to have diabetes.
Battle of the bands Sunday.
Call me if you wanna hang out.
any other time this week.
[615.898.0358]
or
[615.419.6633]
6days till I get a cellular device.
I know you're excited.
Keep it Greasy,
fo sheezie.

Xanga && Myspace
AIM:Wastedinthesoup


I was excited.
I found it on the way to the beach.
[[Yeah, It's real]]

I thieved this

so fill it out please<3

O1. Hi! I'm _____!

O2. I've known Sarah for _____.

O3. We first met  _____.

O4. My first impression of Sarah was _____.

O5. Now I think she's _____!!

O6. One thing that's awesome about Sarah is _____.

O7. I hate it when Sarah_____.

O8. I want to _____ Sarah because she's so _____.

O9. I get so irritated when Sarah_____.

10. I want Sarah to say "_____!"

11. I think Sarah is going to be  _____ when she grows up.

12. I'm filling this out because _____.

13. Sarah hates _____ because _____.

14. I want to buy Sarah _____.

15. The best thing I like about Sarah is _____.

16. Sarah is really really _____ but sometimes she could be _____.

17. I want to _____ with Sarah more!

18. Sarah is obsessed with _____.

19. _____ loves Sarah.

2O. My last words for Sarah before I close this: __________!

 

Who is Sarah Gearhart?
I am Sarah Gearhart.
My middle name is Elizabeth.
I'm 15.
I like cosmotology.
I change my hair color ALOT.
I like to take photographs.
Not pictures.
I stay on the computer to much.
I hang out at wal*mart.
I can't drive.
I'm a sophmore.
I'm crazy.
I have a dog.
I have a cat.
I want a bird.
I hate snakes,spiders,&& Sharks.
Pretty much reptiles and fish.
My dad hit me in the back of the head with a fish.
It was scary.

People think I'm Pretty.
I think I'm not.
I have lovely eyes.
I'm not slutty.
I laugh alot.

I'm loud.
I'm shy at first.
I smile 99.876346% of the time.
I make words up.
I go to Siegel Highschool.
You wouldn't like me when I get angry.
I hate Tv
Unless It includes laguna Beach
or family guy.
MTv is usually pointless.
I like some country music.
Don't hold it against me.
Politics make me angry sometimes.
I don't like Bush.
I don't like listening to him talk at all.
It makes me wanna pull my hair out.
I like teddy bears.
I like clothes.
I like to design.
I get bored easily.
I think I have A.D.D
Music is love.

I cry when I'm sad.
I broke my lamp.
Then my princess crown broke.
I was sad.
I didn't cry though.
I like the movie Grease.
I think it's stupid too.
But I love it.
  I don't drink.
I drink to much soda.
I accept everyone.
I'm sarcastic to the highest extent.
I'm in choir.
I'm always singing.

I'm a pirate.
I don't have a parrot though.
I like to laugh((haha))
Drinking orange juice and spirte makes me have to pee.
I like riding my mom's stupid looking bike.
Only because I can ride it with no hands.
&& My bike is broken.
I like starwars.
I dance.
Not well.
I wish I looked like homer simpson.
I lie sometimes.
Okay, I lied about lying.

I'm a fairy princess.
I can't fly though.
I wish biology wasn't mandatory.
All you need is faith and trust...
Oh, and something I forgot.
A little bit of Pixie dust.
I like movies.
I'm random.
I discovered about 4 bands before
they became famous.
Geometry is pointless.
I have green fingernail polish.
I like to match.
I'm the middle child.
I have a brother.
I have a sister.
I think my dad works for the CIA.
My mom and I don't really get along.
I'm the odd one in my family.
I am single.
It doesn't bother me.
I'm weird.
I don't have friends,
just aquantinces.
I have a very complex mind.
and an odd outlook on life.
but that's just me.
The End



So I was like,
"I think I'll update"
then i was like,
"I have nothing to say"
Simple enough,
I went to starbuck with my Teresa Bear.
The amount of sugar I took in,
may cause me to have diabetes.
Battle of the bands Sunday.
Call me if you wanna hang out.
[615.898.0358]
or
[615.419.6633]
6days till I get a cellular device.
I know you're excited.
Keep it Greasy,
fo sheezie.

Xanga && Myspace
AIM:Wastedinthesoup

Today was a day of memories.
Good, but upsetting none the less.
I can't stand the way reality hits in sometimes.
The way you hear a song and it kills you inside.
The thoughts of someone engulfs your mind.
Though all is good, your life is bland.
Without the one to hold your hand.
I hate the lonely feeling I have.

I need to get out.
have some fun.
You know the teenager stuff.
Someone come pick me up
and we'll go to the mall or something.

I feel as if I don't have many "friends"
In Spanish she said that it's a
huge compliment to call someone an Amigo.
(which incase you didn't know, means friend)
and i relized, I have all these people I call friends,
but I never hang out with them,
I only see them on certain occasions
(school,birthdays,etc)

Well, anyhoo. I guess that's all that's goin on.
I think my sister has strep throat(ick)
so I think i'm gonna stay away from her,
I don't need  anymore shots.
uhh..orthodontist monday,
I have to ask how much longer
i'll have these frikkin braces.
Probably like 2 more months.

Well if you wanna hang out,
let me know, i should be
pretty much free for a while.

--Miss Sarah&hearts;


I was in love with that french fry.
Devin ate it.
'Twas upsetting.

I relized today that I have a talent.
I can make people go from
extremely sad, to extremely happy in
about 2minutes or less.
It makes me all giddy.

You know,
this is being said like all whinie,
but sometimes I just wish someone would call me
and be like
"Hey sarah, let'shang out"
or
"Hey Sarah, how are you"
haha. Yeah I'm a loser.




yeah. random I know. but owell.

I wrote this song,
I need some thoughts on it.
My parents didn't get it.


Imaginary Homoscide.
by:Sarah Gearhart

If Drama was a sport you'd be the mvp.
You walk up and think you know everything.
Nobody knows why, but you cause suicide.
You think it's cute, you think you're great.
When we all laugh cause you're nothin but  fake.
ooh yeah.
cause you don't know what i've been taught.
and this is one more loss for your thoughts....
take it between the eyes.
All that comes from you are lies,lies,lies,
I can see them in your eyes,
hypocritical blah blah blah's
and all of those just because-es
you think, you can take my life from me.
but in the end you will see that
i'm not who you want me to be.
Stronger than what you see.
...I'll take it between the eyes.
This Imaginary homoscide.
Everythings lost inside.
you can't hide anymore.
Nobody cares what you say,
cause it never mattered anyway.
You caused some pain,
 you caused some strife.
When karma comes back it'll be a suprise.
Just take the blow..
your one last show
you don't know what i've been taught.
and this is one more loss for your thoughts.
take it between the eyes.
All that comes from you are lies,lies,lies,
I can see them in your eyes,
hypocritical blah blah blah's
and all of those just because-es
you think, you can take my life from me.
but in the end you will see that
i'm not who you want me to be.
Stronger than what you see.
...take it between the eyes.
This Imaginary homoscide.


Exactly.

"If it's drama you want, then look no further, They're like the Real World meets Boy Meets World meets Days of Our Lives."


I've learned life's to short for drama.
Life's to short for stupid fights.
For pointless relationships.
It's to short for not trying.
For giving up.
It's definately to short for bad hair days.
Too short for sleeping half the day away.
It's to short to not tell someone how you feel.
Even if you get hurt in the process.
Life is just a blessing.
Sometimes I know I feel like
puting everyone and everything
out of my mind so I can sleep
for 18hours and wake up just to
watch Laguna Beach or The Simpsons.
I want to enjoy life.
I have the past week.
From a message from God.
To the final Practice.
From the gain of friendships,
to the cookie baking spree I went on.
I stopped cursing.
I relized how ignorant it makes you sound.
It amazes me how shallow I've been.
Life isn't about who you are with,
who talks to you.
Sometimes it's best to be around
people you love.
Sometimes it's best to be alone.
Sometimes it's just best to talk to God.
Tonights the final show for the Variety show.
I hate that it's over.
It's been so much fun.
Especially since we've been on stage.
I love the experience.
I have been blessed with true friends.
Learned who my aquantinces were.
Grown up quickly.
Seen the good and bad in people.
I've lived this week.
You know how sometimes it just feels
like the light is on inside,
and then you have those days
where it feels like there's a big
metal box on the lightswitch so you can't turn it on?
Well in my life, It's just been a flikkering light.
I have just felt like it was on all week.
Which is awesome.
I love you guys.
Keep on keepin on♥

"...
and so our adventure ends.
And some of us found our heros,
and others
conquered our fears.
And one might even say we've triumphed.
 I'm not so
sure it happened that day, or that summer,
but somehow, we all felt
older and different.
I knew I'd never forget any of it
and I decided I
wasn't going to let it end
because I realized we're not just given life experience..
we're given the experience of life..."

"I hope you don't mind, that I put down in words,
how wonderful life is, while you're in the world.."

"Never knew I could feel like this,
like i never seen the sky before.
Want to vanish inside your kiss,
everyday I love you more, and more.
Listen to my heart, can you hear it sing,
telling me to give you, everything,
Seasons may change, winter, to spring,
and I love you, until my dying day..
Come what may...Come What may...
I will love you, Until my dying day."

"Take my hand, you break my heart,
I remember you most the nights we're apart
Steps and soda, stars and dancing,
every girls dream, my reality. Love in a box.
Inside jokes, and dirty thoughts,
everything we were and more,
Cute little faces, and knowing every
other word.  laughing at nothing,
being each other's everything."
-Me

Why don't you just go cut yourself already.

How bout you put a bullet to your head?

Sometimes I think, I'd be better off dead.

smoke the weed, do the crak.

Steal and drink,

to just be bad.

get a life.
You've been had.

(I feel like it's time for a rap battle)


Calling people names.

Talking behind their backs.

It just shows how Ignorant

you are.



I'm impossible to forget. But hard to remember.
Trust me. Everyone is less mysterious than they think they are.



Imaginary Homoscide.
by:Sarah Gearhart

If Drama was a sport you'd be the mvp.

You walk up and think you know everything.

Nobody knows why, but you cause suicide.

You think it's cute, you think you're great.

When we all laugh cause you're nothin but  fake.


ooh yeah.

cause you don't know what i've been taught.

and this is one more loss for your thoughts....


take it between the eyes.

All that comes from you are lies,lies,lies,

I can see them in your eyes,

hypocritical blah blah blah's

and all of those just because-es

you think, you can take my life from me.

but in the end you will see that

i'm not who you want me to be.

Stronger than what you see.

...I'll take it between the eyes.

This Imaginary homoscide.


Everythings lost inside.

you can't hide anymore.

Nobody cares what you say,

cause it never mattered anyway.

You caused some pain,

 you caused some strife.

When karma comes back it'll be a suprise.

Just take the blow..

your one last show


you don't know what i've been taught.

and this is one more loss for your thoughts.


take it between the eyes.

All that comes from you are lies,lies,lies,

I can see them in your eyes,

hypocritical blah blah blah's

and all of those just because-es

you think, you can take my life from me.

but in the end you will see that

i'm not who you want me to be.

Stronger than what you see.

...take it between the eyes.

This Imaginary homoscide.

1st period(Biology) 79
2nd period(English II Honors) 93
3rd period(Choir)98
4th period(Geometry honors)86
5th period(Speech)90
6th period(Spanish)89

2a's 3b's and a c.....not to bad

well there's my grades for you guys.
heh...Variety show is next THrusday
everyone should come!!

Homecoming game/dance on Friday.
good fun there.
welps i'm out

I just got home from the beach last night.
I surfed again. Twas lovely. I nearly died. Very Humorous. Thoughts compelled me the whole time. By the end I decided to turn my brain of... seemed to do some good, but stuff is still on my mind. But I understand now, I mean, he just moved on. It's not all that bad... If what I want to happen happens it'll be for the best, for now I don't know what I can do. I need to get more friends, get out of the house, i think i'll go for a bike ride, sound inticing. I hate being so blah.
Any ideas of how to get out of this.
yes i know go to God, i'm doing that.
I need a way to get to him better though?
my parents won't take me to church,
I have people willing to have me go with them,
but I need to go somewhere with people I don't know,
I like to get thoughts from varieties of people.
It's always a good thing I suppose.
well i'm done writing for today.
I have atan and blonde hair.
think about it. I'm hawt mamajamma♥

So..Last night sucked majorness.
I had fun seeing my friends.
He was there.
I knew he would be.
I thought it would be cool.
He held my hand.
Then told me he liked someone else.
but still likes me?
I hate that I can be so head over heels
for someone who doesnt even know if
he REALLY cares about me.
I just wish I could deal better.
I had to stay home and sleep in today.
Not saying I did that exactly.
Sleeping in does usually have you
waking up about 7 times randomly starting at about 6? ah o well...I'm pretty much apathetic once again.
Hopefully it'll all work out.
in the mean time. I'll be praying.
I'm getting away for a week too.
So maybe that'll help me.
I'm working on my relationship with God.
I really need help though.
Life messes me up sometimes.

First thing I'd do, is pray for time to crawl
I'd unplug the telephone
And keep the TV off
I'd hold you every second
Say a million I love you's
That's what I'd do, with one more day with you.

She’s calling out to You,
This is a call; this is a call out,
'Cause everytime I fall down,
I reach out to you
And I’m losing all control now,
And my hazard signs are all out,
I’m asking you, to show me what this life, is all about

Today's been simply amazing.
the only bad thing that happened?
My friend thinks I like her exboyfriend...
I don't know if it's cause I hug him, but I hug everyone. I don't get how you can have a good friend and like if it's of the opposite sex people tend to think that you "like" them...pretty sure that's not how I roll.
I'd tell the guy if I liked them 1st off,2nd I wouldn't do that to a friend...I mean man I would rather not know her and her hate me for talking to him than for her to think I'd do that to her. UGH...

but yeah, like I said, other than that, my day has been pretty amazing. Dad's not in a good mood, but o well..hopefully i'll get to go to chirst church tomorrow..it's going to be amazing...i miss everyone!! ahh...well yep..that's about it♥

I woke up this morning
You were the first thing on my mind
I don’t know were it came from
All i know is I need you in my life, yeah
You make me feel like I can be a better woman
If you just say you wanna take this friendship to another place
Can I walk with you through your life
Can I lay with you as your wife
Can I be your friend ‘till the end
Can I walk with you through your life
You've got me wondering if you know that
I am wondering about you
The feeling is so strong that I can't imagine
You're not feeling it too
You've known me long enough to trust that
I want what's best for you
If you wanna be happy then I am the one
That you should give your heart to
Can I walk with you through your life
Can I lay with you as your wife
Can I be your friend ‘till the end
Can I walk with you through your life
Now everyday aint' gonna be like the summer's day
Being in love for real it ain't like a movie screen
But I can tell you all the drama aside you and I
can find what the worlds been looking for forever
friendship and love together
Can I walk with you through your life
Can I lay with you as your wife
Can I be your friend ‘till the end
Can I walk with you through your life

Choir is a sport♥

5=( I've been apathetic all day,
but my friends cheered me up.

Jazz Shoes-$15
Dress-$35
Shirts-$15
Fundraisers-$200
Honor Choir-$15

Watching Mrs. Gregory Fall in the middle of the hallway.
Priceless

Busy week:

Today-
Nothing big..just school
Tuesday:
Choir 8:30am-4pm MTSU
then I come home, eat ,put on a dress
Go back to MTSU and there is a concert
at 7:00pm and should last till 8pm.
It's in the Wright Music Hall.
Wednesday:
Probably church.
Thursday:
School followed by
choir practice 6:30-9pm
Friday-
School then Concert
from 6-9pm

the weekend seems open.
so if you wanna hang out
just give the phone a ring.
I'll be at my dad's Till Sunday.:♥:.

♥Seemed to stop my breath
My head on your chest
Waiting to cave in
From the bottom of my...
Here your voice again
Can we dim the sun..
And wonder where we've been.
Maybe you and me so..
Kiss me like you did
My heart stopped beating
Such a softer sin.
I'm Melting.. I'm Melting
In your eyes..
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I’m melting
In your eyes..
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me, lay with me now.
Never caught my breath
Every second I’m without you, I’m a mess
Ever know each other
Trust these words are stones
Why cuts aren't healing?
Learning how to love
I'm melting, I'm melting
In your eyes..
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I’m melting
In your eyes..
Like my first time
That I caught fire
Just stay with me, lay with me now.
Stay with me, lay with me now.
You can stay and watch me fall
Just stay with me now
We can take our pants off, stay in bed
Just make love, that's all
Just stay with me now
In your eyes..
I lost my place
Could stay a while
And I’m melting
In your eyes..
Like my first time
That I caught fire
In your eyes
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes
I'm melting in your eyes
Let's sleep till the sun burns out
I'm melting in your eyes
Just stay with me, lay with me now
I'm melting, I'm melting
And of course I’ll ask for...



I'm not going to obsess anymore.
I'm not going to give in anymore.
I'm not going to spend my nights staying up because of you.
I won't let the thoughts in gulf me anymore.
I won't let my mind consume my heart.
I won't let you see me cry.
You'll just have to watch me smile.
The kind of smile that made you weak in the knees.
I know you won't care.
I know you don't now.
I know I'm not the best person.
I know I try.
I can't help confusion.
I can't help make up your mind.
i can't take alot of crap.
The drama doesn't end.
Highschool is a disaster.
I've had some good times though.
I'm no longer concerned with being cool,
so different from freshman year.
Everything I do is what I want to do.
I'm not scared to stand up for myself.
&& I'm not afraid to walk away from you.
I'll keep my head up high.
I'll look you in the face.
You won't be able to see how much it hurts.
Just walking away.


I thieved this
so fill it out please

How are you all?
I'm pretty well.
I actually slept last night
for more than 6hours.
I was happy.
-hehe- But yeah,
so I am gunna go enjoy
the beautiful day now.
I think you should do the same.
It really isn't even Hot at all!
yayyy heh..have a great one kiddos♥


Pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything

pretty soon she'll figure out what his intentions were about

And that's what you get for falling again

you can never get him out of your head

and that's what you get for falling again

you can never get him out of your head

it's the way that he makes you feel

it's the way that he kisses you

it's the way that he makes you fall in love

she's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and

her killer instinct tells her to be aware of evil men

and that's what you get for falling again

you can never get him out of your head

and that's what you get for falling again

you can never get him out of your head

it's the way that he makes you feel

it's the way that he kisses you

it's the way that he makes you fall in love

it's the way that he makes you feel

it's the way that he kisses you

it's the way that he makes you fall in love...love....

pretty girl is suffering while he confesses everything

pretty soon she'll figure out

you can never get him out of your head

It's the way that he makes you cry,

It's the way that he's in your mind,

It's the way that he makes you fall in love,

It's the way that he makes you feel,

It's the way that he kisses you,

It's the way that he makes you fall in love...love...