i'm ready to go back to school... i'm even ready for the work. i know i know... i sounds really crazy... but it's true. i've been out of my mind since i've been home b/c i haven't known what to do... and i've felt way out of place... i mean... there are people here that i truely love... but this town has nothing for me anymore. i think God's showing me that so i won't look back and grown... and totally ache over this place. God's got things for me elsewhere. although... i have to say... Sarah's man Jon gave me some great advice... i don't know if he meant to or not lol... but it's true "today is a day you will only live once... so make the most of it" (that was a paraphrase more or less. lol)... but yeah... i had never thought of it that way. today holds so many oppertunities that tomorrow may not (no matter where i am). so it's up to me to do my best to live those out. anyways... i'll prolly write again tomorrow. ~Hope