So..Last night sucked majorness.
I had fun seeing my friends.
He was there.
I knew he would be.
I thought it would be cool.
He held my hand.
Then told me he liked someone else.
but still likes me?
I hate that I can be so head over heels
for someone who doesnt even know if
he REALLY cares about me.
I just wish I could deal better.
I had to stay home and sleep in today.
Not saying I did that exactly.
Sleeping in does usually have you
waking up about 7 times randomly starting at about 6? ah o well...I'm pretty much apathetic once again.
Hopefully it'll all work out.
in the mean time. I'll be praying.
I'm getting away for a week too.
So maybe that'll help me.
I'm working on my relationship with God.
I really need help though.
Life messes me up sometimes.

First thing I'd do, is pray for time to crawl
I'd unplug the telephone
And keep the TV off
I'd hold you every second
Say a million I love you's
That's what I'd do, with one more day with you.