so tonight was my last night at CFA for like.... a year (since i'll be at the Wilds all summer). and it was cool. i was on dishes... i think i had a little too much fun w/ the soap bubbles (i can't resist :) haha. got some hugs... i think i'll stick those in my pocket and save them for later. lol. in some ways... moving on is so awesome.. and in some ways... it's always hard. i guess it's a part of growing up... spreading your wings and flying. i'm not a little girl anymore... so why do i still feel like it at times? somethings and some people are easily left behind... and others... well... not so easily. but they stay in your heart... and you can look back and remember what they mean to you. the hard part is the emptiness it leaves... but that's one of the reasons that God is always there... He's the only One that can fill those shoes and stand in that gap of your heart at all times. He's the One that knows that you've been awake all night thinking... He's the One that hears your deepest sigh... He's the One that sees who you've been, who you are, and who you can and will be. He's the One that knows you're nervous about that test in 3rd period. He knows everything that goes on in your life.. He knows your strengths, weaknesses, struggles, hopes, fears, longings... He knows it all! so... for me... He's my reason to keep pressing on. ~Hope

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4 days!!! woot!

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