I just got home from the beach last night.
I surfed again. Twas lovely. I nearly died. Very Humorous. Thoughts compelled me the whole time. By the end I decided to turn my brain of... seemed to do some good, but stuff is still on my mind. But I understand now, I mean, he just moved on. It's not all that bad... If what I want to happen happens it'll be for the best, for now I don't know what I can do. I need to get more friends, get out of the house, i think i'll go for a bike ride, sound inticing. I hate being so blah.
Any ideas of how to get out of this.
yes i know go to God, i'm doing that.
I need a way to get to him better though?
my parents won't take me to church,
I have people willing to have me go with them,
but I need to go somewhere with people I don't know,
I like to get thoughts from varieties of people.
It's always a good thing I suppose.
well i'm done writing for today.
I have atan and blonde hair.
think about it. I'm hawt mamajamma♥